Chapter four is where we get some more cute fluff, plus some time with danceracha! I hope everyone is enjoying this story as much as I am
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warnings: emotional boys and y/n, food, mention of gentalia (it's once), I believe that's it!
Chan pulled Minho out to the living room, trying to keep the noise down, so y/n could sleep. The boys heard the two come back, and looked towards the hallway, finding the two oldest coming back in silence. Han giggled when he saw jagiya being dragged by Chan into the main room, the man looked silly.
“Jagiya, what did you do?” He asked the man, getting a lighthearted glare in response, while Chan answered for him.
“He pulled y/n into his room, but she got tired, so she’s sleeping now. And I hope no one will try anything like he did earlier, not until y/n is more comfortable around us and we’ve had a talk about everything. Got it?” He said, staring everyone down.
Everyone quickly nodded, though there was some pouting and sulking. Chan then let go of Minho, who moved to sit down next to Han. The younger one immediately moved to sit in the elder man’s lap, and Minho’s arms wrapped around his small waist on instinct. This caused Han to smile as he played with Minho’s hands.
“So what are we going to do tomorrow, we have photoshoots, don’t we?” Changbin brought up, asking Chan.
The leader sighed, “I’m not really sure, I’d say to bring y/n with us, but I’m not sure she’d want to come with us, but since we’d be gone most of the day, I don’t want to confine her here. We’ll ask her when she wakes up, okay?” Chan answered the buff man.
He got a nod in return, and then continued speaking to the rest of them. “Once she’s awake, we’ll talk with her about what she wants to do about us all being soulmates.” He stated. The others agreed much more readily this time around, knowing that before anything else, they need to know how she feels about the situation.
“Since we don’t know when she’ll wake up, should we just go do what we want for now?” Jeongin asked, really wanting to just go lay down for a while.
That was met with enthusiastic yeses from everyone, which then caused laughter from a couple of the younger boys. Chan wanted to go back to their dorms to do some more work, and Han and Changbin agreed with him, the three of them heading back to their own dorm. Meanwhile, Jeongin and Seungmin both wanted to spend some time by themselves, so the two of them left for their respective bedrooms. The remaining three, decided to hang out in Felix’s room, due to y/n sleeping in Minho’s room.
Laying across Felix’s bed, they chatted about their upcoming schedules, what they were looking forward to doing on their next day off, what they looked forward to with their upcoming comeback among other topics. Eventually they all just settled in, laying on each other as they browsed their phones silently, occasionally showing the others something they found during their browsing of social media or the internet.
A couple hours later…
Y/n slowly woke up, mind jumbled from sleep as she slowly opened her eyes. Groaning as she woke up, she reached around for her plush animal, confused when she was unable to find it. She sat up, wiped the sleep from her eyes as she looked around and realized she wasn’t in her bed, or her room. She quickly remembered what happened, and stopped panicking, moving to get out of bed and change into the clothes she was wearing earlier.
She was slightly creeped out by the almost silence in the dorm, and decided to venture out to try and find one of the boys. Making her way back down the hallway into the living area, she found no one. She then presumed they were in their rooms or had gone out, and decided to check down the other hallway, finding one of the doors ajar, and sound coming from behind it.
Lightly knocked on the door, she announced her presence to whoever was inside. She heard three of the boys call out to her, and she entered, finding the three men laying on each other.
“You’re looking comfy there.” She said, giggling.
“Yes we are.” Minho said, deadpanning.
This caused the other two men to laugh, as Hyunjin beckoned y/n over to them. She walked over to the edge of the bed, and Felix reached out and pulled her into the bed with them, causing her to let out a tiny shout as it happened. She was laying on Hyunjin’s legs, while being chest to chest with Felix. Her wide eyes stared at Felix, not expecting this at all.
“Hello there.” Was all that the Aussie said, looking at her with his signature smile.
“And you’ve pulled me here because?” She asked, arching an eyebrow.
“Because I wanted to.” He replied, looking every bit cheeky and proud of himself.
Y/n rolled her eyes, but stayed where she was, content with her situation. Her hand was tugged on and she turned her head to see it was Minho. He silently showed her cat videos, as she laid her head on Felix’s chest, it became too hard to keep her head up. Once the elder man was done showing her videos, he showed her videos of his cute cats, which made her smile. Hyunjin was watching the two of them interact with a smile on his face, he loved seeing her so at ease with them, it made him hopeful for the future. Felix was ignoring everything outside of Bubble, where he was torturing Stays with way too many messages. Eventually, y/n’s phone kept going off, causing her to reach into her pocket and grab it, finding that it was the notifications from Felix’s Bubble.
“Felix, babe, you need to chill with the amount of messages you send on Bubble.” She told him, looking at the amount of notifications she has, just from him.
“Oh? My soulmate has my Bubble? I wonder if I’ve ever replied to your messages then.” He smiled, finding it cute that she was on Bubble.
“I don’t think you ever have, but I’ve mostly just read them, I never really sent too many.”
“Awwwww.” He pouted, sad.
“Jagiya, do you have our Bubbles too?” Minho asked, curious.
“I only have Chan’s and Felix’s, but I’m not sure I’ll need either one now.” She commented, answering the cat man’s question.
Hyunjin huffed, being the dramatic man he is. “You don’t even have anyone but the Aussie line? That’s sad y/nnie.” He pouted alongside Felix.
“You’re all so silly. Why do I need all of your Bubbles now? Hmm? When you’re all my soulmates instead.” She slightly scolded them, but also reminded them that she had the real deal now. She no longer needed Bubble to talk with them.
The boys realized this, and they begrudgingly got over that their soulmate didn’t have everyone’s Bubbles. She giggled at the realization painted on their faces, poking Hyunjin’s cheek, the tall man puffing out his cheeks afterwards, though his cheeks turned red at the girl’s action.
Y/n’s stomach grumbled, and Lino quickly picked up on it.
“We should order food. Jagiya’s hungry, and so am I.” He said to the others.
“Ohhhh, can we have fried chicken? I’ve been craving it for so long now.” Felix piped up, Hyunjin nodding along with him.
“Y/nnie, do you want chicken?” Hyunjin asked.
“Sure! I’ve never had it before, so it’ll be fun to try it.” She said as she turned to look at the tallest member of danceracha.
“You’ve never had it before? Well that’s it, we’re having it.” Felix decided with an air of finality, daring his hyung to argue with him.
“Fine, we can have chicken. You have to text the group chat about it, and get everyone’s orders while I show our soulmate the menu.” Lino said back to the younger member.
Felix quickly texted the others, while Minho pulled up the menu on his phone, showing y/n what the options were. When asked, he provided his suggestions on what she might like, and she agreed. He collected the orders from the others, and hurriedly placed the order with the restaurant. It would be delivered within 30 minutes and this information was quickly relayed to the others, everyone agreeing to meet back in the maknae dorm’s living room in 20 minutes time.
The danceracha trio spent their remaining alone time with their newest soulmate by getting to know her, and her life prior to being zapped here. She rambled on about her life in Canada, and the boys were very content to let her do so, it was adorable to watch how happy she became while doing so. She told them about her studies, her friends back home and from around the world, and anything else she could think of.
All too soon, it was time to head back out to the living room, and the boys groaned at having to share their soulmate's attention again. Y/n pushed herself off of the boys, standing up and stretching, while looking at them grumbling about having to leave the bed.
“Come on grumpy pants, we gotta go meet the rest out in the living room, I can hear them out there already.” She said, grabbing and pulling Hyunjin’s arm to pull the taller man out of bed. She was partially successful, the man sitting up on the bed, then pulling the other two to sit up as well. The girl grinned, happy she was able to at least get them to sit up.
“I’m going out to the living room, meet you there!” She told them, quickly leaving the room and heading down the hallway.
She retraced her steps until she was back in the living room, finding the other three men had already arrived back to the apartment, and Seungmin and Jeongin had emerged from wherever they went. She moved to sit down on the couch in between Changbin and Han, the two moving to make space for her.
“Hi guys!” She spoke to all of them, “What were you all up to before this, and while I was asleep?” She queried.
3racha told her about their producing session in Chan’s room at the other apartment, and she got promises out of all three of them to let her listen to what they made. Seungmin and Jeongin’s time was a lot less exciting, as they were just resting in their rooms and decompressing from the day, but it made her happy to hear that they were able to rest, and she told them as much.
The missing three dancers finally emerged from Felix’s room, entering the living room and apart from Lino, sprawled out on the floor, still wanting to be lazy. Frankly, y/n found it adorable, and she was pleased to be able to witness them so relaxed and at ease. She found herself feeling the same way the entire day she’s been with them, just filled with happiness.
She’s usually awkward around new people, more so when she doesn’t have a familiar face around to rely on, but except for the beginning, she’s felt like she’s known these men for years, that she fits in just like the last piece of a puzzle. It felt so natural and easy to be here, and to tease and play around with them all. It’s like she was a member of Stray Kids, and never just a Stay. Y/n wanted to feel like this all the time, it’s like she was on cloud nine, and she never wanted to come back down to earth.
She felt her fingers intertwine with someone else’s and looked down to see that it was Han. She looked up at him and smiled softly, happy to be touching some part of one of her soulmates. Changbin, seeing Han’s action, moved to hold her other hand, with y/n turning to smile at him once he did that. Her smile was contagious and both boys grinned back at her, happy to be here next to her. She leaned her head on Hannie’s shoulder, watching the rest of the boys as she held onto the two on either side of her. This was the dream, just spending time with her soulmates, and watching them happy with each other. That’s all she wanted, and she’s finally getting to have it now.
The doorbell ringing stopped everyone in their tracks, and Minho, being the responsible one, goes to answer the door and pay the delivery driver. Chan goes after him, and within a couple minutes, they’re bringing food back into the living room. Lino goes to grab plates for everyone, and once he brings those back, everyone looks at y/n for her to fill her plate first, but she asks one of the others to do it for her, a bit overwhelmed with the amount of food in front of her. Lino grabbed a plate and filled it for her, quickly filling one for himself as well. He moved to sit next to her, holding out a piece of chicken for her to eat, but when she went to grab it from him, he pulled it back.
“He’s trying to feed it to you. Let him do it, it’s the way he shows love.” Han told her.
She bit the piece of chicken offered to her by the man, and she moaned as she tasted it, unknowingly causing some trouble for the boys, who were affected by her moans. Hyunjin choked on his chicken, attracting the attention of everyone, and y/n looked the most concerned, while the boys knew exactly why he choked.
