fenya_underscore

they/them, adult || fyodor enthusiast|| fnaf, bsd, ocs, ppt and resident evil, madoka magica and a lot more||requests are open ‹з|| fenya_underscore on tiktok

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hello. this is my first time being on tumblr in a while!

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ my name is fenya, i use they/them, am an adult and i hate ai

⊹₊ ☆₊ ⊹ also i draw, i craft and i make cosplays. there might be some gorey/dark themes here, viewer discretion is advised. you were warned.

⊹₊ ☆₊ ⊹ some fandoms include:

fnaf, ppt, bsd, my personal ocs, resident evil, some vtubers, umamusume, creepypasta (**i do not support problematic creators, i support nostalgia ONLY.**), who's lila?, inscription, minecraft, vocaloid and so on and so forth.

therefore I refuse any ai training on my art, people supporting generative ai DNI.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗you can also find me on tiktok: @fenya_underscore

here are some of my works this year <з ⊹₊ ☆₊ ⊹

here are some hashtags i use for my personal page! www

#fenyaunderrant → for my rants and thoughts

#fenyaunderlore → for my oc lore

#fenyaunderart → art only! sometimes there might be a lore included or whatnot ;)

#fenyaunder + any sort of fandom you want to see! from bsd to others, I'll try my best to remember which one to put.

#theplaceforgotten(fenyaunder) → is SPECIFICALLY for lore containing Astoria (my oc) and the place overall. bye bye <з

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slightly suggestive:3

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annoying old man.

i hate him so much

unfortunately i was long gone due to university. my apologies, will be back to grinding soon.

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DO BE WARNED THERE'S SORT OF GORE.

here's my sona holding soggy fyodor. he fell into a puddle. :(

i promised to deliver on more Fyodor content to my brain so here's at least a silly little one.

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my brain camt not working

I'm trying my best to study but my head is full of my favourite characters. Dostoyevsky, I know you would've wanted me to succeed in academic studies, GET OUT OF MY HEAD.

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rule #1 of acting like a normal human: do not see the people you hate in strangers that resemble them. it's not polite.

Astoria (the person with target on their face) is not a human. despite them looking almost identical, albeit slightly weird, they never were a human, let alone acted or knew hot to act like one. they just started acting like a human, trying to fit into modern society after decades of isolating themselves as much as possible. and now, with so much changing, the stress caught up to them, manifesting in forms of their creator. they see him everywhere. even in subtle movements of other people. because it was the only "person" they considered the most human.

astoria hates the part of themselves that can't forgive him. but there are some things that can't be just prayed away or asked to be gifted away. they suffer in silence, staring at the person in the elevator, not uttering a word.

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My gorgeous bestie @fenyaunder, myself and our ultimately horrid fictional men 🫶

Fenya gently holds the creechur. Shadow entity is harassing the computer man. All is well :-)

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me and my twin, please show them the love🥺🥺🥺🥺👐💓

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i can't stop expressing how much i actually enjoy drawing Fyodor.

⊹₊ ☆₊ ⊹ giving him that strange, almost not-from-this-world vibe is what I'm always going for. i feel like it suits him the best, something detached from humanity, not completely human-like but not fully inhuman either. just to think, how much he went through while staying alive all those years, trying to "save" the people by his earnest attempts, no matter how unethical and cruel they might've been. he wanted to save humanity.

"demon" Fyodor, as they call him, looks like an angel. but looks are deceitful, especially those, that try to lure you, demons are always beautiful because they need to clasp onto your heart and soul. and who wouldn't trust such an enchanting being?

I'm genuinely am in love with how the manga portrays Fyodor. and the drawings of him are gorgeous. soft, even when he expresses his emotions.

my little rant over. ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

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"He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth."

this are two of my ocs: reverse! Proxy (the man holding the other person) and reverse! Astoria. Proxy is a clone of another man, who is biologically Astorias father. Proxy is an experiment, so was Astoria, who's currently laying in his arms. Astoria was a discarded post product of a test, they ran away and grew up away from their biological father, thank to Proxy, who they consider their actual father. Proxy values Astoria a lot, even though it's not his child. he would protect them with his life, if he had to. he's terrified of a possibility of loosing another child due to violent nature of their creator.

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also here's a rip of front, please be aware this account is mostly not for minors

with that said, here's my sona art with Fyodor and overall sketches with my yumeship

WARNING THERE IS SORT OF GORE

my persona has sort of tentacle looking things of them cus i wanted to make them look like they were pretending to be a normal human which is how i feel most the time