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āI do not know when it happened,ā he whispered. āBut somewhere along the way, you became the most important person in my life.ā ⹠࣪ Ė ą»ź±
Synopsis: Beneath exchanged glances and quiet victories, youāve been in love. The two of you carrying a secret softer than a quiet birdsong.
Genre: Fluff, Slowburn (Highschool!au)
Pairing(s): Sunday x Afab!Reader
Warnings: None
Note: I needed a little Sunday fix so hereās a fluffy little slowburn that I conjured up. Happy reading :3
You had spent most of your life glowing under the attention of others.
Not intentionally. It simply happened.
People noticed you everywhere you went, as though there was something naturally luminous about you that drew them closer before they could stop themselves.
Teachers adored you because you were polite and hardworking. Parents loved you because you were graceful and well-mannered. Students flocked to you because you always knew how to make people feel seen.
You remembered names. You remembered favorite snacks, birthdays, tiny details from passing conversations.
You laughed easily, listened sincerely, and carried yourself with a kind of effortless elegance that made people want to stand beside you just to bask in it for a moment longer.
By middle school, everyone already knew your name.
You were the girl classmates compared themselves to without meaning to. The girl teachers trusted immediately. The girl younger students stared at with wide-eyed admiration in the hallways.
It was suffocating sometimes.
Because the truth wasā
You were never the kind of person who wanted to constantly be perceived. You liked the quiet.
You liked sitting by windows while rain tapped softly against the glass.
You liked libraries that smelled faintly of old paper.
You liked empty music rooms after class where nobody could ask anything of you.
You liked walking home alone with your thoughts drifting aimlessly between clouds and streetlights.
But loneliness and solitude were two very different things, and people never understood that. They assumed that because you smiled so easily, you always wanted company.
So there was always someone beside you.
At lunch tables. Between classes. Outside the school gates.
Your phone never stopped buzzing. Invitations piled endlessly on your desk. Group chats multiplied overnight.
People waved at you from every corner of the hallway like they personally knew you, even if you barely remembered speaking to them once.
You tried. You truly did.
You answered kindly. You stayed patient. You listened to everyoneās problems until your own exhaustion settled quietly into your bones like winter frost.
Because that was what people expected from you.
The star of the school. The perfect girl.
The one who always looked radiant no matter how draining the day became.
By the time high school began, the attention had evolved into something larger than you could control.
People talked about you before you even entered rooms.
Freshmen whispered when you walked past. Upperclassmen knew your schedule despite never speaking to you directly. Teachers held you to impossible standards because you had āso much potential.ā
Rumors spread constantlyānot malicious ones, most of the time, but endless stories built around your existence like you were less of a person and more of an idea everyone collectively created.
āSheās so pretty.ā āSheās good at everything.ā
āSheās probably dating someone already.ā āSheās so nice.ā
āI heard she stayed after school helpingāā
āI heard she got the highest score againāā
āSheās literally perfect.ā
Perfect.
You began to hate that word. It meant perfection left no room for exhaustion. No room for irritation. No room for ugly feelings.
Whenever you withdrew to recharge, people assumed something was wrong. Whenever you ate lunch alone, classmates asked if someone upset you. Whenever you declined invitations, they looked strangely disappointed, like you had failed to perform the role they assigned to you.
Sometimes you wanted to disappear for just one day.
Just one.
To walk through the hallways without eyes following you. To sit somewhere quiet without someone recognizing you. To exist without constantly being needed by everyone around you.
But the strangest part was that despite all the noise surrounding youā
Very few people actually knew you.
They knew the polished version.
The smiling version.
The version that carried conversations effortlessly and made everyone feel comfortable.
But nobody noticed how tired your eyes became after social events. Nobody noticed how often you lingered in empty classrooms because silence felt sacred to you. Nobody noticed the way your shoulders relaxed the second you were finally alone.
High school was the first place where your popularity stopped feeling warm. Instead, it became heavy.
A spotlight that never shut off.
And sometimes, late at night, lying awake with your phone buzzing endlessly on your bedside table, you wondered quietly to yourselfā
If people would still love you as much if they saw how badly you wanted to be left alone sometimes.
Junior year began like every other year before it.
Too loud.
Too many introductions, too many eager teachers, too many classmates excitedly calling your name across hallways before the first week had even properly settled.
You slipped back into your role naturallyāthe smiling greetings, the effortless conversations, the graceful composure everyone expected from you.
