hey yall it’s been a minuet. i remembered i have this account which is wild to me and i think it’s time i let her go. im graduating college soon and am off to bigger things which is incredibly exciting, however, i dont want that to overshadow what this account once was. im still debating as to whether or not i should delete it. part of me wants to keep it up to memorialize my youth snd reflect back onto who i once was. the other part of me wants to delete it and keep this as a memory for both you and i to have. that’s more of a ME thing to determine, regardless i digress. ive been inactive for a very long time and it should come as no shock that im permanently leaving, however it felt wrong not to give this page one final goodbye.
This account has grown with me over the years, quite literally since middle school. ranging from my beatles phase, to fall out boy, to stranger things, and then the 2020 pandemic and everything in between. this account has been with me in every single phase of my life and has been a space for me to be unapologetically myself. i have made some of the best friends on here and some of the most insane memories. if you told my middle school self several years ago i would be in my senior year of college, writing this in their apartment in their bed, she would be in awe. life for me did not end at 13, it didnt end at 17, and it certainly won't now i sit here at 21. it's crazy to think that this account has been such a significant part of my growth and development as a person. being on this site for so long has taught me so much about friendships, love, and that there are always people who will love and support you. for me, though, i finally have thatlove and support beyond the screen, which is something 13 year old me has always wanted.
I leave this site with a new chapter, a new spirit, and most importantly, new lessons that I have learned both online and offline. I forever love every single person who I have encountered over these years, you will forever be my second family and a home that i have come to know and love.
thank you.
with more love than i ever could have known,
jess