“Are you okay, Hyunjin baby?” She asked, slipping in the pet name as a habit she had with her other friends.
Hyunjin coughed, but nodded his head, ears red after being called baby by her. “I’m okay, the food went down the wrong pipe.” He replied.
The girl nodded, going back to eating, being fed different pieces of food to try by the boys, who weren’t going to let Lino be the only one to do so. This was to their detriment, however, as y/n kept making sounds that went straight to their dicks. A few of the boys shifted to try and find a better position, while their newest soulmate was completely unaware of what her actions had done. She was happily consuming her food, loving the taste of the fried chicken, and she was so happy that Felix suggested it. She voiced that to him.
“Ahh, it’s no problem, we’re all enjoying having it because it’s been a while since the last time.” He replied.
They all quickly finished, more than happy for their tiny soulmate to stop moaning, so they could keep their brains from going down a route they didn’t need to go down right now. Han quickly suggested throwing on some music as background music, and it was agreed upon by everyone. Chan threw on a playlist of his as music started flowing out of the speakers in the room.
The conversation wandered for a bit, everyone recounting funny stories, or regaling y/n with stories of their pre-debut days, to which she laughed so much her stomach hurt. Eventually, Chan brought the conversation back to their soulmate group, and asked their newest soulmate if it would be okay to talk about this now. She nodded her assent, and so everyone became a bit more serious.
“So, how do you want to do this, being soulmates with us?” Chan asked, being completely serious.
“I always imagined dating and eventually marrying my soulmate, and that really hasn’t changed since finding out I have eight instead of one. However, I’d like to get to know you all before that, and even though we’re soulmates, I’d still like to date as if we’re not soulmates.” She told them all, looking around.
The boys agreed with her pretty quickly, but really they’d agree to almost anything just to keep her in their lives. They were really happy that she was open to the idea of dating and being with them romantically, and they were looking forward to dating her, and oh the dates would be so fun.
“I think it’s clear that we’re all very okay with that. And we’d be more than glad to get to know you, and all of us are happy to hear that from you.” He told their soulmate, grinning so much his cheeks hurt. That same happiness was reflected on the rest of the group of soulmates, each grinning and their hearts filled with happiness.
Chan stood up in front of y/n, grabbing her hands and pulling her up into a tight hug, her face getting buried in his shoulder. She wrapped her arms around him just as tight, tears in her eyes. She couldn’t have imagined better people to have as soulmates, and she never wanted to let them go. Chan was just as adamant at not letting her go, keeping her in his arms, even as he pulled away slightly to look down at her.
“Are you crying? Don’t cry please.” He asked, looking concerned.
“I’m just really emotional after today.” She said, voice hitching at the end, as a tear slipped out of her eye.
Chan reached up to wipe it away. “Awww baby, it’s okay. If you wanna cry, then we’ll hold you while you do.” He told her softly.
She nodded, more tears falling from her eyes, as her breath kept hitching every so often.
“We should have a sleepover here tonight.” Felix said from the floor, everyone looking over at him as they considered it.
“How would we do it?” Seungmin questioned him.
“We could pull mattresses out here, and set them up on the floor. We have the room for it, and then none of us would have to be apart tonight.” He reasoned.
Everyone hurried to agree, not thinking about how they would have had to separate at the end of the night, and now they wouldn’t have to. Chan passed her off to Hyunjin, and the tallest of the group sat down on the couch, pulling her into his arms as they watched half of the group clear the living room, while the other half worked to pull the mattresses out into their living space. Once the first group moved everything out of the way, they went to grab bedding from the other dorm, while the mattress group grabbed their own bedding once they finished moving the beds into the living area. The room looked very comfy once this was all finished, pillows and blankets strewn across the mattresses, and the boys flopped onto them, Hyunjin tossing y/n over to them before joining them at last.
They moved and shifted until all of them were comfortable, which ended in everyone touching the others in some fashion, aka, it was a cuddle pile. There were some groans and complaints, but no one really complained, as they were all happy to just be together like this. That comfort, plus the excitement and exhaustion from the day, quickly caused all nine of them to start yawning and getting tired, and one by one, they succumbed to sleep. Chan was the last one awake, and in his arms was y/n, and he watched as she herself fell into the waiting arms of Hypnos, and smiled at how peaceful she looked. After confirming that everyone else had fallen asleep, he too fell asleep, dreaming of their future together, just like the others were, everyone having the happiest dreams that night.
>summary: Han isn’t too happy to find out what his sister is doing lately
>author’s note: I don’t know how I feel about it but I thought the idea was nice ig… I can also take requests if you want to haha THIS IS THE LAST PART
>warning: fluff
>pairing: lee minho x han jisung's sister
On that night you and Jisung bonded again, healing the wounds you caused each other. You finally got your brother back after weeks of ignoring each other.
He made a plan to redeem himself and fix what he broken. Han was regretting the way he made the both of you feel.
Thats why, little to your knowledge, you were outside the JYPE company after weeks of refusing to go there, with some food Jisung asked you to bring. He told you he had dance practice today and that he forgot his snacks and he was feeling a bit edgy today.
To your surprise, the man you were meeting behind the dance studio door wasn’t your brother. It was your lover, well technically ex lover.
- Hi! you said with a little voice I am looking for Jisung!
- He is at the dorm today. He has a day off!
- Oh…. He didnt tell me…
- How are things between you? he asked with a voice so little you could barely hear it
- We are ok now. He is being nice lately. How about you two? Did everything go back to normal?
-Not really. It’s really awkward between us… He- I can see how guilty he feels about it all and I felt guilty too for a while. We forgave each other but I can still see the guilt in his eyes…
-Yeah he still feels guilty about it all. I see it too. But please don’t hold a grudge against him.
-I don’t. I don’t blame him as I would’ve probably done the same, but his guilt wont change the fact that I lost you!
-I am so sorry Min! I know you hate me, god I hate myself! But please, please try to work things put with him.
- Who said I hate you? God I love you way too much to even think about hating you!
-You do?
-Would it change anything if I would?
-It would change everything Min! You whispered softly
-I do! I love you so much I dressed your pillow in your shirt and hugged it every night before sleep! I love you so much that you are the only thing on my mind. I love so so much that I cannot even breathe without you being right by my side!
Without a second thought you dropped the bag of snack that you still had in your hand, along with your bag and ran straight into his arms, collapsing your lips on his.
He hold you so close and so tight as if he was scared you’d disappear. He kissed you back so passionately until you ran out of breath.
-I love you so so much too Min! You whispered between your breaths hugging him closer to you
Minho kissed you softly again and again and again until you heard giggles from the door. You slowly break away, turning to the door.
-I guess my plan worked? said a shy Han
-I don’t know, was your plan to get your sister to kiss me?
- I- it was supposed to get you back together… Didn’t it worked? You just kissed I thought-
- We did kiss Ji, but that doesn’t mean he will give me another chance.
- Thats not even a question jagiya! You’re all mine from now on! All mine only mine! said Minho kissing your temple
-Well then I guess your plan worked Ji!
- Are you ok with me dating your sister Hanjishi?
-I know I was a brat last time, but honestly I would rather have someone I trust date her than someone who will break her heart!
-Thank you Ji! You said running to hug him
-Just so you know Minho hyung, you hurt her and I’m going for your babies! said han with a serious tone
-I wouldn’t even dare to hurt her! And by the way, Im not letting you near Soonie Doognie or Dori ever again!
You laugh at the most important boys in your life. You were happy again! You made up with your brother, you got back together with the love of your life! Life was good again because your life was back into your arms!
Author’s note:
This is the last part. Its short but I didn’t feel the story the way I felt it at the start. I gave them the ending they deserved and I hope you guys like it even a little. Its not the best story and Im not the best writer, I can’t even call myself a writer lol, but I enjoyed writing it so I will continue to write stuff. My requests are open if you have any ideas you want to share, even if its a written story or a fake text scenario. I hope you guys liked it and you’ll hear from me soon
Summary: Chan and Minho enjoy their evening together before realizing how much they truly missed each other over the past six months. After their shared lazy night, they get an important call...
Minho smiles softly to himself as he watches Chan making them dinner. He sneaks up on him and wraps his arms around him, resting his chin on his shoulder. “You're doing well,” he compliments him.
“Yeah?” Chan chuckles.
“Mhm,” Minho hums, and Chan gently blows on a spoon with some of the sauce before holding it up for him to taste. Minho does, and it's quiet for a moment. “Channie.”
“That bad?” he asks nervously.
Minho reaches into the cupboard above them and grabs the salt. “You forgot the salt again?”
“Shit, you're right,” Chan groans, and Minho giggles at him.
He plants a soft kiss on his cheek and squeezes him. “It's not bad, love. Just needs a little salt. It happens.”
“What would I do without you, huh? All that spice missing in my life,” Chan jokes, and Minho snorts.
“Mhm, sure, salt is the only spice you'd be missing,” he comments, making Chan laugh.
“Dummy,” he giggles and adds some salt. “Okay, almost done.” Chan turns in his hold and looks at him with a soft smile. His heart melts at the sight of Minho in a shirt of his, a pair of comfortable sweatpants and his glasses. He soothingly fondles up his arms and plants a kiss on his forehead. “You're so pretty, you know?” he asks softly, and Minho giggles. Chan gently brushes his hair back, which has gotten longer, and caresses his cheek.
“That's because of you,” he fondly rolls his eyes.
“Oh, really? Didn't know I was part of the process of creating you,” he snorts, and Minho gently shoves his chest.
“You know the saying about how one gets prettier when they're happy,” he says and searches his eyes. “You're the one making me happy.”
“Who's being cheesy now, huh?” he smirks.
“Yeah, yeah, your sauce’s gonna burn if you don't stop staring into my soul soon,” Minho points out, and Chan's eyes widen before he spins around quickly.
“Oh, baby,” he curses as he realizes Minho tricked him, now giggling behind him. “You can't shock me like that.”
“My bad, didn't know you were so-Chan!” Minho protests with a squeak as Chan tickles his side and tries to squirm away. “No, no, don't you even start that,” he says and jokingly raises his fists, ready to fight him.
Chan grins and gets back to finishing dinner.
