I’ve been in this written rut. I can’t focus, or concentrate on my rhetorical theory. I don’t know if it’s you, or just that I’m working more and in turn using more energy, leaving me drained and brain fogged. It’s probably both. The first week you left I almost got nervous. Nervous for any kind of communicative issues to arise, as they’d be harder to solve 800 miles away. I got nervous that you’d hear some rumor W spread and you wouldn’t elaborate on it, or ask, and would take it at face value. And then I stopped worrying. I don’t over analyze you, or what you say or don’t. I just felt comforted. I feel like I know you and how to be with you; it feels easy. But, today, going into the third week, I’m just so excited to actualy be with you, in person, it consumes my thoughts. I catch myself daydreaming constantly. It’s all I can do, think about your being here, us going there & wherever. I’m so excited for it all. I need to finish this school work... And more school work. I can’t focus.
