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When you don’t say “I love you back”(yandere! Vampire Edition)

Crowley smirks. “Too good to say it back?” He likes when you play hard to get. Since these words hold some weight over his head, he’ll do anything to hear you utter them for him even if you don’t mean them. He’s popping up at every training, any battle with needed assistance, even when you’re miles away from him. He needs to hear you say it.

Ferid is baffled at the way you treat your future king. How dare you not declare you love him after he uttered such words? A vampire of his status stooping so low? He will follow you around the estate to wherever you’re going demanding that you say these three words back to him or else…

Mikaela doesn’t think much of it until it replays in his head over and over again. It immediately has him seeking you out before he even registers it. He’s itching to find you to sort this out because you do love him, right?

Lacus repeats himself, but when he realizes you have no intention of saying it back. He’ll find other ways to force it out of you. Your cat went missing last week? Look who found it for you. You’re missing inherited jewelry? Oh, look who found it for you. Now he wants you to find three words.

Rene claims he doesn’t care, and that’s true, on the outside. He’s a chaotic mess on the inside. He’s wrecked with thoughts of you escaping again without hearing these three words. You’re tearing him apart and don’t even realize it until it’s too late.

Urd stares you down. Keeping him waiting like this just to hear a few words is doing things to him. He doesn’t repeat himself because he knows he was loud and clear, so why are you responding to everything else but those words? It rattles him and will have him burning holes into your head with his staring.

Saito doesn’t care enough to deal with your forgetfulness is what he tells himself. You definitely didn’t hear him is what he says to himself, but he doesn’t repeat because he knows the truth. He doesn’t put effort into forcing you to say it back, instead, he’d rather it come naturally. And if it doesn’t, he’ll take some steps to make it happen.

Lest is heartbroken. You must be telling someone else these words then? Is that why you can’t say it back? He stalks you that entire day. He’s convinced you have another lover on the side and he’ll make them pay. And if he isn’t satisfied with what he’s seeing, don’t expect him to be so loving later.

Ky will say it over and over again. You aren’t leaving without saying these words to him. Don’t you understand? He can’t let you go outside without knowing if you love him. He needs you to be with him at all times if your love isn’t strong enough yet, he needs to know that you’ll return to him as you promised.

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I’m back and I’m desperate.

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Ferid being mischievously benevolent has been on my mind lately. You would never be able to guess his intentions behind these “beneficial” gifts. Though, you certainly know they are anything but that. You notice that he gives you a bit of a side eye when he sees you interacting with anyone other than him.

It is possibly known that Ferid has been trying to court you for ages. Though, you wonder if these gifts are anything but “beneficial”…

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Me: heyyy…

My followers:

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Are u still active?

I’m alive guys promise, just studying lol

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OmG yes, some people are now just noticing how aggressive Ferid is, for the people that watched the anime, he literally killed children in the first episode 😭. Meanwhile, here I am, simping for that lunatic

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Since you said you appreciated feedback, I felt the need to stop being a silent reader and share my thoughts about your work. :) Firstly, I ABSOLUTELY ADORE YOUR WRITING! Not only is it nicely worded but it doesn't sidetrack and gets imminently to the point. Some of them might be short but your writing was so good that I had to return and re-read them a few more times XD. Secondly, I love how you portrait the character's personalities and how you always try to keep them away from being OOC. A lot of writing blogs ignore some already given traits but you always make it feel like the characters jumped straight out of the manga!

Also the fact that there a only a few active ONS writers makes me appreciate your blog even more! So please never stop writing! I promise I will give more feedback if it keeps you going!😭💙

Thanks this means so much. I’ve tried to write with more detail in the past month and longer writings lol. But, I do want to bring awareness to the fact that this fandom is indeed small. So to have 606 of you supporting me, I am very grateful for. 

I’m a silent reader as well 😭

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hey, I’ve had some anons ask me if feedback is okay. I just want to address this now. I like when people give me feedback on my work. It helps me to grow as a writer, and a person as well.