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After dinner, they're cuddled up on the sofa and Chan's feeding him with small brownie bites from time to time. A movie is playing in the background, and he doesn't pay much attention to it. He feels truly happy here with Chan for the first time in a while. Chan's hand is soothingly running through his hair, mindlessly rubbing down his back in between. It's peaceful and comfortable, and Minho can't help but wish you were here as well. His thoughts start wandering, and suddenly, Chan pulls him into his lap, gently kissing his cheek, and lets him cuddle up against him. Minho inhales his so familiar scent and buries his nose in his shirt for a moment, feeling a sense of home wash over him. He doesn't know why, but the urge to be as close as possible to Chan clouds his senses with sheer force, and his grip on his shirt subconsciously tightens.
Chan picks up on it and doesn't say anything, simply letting his hand travel down his back and then rest on his thigh to test the waters.
Minho tenses up in his lap and bites his lower lip, unsure if he should tell him to move his hand away or continue whatever the hell he's doing. Chan makes the decision for him, mindlessly rubbing his thigh, and Minho sits up straight, looking at him with blown eyes. “Channie?”
“Yeah?” he asks, breath hitching as their eyes meet. The pure love and vulnerability in his husband's eyes make his stomach all fuzzy.
“I…uh,” he stops himself, unsure if he should tell Chan. It's been so long, and he isn't sure if Chan finds him attractive in this sense at the moment.
Chan searches his eyes before connecting their lips to a soft kiss. Minho's hand shoots up and cups his face, humming into the feeling. “You were saying kitten?” Chan asks quietly as he pulls back again.
“I miss you,” he says, not knowing how else to express his feelings. Chan blinks at him in confusion for a moment before realizing what he means. “You're right; those six months have been very long.”
Chan hums softly and searches his eyes. “You're sure?” he checks in gently, and Minho nods almost timidly. “You uh..you still want that?” he asks.
Minho frowns at him softly. “Do you?”
“Yeah,” he nods quickly. “Just…I didn't think you'd still want me after all those months of keeping my distance and-.”
Minho shuts him up with a long, fierce kiss. “I'll never stop loving you even if there are times when you don't know how to give anything back,” he tells him, and Chan knows he's telling the truth. Those four months before the accident prove every word. “And I'll always want you, Chan. We got married because I want every piece of you, every sweet smile, every rough edge, every bit you may be insecure about. I chose you, and I'll choose you again and again...Okay?” he asks sweetly.
Chan blinks at him, stunned, eyes shimmering suspiciously. “Okay,” he whispers.
Minho presses their foreheads together and gently fondles up his chest. “Nothing crazy. Just you and me. Lazy and soft as you love it.”
Chan's grip on him involuntarily tightens. “Now?” he breathes out.
“We can make an appointment in two weeks if that's what you'd like. I'm free at-,” he breaks off giggling as Chan gets up with him in his arms.
“Idiot,” he mutters softly and carries him upstairs to their bedroom, lowering him into the mattress. “I'll be back in a moment,” he promises and kisses him longingly.
Minho smiles and watches him gather everything they'd need. Chan climbs back into bed and takes off his glasses for him with a soft smile. Minho's hand makes its way into his curls and pulls him into a slow, sweet kiss. Chan gets onto his knees and pulls him up, straddling his lap. He helps him out of his shirt and kisses him again. Minho's hands slip beneath his shirt, gently pulling it up, and Chan mewls into the kiss as his fingers trace his skin. “M-Min,” he stammers, and Minho blinks at him before teasingly brushing his fingertip over Chan's nipple. His husband tenses up with a soft moan, and Minho's eyes widen.
“I completely forgot you haven't been touched at all in half a year,” he admits and gently pushes him back down into the mattress before climbing in his lap. He experimentally grinds down against him, and Chan's head falls back with a beautiful moan. “I think I know what you need now,” Minho smirks and falls back into the pillows, grabbing the bottle of lube close to him. Chan watches him, stunned, as Minho shoves down his sweatpants and boxers with a swift move and covers his fingers in lube. “Enjoying the show?” he asks teasingly and Chan nods, laughing softly. Minho relaxes before gently working his first finger inside his hole, lips parting with a gasp.
Chan had seen him do so a thousand times whenever Minho got too impatient for long foreplay, but he'd never get tired of the sight. The way his face slowly contorts with pleasure as he works in another finger in no time, the way his body tenses when he hits a good spot, the soft pants, and the low moans he tries to hold back in the beginning. Minho squints at him. “Well, get undressed, pretty,” he tells him and bites his lower lip hard as he slowly stretches himself with his fingers.
“You're insane,” Chan giggles softly but does as he says and throws his clothes onto the floor next to Min's discarded shirt. By the time he's done, Minho is ready and instructs him to get comfortable next to him. Chan does and watches him curiously as Minho climbs into his lap. A few soft kisses down his neck and a few soft strokes are enough to make him whimper already. Min giggles before slowly sinking down on him. Chan's hands grip his hips, bracing him as he does, and he can't hold back a moan at Minho's relieved expression, finally feeling him again.
Minho moans sweetly as Chan's fully buried inside of him and takes a moment to get used to the feeling again. “Fuck, I missed you,” he chuckles breathlessly after a moment, and Chan giggles, squirming a little beneath him.
“I don't think I'll last long,” he tells him, blushing a little.
Minho smirks and gently pats his chest. “That's okay, love. We have all the time we need tonight, yeah?”
Chan nods and is about to answer, but his jaw drops with a weak groan as Minho lifts his hips. “Oh, fuck,” he whispers, and Minho takes it as encouragement to keep moving. None of them expects it, but after a few slow rolls of Minho's hips Chan starts struggling already. “Min-fuck, wait, please-” He tenses up with a loud whine of his name and paints his walls with thick ropes of cum. Minho watches him, stunned, as Chan beneath him weakly thrusts back, riding out his orgasm. Their eyes meet, and Chan turns crimson red, covering his face with his arm. “Oh God, no,” he whines softly.
Minho giggles and leans down, gently easing his arm from his face. “Hey, no hiding,” he says softly.
“This is embarrassing,” he protests softly.
“I told you, darling, we have time,” he assures him. “I'll take it as a compliment,” he smirks and Chan's jaw drops a little before he laughs.
Chan takes a deep breath and gently fondles Minho's thighs, sinking deep into his eyes. “Okay, you can move,” he tells him after a bit.
Minho kisses him lovingly and moves on top of him, moaning softly as he rolls his hips. “Chan, please,” he breathes out.
Chan gets the message and lifts him off his dick, flipping them over so Minho's on his back now. He braces himself on his arms next to his head and captures his lips in a long, sweet kiss, hand fondling down his side. Minho beneath him moans beautifully and buries his hand in his hair. “I nearly forgot how pretty you truly are,” Chan tells him, and Minho doesn't protest, blushing at his words. “But you're still as beautiful as ever no matter what you do,” he goes on and kisses Minho's neck, making the younger one whine softly. “It's ridiculous sometimes how much I long to be close to you in every way possible.”
“Channie,” Minho whispers with a shy smile, wrapping his legs around his waist. “My sweet Channie.”
Slowly, Chan pushes his dick back inside, making them both moan out shamelessly loud in pure relief. He pushes deeper with every slow drag of his hips until he's fully buried inside him, and Minho sighs contently. Chan's hand digs deep into his golden skin as he grabs his thigh and Minho clenches around him. Chan kisses down his jaw, starting a slow, gentle pace for now. “I missed you so much, baby,” he admits. “Not just back in Australia.”
“I know, love,” he assures him and soothingly fondles his head. “I missed you too, so much.”
He moans sweetly as he pushes in deeper and buries his face in his chest. “Shit, baby, you feel so good. So tight and warm for me, kitten.” Minho whimpers in response, so high and desperate it ignites a fire deep inside Chan he hadn't felt in a while. Thrusting forward, Minho's head falls back with a soft, breathy moan. “Taking me so well, kitten, fuck,” Chan tells him, the room slowly filling with the sound of their skin slapping over and over again.
“K-Keep talking,” he barely gets out, his insides burning in need already. His grip on his hair tightens and he can't stop the whimpers and tiny moans leaving him.
“You’re so pretty, baby,” Chan tells him and adjusts the angle of his hips a little. “So-ohh- fucking pretty.”
His next thrust has Minho arching off the bed, mouth falling open with a loud whine and eyes fluttering close. “Ch-Channie,” is all he can say before Chan repeats the motion, making his thighs tremble. Minho turns his head, burying it in the pillow a little, and moans obscenely loud at another drag against his prostate.
“Shit, Min, I'm so close,” Chan curses, and Minho beneath him babbles some nonsense back, completely overwhelmed. “Want my kitten to come all over me.”
Minho mewls brokenly, and his eyes roll back before he tenses up with a silent scream, coating Chan's chest with his hot release. His hands twist the sheets and Chan's hair, body spasming beneath him as Chan picks up the pace, chasing his own high. Minho's high-pitched whines fill the room, mixing with Chan's desperate grunts, but he doesn't ask him to stop. “Channie,” he whines weakly. “Fill-fill me up, please.”
That's all he needs, and his body stills, shuddering heavily before painting his walls for the second time tonight. Chan's world explodes in hot pleasure before his eyes, and when he opens his eyes again, he's cuddled up safely in Minho's arms. He buries his face in his neck and plants a lazy kiss there, making Minho sigh happily.
“Shit, I missed this,” Minho whispers, and Chan hums agreeingly in response. Minho softly kisses his head and runs his hand through his hair. “We gotta clean up.”
“Just a minute,” Chan mumbles drowsily and Minho can't deny him. The way he buries himself in his body makes his heart beat faster, knowing how long it had been for Chan.
After another five minutes, he gently urges Chan to get up. Chan pushes himself up with a soft groan but picks him up and carries him to the bathroom. They clean each other up in the shower, washing their hair and spent bodies with soothing touches. Minho smiles happily at him as Chan rinses out the shampoo for him, hand running through his hair.
Chan meets his eyes, and his world stops for a moment. Small water droplets rest on his lashes, his lips wet, and his skin glistening beneath the water. His eyes are so soft and vulnerable that they stir something deep inside of him, and Chan can't fight the urge to hug him close and bury his face in his shoulder.
“You're okay?” Minho asks gently, soothingly rubbing his back and playing with the edge of his wet hair.
“Yeah,” Chan answers quietly, tears burning in his eyes.
Minho can tell by the way his voice quivers, unrecognizable to everyone who doesn't know Chan as well. He gently pulls him back and cups his face, worriedly searching his eyes. “Channie love?”