And yet, despite all the familiar noise around youā
Something felt different.
You noticed him on the third day of school.
Not because he demanded attention.
But because he didnāt.
In a campus overflowing with people desperate to be seen, Sunday existed with a kind of quiet self-possession that felt almost untouchable.
He sat near the windows during orientation, posture straight, fingers neatly folded over a thick hardcover book while sunlight spilled across the silver strands of his hair.
The rest of the classroom buzzed with conversation, chairs scraping loudly against the floor, people exchanging social media handles and gossip after summer break.
Sunday never looked up once.
At first, you thought he might simply be shy, but over the following weeks, you realized it was something else entirely.
He was⦠self-contained.
Refined in every possible way.
His uniform was always pristine, his handwriting impossibly elegant, his speech polite to the point of old-fashioned. Teachers practically adored him. Students admired him from afar even if most were too intimidated to approach directly.
And academicallyā
He was terrifying.
Every exam score posted on the bulletin board placed his name at the very top.
Every competition. Every essay. Every presentation.
Always first place.
Meanwhile, yours sat directly underneath his.
Second. Secondā
Second.
Your classmates joked about it constantly.
āThe schoolās golden girl versus the genius.ā
āYou guys are literally academic rivals.ā
āI bet you hate each other.ā
But you didnāt hate him. You couldnāt.
Not when you caught glimpses of him quietly helping teachers carry stacks of papers after class without being asked. Not when you overheard him patiently tutoring struggling students despite clearly wanting to go home already. Not when you noticed how gently he handled library books, as though stories themselves were sacred things.
There was something deeply melancholic about him.
Beautifully so.
Like moonlight reflecting across still water.
People admired you loudly. People admired Sunday quietly.
You began noticing him everywhere after that.
In the library during lunch. In the music room after school, soft piano melodies drifting faintly through cracked doors. In the courtyard beneath the shade of trees, reading while autumn leaves gathered around polished shoes.
And the more you noticed himā
The worse it became.
Because your feelings arrived subtly at first.
A flicker of curiosity.
Then anticipation whenever you entered classrooms and spotted him already seated by the window.
Then awareness. Painful awareness. The kind where your eyes searched for someone instinctively before your brain could stop you.
You started memorizing small things without meaning to.
The way he adjusted himself before writing. The way he tilted his head slightly whenever deep in thought. The low, calm cadence of his voice during presentations.
Even the way sunlight seemed softer around him somehow.
It was humiliating.
You, the girl everyone called graceful and composed, suddenly forgetting what you were saying mid-conversation because Sunday happened to walk past the hallway outside.
And the worst part? He barely seemed aware of your existence beyond basic politeness.
āGood morning.ā Always courteous.
āExcuse me.ā Always calm.
āThank you.ā Always distant.
Meanwhile your heart had begun betraying you completely, because for the first time in years, someone captivated you without trying.
No performance. No charm. No effort.
Just quiet brilliance wrapped in elegance and melancholy.
And somewhere between passing glances across classrooms and hearing piano music echo through empty hallways after schoolā
You fell in love with him.
Sunday never intended to stand out.
People often assumed ambition was what drove himāthat he enjoyed praise, titles, admiration, the endless string of accomplishments tied to his name like medals pinned neatly against a uniform.
The truth was far less glamorous.
He simply did what needed to be done.
As the eldest sibling, responsibility settled onto his shoulders early in life and never truly left. Taking care of Robin had always come naturally to him. He made sure she ate properly, studied properly, rested properly.
Even when they were younger, Sunday carried himself with the quiet seriousness of someone far older than he should have been.
Success became less of a desire and more of a necessity.
Good grades meant stability. Extracurriculars meant opportunities. Leadership positions meant stronger credentials for the future.
So he studied. Worked.
Perfected.
Again and again until excellence became routine.
By sophomore year, he had somehow accumulated enough achievements to intimidate half the student body without even trying.
Honor societies. Debate competitions. Music recitals. Volunteer work. Academic awards.
And eventuallyā
Student Council president.
He remembered staring blankly at the announcement sheet after the faculty selected him.
Another responsibility. Another expectation.
Another thing to maintain.
Sunday accepted it with the same quiet composure he accepted everything else.
Politely.
Without complaint. Without joy either, because despite how accomplished he appeared, there was always a strange emptiness lingering beneath it all.
He moved through life methodically, like someone following a script written long before he was born.
