Chronic Pain & Illness: Then There's Me

I'm someone who loves to cook, bake and spend time with my family and friends. I have fibromyalgia, Graves' disease, along with a long list of other health and mental issues including borderline personality disorder. Spoonie

[naturaekos]

“Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.”

 Kate Jacobs (via naturaekos)

[fitnesstipsonly]

[yumi-food]

Spicy Brazilian Burrito Bowls | Pinch of Yum

[smoothens]

all I want is to fall asleep in your arms one more time

[throckmortonianfluid]

Dear Non-Spoonies

Nothing needs to “happen” for me to be in pain. I am generally in pain and sometimes it randomly gets worse. Don’t fucking ask me “What happened?”

Oh, and P.S. The Fault in Our Stars is fictional, NOT a medical journal. Don’t fucking talk about it like it is.

[bendyvampire-deactivated2025061]

I always use the phrase “I woke up” for mornings when I feel awful despite nothing monumental to cause it actually happening.

[hellofromhawaii]

[fibrogal33-blog]

I would love to be in Hawaii right now

[poems-and-words]

[nomenu]

[breakfastisconfusingnaya]

[beksboys]

IT SUDDENLY GOT REALLY DARK IN HERE LIKE as if someone stood in front of our brightest lamp and it freaked me out so bad cause i thought “GHOSTS??? DEMONS?????” and i turned around and all i saw was

[fibrogal33-blog]

me: don't talk to me i don't want to talk to anyone

me also: why is nobody giving me attention i'm clearly sad

*someone asks me if i'm okay or want to talk*

me: no i don't want to talk to anybody at the minute

me: why does nobody love me or care about me

[thecuteandthecute-ish]

[fibrogal33-blog]

Last summer I have a major borderline personality disorder flip out by the end of October I couldn't face life anymore and tried to kill myself. The guy that thought the word of me is now scared of what my borderline might do to him. Since I guess I was pretty brutal to him. I don't remember anything. I feel like I'm having to prove I'm okay and worthy of being more the a friend he texts. It's so exhausting. BPD sucks

[atelierdemuebles]

[fibrogal33-blog]

Mmm coffee

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[fibrogal33-blog]

I want to be there

[kushandwizdom]

The things I find most beautiful about a person are almost never physical.

Mark Patterson (via cierrafrances)

[doofuses-deactivated20200101]