“I just…I know I haven't been easy those past few months, and I've been an asshole to you not only once,” he sniffles softly, and Minho's smile falters a little. “Sometimes it's just hard to believe you love me that much you can forget about all of it.”
“Channie,” he whispers, eyes brimming with tears. “I haven't been exactly easy to be around those past months either, have I?”
“I…thank you for giving me a home all those years ago and never leaving,” Chan tells him, lips quivering.
Minho giggles sweetly, a tear dropping down his face. “I love you so much, Channie love. So so much,” he tells him and pulls him into a loving kiss.
Chan kisses back fiercely and smiles at him. “I love you too, Minho baby.”
After getting dressed and changing the sheets, they're back in bed, facing each other. Their legs are entangled beneath the blanket, and they're as close as they can be, the tips of their noses touching. “Thank you for today,” Minho smiles shyly.
“I'm glad you liked it,” Chan smiles back just as shyly and giggles.
“How are you holding up with everything?” Minho asks gently. “You've been so focused on me lately.”
Chan soothingly squeezes his hip. “I'm glad to be back home,” he tells him kindly. “I wish she were here, but I'm okay, knowing she's getting better.”
“Mhm, I hope it won't take too long anymore,” Minho agrees and gently runs his fingers through Chan's damp curls. “But I think, given the circumstances of the past six months, we're doing well.”
Chan hums agreeingly and gives him a small, soft kiss. “Can you hold me tonight? Just hold me and don't let go?”
Minho's face softens, and he plants a tiny kiss on his forehead. “Of course.”
Two days later
Minho paces the bathroom once again, taking deep, controlled breaths. He tries to fight it all back down, all the guilt, all his worries, and fears. He just wants to be there for you, hold your hand, and comfort you like Chan is doing right now. Cursing quietly at himself he runs his hand through his hair shakily and takes another deep breath. “Man the fuck up,” he tells himself and shakily washes his hands. He rubs his face with the cold water, washing away all the tears, and dries it off with a few paper towels.
Half an hour ago, they got the call that you were awake. Chan picked him up from work and drove them here, but so far, Minho hasn't dared face you. He's been crying for you to come back to them for months, and now that it's time, he is terrified.
He stops in front of your room, hand lingering above the door handle, and hesitates. Surely, you'd hate him, right? You'd hate him for driving, for getting you into an accident. He subconsciously takes a step back, and it takes him every tiniest bit of his willpower to open the door and step inside.
Minho meets Chan's eyes as he slowly walks into the room, and Chan's face softens. He must look horrible. Inhaling softly, he turns to look at you and swallows hard, meeting your eyes. You reach out for him with tears in your eyes, and his body moves on its own. Before he knows it, he's sitting at the edge of your bed and pulls you into his arms as you start crying. He soothingly rubs your back as you allow yourself to cry for the first time since they're here. “Oh, honey,” he whispers and swallows down his tears. “I'm so sorry, my love.”
You only hold onto him tighter, shattering his heart a little. Only hours ago, he wasn't sure if you'd ever hug him again. If you'd ever really wake up even. Minho buries his face in your shoulder and soothes his mind with your scent. You're here. You'd be okay. He'd make sure of that.
Minho kisses your head and sniffles softly. “God, you're okay,” he says, and suddenly Chan's hand finds his lower back. He looks up and sees the pain in Chan's eyes, making his heart drop to his stomach. “What's wrong?” he whispers with wide eyes.
“She's okay so far,” he promises and swallows hard. “But she can't remember the last two years.” Minho looks down at you, almost a little panicked. “Which is okay because that means she remembers the first seven years of our marriage and the three of us dating before. Min, that's not all bad, yeah?”
“Yeah,” he nods timidly as your hold on him tightens, and a sob shakes your body.
“The doctor said there's a chance it'll all come back in a few months, we can make this work,” he says, and Minho presses his lips together, eyes filling with tears rapidly. “It's okay, it's okay,” Chan says softly, and Minho whimpers his name, holding onto you tightly. Chan quickly gets up and hugs you both close, kissing Minho's head. “I promise you, it's okay, Min,” he whispers, and Minho nods, trying to calm his racing heart. “It's just the last two years, we'll make this work.”
Minho holds you tight and nods again, hiding in Chan's chest. His husband is right. They went through a lot to get here; they'd manage this. You still know who they are, you still know they love you, you just don't know what happened over the past two years. It would be okay.
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She finished work two hours ago. He can’t put it off any longer.
His loitering in the bookstore—a place he would argue is much designed for loitering—loses its novelty when his already blistered feet begin to ache. He scopes the city streets to find further employment, but three coffees from three different cafes soon inspire altogether different urges—ones he’d rather see to in the comfort of his own bathroom.
As he enters the apartment, he hears—to coin her term—culinary chaos. Pots and pans clang, a tempting sizzle leads him to the kitchen, where the girl he’s been thinking about all day despite his very best efforts appears to be cooking.
Thoughtlessly, he approaches, peering around her. A frying pan of steak, butter and garlic simmers on the induction hob. She startles on his presence, almost tips the pan until he steadies her elbow.
“Hi.” She blinks up at him.
He swallows. Lets her go immediately. His fingertips burn. “You’re cooking?”
“You’re always telling me I should try.”
“You couldn’t have started smaller?”
“When have you ever known me to do that?”
“Fair.”
In a summery, loose dress befitting the sweltering weather, he wants to point out she's not dressed for cooking, especially where hot oil is concerned. So much skin is on display; her smooth chest, her arms, her lovely neck. His face flames; he busies himself with a glass of water.
“How was your day?” she asks.
Hell. Yours?
“Fine. Yours?”
“Same. Supervisor Jin wasn’t in though, which was nice. We got to choose the playlist.” She grins— Minho can’t bear fucking it. How is she so okay? Did she not cry? Did her heart not tear down the middle like his? Does she really not care?
He slams the empty glass to the counter. “I’m going to take a shower.”
“Want me to bring you a towel?”
Fuck this.
“Do you not remember what happened last night?” Minho snaps.
Her face falls. “Of course I do.”
“Really? Because you’re just acting like—” He gestures vaguely. “Like nothing’s changed. Like we’re still best friends, and we’re still—”
“Are we not best friends? You called it off to save our friendship, didn’t you? Or did I misunderstand?”
“N— No. I did. I mean; that was one of the reasons. I just didn’t expect you to be so... fine.”
She blinks. Her face is bathed in a stream of afternoon light, and like a diminishing veil, he sees her eyes glistening, her chin quivering, her cheeks aching with the force of smiling.
“I’m not fine.”
Her voice breaks. Tar oozes in Minho’s gut and squidges through his intestines, cramping everything. He wants to die.
“I’m so far from fine I don’t know if I'll ever be again, but I'm trying. I’m trying to just... get through the next hour. I’m trying.”
She cries, and he feels like his world might end. It’s always been this way. He can’t fucking stand it. Can’t stand her pain, her secrets, her issues—
“Would you rather this instead?” She swipes her damp cheeks. “For me to be miserable?”
“No. You know I hate it when you cry.”
“I don’t want to cry. Fuck, Minho— I just... I want to be better. I don’t want to be like this anymore.”
“Like what?”
She shakes her head. “I want to be the girl you could actually stand to be around.”
“Don’t say that. Please, don’t. It’s all wrong. This is all fucking wrong. I just wanted to understand you. To make sense of this disconnect. But you won’t talk to me. I feel like I’ve lost you and I don’t even know why.”
She boldly steps towards him, takes his hands and holds them to her chest.
“I know you don’t understand, and I’m sorry. One day you will. I hope. But I’ve got to get better, Min. I’ve got to learn how to manage all this. I’ve got to be kind to myself. I want to be able to tell you everything without worrying that the truth will force you away from me. I want to share my thoughts with you without all the shame. To open the box and show you what’s inside without being fucking terrified of it.”
Minho stares. Her hands are cold, her chest warm. He feels the pulse of her heart beneath her skin.
“I’ll get you back, bestie,” she whispers. “Count on it.”
genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,
summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.
Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.
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Warnings: sexual content (honestly I don't know!!)
Word count: 0.6 k
“Hey, what are you doing?” he says mindlessly as he’s scrolling down his phone and your head that was resting on his thigh turns the other side to plant a kiss on his belly over the fabric of his shirt.
“Kissing my boyfriend?”
“You’re tickling me, stop”
You mock him and keep kissing him. He huffs out an annoyed breath but doesn’t move neither stop you. To annoy him even more, you pull up the hem of his shirt so you can directly kiss his skin. He keeps ignoring you, he probably likes it but he can’t admit it now that he complained. You pull his waistband down a little to tease a more sensitive area with wet kisses. He shifts a bit in his seat, but is still ignoring you. You won’t stop without breaking him first. You move up a little, so now you’re face to face with his crotch, he steals a glance at you to try and read your intentions but he quickly averts his gaze back to the phone screen when you catch him looking down.
Oh the game is on! With an impish smirk on your lips, you kiss his bulge ever so gently your lips hardly even touch the fabric of his pants. You see his nostrils flare. You give him another kiss, this time with your mouth lingering on his clothed member. Then you take a whiff and let out a sigh. He might be ignoring you but his body could never. Another kiss and you feel his member hardening. You stick your tongue out and lick it over the fabrics and it twitches against your flattened tongue. How cute!
He's probably thinking you’ll give him a good time anyways even if he acts indifferent, he knows your appetite for him. It’s not like he isn’t interested, he just likes to put up a little fight so he has an excuse to later punish you the way you like it. So you decide to give him a good excuse this time. You tug on his waistband and he helps you pull his pants and boxers down to his midthighs.
“You’re such a needy cock slut, you just have to have it, huh?”
You don’t say anything, just look at him through your lashes and give him a smile. You don’t need words to make him regret his behavior. You kiss his thighs and every other patch of exposed skin but his aching cock. Now it’s your turn to ignore him. He’s fully hard now and precum starts to bead at the tip. You give it a lick and his head falls back. As much as you want to devour him, you need to teach him a lesson.
“What time is it?” you ask abruptly.
“Cock sucking time!”
“No, seriously.”
He groans and flips his phone to tell you the time.
“Oh shoot! I’m supposed to meet my friend for coffee in half an hour!”
You get up and walk to the bedroom to change. He’s confused and thinks you’re joking but when minutes later you emerge from the bedroom with an outdoor outfit he realizes what’s happening.