Wake up. Study. Lead. Achieve. Repeat.
People praised him constantly, but praise had long since stopped feeling meaningful.
Until you.
The vice president of the student council. The schoolās beloved golden girl.
He noticed you long before he wanted to admit it.
At first, you were simply⦠unavoidable.
Your laughter echoed through hallways like sunlight pouring through open windows. Students gravitated toward you instinctively, teachers softened around you effortlessly, and somehow every room you entered felt warmer without you even trying.
Sunday didnāt understand it.
He had spent most of his life observing people carefully, dissecting motivations and behaviors with quiet precision.
Most popularity was superficial. Fragile. Built on performance.
But yours wasnāt.
People genuinely loved you.
And more confusinglyā
You loved them back just as sincerely.
He noticed the little things first.
How you stayed behind after meetings to organize paperwork because you knew it would lessen everyone elseās workload. How you remembered details about people most others forgot instantly. How you spoke to nervous freshmen with the same kindness you offered teachers.
You were endlessly gentle in ways that didnāt feel performative.
It unsettled him.
Then came the moments that ruined him entirely.
The first time you smiled at him directly during a student council meeting, Sunday lost his train of thought mid-sentence.
A humiliating experience.
Your eyes had crinkled slightly at the corners when you thanked him for helping prepare documents, voice warm and genuine, and suddenly he became painfully aware of his own heartbeat.
After that, things only worsened.
His attention began drifting toward you involuntarily.
He noticed when you seemed tired despite smiling anyway. He noticed how your cheerful voice softened when conversations became sincere. He noticed the way you lingered in quiet places when you thought nobody was paying attention.
And somewhere along the way, without permission from logic or reasonā
You became woven into the fabric of his everyday life.
Sunday would catch himself searching for you instinctively upon entering classrooms. Meetings became easier to tolerate because you sat beside him.
Even his piano playing changed.
Late afternoons in the empty music room transformed into something dangerous.
At first, he told himself he simply enjoyed practicing, but eventually, every melody began sounding like you.
Soft classical pieces became gentler beneath his fingertips. Love songs he once dismissed as sentimental suddenly carried unbearable meaning. Even when he closed his eyes, he could picture you so vividly it almost frightened him.
Your smile.
Your laugh.
The brightness you carried so naturally despite how exhausting the world could be.
And Godā
His heart.
Sunday hated how human you made him feel.
For someone who spent most of his life composed and restrained, loving you felt catastrophic.
You sat beside him during meetings while discussing schedules and budgets completely unaware that his pulse stumbled every time your shoulder brushed his accidentally. You smiled at him so sweetly it bordered on cruelty.
And meanwhile Sunday remained trapped in silence, pretending he was unaffected while every song he played on the piano belonged to you already.
At some point, the space between you and Sunday stopped feeling formal.
Neither of you could pinpoint exactly when it happened.
Maybe it was after countless student council meetings where the two of you ended up staying later than everyone else, organizing paperwork side by side beneath dim classroom lights.
Maybe it was the afternoons spent walking through hallways together after class because your schedules somehow always aligned.
Or maybe it was because no matter how crowded a room becameā
You always found him.
Sunday noticed it long before you realized he had.
Student council gatherings, school festivals, assemblies, crowded hallways filled with noise and movementāit didnāt matter where he stood.
Your eyes always searched for him first.
And every single time they landed on him, your face brightened instinctively. Like finding him was the easiest thing in the world.
It did terrible things to his heart.
āYouāre staring again.ā
Sunday blinked softly, immediately looking back down at the stack of documents in front of him. āI was thinking.ā
You leaned against the desk beside him with a grin. āAbout me?ā
āā¦No.ā
āThat pause was suspicious.ā
āThere was no pause.ā
āThere absolutely was.ā
Your laughter filled the empty classroom warmly, sunlight spilling across the desks while late afternoon painted everything gold around you. Sunday tried very hard to focus on the papers in front of him.
He failed miserably.
Because you looked beautiful like this.
Relaxed. Happy.
Real.
Not the polished version everyone else knew.
Just you.
And somehow, the more time he spent around you, the more he realized how lonely you actually were beneath all that brightness.
You loved people sincerely, but people exhausted you too.
He noticed the subtle sighs you released after social events. The way your smile softened into something quieter whenever crowds disappeared. The relief in your posture whenever the two of you found yourselves alone together.
Around him, you didnāt seem pressured to perform.
