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This is my personal blog. Basically, all my thoughts and feelings are written here. This is probably the closest anyone can get to me. Welcome to my train of thoughts. xx

[fondestsuggestion]

Whenever my head is on your chest, I get a deep feeling that I am whole like I have never felt before. We’re puzzle pieces that fit any which way we please.

[fondestsuggestion]

I’ll build you home from the pieces of my broken heart

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Nothing more. Nothing less. You are enough and I love you as much as the human heart can love.

[fondestsuggestion]

your laughter is the sound that will bring peace and love over me and everyone else who hears it

[fhadedraft]

am i getting myself into trouble again?

what is it exactly that i am feeling?

how will i ever be able to trust myself with these feelings?

i really dont want to have to go through this again,

it scares me how much ive yet to settle my inner feelings,

its like they never fail to come back and haunt me.

please dont let it have to end

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[fhadedraft]

I would rather be anywhere than here

[fhadedraft]

everyone is so fucking annoying. cant even fucking rest in peace. let me fucking die. I have had enough of this shit for fucking 18 years of my life. I cannot go on anymore. I just want to fucking die. I have never wanted to die so badly in my entire life. Fuck this life i have no need for this. Being such a fucking nuisance to everyone. Had enough of myself as well. I don’t need this. I don’t need any of this fucking shit at all. I dont need this useless life. Never making any use of this life to do any good shit at all. Im so much better off. I don’t need people telling me that they want tp die because i’ll do it before anyone else does. Just a matter of fucking time. I have had a hell of a shitty time for too fucking long. Too. Fucking. Long.

[vomitingwords]

He reminds me of a cold breeze during summer nights. When I refused to fall asleep until midnight. He reminds me of a strange note I’ve found above my table when I came to work, saying good morning and wishing me a nice day. He reminds me of sunsets with some drizzles. He’s the one— who I thought of each and every time I see something beautiful. Something wonderful that it makes my heart aches for more. He is someone I haven’t seen for a very long time. But he will always be a book in my series. A star in my constellation. He was one of the best things that has ever happened to me. And even if we hadn’t ended up in each other’s arms, he will always have the character that can make my heart feel warm.

ma.c.a // Sometimes in Forever (via vomitingwords)

[odjree]

from “our numbered days” by neil hilborn

[elysianink]

I loved you with everything in me: all the sun, all the glory, all the bright places like cathedrals. I laid adoration on your skin and ground ‘I love you’ into the lines of your hands; now all those bright places are dark and I am only an ache in a layer of skin. It’s not your fault, but I wish you’d stayed. You took all my love like it was sunshine – maybe you still hold it inside your ribs, and maybe you need it more than me, but without it I am empty.

dark cathedrals // abby, day 221 (via elysianink)

[fhlvx]

Losing Fight // Movements

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[wnq-writers]

This is for you. For the days when you feel like, there is nothing left for you to feel, As though the whole universe had come together To conspire against you And take away all that’s left of you. For the nights when you feel Heavy and restless From the weight of your eyelids that has seen too much. Entertaining the repetitive dialogues in your head that never ceases. Unsettled. You live your life with a series of misunderstandings And the concept of happiness has never seem so foreign to you. This is for you. You struggle to find meaning; Any purpose or reasons to live this life for one more day When it hurts most to even breathe. But darling, I promise you that one day The universe will be kinder and You will find so much love that You shall be whole again. Those days you spent in the dark; The nights that consumed you whole And the mornings that arrived late in pieces reflects nothing but your courage to carry on, to travel further. This is for you. One day, The warm sun will rise and days will no longer seem dull and long. The hurt will be over. You will lustre. You will be okay. Eventually.

fhlvx

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[artjfoy]

i did this on the plane back from spending 2 weeks in sweden w my gf <3

(x)

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