“Are you seriously gonna leave me like this?” he says in disbelief, he seems really upset!
“Sorry baby, now you can get back to your phone without my intrusion.” You wink and leave out the door. You know when you’re back you’ll have a beast to tame and nothing will do it but your sweet sweet pussy.
Synopsis :- In a world where lovers are destined and written by fate, You hated the idea of a soulmate, or maybe you just hated him. Jake wanted a soulmate, a lover to be with for the rest of eternity. Just not you. Not wanting eachother, the both of you occupy yourself with someone else. But the universe had other plans.
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Synopsis: After choosing to remain a virgin due to serious body image issues, you find dating as an adult difficult until you meet Kim Seungmin. He seems different and proves to you that not ALL guys are the same. As you let down your walls and let him in, things get more serious between you. When it's time to admit your little secret; how will Seungmin take it? Will he still be there or will he take off like all the others?
A/N: 18+ only! Just... wow. How are we here now? The EIGHTH and final part of this SKZ x Thick Reader Series! This has been a crazy and emotional ride and I'm so glad to have shared it with all of you! Thank you so much for all of your kind words and encouragement during this series! It means more to me than you will ever know! I also appreciate you being patient waiting for this last one! I also appreciate the always amazing @cb97percent for bouncing ideas back and forth with me on this one. Thank you Ren!I REALLY hope you all like it! If you do hit the heart, reblog, send an ask and scream into the void. I always love feed back especially in this series. Again from the bottom of my heart thank you so much! As always warnings and smut below the cut! 🖤
Warnings: MDNI 18+ONLY! Strong language/cursing, dry humping, fingering, unprotected piv sex (please use protection), virgin reader, first time, cream pie. I think that's everything but if I happened to miss something please let me know and I will add it to the warnings asap!
Being a virgin at your age wasn’t easy. It seemed like it was such an important thing to all the guys you had dated. It was always the same. You would meet a guy; you would go on a few dates and then the topic of sex would come up. You would admit that you were a virgin and that you weren’t ready to have sex and one of a couple of things would happen after that.
They would tell you that was fine and then ghost you, which, was honestly preferable to the other, which was tell you it's fine and then try to ‘conquer’ you. Those were the worst. There were even a couple that were good enough to trick you into thinking they actually cared about you. Once they found out, even with their caring boyfriend routine, that you still weren’t going to have sex with them the charade would be dropped, and they were just like the rest. Prude, fridged, cold. All of these were things you were used to being called time after time.
Your first and only boyfriend in high school was the closest you had ever gotten to having sex. You had gone over to his house while his parents were out of town for the weekend, and you were making out on his bed.
You told yourself that if he wanted to go all the way, that you would, that you cared for him and you were ready to have sex. So, when his hand slid up your shirt to pull it off, you let him. Things got awkward quickly. You wanted to cover up as soon as you were topless in front of him, but you thought to yourself boys like boobs, he WANTS to see your boobs.
He looked down at you and then suddenly sat up pulling away. He made an excuse about being worried his parents might come home and not wanting to go any further. You were fine with that. You cared about him and you wanted your first time together to be special, not scary. He gave you an uncomfortable kiss goodbye and you went home.
He avoided you the rest of that weekend and most of the next week. The day you were going to finally confront him a friend of yours overheard him talking to a friend of his.
Apparently, he was telling him about your make out session and taking your top off. He had told him he expected you to look different naked, expected your boobs to look different. You had stretch marks and more belly fat than he thought, and it just turned him off, so he stopped everything.
He didn’t know how to tell you he didn’t want to be with you anymore because of it so he was just ignoring you. You were heartbroken when your friend told you and you never said anything to him again. Your body image wasn’t that great to begin with but that was a major tipping point.
You decided to focus on work and not relationships the rest of the time you were in high school. You started dating again in college. Again, and again, but none of the guys you dated ever made you feel comfortable enough in your own skin around them to even consider sleeping with them.
You were an adult now and still every guy you dated, once the topic of sex came up it was over, and the topic of sex always came up. That is until you met Kim Seungmin.
A mutual friend, Eve set you guys up, giving each of you the other’s number so that you could kick things off on your own, instead of some middleman doing it for you. Seungmin was actually the first to text you when numbers were exchanged. You were a little surprised because Eve had said he was kind of shy.
Well, he was definitely cute. You texted him back.
You both texted back and forth like that for quite a while that night. It was just easy to talk to Seungmin for some reason. When you asked if he was okay texting for a bit before going on a date, he was completely fine with it.
You two texted almost every day for two weeks and nothing remotely sexual had come up in your conversations. Most guys wouldn’t be able to resist sending a dick pic but not Seungmin.
He would text you good morning, send silly selfies, pictures of puppies, and the most savage memes. On more than one occasion you had been glared at by your boss because you laughed so loud at something Seungmin had sent you.
After two weeks you finally asked Seungmin if he wanted to go get coffee sometime. He had mentioned being a coffee fanatic and a coffee date in the day was always a fairly neutral date. No one expects nookie after a coffee date.
You were so nervous you went thirty minutes early to sit and collect yourself before he got there. You were allowing yourself to be a little hopeful. He seemed nice and funny, and he was cute, and he had yet to mention or make any innuendo about sex yet.
You were surprised to find Seungmin already at the agreed upon coffee shop when you got there, just as nervous as you apparently. You had been talking and cutting up for two weeks over text message but once you were in front of him Seungmin was surprisingly shy.
It took a little coaxing by you. You cracked a couple of jokes and before you knew it you were starting to see glimpses of the man you had been texting. After two cups of coffee, you both were laughing and, just like over text, conversation with Seungmin was easy and just flowed.
Suddenly an hour and half had gone by, and you had to leave but wished it didn’t have to end. Usually you’d be running for the door. You both stood, saying goodbyes and getting ready to leave. Just before you did Seungmin stopped you.
“Uh, y/n? Can... I mean is it okay if I text you still? I’d really like to take you out again sometime.” You smiled and nodded.
“Please do! I’d love to go out again. Text me and we’ll figure it out!” Seungmin had a big puppy dog grin on his face when the two of you finally parted ways. You were up the block from the coffee shop when you got a text notification. You opened it and you saw it was from Seungmin.
Before you knew it, it was Saturday and time for your picnic with Seungmin. It was perfect honestly. The weather was warm and it was sunny, but a few clouds stuck around to give you a little shade from time to time.
You both sat back and ate at a leisurely pace, then took a walk and talked, getting to know each other better. Family, likes, pet peeves, guilty pleasures. Seungmin grabbed your hand threading your fingers together and held it as you walked.
Your face got warm but you focused and you learned about how he used to play baseball, how wanted to go pro when he grew up but had gone another direction instead, and how he still liked to go to the batting cages sometimes.
“I would like to see that! I bet you’re really good!” Seungmin’s ears started turning red when you complimented him.
“Well, we could go for our next date?” Seungmin suggested and you cracked a smile quirking an eyebrow at him. He realized he was being a bit presumptuous.
“I mean if you want to go on another date with me that is. Obviously, I’m totally fine if you don’t, I can take no for an answ...” You cut off his nervous rambling.
“Seungmin I definitely want to go on another date with you. The batting cages sounds fun, you’ll have to show me how to do it though, I’ve never played a sport in my life.” Seungmin caught his breath and smiled so big his eyes scrunched into little crescents.
“I can show you it’s easy, you’ll see.” On your next date you did indeed go to the batting cages. It was another day date which you liked. It just seemed like there was no pressure and you weren’t sure if it was because they were day dates or if it was just Seungmin. You were starting to really like him, allowing yourself to let your guard down a little, to let him in a little.
You stood outside the batting cage and watched first. The first ball shot out so fast it startled you and you jumped a little. Seungmin absolutely clobbered the ball and then his eyes glanced at you a second to make sure you were okay before the next ball shot out towards him.
He connected with that one perfectly also. A succession of other balls went flying at him and he hit them all with precision. When the machine stopped Seungmin did a little bat trick and smiled at you as he walked over to the gate where you were standing. Your eyes were popping out of your head.
“There is no way in HELL I’m getting in there.” Seungmin smiled shaking his head as he walked around and ushered you into the cage.
“They won’t come out that fast for you and I'll give you pointers before we start.” You chewed at your lips nervously. You weren’t lying when you said you never played sports. That would involve you being athletic, and your plump frame was a far cry from that. Seungmin handed you a bat.
“Are you left or right-handed?” You told him then he showed you where to stand and you got into place. You looked back at him with the most unsure look on your face and he was endeared by it.
"It's okay. Lift the bat up the way you just saw me, you know the jist of it.” You took your pose lifting the bat up.
“Okay back arm down and front arm up just a bit.” You made your adjustments or at least attempted to.
“Feet shoulder with apart and turn a bit to the side...” He walked up behind you, and you couldn’t help but think to yourself, this is gonna be it, this is gonna be the time he pulls something, or tries to cop a feel. Even though Seungmin had given you no reason to think such a thing, it was just, it's what always happened. There had never been an exception.
“Uh is it okay if I make adjustments?” You nodded and he stood a bit closer. You could feel the warmth from his body, but he didn’t press against you. He leaned forward a bit and wrapped his arms around yours showing you how to grip and pose with the bat.
“Like this. Yea?” He didn’t invade every inch of your personal space. He didn’t press his hard on against your ass. He positioned your hands, then your arms, then he stepped back a bit and adjusted your hips a little, then backed off. That was it. No groping or fondling. Every touch had a purpose and was quick. No lingering but it still managed to make you blush.
“Okay I’m gonna go out of here and stand right over there where you were, and you just keep your eye on the ball.” You looked at him still a bit apprehensive.
“Seungmin... I...” He smiled and winked at you.
“It’s okay. Don’t worry, remember eye on the ball.” He closed the gate and pressed the start button on the machine. The first ball whizzed out and right past you. You didn’t even swing. Seungmin was right, the ball didn’t come flying out nearly as fast as his had. When the second one came out you swung but missed. The next you chipped, and you were starting to get a bit frustrated.
You fixed your stance like Seungmin had shown you and when the ball came flying out you kept your eye on it and then swung. You connected perfectly and launched it across the batting cage. The machine wound down as you squealed and jumped up and down. Seungmin came back into the cage with you and you grabbed his shoulder still bouncing on your toes. He smiled widely at you.