That realization terrified Sunday more than it comforted him.
Because he was beginning to understand something dangerous:
You trusted him.
He didnāt know what to do with that kind of tenderness. Love had always seemed frightening to him.
It was fragile. Temporary.
A weakness people eventually weaponized against each other.
Sunday had spent years carefully constructing walls around himself so nobody could reach the softer parts underneath. It was easier that way. Safer.
Then you arrived and dismantled those walls so gently he barely noticed it happening, like sunlight slowly warming frozen ground.
One afternoon during exam season, Sunday skipped lunch entirely to continue reviewing notes in the library. He hadnāt realized how long heād been sitting there until a small paper bag suddenly appeared beside his elbow.
He looked up immediately, and you stood there smiling sheepishly.
āYou forgot to eat again.ā
āā¦How did you know I was here?ā
āYou disappear to the same three places every time youāre stressed.ā
Sunday stared at you silently.
You blinked. āWhat?ā
āYou pay attention to me.ā
āOf course I do.ā
The response came so naturally that it stole the air from his lungs for a moment.
You sat beside him afterward, unpacking the lunch you brought while whispering dramatically about how the cafeteria nearly ran out of bread because students were panicking over exams.
Sunday listened quietly, the corners of his lips threatening to lift despite himself.
āYou should take better care of yourself,ā you murmured suddenly while handing him utensils.
āā¦I manage adequately.ā
āYou survived only on coffee and bread yesterday.ā
āThat is technically sustenance.ā
āThat is technically concerning.ā
He let out a soft breath that almost resembled laughter. Your eyes widened immediately.
āOh my God,ā you whispered. āYou laughed.ā
āI did not.ā
āYou did! Wait, do it again.ā
āThat is not how laughter works.ā
āBut you looked cute.ā
Sunday nearly dropped his fork.
You didnāt seem to notice the damage you caused saying things like that so casually.
Or maybe you did.
Either possibility unsettled him equally.
Eventually, walking home together became routine.
At first, it happened accidentally. Then intentionally. Then inevitably.
The city always felt quieter beside you somehow.
You talked about everything while walking beneath evening skiesāmusic, books, ridiculous school rumors, future dreams, fears neither of you admitted to other people.
And for the first time in years, Sunday found himself speaking more than listening.
Not because you pressured him, but because talking to you felt⦠easy.
One evening, rain began pouring halfway through your walk home, forcing both of you beneath the awning of a tiny convenience store.
You laughed breathlessly while shaking water from your sleeves.
āWe shouldāve checked the forecast.ā
āYou said the clouds looked āromantic,āā Sunday replied calmly.
āThey did.ā
āYou are now soaked.ā
āAnd yet I stand by my statement.ā
Sunday looked at you quietly then.
Your hair slightly damp, your cheeks pink from the cold, smiling at him like this moment alone was enough to make you happy.
Something inside him ached so deeply it frightened him.
āā¦Youāre staring again,ā you teased softly.
āā¦Perhaps.ā
The honesty startled both of you.
Your expression softened immediately afterward. Gentle. Like you understood how difficult that admission was for him.
And somehow that made it worse.
Sunday was beginning to realize loving you no longer felt terrifying.
It felt inevitable.
Then he introduced you to his younger sister, and Robin adored you almost instantly.
The first time Sunday brought you home to help with a student council project, his younger sister took one look at you and immediately decided you belonged there.
āYouāre even prettier than he described,ā Robin said brightly.
Sunday choked on his tea.
āI did not describe her.ā
Robin looked unimpressed. āYou composed multiple suspiciously romantic piano compositions the same week you were while telling me about her.ā
āā¦Robin.ā
āYou smile at your phone now too. Itās creepy.ā
You tried desperately not to laugh while Sunday covered part of his face with one wing.
āI apologize for her behavior,ā he muttered.
āSheās adorable.ā
Robin beamed instantly. āSee? She understands me.ā
And somehow, despite the looming pressure of exams, responsibilities, endless meetings, and the exhaustion of everyday lifeā
Things felt lighter around you.
Softer.
Sunday still carried the weight of the world carefully on his shoulders.
But now, whenever he looked beside himā
You were there too.
By autumn, your relationship with Sunday had become something impossible to ignore.
Not officially.
Not verbally.
But everyone around you could see it.
The lingering glances. The instinctive closeness.
The way the two of you moved around each other with quiet familiarity, as though your lives had begun syncing together naturally without permission from either of you.
