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Katara: aang how do I get revenge on those who have forsaken me?
Aang: the best revenge is letting go and living well
Katara:…
Katara: zuko how do I get-
Zuko: I’m already packed, let’s go
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as part of recovery i have to write about the ways that alcohol made me powerless and caused my life to be unmanageable and just...
that means i’ve had to deal with the fact that i’ve been sexually assaulted/raped while blacked out on more than one occasion and it’s just really triggering and awful
and for a long time i didn’t call it sexual assault or rape because it was just easier to say “oh i was really drunk and had sex with some guy and i’m an awful person that cheated on Ari”
but the reality is i was BLACKED OUT and have NO MEMORY (or very minima memory) of these occasions and i know that if another woman told me that had happened to her i would have no problem siding with her and saying “yeah, that’s fucked up and that guy is an awful human being”Â
but sometimes i think it’s just easier to accept the possibility that i’m the bad person than the fact that there have been times in my life where i have been entirely powerless
i guess i’m just glad i’m sober now and nothing like that ever has to happen to me ever again
right now i’m ~under-employed~ (i work an on-call position two days a week) because my psychiatrist told me not to work full time while i recover from a severe manic episode and like...
i want to be using my time productively and doing art/music but i have no inspiration whatsoever. and every time i try to draw or paint or something i get too critical of myself to even start. it makes me realize how little art i did the whole time i was in college and grad school and what little time i spent doing music just for fun (ie not for my degree) and i have like zero self motivation anymore.Â
so i’m planning on signing up for a community college art class but i don’t know if i want to do painting or drawing and then i’m not sure if i should start with the intro to drawing class (because i’ve never taken a formal art class) OR this really cool looking class that takes place at the Portland Art Museum and I just don’t know what to do? like what if i take the art museum class and it’s too advanced for me?Â
also i just hate that i have no motivation to just play music for fun. my music degree totally took all that away from me i always feel like it has to sound good and i need to practice practice practice but practicing isn’t “fun” but it’s not fun to sound bad
i’m basically just spending all my free time having low self-esteem about stupid things that are supposed to be hobbies and i hate it
A portion of Anna Schuleit’s Installation of 28,000 Flowers inside the Massachusetts Mental Health Center
tomorrow is my 90 days of sobriety and Ari and I made plans to celebrate by getting Chinese food and if that’s not my best life I don’t know what is
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hey friends I’m returning to tumblr after a long hiatus my posts are probably mostly going to be about alcoholism/drug addiction and bipolar disorder because that’s what i’m dealing with right now and I just needed somewhere to vent about those things
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