“Oh my god Seungmin did you see!? I hit it, I actually hit it! You’re such a good baseball coach.” You leaned in and pecked his cheek. He cleared his throat and turned beet red instantly and you suddenly felt like maybe you had crossed a line. You all hadn’t even hugged and you just kissed him. Even if it was just a quick peck on the cheek.
“Sorry, uh I, I was too excited, I shouldn’t have...” Seungmin shook his head.
“Oh, um no it’s fine really. You... it just caught me off guard is all.” You were worried you made the situation awkward now. Luckily, he was quick to move on from the sudden PDA. You guys played a few more rounds in the cages and then Seungmin took you to the concession stand for lunch.
“Hot dog or big pretzel?” You tapped your chin thinking.
“What are you getting?” Seungmin smiled at you.
“I’m all about the classics and when you’re at the ballpark you get a ballpark so it’s gonna be a hot dog for me, mustard and relish.” You shook your head and considered your two options like it was the most important choice of your life.
“If I get a pretzel and let you have a bite, will you let me have a bite of your hot dog?” Seungmin laughed out loud and shook his head.
“Of course. Cheese or mustard to dip.” You told him your choice and he placed your orders. You both sat at one of the picnic tables there and ate your food, each of you giving the other a bite as promised. When Seungmin walked you to your door that day hand in hand you couldn’t wipe the smile from your face. Right before he left Seungmin leaned in, hugged you and gave you a quick peck on the cheek.
“See ya y/n.” Your face felt hot.
“Okay, yea... uh I’ll text you.” Seungmin nodded and all but ran out of there. You saw Seungmin at least three times a week for a month and you texted pretty much every day.
At one-month Seungmin asked if he could take you to dinner for once. You were a little nervous at first. All this time with him had been so great but he said he wanted to talk about something over dinner with you and you were terrified that it was finally going to come up.
Other than the two little pecks you’d given each other there were only a handful of times that a kiss on the cheek may have occurred again. He hugged you goodbye every time you parted ways now and you held hands and huddled close on the couch together when watching movies or k dramas. Maybe that wasn’t enough anymore. Maybe he wanted more. It had your guts torn up inside with anxiety.
As you sat at your dinner table, you and Seungmin were both visibly nervous. Finally, after a moment he cleared his throat and broke the silence.
“So, well I know I told you I wanted to talk to you about something so I’m just gonna come right out with it and I don’t want you to feel pressured or uncomfortable if the answer is no.” Oh god, you thought to yourself, it really is happening. You’re really going to have to have this conversation with Seungmin and you hoped it didn’t ruin everything like it always did. You braced yourself.
“Will you go out with me?” You scrunched your face up in confusion.
“Min... I’m going out with you right now, literally we’re on a date RIGHT now.” He shook his head realizing he wasn’t making sense.
“No no no I mean like... will you be my girlfriend?” You couldn’t help the smile that spread across your face and the relief that washed over you. You let down another wall that night and told Seungmin yes.
When he took you home after your date you insisted he didn’t need to walk you up, but he insisted that a gentleman makes sure to see a lady to the door safely in the evening. When you got to your door you faced Seungmin and fiddled with your keys a little.
“Thank you for dinner Min and for walking me up.” You wrapped your arms around his shoulders and gave him a good night hug. When Seungmin pulled back, his hand cupped your cheek, he leaned down and softly pressed his lips to yours. It lingered but there was no tongue or anything, just lips gently slotted together, eyes closed so tightly. It was sweet and not at all a prelude to anything else. Just your first good night kiss.
After that there were day dates, dinner dates, movie dates, all day outings, even an accidental sleep over or two when movie nights ran a little late and you both crashed on the couch before the end.
Six months went by before you knew it and you already didn’t remember what life was like before you had Seungmin. During all of that time, you cuddled and kissed and there was even one fairly heated make out session that had been embarrassingly interrupted by one of Seungmin’s roommates.
That was all that had happened though and at first you were thankful that sex wasn’t coming up because then you didn’t have to have that awkward conversation with Seungmin. The ‘I’m a virgin because I hate my own body so much, I’m positive no one could love it or love me’ conversation.
After a while though you started to wonder if maybe it wasn’t coming up because he didn’t find you attractive. Maybe he didn’t have the heart to tell you he wasn’t interested, so he was just dragging it out. The thought made your chest tight because you really really liked Seungmin. In fact, you were pretty sure you were in love with him.
You were coming up on seven months and Seungmin had seemed especially distant that week, which only gave you time to concoct the worst scenarios in your head. At the end of the longest week of your life, Seungmin called you and you answered quickly.
“Hey baby! Work has been hell this week, I’m so sorry we haven’t gotten much time to ourselves.” He sounded genuine.
“It’s okay Minnie” He hummed on the other line.
“Mmmm no I think we need a special night out, wine and dine. To make up for this week. Put on your nicest dress and be ready by seven beautiful.” You couldn’t help but laugh.
“Min...” He just cut you off before you could say anything else.
“Seven! See you in a bit!” He hung up and you shook your head smiling as you got up to shower and get ready. You dug out a green cocktail dress you’d had tucked away until an occasion to wear it arose. Why not tonight, you thought to yourself. You left your hair down and let it air dry naturally after your shower. You put a little make up on, enough to have a glow and you were ready.
Seungmin showed up at seven on the dot. It was one of the things you really liked about him, if he said he was going to be somewhere at a certain time he was. He was dependable. When you answered your door, you were met by Seungmin in a black slim fit suit and a thin black tie, his hair parted and pushed back away from his face a bit the way you liked it. You had thought he was handsome from the first picture he’d sent you but right then in that suit he was devastating.
When Seungmin saw you open the door in that green dress his jaw dropped. The fabric criss crossed in the front making the neckline of the dress rather low, lower than anything Seungmin had ever seen you in, it had long sheer sleeves that were slightly belled and matched the sheer layer that covered the thigh length flowy skirt. It was like you were glowing. You looked almost ethereal; you took his breath away.
“You look great Minnie!” You smoothed the lapel of his coat and he snapped out of it.
“Me? Look at you! How lucky am I to have YOU as my girlfriend. An absolute goddess.” You could feel your face heat up.
“Min... Stooop.” He smiled, leaned in and kissed your cheek.
“Well it’s true. Are you ready for dinner?” You nodded excited for whatever he had planned for the two of you.
Seungmin was always a gentleman, but this night he made sure to open every door, help you in and out of the car and pull your seat out at the restaurant.
You talked over dinner and the worries you’d had early dissolved from your brain as you laughed at Seungmin being very animated as he was telling a story about his week. You knew then for sure; you were absolutely in love with Seungmin.
“I love you.” You just kind of blurted it out. Seungmin sat there shocked for a minute, totally silent. You didn’t know what to say next but finally Seungmin spoke.
“You love me?” You nodded.
“Yes.” He pressed his lips together, a serious look on his face.
“You’re sure?” Tears were welling up in your eyes and you nodded again answering him immediately.
“Yes.” Seungmin reached over and grabbed your hand on the table. He ran his fingers over the back of it the way he did whenever he needed to calm you.
“It’s okay, don’t be upset.” You took a deep breath and tried to stop the flow of tears you felt coming.
“I love you too y/n.” Your eyes met Seungmin’s and the tears you had almost fended off, spilled over, tracing down your cheeks.
“Really?” After everything you still couldn’t believe someone as amazing as Seungmin could actually love you. Maybe this part of you, what he saw, but would he still love you after he saw it all? That thought terrified you.
“Yes y/n yes. I love you so much. You are so important to me.” He wiped a tear off of your face and kissed the back of your hand he was still holding. You laughed at yourself crying and wiped the rest of your tears.
“How about I pay the bill and we get out of here?” You nodded and Seungmin stood and walked over to pull out your chair. When you stood, he leaned in and gave you a kiss on the cheek.
“Here’s the keys, I’ll be right out.” You grabbed them and headed for the exit while he went to pay.
When you got in the car you leaned over, put the keys in the ignition and started it. You started turning through the radio trying to find a good station. It wasn’t long before Seungmin was out, and you were off.
You leaned back in your seat and watched Seungmin driving, the streetlights flashing across his face as they raced past. He glanced over at you and smiled when he saw the dreamy look on your face as you watched him.
“Do... uh... do you want to come back to mine for a bit?” You smiled and chewed at your lip a little.
“Yea, of course.” The rest of the car ride felt like a comfortable silence had fallen over it. Seungmin’s eyes on the road, yours watching the world pass by the side window, stolen glances here and there.
In reality you and Seungmin were both freaking out inside about what you wanted, needed, to tell the other and just doing a very good job at hiding it.
When you got to Seungmin’s place you kicked off your heels by the door and walked over to the couch. You sat down, pulling your feet up under you. You did it just like you were home and Seungmin loved seeing that you were that comfortable there with him.
He walked over and sat down next to you. His ears were already red as he tried to will himself to look at you. When he finally did he immediately cupped your face and kissed you.
You leaned into the kiss and your hands slid up Seungmin’s shoulders and rested on the back of his neck. He deepened the kiss gently sliding his tongue into your mouth as he pulled you onto his lap.
When he had one of each of your thick thighs on either side of him, he started to get nervous but didn’t want to stop kissing you, his hands found their way to your soft hips and rested there. You were nervous too but being there with Seungmin, you knew what you wanted.
He started to drag his lips across your neck, and you thread your fingers through his hair. You gently tugged when he started to softly suck on the spot by your ear and Seungmin moaned against your skin.
Suddenly the idea of Seungmin undressing you flashed through your head. You put your hands against his shoulders and pressed gently signaling him to stop. He pulled away and looked at you worried he’d done something you didn’t like.
“Min, I... I have to tell you something.” You climbed off his lap and sat next to him again. You picked at your fingernails unsure of what exactly to say.
“Min... I want to be with you, but I... I’m... a... virgin.” Seungmin started laughing almost immediately. He just couldn’t believe you were actually confessing exactly what he was going to confess.
Needless to say, hysterical laughter was not the reaction you were looking for or expecting. Your brow furrowed and you glared at him, your feelings were hurt.
“It’s NOT funny Seungmin! I’ve hated myself so much for so long! I can’t see how anyone would want to be with me! Want to see my body.” You shouted as tears welled up in your eyes and Seungmin stopped laughing instantly.