People stopped referring to you as academic rivals. Instead, they smiled knowingly whenever they saw the two of you together.
And that happened often.
Far too often for Sundayās already fragile composure.
āYou two are disgustingly married for people who arenāt dating,ā March complained while watching you organize paperwork side by side.
āWe are not married,ā Sunday answered immediately.
You looked up from the papers with a thoughtful hum. āTrue. Weād probably have matching planners if we were.ā
Sunday went completely silent. The entire room burst into laughter while the tips of his ears turned pink.
āYouāre making him short-circuit again,ā Stelle whispered dramatically.
You smiled innocently. āI donāt know what you mean.ā
But you did know.
God, you knew.
The closer you became, the more obvious it was that something existed between you that neither of you could name aloud yet.
Sometimes it surfaced in tiny moments so gentle they nearly hurt. Like the afternoon the student council was decorating for an upcoming school event.
You stood on a ladder trying to pin decorations higher along the gymnasium wall while everyone else argued over color schemes below.
āThis would be easier if someone taller volunteered,ā you muttered.
āYou are going to fall.ā Stelle sighs as she watches you from below.
āI am perfectly stable.ā
The ladder wobbled slightly.
A pause.
Then suddenlyā
Warm hands settled carefully around your waist.
Your breath caught immediately. Sunday stood behind you now, steadying both you and the ladder with quiet disapproval written across his face.
āI dislike being correct in situations like this. You should have waited for me to come back,ā he murmured.
You looked down instinctively.
Big mistake, because from this angle, he was painfully close.
Close enough for you to notice the faint flush dusting across his cheeks despite how composed he tried to appear. Close enough to feel the warmth of his hands lingering through the fabric of your uniform.
Your heart began pounding violently.
āā¦Sunday.ā
āYes?ā
āYouāre holding my waist.ā
āā¦I am aware.ā
Neither of you moved.
Below, several student council members exchanged looks before immediately pretending not to notice.
One of them mouthed finally. Another nodded solemnly.
You nearly laughed from embarrassment.
Meanwhile Sunday looked moments away from combusting entirely, but even thenā
He still didnāt let go until you climbed down safely.
Walking through school together became second nature after that.
Students greeted you constantly in the hallways while Sunday remained quietly beside you, listening patiently as you drifted from topic to topic.
āDo you think the chemistry exam was unfair?ā
āNo.ā
āYou finished fifteen minutes early.ā
āThe questions were straightforward.ā
āYou are the worst person to ask for reassurance.ā
āYou scored higher than ninety-seven percent of the class.ā
āThat is not the point.ā
Sunday glanced at you then, subtle amusement flickering across his expression.
āYou are seeking emotional validation, not academic feedback.ā
āā¦Maybe.ā
āI think you performed well.ā
The sincerity in his voice made warmth bloom instantly across your chest, and somewhere nearby, a group of younger students watched the interaction with dreamy expressions.
āTheyāre literally like a romance novel couple,ā one whispered.
Sunday heard them.
Judging by the immediate redness spreading across his ears and the slight fluff of his wings, you knew he heard them.
You smiled to yourself quietly.
But your favorite moments always happened in the music room.
Especially at sunset.
The room became golden in the evenings, sunlight pouring through tall windows while dust drifted lazily through the air like floating stars. Most students had already gone home by then, leaving the school wrapped in rare silence.
Just you.
And him.
Sunday sat at the piano bench while soft melodies flowed effortlessly beneath his fingertips, elegant and melancholic all at once. You usually perched beside the piano quietly watching him, chin resting against your hand while the music wrapped around the room warmly.
He always played differently around you.
Softer.
More emotional.
Like his heart was speaking through the piano because words alone failed him.
That afternoon, the sunset painted him beautifully.
Silver hair glowing amber beneath the fading light. Long fingers dancing gracefully across ivory keys. Expression calm but vulnerable in a way only you ever seemed allowed to witness.
You stared at him for a long moment.
Then smiled softly.
āI think Iām in love with you.ā
The piano stopped immediately.
Silence.
Sunday slowly turned toward you like he wasnāt entirely certain he heard correctly.
āā¦What?ā
You blinked innocently. āHm?ā
His face had gone completely red.
Not subtle pink. Red.
āIāYou cannot simply say things like that casually.ā
āBut itās true.ā
Your voice remained gentle. Honest.
