BLISSUNDERSTOOD

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#FI6ND.   independent . private . highly selective . Alexa Bliss of WWE ( kayfabe only ) . heavily inspired by exorcisms and the book of shadows . || multiple non wrestling related verses . open to all fandoms . verse info found here .

// 𝗔 𝗦𝗧𝗨𝗗𝗬 𝗜𝗡 :: born to be bad . goddess mentality . the only me is me are you sure the only you is you . small but mighty . embracing the darkness . yes the doll can hear you . pink is the new black .

affiliated with : @0blivion / @s-unfleur , @andn3w / @code6reaker / @r3vo1uti0nary / @sparklebelt / @tiffyt1me , @story1ines / @thr0whands

mox . 30+ . est 2024 . please read all rules before following . memes [mutuals only] !!

[anticristvs]

( #ANTICRISTVS )  —    it's the cruel beast that you feed. it's your burning yearning need to bleed. through the spillways. you keep a casket buried deep within. you try to mask it, but fall back in sin. you wanna shake it off, but you're stuck inside. when stripped of rags of skin and spine, human decay, corpus dei, terminally dispelled. and it's such a ride. all your faith, all your rage, all your pain, it ain't over now.

                                                          —    and i ain't talking about forgiveness

faithfully worshipped by mox

[anticristvs]

( #ANTICRISTVS )  —    it's the cruel beast that you feed. it's your burning yearning need to bleed. through your spillways. you keep a casket buried deep within. you try to mask it, but fall back in sin. you wanna shake it off, but you're stuck inside. when stripped of rags of skin and spine, human decay, corpus dei, terminally dispelled. and it's such a ride. all your faith, all your rage, all your pain, it ain't over now.

                                                          —    and i ain't talking about forgiveness

faithfully worshipped by mox

[anticristvs]

( #ANTICRISTVS )  —    it's the cruel beast that you feed. it's your burning yearning need to bleed. through your spillways. you keep a casket buried deep within. you try to mask it, but fall back in sin. you wanna shake it off, but you're stuck inside. when stripped of rags of skin and spine, human decay, corpus dei, terminally dispelled. and it's such a ride. all your faith, all your rage, all your pain, it ain't over now.

                                                          —    and i ain't talking about forgiveness

faithfully worshipped by mox

[fi6nd]

so ready to be home and try to write . so much muse for here and @reck6ning ... and my boys have a title match tonight and i am thriving . and i was reminded yesterday that i'm literally part of the wyatt lore because my childhood home was one of the coordinates in one of the puzzles before the debut and i am just living right now .

[alexablissdaily]

ALEXA BLISS & CHARLOTTE FLAIR WWE SmackDown, July 4th, 2025

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life finally calmed down a little bit . sister was released from the hospital , but we're dealing with the reality that my grandpa will probably never come home and if he does , it's only if he has a 24/7 health aide . going to try to work some here between things for work , but no promises .

[fi6nd]

with the way things are going the last couple of weeks in wwe, it's been really hard to be excited about being around.

add in that yesterday was absolute hell. work was a lot because i had to throw someone under the bus which i fucking hate doing. and it felt like everything that could go wrong did.

my papa was admitted to the hospital yesterday for an infection in his legs and i am terrified because he's in his 80's and it's the first time i've seen him in the hospital and he doesn't look like the papa i know.

and then moxxi gave us a scare lastnight because she disappeared into the kitchen, let out the most pained yelp I've heard from her, and the fiance went to check on her and she had cut one of her paws open and there was blood everywhere. thankfully it looked worse than it was and she didn't need a vet visit or anything.

i am just exhausted and need things to just slow down.

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and on top of this, some idiot ran my sister off an exit ramp on her motorcycle, completely totaled it and sped off. shes currently in the hospital with a broken clavicle and a spleen laceration at the very least, but she always downplays everything. shes in Canada so I can't even get to her to check on her.

I need the universe to stop.