“Do you have any idea what it feels like to KNOW that even if I want to sleep with you, I KNOW if you see me naked you won’t want to be with me anymore! That you are going to be disgusted and leave me.” Seungmin looked horrified by your words. He shook his head; his hands cradled your face and made you look at him.
“Hey no. No! I’m sorry laughing was a knee jerk reaction, but I promise not for any of the reasons you may think. Y/n... I think you’re the most beautiful woman in the world. You’re also the kindest, and funniest. I planned this whole night for us tonight because I was going to tell you that I’m in love with you and then you beat me to the punch at dinner.” You sniffled and smiled a little.
“There was something else I needed to tell you though. y/n, I’m a virgin too.” Your jaw dropped. There was no way. He was just saying it to try and make you feel better or something. Then you thought about all of it. How he was fine taking everything so slow, how he was shy about PDA, why he didn’t act like every other jerk you had dated. No wonder Eve had said you were perfect for each other!
“But... why? Look at you. You could have anyone you want.” Seungmin ran his thumb along your jaw.
“I didn’t want just anyone, I wanted to be with someone I love, and I’ve never loved someone before you.” You leaned into Seungmin’s touch and closed your eyes.
“I love you so much y/n. I want to be with you, touch you, see you.” He pushed your hair away from your face looking at every inch of it, taking in just how beautiful you really were. Your heart rate picked up, you really did want to be with Seungmin too, but you were so scared.
“If you want to, if you’re not ready baby we can wait. I want you to be comfortable, I want you to be sure.” You fought back the urge to cry again.
“I want to Min; I do but I don’t know if I can be naked in front of you. I just...” Your voice trembled.
“Hey. You don’t have to, okay? Look y/n I KNOW that under these clothes is a beautiful woman okay? I have no doubt, but if you would be more comfortable, we can go in the bedroom and we could turn the lights off if you want. You don’t have to take off or do anything you don‘t want to baby. I want you to feel comfortable, confident so whatever helps you, just tell me. Or we can wait it’s okay if you’re still not ready y/n.” You were scared but you didn’t want him to doubt how much you really wanted him.
You wrapped your arms around Seungmin’s neck and kissed him as you crawled back on his lap. You pressed yourself into him and started to slowly grind your hips into his, pressing against him.
“Is this okay? Tell me if it’s not okay.” Your voice was breathy and your words came out between the kisses you placed on Seungmin’s lips, then down his jaw and neck. He let out a long breath and relaxed back tilting his head so you could reach your target more easily.
“Don’t stop, I want you... I want you so bad.” His hands gripped your full hips and urged you to continue grinding against him as he got harder.
“Feels so good. God, I love you so much y/n you’re so beautiful.” You wrapped your arms around Seungmin’s shoulders and rested your forehead in the crook of his neck panting as you focused on chasing that feeling that was growing inside you. You never felt it before but you knew what was happening, what was close.
“Oh god Min, I...I’muh... I’m gonna cum.” Seungmin wrapped his arms around you pulling you in so your chests were pressed together, his lips claiming yours, his tongue invading your mouth as he nodded. Your lips parted and he pressed his forehead to yours as you rode him faster, pressing your throbbing core against his hard on firmer.
“Wanna, make you feel good, beautiful. Keep going.” You rubbed yourself against him again and the friction from Seungmin’s dick pressing the seam of his pants against your clit sent you teetering over into your orgasm. It was like being electrocuted. You went numb and kind of ridged.
“Oh yes... fuck... Min oh my god.” Seungmin continued rocking you back and forth against him.
“Don’t... don’t sstop... gonna... gonna cum.” Seungmin panted. You didn’t stop as you continued rubbing yourself against him riding the feeling that was buzzing between your legs as long as possible. Seungmin’s hips jerked up as he started coming in his boxers.
“Oh fu... y/n god I...fuck!” You slowed down and then stopped as both of you leaned against each other, trying to catch your breath and collect yourselves post orgasm. You leaned back and Seungmin cupped your face and pulled you into another kiss.
“I... if you want to go to my room, I just uh, have to get cleaned up a little really quick. You can grab some of my clothes and change out of your dress into something more comfortable while I do.” You smiled, took your bottom lip between your teeth and nodded.
When you got to Seungmin’s room you pulled out an oversized t-shirt of his. You got out of your dress and changed into it. You considered grabbing some sweats, but the shirt was long enough to cover your ass, so you stayed in the shirt and your panties only.
You turned the overhead light off once you had gotten changed. There were some small twinkle lights draped down the wall across the room from the bed. You turned them on, so it wasn’t pitch black, but they did little to illuminate the room which was just fine by you.
You sat on the edge of Seungmin’s bed as you waited for him like it was foreign territory, as if you didn’t lay there and watch movies together regularly.
When Seungmin walked in it took his eyes a second to get used to the dark. Once they did and he saw you at the edge of his bed in only his t-shirt, his mouth ran dry. He walked over slowly like he was approaching a spooked puppy and sat next to you on the bed. He grabbed one of your hands and kissed it before placing it against his cheek. You ran your thumb across and Seungmin closed his eyes.
“You're so handsome.” Seungmin’s eyes opened again and this time you were inspecting every part of his perfect face. You leaned in and kissed him and Seungmin hungrily kissed you back.
“I love you so much y/n.” His words were whispers against your lips. You slid back and laid down on his bed. Your chest rising and falling rapidly, your heart felt like it was beating out of your ribs.
Seungmin’s hand rested on one of your plush thighs and squeezed before it trailed up over your hip. He climbed towards you and his hand continued up, raising your shirt as his hand traveled underneath. Your breathing hitched in your throat and you stopped him.
“Can... Can we leave it on this time? Please?” Seungmin nodded.
“Of course, baby whatever you want to do okay. Just tell me, you don’t have to ask. Do you only want me to touch you over the shirt too?” You shook your head no.
“No, I want you to touch me Minnie, just...” Seungmin leaned down and kissed you softly.
“I won’t look anywhere you don’t want me to.” You relaxed a bit and Seungmin started kissing and grazing his teeth across your neck. His hand went up your shirt and grabbed one of your full breasts as he sucked on that same spot by your ear from before.
You arched your back into his touch as he continued his assault on your neck rolling your nipple between two fingers and then caressing the other. Seungmin sat up and pulled his shirt off before kissing your lips again. Your hands ran over his shoulders and you felt his smooth skin under your fingers.
His hand made its way down your soft supple body until he cupped your pussy over your panties, pressing his middle finger against your slit. Seungmin could feel the wet spot and you moaned out at the slight pressure applied to your clit over your panties.
“Does that feel good?” You nodded quickly as your hips canted up, chasing more friction. Seungmin pressed more firmly and ran his finger up and down.
“Fuck, Min touch me, please.” Seungmin slid your panties to the side and ran his fingers up and down your glistening folds collecting your juices and stopping when his finger rubbed over your clit, making you jump a little.
“Right there baby? Is it good right there?” Seungmin gently circled his fingers around the spot that made you jump and your body felt like it was on fire. The feeling of someone else touching you, making you feel so good, was almost overwhelming.
“Press a little harder, a bit faster, yes oh fuck Min.” Seungmin listened to your instructions and watched as you started to writhe under his touch. Seungmin’s fingers dipped back down and found your entrance but he only gathered more of your arousal and then focused on rubbing your clit again. He kissed and gently sucked on your neck as he played with your clit. You melted on his fingers as your world exploded behind your eyes.
“Oh my god Seungmin, I... I’m... I’m coming Min. Oh god.” Before the dry humping session in the living room, you had never even had an orgasm but this one made that pale in comparison. Your body buzzed as Seungmin’s fingers softly played with you easing your through your climax.
You grabbed his hand when you started getting overstimulated stopping him but not pulling his hand away from you.
“Holy shit! Oh... wow. Oh, oh my god Min.” Your chest heaved up and down as you tried to catch your breath, as you tried to rewire your brain to function again. Seungmin laid to the side, his hand gently resting over your panties again. When you were back to your senses you pulled Seungmin into a soft kiss as you pushed his fingers toward your entrance.
“Go slow.” You urged as Seungmin pushed your panties aside again and slid one finger inside you. It was definitely a new sensation, but it didn’t hurt.
“Is it okay?” He looked concerned; he really didn’t like the idea of hurting you in any capacity, but you nodded.
“Yea Min it’s okay, keep going.” He pumped the one finger inside you a few times and then pulled out and slowly slid in two. This time there was a little discomfort. You scrunched your face a little but it wasn’t painful. He watched your expression carefully as he started sliding his fingers deeper inside you.
“You’re so wet. It doesn’t hurt does it baby?” You shook your head as he pushed his two fingers in and out of your hole a little faster, a little deeper.
“Doesn’t hurt Minnie. Just... feels... funny.” He fingered you open like that for a little while as he made out with you, his tongue invading your mouth as his fingers did your cunt.
“Seungmin, please, I want you inside me.” A wave of euphoria washed over his brain hearing you say that to him. You whimpered when he removed his fingers but quickly realized it was to take off his pants, his underwear already discarded after coming in them earlier.
You slid your panties down your legs and pulled the shirt down a bit, still scared of Seungmin seeing you but wanting to be with him just a little more. He was about to climb next to you again but stopped first.
“Oh uh, I should probably grab a condom huh.” He turned to go to his dresser where he had bought a box especially for that night but you cleared your throat and stopped him.
“Oh well, um, I mean we’ve both never...” Seungmin stopped and turned back looking at you sitting up in his bed, in his shirt, your thick thighs pressed together shyly.
“I’m on birth control so, if you don’t want to...” Seungmin walked back over to you. He looked down at you and held your face. His hard cock was right in front of you.
“Are you sure baby?” You wrapped your fingers around Seungmin’s dick and slowly started stroking it. His eyes closed and his breathing started to come out more labored as you moved your hand faster.
"Yes Minnie, I’m sure, please. I need you.” You let go of his dick as he guided you to lay back. He positioned himself between your thighs, propped over you as he lined his cock up with your soaked pussy.
He slid the tip back and forth a bit to make sure he was positioned right. He REALLY didn’t want to hurt you. He slowly started to push his cock inside you.
If you had thought his fingers felt foreign you didn’t know what to call this sensation. Even with the foreplay and prepping it still stung as he pushed his dick in deeper. A particularly sharp pain hit and you winced.
“S-slow slow Min.” He nodded. He was going to go very slow, which was hard to do. Once he felt the velvety walls of your pussy wrapped around his cock raw, all he wanted to do was push inside you fully.