Sunday looked genuinely stunned. As though all this time he had convinced himself his feelings existed in solitude despite every lingering glance and every soft moment shared between you.
āYouā¦ā He swallowed quietly. āYou love me?ā
You tilted your head slightly. āWas I not obvious enough?ā
āI believed you were merely kind.ā
āOh.ā
A pause.
Then you laughed softly.
āSunday, I bring you lunch, spend every afternoon with you, visit your house constantly, and listen to you play piano for hours.ā
āā¦That does sound rather incriminating.ā
āVery incriminating.ā
For a moment, he simply stared at you.
Beautiful.
Speechless.
Overwhelmed.
Then suddenly he stood so quickly the piano bench shifted loudly against the floor.
Before you could react properlyā
Sundayās hands grasped your waist.
Then you were lifted effortlessly onto the piano bench with a startled laugh escaping your lips.
āSundayāā
āYou make me lose all coherent thought,ā he confessed breathlessly.
Your heart skipped violently, because he looked almost desperate now. Like someone who had spent too long holding himself back.
āYou are unbearably gentle with me,ā he continued softly, forehead nearly touching yours now. āYou make everything feel lighter. Safer. And Iāā
His voice faltered briefly.
āI do not know when it happened,ā he whispered. āBut somewhere along the way, you became the most important person in my life.ā
Your expression softened instantly, and that seemed to destroy whatever restraint he had left.
Sunday kissed you suddenly.
Tenderly at first, like he was afraid you might disappear if he moved too quickly. Then deeper, when your hands instinctively curled into his sleeves, pulling him closer while the sunset wrapped around both of you in warm gold.
The piano keys beneath you sounded softly when his hand braced beside your waist.
Neither of you cared.
Because after months of longing, restraint, and silent devotionā
You were finally his.
And he was finally yours.
The first person to notice was Robin.
Which, according to her, was deeply insulting because she claimed she should have noticed far earlier.
āYou two are unbelievable,ā Robin sighed dramatically one afternoon while watching you and Sunday study together at the dining table.
You looked up innocently. āWhat did we do?ā
āYouāre acting like newlyweds in an old romance film.ā
Sunday nearly inhaled his tea incorrectly.
āWe are not acting like anything,ā he said calmly, despite the very obvious pink coloring his ears.
Robin pointed accusingly. āSee? That! He gets embarrassed now.ā
āI have always experienced embarrassment.ā
āNo,ā Robin corrected. āYou used to experience irritation. This is different.ā
You covered your smile with one hand while Sunday quietly avoided eye contact.
Truthfully, it was different now.
Not loudly.
Not dramatically.
Nothing about your relationship had suddenly transformed overnight into grand declarations or public affection.
It was quieter than that.
Softer. But somehow far more obvious.
Because once you loved someone openly, even in silence, it seeped into everything.
Into the way Sunday immediately looked toward the classroom door whenever your voice echoed faintly from the hallway. Into the unconscious softness that settled over his expression the second you entered rooms. Into the way you gravitated toward each other instinctively at every opportunity, like magnets incapable of resisting pull.
People noticed.
God, people noticed.
āGood morning!ā
Your voice rang brightly through the classroom one morning as you hurried through the doorway carrying far too many folders in your arms.
Before anyone else could even greet youā
Sunday was already standing.
āI will take those.ā
Several classmates exchanged looks immediately.
You blinked. āI can carry them.ā
āYou are struggling.ā
āIām surviving.ā
āYou nearly dropped three on your way into the classroom.ā
āBut I didnāt.ā
Without another word, Sunday gently removed the folders from your arms anyway. Your fingers brushed during the exchange.
Tiny.
Brief.
Yet somehow the entire room fell suspiciously silent afterward.
One student leaned toward another immediately.
āTheyāre definitely together.ā
āAbsolutely.ā
Sunday pretended not to hear them while placing the folders neatly onto your desk, but you noticed the faint smile threatening at the corners of his mouth.
Your heart melted instantly.
You had also become far less subtle. Not intentionally.
It simply became harder to contain your affection around him.
āSunday!ā
Your voice echoed loudly through the courtyard one afternoon. Across campus, Sunday looked up immediately from the book heād been reading beneath a tree.
The second his eyes landed on youā
He smiled.
Not polite. Not restrained.
A real smile.
Soft and warm enough that nearby students visibly paused mid-conversation.
