Fenix

This is my role play account of my main character named Fenix. I love this character a lot so roleplay with me and join me for fun. Fenix is an 18 year old male. Black hair that is a mess. He has emerald green eyes and pale skin. He is tall, stands at 6'4" tall and is slim but strong. He prides himself on being on the swim team until he was kicked out for a horrible accident. Fenix has multiple personality disorder, post traumatic stress disorder. and Schizophrenia. He has three personalities that speak to him and he can see. (they will occasionally post) There is Chett, an asshole basically. He pops off and causes Fenix to embarrass himself in public and such. There is Benjamin, a gentle giant. He appears to Fenix as a strong man and is a little dull in the head. Then there is Emily, little is known about her other than she is a guardian over Fenix, she tries to take care of him when he breaks down. His birthday is 6/18/1995

[fenixsmind-blog]

Oh hey guys...

Fenix was sitting in his apartment thinking about how crazy things had been... His partial cabin burned down along with half the woods.. But something was wrong.. He couldn’t find anyone that... That he knew and he wanted to know where they were, did he lose his mind and was wondering around. Was he in a coma and trapped in his own head... He shouted and screamed and cried as he started to trash his room at the asylum shouting things like “You were my best fucking friend!” He would scream “You promised I would never lose you!” He cried... He missed his friends the only ones he had.he left feeling like it all had been a dream turning into a nightmare. He didn’t know how long he had been gone but.. He felt like he had to go back.. It couldn’t have all just been in his head...

Could he do this... Could he handle if the visions were real? Or if they weren’t for that matter.

[ivan-gost-elsveta]

  Ivan was walking through the halls, hands clasped behind his back as he strolled. He didn’t mind the quite he found it slightly comforting but still the place seemed unusally empty which was a shame because he didn’t have his newly found friends to talk to, He walked down a hall on the second floor and heared movement and mumbling, he quickly walked to the room to see someone or something. 

He stumbled upon a discheveled panicked boy laying things out on a desk. Ivan slowly moved up behind the boy looking at the things. Pills, a small razor blade, and a single bullet.

If Ivan didn’t know what the boy was planning he did now, he frowned looking down at the boy and gave a soft sigh.

[fenixsmind-blog]

Fenix laid out each of his tools each with a meaning. Pills to ease the pain, blade to bleed the pain out like a venom that was infecting his brain and body. Then the bullet to put the final nail in the coffin. 

Fenix looked at each tool and closed his eyes tight letting out a soft whimper "I.. i just want to see people again and I.. Maybe I can see them if I become like them..." He mumbled to himself and shuddered feeling a cold breath on his shoulder. 

He quickly turned around grabbing his razor for a weapon "Who are you!?" He said panicked, he reacted like this out of panic. 

[fenixsmind-blog]

Fenix sat in a seemingly empty building listening to his demons fighting and clawing to get out. He trembled and shuddered as he shut his eyes and gripped his head "I don't want to be alone! I can't be alone.." He said and looked at the dresser drawer where he had hidden the thing that could allow him to be with his love forever if needed but this was a last ditch effort to be in contact with anyone and he was just about to do it.

[greenxeyedxeva-deactivated20140]

  "You would never lose me"

[fenixsmind-blog]

"Where have you been?"

[greenxeyedxeva-deactivated20140]

  "It’s me" she smiled softly, hugging him back, "I promise it’s me"

[fenixsmind-blog]

"I thought I lost you.."

[greenxeyedxeva-deactivated20140]

  "Fenix"

[fenixsmind-blog]

"I.. Is it really you..?" He moved forward quickly

[greenxeyedxeva-deactivated20140]

Oh… This totally isn’t awkward

[fenixsmind-blog]

"E.. Eva...? Is that you?"

[daniel--turner]

Danny giggled and shook his head “Wish it would be that easy. To be honest, I think it’s Princess’ baby, but I want one as well. I deserve one it’s only faaaair,” he pouted.

[fenixsmind-blog]

"Do you know the baby's name?" He asked looking at him and raised a brow "I didn't know you were wanting to be a father."

[daniel--turner]

  "It’s amazing, isn’t it? The wonders of nature," Danny giggled and blushed lightly. "When she grows up I’m gonna tell her that her daddies just wanted her so much that they fought the rules of nature.”

[fenixsmind-blog]

He laughed covering his mouth "Oh god, that is funny.. But it is a cute baby, I'm happy for the two of you."

[daniel--turner]

  "Well, she looks a lot like me, doesn’t she? She could totally be my daughter."

[fenixsmind-blog]

"I didn't know Langston was pregnant." He smirked knowing he was most likely lying.. but weirder things have happened in here. He couldn't help but laugh slightly seeing that cheesy looking smile.

[daniel--turner]

"There’s no way to prove that I stole this baby."

[fenixsmind-blog]

"... Is there anyway to prove that you didn't not steal the baby...?"

"... I think I asked that right."

[blake--newman]

  "You know Eva, she would be. But she’d also miss you terribly."

[fenixsmind-blog]

"I've called her every day and just... I get disappointed every time I hear it."

[maeveswlley]

[blake--newman]

  "She will come back, we have to have faith that she will come back Fenix… she loves you, I know that much."

[fenixsmind-blog]

"I just hope she's somewhere safe.. And happy..."

[blake--newman]

  "Only recently have I seen Vanessa, it was hard being without her."

[fenixsmind-blog]

"Oh.. I'm happy you too still have each other at least.." He smiled trying not to sound jealous, he hadn't seen Eva in over a month and he had been wanting to see her... To hold her just one more time, but every time he would want to hold her just one more time 

[blake--newman]

  "Would it be selfish of me to hope that they didn’t?"

[fenixsmind-blog]

"Well considering we.. We love people on the other side.." He mumbled "It is partly selfish of us I suppose.. Have you not seen Vanessa?" 

[blake--newman]

  "You don’t think they…crossed over…do you?"

[fenixsmind-blog]

"I.. I didn't think about that..."