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i just wanna come home to guren and collapse on his lap because i’ve missed him sm. i love him sm

this is so fucking sappy and I love it! The puppy eyes I’d give him to let me lay on his lap. 🤪

This would be such a stress reliever for both of you, and he’ll run his hands through your hair, hoping to put you at peace. 🥺 Even kisses your forehead, maybe make you some tea or run you a bath to make you relax.

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Canon this, Needy!Ferid allowing you to pull on his hair while he bucks up into you. Pleading with you to give him more. Calling you mommy/daddy while on his way to climax. Who knew you could see this side of him.

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Ok but imagine Rene as a hot topic employee, fcking you in the changing rooms and telling you to be quiet...

Yes omfg. The little whimpers and moans you make becoming louder and desperately trying to be shushed by him as he pounds into you deeper. Purposely making a mess in the closet, only to say the janitor will clean it up—humiliating you even further with how much of a mess you made. Gushing all over his fingers like that, you should be ashamed of yourself.

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Idk if it's written somewhere but do you write character x character🙄 I want to request Ferid x krul omgdkwhdqwoe I had to get up the my courage to write this. I want some snacks sry 😶😶

Unfortunately, I do not write character x character.

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WAIT WHAT DOSE HORN NAME MEAN?!

Lmao, it’s taken from the word “horny” and then they just shortened it to horn.

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Imagine Ferid touching you in a cathedral

“Are you scared of me?” His cold fingertips on your skin, and the echoing of the walls in the cathedral is the only two things that are making you uneasy. Maybe the fact that you’re about to do it in a literal cathedral. Maybe because you are about to have sex with a vampire, and not just any vampire, The Ferid Bathory himself. A noble.

You’ve never admired the beauty of cathedrals. The historical art on this ceiling makes you admire the time and dedication they put into this place. You are somewhat thankful that this place didn’t get destroyed. A hit to your thigh snaps you out of your semi-trance. “Eyes on me love. I want to be the thing you’re looking at.”

Your eyes fall between your legs where Ferid’s cold hands hold you up. Without him, you just might have collapsed. You’ve lost a bit of strength from the first round, and nearly reached your limit during the second round. “Ferid, I-I think I’ve had enough..If you could just please let me go-”

“Let you go? Ha! It doesn’t seem like you’ve had enough because that mouth of yours is still spouting nonsense.” He takes some steps forward, pushing your back against another historical piece. The cold makes your back arch, leaning right into Ferid’s favor.

“Don’t worry, these paintings are ours to ruin.”

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How would Mika, Lest, Urd, Ky and Crowley react to their (human)s/o playing dead going as far as to even steal some blood from their collection similar to their's.

Okay, I’ve been questioning this one for a while, can you please elaborate?

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Thirsty Thursday! Where all I can think of is our vampire men giving us a good spanking and then calling us a good girl/boy for taking it so well. 😩

YESS S😭

12 more spanks to go, and only 8 so far. If you’re good, you were promised to be rewarded. You squeak as you’re hit again. “Mmm, you’re doing so well. You’ve been such a good girl/boy for me all week.” You grin thinking about your reward.

“How about, this time you get to pick your reward?”

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Good afternoon, It's still Thursday in my country so I would like to request Lacus soft NSFW headcanons (like soft/relaxed sex, maybe praising) , I hope you had a wonderful day ♥️🍀

But him praising us is just.. yes 🧍‍♀️

-> Lacus is so forward during sex and him trying soft sex once in a while is just so refreshing! So good at praising that you’ll beg for him without even noticing it. He’s just so smooth with it. He’s not keen on eye contact, but with soft sex, he wants your eyes on him. He’s wants all of your attention.

“Oh you’re going to cum? Ask for it, go on, tell me.”

-> he can be patient but it doesn’t last as long as you would expect, he’s so used to taking things into his own hands. He’s not used to going slow. He’ll get better at it, promise.