āOh my God,ā someone whispered nearby. āHe literally lights up around her.ā
You jogged toward him happily, entirely unaware of the devastation left behind in your wake. Meanwhile Sunday closed his book calmly despite the fact his heartbeat had already become embarrassingly uneven.
āYouāre late,ā he murmured as you approached.
āYou say that like Iām not only three minutes late.ā
āIt was seven.ā
āYou timed me?ā
āā¦Perhaps.ā
You laughed brightly before sitting beside him beneath the tree, close enough for your shoulders to touch naturally.
Neither of you moved away anymore. That was another thing people noticed.
The intimacy hidden inside your body language.
The way Sundayās hand instinctively settled against the small of your back whenever guiding you through crowded hallways. The way your fingers absentmindedly fixed his loosened tie while continuing conversations normally. The way your knees brushed beneath desks during meetings and stayed there.
Like closeness had become second nature. Like loving each other had quietly rewritten your understanding of comfort entirely.
One evening after student council duties finally ended, the two of you remained alone in the classroom while rain tapped softly against the windows outside.
You sat on top of one of the desks while Sunday organized paperwork nearby.
āYou know,ā you said thoughtfully, āpeople have definitely figured us out.ā
Sunday didnāt look surprised.
āThey began suspecting months ago.ā
āMonths?ā
āYou once fell asleep on my shoulder during a council meeting.ā
You gasped softly. āYou said nobody noticed!ā
āYou were drooling slightly.ā
āSunday!ā
A rare laugh escaped him quietly. You stared at him almost immediately.
āā¦There it is again.ā
āWhat?ā
āThat laugh.ā
Sunday shook his head faintly, though affection lingered visibly across his face now in ways he no longer bothered hiding from you.
The rain outside softened into a gentle rhythm, and after a moment, your expression grew quieter too.
āAre you still scared?ā you asked softly.
Sunday paused. He understood the question immediately.
Love.
Commitment.
The vulnerability of allowing another person close enough to hurt you.
For a long moment, only rain filled the silence between you. Then Sunday slowly approached until he stood directly in front of where you sat on the desk.
His gloved hand lifted gently to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear.
āNo,ā he answered honestly.
Your chest tightened.
Because he was being honest.
Sunday had spent most of his life believing love came with conditions. That affection disappeared eventually. That people left once they saw the less beautiful parts of someone.
And youā
You had grown up loved by everyone yet still profoundly lonely sometimes, constantly performing warmth and perfection because you feared disappointing the people who admired you.
Both of you came from worlds where love felt transactional in different ways.
Fragile. Conditional. Frightening.
But somehow, togetherā
None of it felt frightening anymore.
Not the vulnerability. Not the devotion. Not even the terrifying depth of it all.
Because loving each other had never felt like losing something.
It felt like finally being understood.
Sundayās thumb brushed softly across your cheek.
āYou make life feel gentle,ā he admitted quietly. Your eyes softened instantly.
āAnd you make it feel safe.ā
For a moment, neither of you spoke. You simply looked at each other while warm classroom light spilled softly across the room around you.
Then suddenlyā
āOkay, this is actually sickening.ā
The classroom door burst open. Several student council members stood frozen in the doorway staring at both of you dramatically.
March pointed immediately. āI knew it.ā
āYou owe me twenty credits,ā Stelle whispered angrily.
You burst into startled laughter while Sunday closed his eyes briefly in silent defeat.
āWe were not doing anything inappropriate,ā he said calmly.
āYou were gazing at each other like the final scene of a romance movie,ā Caelus replied.
āThat is arguably worse,ā Dan Heng added.
You laughed harder while Sunday sighed softly beside you.
jing yuan Ć reader. word count: 179. this is just a silly lilā rewrite of an old drabble that was very much inspired by this gorgeous fanart...
itās late in the afternoon when you find yourself sitting in jing yuanās personal training yard, watching him train ā ānot that he needs to,ā you think to yourself.
the birds in the trees chirp quietly as your attention is drawn to the aforementioned man, his muscles flexing as he moves with the heavy glaive.
he shifts a bit closer and your eyes follow a bead of sweat that slowly slides down his throat and disappears into the skin tight compression shirt heās wearing, a soft grunt escaping him with a particularly wide swing.
youāre enthralled now, your eyes focused intently on the muscles of his arms and legs as they continue to flex with his every movement.
all of a sudden he stops and turns to you, slowly walking over with a faint, knowing smile. you canāt help it when you canāt seem to look away, your body flushing at his proximity.
he stops in front of you and reaches out with his free hand to tilt your chin up, your breath hitching.