[fi6nd]

with the way things are going the last couple of weeks in wwe, it's been really hard to be excited about being around.

add in that yesterday was absolute hell. work was a lot because i had to throw someone under the bus which i fucking hate doing. and it felt like everything that could go wrong did.

my papa was admitted to the hospital yesterday for an infection in his legs and i am terrified because he's in his 80's and it's the first time i've seen him in the hospital and he doesn't look like the papa i know.

and then moxxi gave us a scare lastnight because she disappeared into the kitchen, let out the most pained yelp I've heard from her, and the fiance went to check on her and she had cut one of her paws open and there was blood everywhere. thankfully it looked worse than it was and she didn't need a vet visit or anything.

i am just exhausted and need things to just slow down.

[fi6nd]

with the way things are going the last couple of weeks in wwe, it's been really hard to be excited about being around.

add in that yesterday was absolute hell. work was a lot because i had to throw someone under the bus which i fucking hate doing. and it felt like everything that could go wrong did.

my papa was admitted to the hospital yesterday for an infection in his legs and i am terrified because he's in his 80's and it's the first time i've seen him in the hospital and he doesn't look like the papa i know.

and then moxxi gave us a scare lastnight because she disappeared into the kitchen, let out the most pained yelp I've heard from her, and the fiance went to check on her and she had cut one of her paws open and there was blood everywhere. thankfully it looked worse than it was and she didn't need a vet visit or anything.

i am just exhausted and need things to just slow down.

[r3vengetoura]

𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞’𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬.    she doesn’t know whose.    maybe that’s the part that scares her most.     not the screams echoing off the walls like hymnals in reverse,     not the sound of steps where there should be silence,     not the way the air feels heavier the longer she stays.     no.     it’s the way she’s starting to feel at home here.     and then there’s her.     alexa.     a ghost from a different chapter,     one liv still hasn’t decided if she wants to close or claw back open with trembling fingers.

❝ this place changes people, ❞     her voice is raspier than normal.     like she’s swallowed ash and speaks in the smoke that’s left behind.     ❝ or maybe it just strips everything else away.     lets you see what’s always been there. ❞     she doesn’t approach right away.     just stands a few feet away,     head cocked slightly,     blonde hair a tangle of chaos down her back,     dark beneath her eyes like she hasn’t slept in years.     maybe she hasn’t.     maybe none of them have.

❝ i thought about you,     you know.     when it all started. ❞     truth.     simple.     unsettling.     ❝ wondered if you’d come back. or if you’d already gotten out while you still could. ❞     and then, softer,     almost cruelly tender...     ❝ turns out you’re just as sick as the rest of us. ❞     but there's something else in her voice.     not malice.     not gloating.     recognition.     a girl who once fell into the dark,     staring into the eyes of another who jumped.    and if alexa looks closely,     she’ll see it.     that hunger in liv’s expression.     not for violence.     not for revenge.     for understanding.     for a reason to believe she’s not the only one who was born for this.

@fi6nd <3'd

[fi6nd]

｢ ⛧ EVIL IS MINE ⛧ ｣ —   she's bathed in the baptismal blood of the unsuspecting in the locker room , the sacrifices that have been made to welcome her back with open arms outstretched to hide bitter tongues and broken hearts . her entire existence is that of malice . breathing with spite while those still trapped in the clouds watch on . they've under estimated her . they've written her off for far too long , forgotten about the girl who didn't just walk with darkness ... but darkness she became .

and oh - doesn't it just suit her so well ? the darkness that wraps itself around her like a dress form , curling itself to hug against every secret and lie . it drapes her vision , washes through her hair , becomes every bit of her in a movement so natural that none could spot it even if they dared to try .

darkness is home .

and she suspects that liv understands that . the darkness in her eyes , the way she approaches . oh she had been her once . so long ago when the demon first found her , when the devil himself chose her as worthy . and perhaps now it's her turn to pass on the teachings , the wonders of the red . and isn't she just the perfect opportunity . a wicked grin pulls across painted laps as she hops to seat herself atop an amplifier , the movement far smoother than it should be . fingers toy with lilly's hair before she carefully places the doll beside of her . " oh liv ... "

a giggle to send shivers down your spine as legs kick absentmindedly , heels bumping against the mesh of the amp . " no one ever changes . you know that better than anyone . you've always been the same master manipulating bitch that we all know and love ! you just learned to hide it a little bit . " the words aren't accusatory or angry . no ... they seem almost impressed . the darkness creeps and crawls and this one didn't run .

