nothing matters until it does

I fester and rot until I am nothing • 27 • miserable gay man • happily taken • disabled, mentally fucked • irl NEET • jirai danshi • he/it/thing

[festeringfreak]

Fuck it, pinned post.

I'm no one and nothing and it doesn't matter and it never will. My body has been around for 27 years.

I tag my posts #festeringfreak

I'm a taken gay man, I have a boyfriend. Leave me alone please, I don't wanna be flirted with.

I dress like a shitty 2000s grunge/emo brother half the time, the other half like a femboy.

Mentally fucked up, been through a shitton of abuse and trauma and somehow I'm still alive. Scarred, no family, been through several surgeries also.

I'm disabled and henceforth a NEET, a jirai danshi, a substance abuser, and a freak of many natures. I do not like people whatsoever, I don't want friends.

I love Monster Energy, Vinny Vinesauce, Dan and Phil, weed, vocaloid, weeb shit, shōjo & slice of life anime/manga, isopods & bugs, spicy food, surreal & atmospheric horror, surreal/dark/liminal ambient music, public transit, libraries, Halloween, and a shitton more stuff.

I fucking hate TERFS, transphobes, intersexists, misogynists, misandrists, islamophobes, anti-semites, pro-lifers, right-wings, pro-psych, anti-slut, pro-ai, and pro-censorship. DNI to these

[heavvensdoor]

[buttermilko]

[whiteorchardspirit]

[n1h1lx4nxs]

[dec2007]

camp.exe

[lonelyboyjan2006]

The Grief

[braaainwaaash]

[rifleprincess04]

[threedollarsdotcom]

woah i havent seen you since before we became wandering husks without names or faces

[dsunearthed]

Japan, 2005

[astro-pops]

[festeredhearts]

[festeredhearts]

[strangledplanet]

[strangledplanet]

[heartlikehome]

cold and wet and full of love and a little regret