What if you were asleep on an infirmary bed late at night after getting your wounds healed by Luuk, you started to dream of him.
Itās a bittersweet dream where youāre watching Luuk and Rover date from afar, causing you to mumble about how you feel about him.
Coincidentally, Luuk arrived to a regular check up on your vitals before stopping after seeing you cry in your sleep. He knew he should give you privacy but he couldnāt just leave you alone even in your sleep. So he sat next to the bed and gently rubbed your hand to try and comfort you. As he does so, he quietly listened to your sleep talking and felt his heart ache at how deeply you loved him all this time.
Especially when you mumbled, āBe happyā¦with Rover, ok..? I-iāll always love youā¦ā¦for thatā¦will never changeā¦ā as more tears roll down your sleeping face. He carefully wiped them away as you keep murmuring how much you care and love him. His heart ached more and more while his hand briefly squeezed yours.
Oh how he wished to wake you up and comfort you with words, but he knew well it would be a very vulnerable moment to see him when you wake up. He could only be there for you to wipe your tears away, knowing this would change the friendship between you two.
Once you stopped mumbling and tears faded away, the final comfort he gave youā¦was a lingering kiss on the forehead..š
Why do I always keep imagining Luuk Herssen x Reader-
(Reader and Rover are separate characters)
where Luuk is subtly yet obviously interested in Rover while Reader is hopelessly in love with him as their heart aches at the fact he wouldnāt be interested in themā yet Reader couldnāt be jealous or mad at Rover nor Luuk when the two seem perfect for each otherā¦
because Luuk finds comfort in seeing Roverās golden eyes due to his colour blindness (only seeing black and gold colours)
One-sided love hnghhhhhh TT
Bonus if reader is a pharmacist and their vision is also affected by their powers that causes them to see only black and red(subtly reminding them of their bloodlust of their powers), finding comfort in Luukās eyes being the only colour they can see, admiring how beautiful his eyes are-šššyet they never told anYONEā
Let me give you another idea⦠The reader has Hanahaki disease and coughs up yellow and gold flowers, confused about whatās happening to them. After researching the illness, they discover itās caused by unrequited love. They keep it a secret for yearsā until Luuk finally finds out, but by then the reader is already on the brink of death. šššš
Why do I always keep imagining Luuk Herssen x Reader-
(Reader and Rover are separate characters)
where Luuk is subtly yet obviously interested in Rover while Reader is hopelessly in love with him as their heart aches at the fact he wouldnāt be interested in themā yet Reader couldnāt be jealous or mad at Rover nor Luuk when the two seem perfect for each otherā¦
because Luuk finds comfort in seeing Roverās golden eyes due to his colour blindness (only seeing black and gold colours)
One-sided love hnghhhhhh TT
Bonus if reader is a pharmacist and their vision is also affected by their powers that causes them to see only black and red(subtly reminding them of their bloodlust of their powers), finding comfort in Luukās eyes being the only colour they can see, admiring how beautiful his eyes are-šššyet they never told anYONEā
Hello i am still alive, currently almost finishing my last exam before DSEā
Anyway!
I may have never watched the entire anime but-!
Sugar Apple Fairy Tale where Challe presses his lips on Anneās cheek to remove the other guyās scentā my lord jealous Challe hehehehehehhehe
So what if?- Severian can easily get jealous too? @////////@
Imagine you and your old friend meet again for a reunion, Severian accompanying you because he said so of course alsmxnhshqvw-
When your old friend finally leaves as you and Severian head home together, he pins you against the door and gets really close. Youāre flustered at the action, normally he wouldnāt act like this-
But before you could ask, you feel his nose brushing against your cheek. His warm breath on your skin as you blush, stammering his name to ask him.
He doesnāt stop, only does he press a light kiss on your cheek before pulling away. Leaving you with a redder face comparable to a tomato.
Heās feeling better now, knowing his scent is on you and not your friendās.
I canāt with this man ughhhh why is he so cute and hot my gawdddd
(spoiler for zzz latest update below)
i feel sad when he left but i understand he wants to find his own path. But Iām also glad he trusts Xiaoāguang more to let her be on her own as a void hunter.
Hopefully weāll meet him again somedayš„¹
(he was so cute when he smiled before he left arghhhhhšš)