she pauses , then . facade slipping to something crueler , darker . " i never wanted out . i was forced into sabbatical , but can you blame me ? i thought i'd lost everything . i had to step away to find it again . sometimes you have to lose yourself in the marsh to find your way home . follow the buzzards , chase the fireflies . i don't think it's a sickness , not really . but everyone else seems to have convinced themselves that it's some disease of the mind and , i guess , if that's what they want , that's what they get . but what side of pestilence are you on ? "

[pinfalles-a]

@fi6nd 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘻 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘹𝘢: "you're not allowed to make demands."

"why not?" he realises is, in and of itself, a demand - a cry for an answer that he could probably find himself if he looked hard enough. even so, he stomps his foot and waits for the fallout. the miz is and has always been a ridiculous and childish thing by design. a coward and a slinking dog and a vulture all at once, all the while hiding his teeth. how, though, is he meant to bite at shadows? at burlap and history and something rumbling? "you're making demands! a lot of them, actually! can we even the playing field a little here?"

[fi6nd]

｢ ⛧ EVIL IS MINE ⛧ ｣ —   she doesn't have time for children or their childish games . she's watched from the shadows for years as the miz had gotten away time after time with whatever selfish scheme he could dream up . she'd been there when he'd used a man as his double and claimed all of his success . she'd been there when he had taken bo and twisted him into a shell of who he was . and she'd been there when he'd tried to smear dexter's name to try to leave him the fool of the locker room .

she doesn't have time for his lies and manipulations . she never did .

a tiny frame fit for a monster , she stands with head held high and chin jutted toward him in confidence . she's not afraid of gnashing teeth from a scared , kicked mutt . he can't hurt her . he's never had that kind of power . and yet he seems to believe himself in a position of negotiation . " an even playing field assumes that there's a blank slate walking into it . but you , mike . your sins have a body count . "

[punksrhea]

ALEXA BLISS & LIV MORGAN WWE Elimination Chamber, March 1st, 2025

[r3vengetoura]

@fi6nd

[pinfalles-a]

@fi6nd 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘹𝘢: "you’ve never seen hell that’s as fresh as mine."

"maybe not." even now, he's smiling with all his teeth. fresh is a good word for it - the thing finn dances with is ancient and rotten, frayed at the edges and burning in the middle. alexa is new blood. makes her hungry, makes her eager. finn has seen the things she can do, the power she wields like a child, the doll she clutches to her chest. it'll be fun to see how that shapes up against his own gaping, salivating maw. "you have a plan, little bliss? is this- oh, hang on." one clap, delighted, something ugly that might be laughter. "is this a threat?"

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｢ ⛧ EVIL IS MINE ⛧ ｣ —   there's fascination , a desire to understand how he functions , what his relationship is with the beast inside . she'd watched the fiend take over bray , had watched him become a completely different entity when the demon slipped into his skin . but finn has a different relationship . she wouldn't say parasitical , nor would she say that one takes over the other . no . they seem to exist on the same plane , same time , same body , same mind . so different from her own experience of having a friend . she grins , hands tightening on her doll before she shakes her head . " now , why would i need to threaten you ? i'm just having friendly conversation with someone who understands . "

[fi6nd]

feeling a bit better in my headspace . going to try to work on drafts here and on @ruinreigns ( while adding fnaf muses because the obsession is real ) .

past few weeks have been insane at work and i just haven't had the energy to be here . this week , i probably won't be around much after work .

i've been playing secret of the mimic , fnaf for dbd dropped today , and tomorrow the peter pan update hits disney dreamlight valley . my gaming focus has been overwhelming .

thank you guys for the patience and kindness <3

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so the person who sent me all of that anon hate, abused multiple people in the fandom, gaslit a portion of the fandom to ostracize someone, and several other disgusting things is talking about coming back to the fandom.

there goes that feeling of safety i guess.

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so the person who sent me all of that anon hate, abused multiple people in the fandom, gaslit a portion of the fandom to ostracize someone, and several other disgusting things is talking about coming back to the fandom.

there goes that feeling of safety i guess.