He reached down with one hand and rubbed your clit again as he continued to sink into you deeper and deeper. It helped you to relax a little and once your hips were flush together Seungmin let out a breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding.
“Fuck! Baby I don’t know if I’m gonna last long.” You nodded and wrapped your arms around Seungmin’s shoulders.
“It’s okay Seungmin. I want to make you feel good. Want to make you cum.” Seungmin’s head fell into the crook of your neck and shoulder, and he started to pull out a little and push back in, each time pulling out a little more than the last.
When you finally stopped wincing when he pushed in, Seungmin was able get a rhythm going. It didn’t sting anymore but it still felt strange. Seeing Seungmin losing himself on top of you was definitely doing something for you though.
“Is it good Minnie?” He nodded his head quickly.
“GOD YES! FUCK! You feel so fucking good baby!” His pace quickened and he added a little force behind his thrusts as his orgasm approached.
“Oh god wanna make you feel good Min, want you to cum! Please cum for me!” Seungmin thought he had a couple of strokes left before his climax but when you begged him to cum his body immediately reacted to your command.
"OH FUCK! GOD Y/N I... I’M COMING FUCK!” His warm load filled your pussy and seeped out as he continued fucking you through his orgasm. When Seungmin’s cock started getting soft inside you he pulled out and you winced from the sensation of being empty again, that was, aside from the cum that was leaking from your hole.
Seungmin collapsed on you right after, his body weight pressing into you. He was crushing you a bit but it felt good, it made you feel safe for some reason. He started peppering soft kisses on your face and neck as he came back around from his explosive orgasm.
“I love you; I love you.” He said in between kisses.
“Thank you for trusting me with your body.” He kissed you again and you couldn’t help but feel a little guilty when he said that.
“But... I didn’t Min. I’m sorry I should be able to let you see me, all of me but...” He kissed your lips silencing you.
“No. You just gave yourself to me so yes, you did trust me. I hope one day you realize how beautiful every piece of you is. Until then I’m going to tell you every chance I get and if one day you feel comfortable enough to take the shirt off then that’s great.” You looked away biting your lips.
“Hey, but! But if you don’t that’s okay too baby. Alright? Why don’t you go shower and get cleaned up first and I’ll go after. Then we can get some sleep.” You stood up getting ready to head towards the bathroom and stopped.
“Would you be interested in a candlelit shower with me?” You asked a little quietly.
“I’d love that baby, if you’re sure.” You nodded and Seungmin stood, following you to the bathroom. You set the water temperature, undressed, and got in the shower as Seungmin lit a couple of candles and then joined you.
Your back was to him and he wrapped his arms around you, the warm water cascading down the both of you. Seungmin helped you get washed up and then let you get out first to get wrapped up in a towel while he washed up quickly.
When you were both back in the bedroom Seungmin gave you another clean shirt to wear and slid a pair of sweatpants on before hopping in bed and pulling the comforter back for you to join. You climbed in and Seungmin wrapped you in his arms. You laid against his chest and you both started to drift off to sleep.
Just over half a year before you had been strangers, two virgins for two totally different reasons, trying to find the right person. Somehow through luck and a good friend, you happened to find each other. One completed the other and that was your tale of two cheonyeo.
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notes:hihi!..so sorry for not posting last week on friday,got too busy with school stuff and got all of my energy drained because of it. take this lil story today as an apology for all of you my lovelies!. will be definitely posting one or two more stories to make up for it.
disclaimer:english isn’t my first language, apologies in advance for any grammatical mistakes and errors. no pronouns nor skin colour will be mentioned. have fun reading lovelies!.
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I did not know what I wanted, I was high off of drugs and drunker than an alcoholic, but I did have a certain memory of that very night when I met them. The music blasted throughout the crowded living room of the host’s ridiculously expensive mansion, and the prominent smell of alcohol, sweet vapes and drugs filled up the entirety of the room, making me feel more dizzy in the head. It felt like my soul was slowly leaving my body the more I drank shots, snorted cocaine up my nose and swayed my body with the rhythm of the beats being played by the DJ. Feeling like the whole world and room was spinning inside my head, making me grunt in response as it dyed down thanks to the loud music, I stopped my now sweaty body from dancing, running my hands through my now messy black locks as I felt the pounding in my head intensifying. Raising my head, trying to blink away my blurry vision as I looked around the crowded place now lit with red lighting and making the atmosphere look like more of a club than a party. My eyes narrowed at some random girl who was coming towards me with a not-so-confident smirk on her face, lowering my gaze down to look at her small self and height, a scoff erupted out of my throat as she started to sway her hips against my crotch, I brought my hands up to her bare shoulders, gently grabbing a hold of them and drawing circles on the sides before digging my nails into her skin and quickly pushing her off of me and out of my way as I tried storming my way out of the crowd, ignoring her yells that was somehow louder than the music from the crowd, the people who were victims to my pushing kept cursing at me but all of it just fell on deaf ears as I finally made out of that pile of a mesh of sweaty bodies and god forbade what else was in there. My nose scrunched up in grimace as I was now met with the sight of couples and potential hook-ups all now eating each other's faces out in the hallways. A small sigh left me, and my heavy footsteps echoed throughout the hallways as I pushed and wiggled my way out, the music getting distant as I let my body go on its way and lead me somewhere, just as long it was far away from the party. I was now left standing in front of the gigantic windows somewhere in the penthouse.
The city lights all beamed their way inside the room, casting a small glow on my face as I stared out the window dazed. However, my pherial vision caught a glimpse of the shadowy body moving around the balcony.
“What the-“. I mumbled out, confused and I squinted my eyes to see if this shadow person was real or was too drunk and high off the huge amount of cocaine I had done earlier. My fingers went up to rub harshly at my eyes, smudging the small bit of mascara I had put on for the sake of my outfit and look, now looking down at my black-stained fingertips, making me huff out in irritation.
“Hello?” My body jolted at the soft-spoken voice, making me turn my head faster than light to see who this person could be that was talking to me. I was expecting maybe that shadow person had somehow managed to have a person, possibly sacrificed a person from the party and then stole their voice, or just a hallucination of a person that I was making up in my head because of the drugs but nope. Instead, I was met with the most angelic-looking person I've ever seen or met in my life, my gaze followed their hair as it gently waved around as the breeze hit it, and then slowly let my eyes trail down their body, my mouth parting agape. Although it may made me look stupid, just standing in the dark of a random room and just gauging at a stranger person, hell..it may even made me appear creepy to them, or even worse..perverted.
“Are you okay there?..” The said stranger asked me with a smidgen of joking in their tone. I hummed in confusion, as their question entered one ear and came out of the other, I raised my head from the floor, going back to dazedly eyeing them, feeling the alcohol and drugs rushing and pumping through my body. I felt hypnotized, slowly dragging my feet toward the person in front of me as I towered over them once reaching them. I gulped down the saliva that was built up in my throat, my eyes met theirs, god..they were holding all the stars in them, fuck that..the whole astronomy was in them. From how they shined and had a slight mischievous glint to them, it had me more fucked up in the brain than the drugs. My breathing got shakier as I extended a hand out toward their soft face but before my fingertips could even their cheeks, a hand was slapped onto my wrist, a very particularly small and cold to-the-touch hand clasped on my wrist, preventing me from moving my hand any closer to their faces. My breath hitched in my throat, parting my now-dry mouth open to speak but as expected nothing came out of it.
I felt giddy, I felt my heart swell up with love, joy and excitement the more we talked and chilled around the balcony, staring down at the nightlife of the city below us as we occasionally passed the cigarette I offered them between the two of us. Although my memory is all fogged up I just remember that we didn't make out or do anything, I was just..lonely, desperate for a bit of love from somebody different than all the other people I've dated, good and bad experiences. They were just the new breath of fresh air that I needed currently, and I was thankful for it…
I jolted out of my bed awake, my clothes, hair and body covered in huge patches of sweat as I looked around the room, well..the white bland room, with nothing in there but a singular light bulb, very uncomfortable bedding and desk. My memories flooded in and crashed down on me like a train running me over repeatedly. My lips quivered as I tried to fight back the tears that were welling up in my eyes, using my shaky arms to gently pull myself up and sit down on the uncomfortable bed. I bit and chewed down my lower lips until I could feel blood seeping out, feeling my heartbeats picking up and pounding against my chest, it could pop out of my chest any moment if it just pounded harder. I gasped out, trying to take in some breaths as I felt my chest tighten, my shaky hands going to clutch at my shirt as my body started to shake frantically. I couldn't hold it in any longer, I let the hot tears fall and wet my cheeks, sobbing out loudly as I brought my legs up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them, hugging myself and trying to stabilize my breathing and calm myself and heart down before I could get a heart attack..again. My sobbing filled up the quiet and depressing blank room, making me feel even crazier and the need to do drugs more. God I hated it, I hated the moment when I first met, I hated the moment how I felt when we talked on that night, I hated how joyful I was when we went out on a night, I hated how much love I felt in my chest when they said those three little words and later kissed me on, I hated myself for not seeing the signs that they were clearly struggling with their mental health, I hated myself for always lashing out on them and breaking their hearts even more when they were at their lowest, I hated how selfish I was after every argument and leaving them alone in the apartment, I hated how when they were left alone in the apartment but I was out here in the clubs and cheating on them multiple days, and nights with different-girls, I hated the scared look on their faces whenever I smashed things around the apartment whilst arguing and lastly…I hated the pale, lifeless look on their once angelic face as I stood by the doorway to the white bathroom, now covered in red from their blood as they seeped out of their wrists. I hated how the metallic smell of the blood, I hated seeing their bodies being put into a bag by the paramedics whilst I sat down on the couch, the questions of authority falling on deaf ears as I stated at them, now being carried out the apartment, not the way I imagined they'd leave. I hated how addicted I became to drugs after their death, that even my family, friends and all of my loved ones cut ties with me because they were scared of me. I hated how tired I felt because I couldn't sleep, every time I closed my eyes that god-awful night played over and over again until I became just like them, self-harming myself, doing more illegal activities until I was sentenced to jail then moved over to a rehab center with tight security until I go back to normal. Bullshit…five years, five years ago I was put in here and I'm still not improving. The more days pass the more I feel crazy and empty, and I long for them, the feeling of going back in time to change how I was acting towards them and love them all over again.
Bringing my hands up to tug at my locks harshly, letting out a scream that I've been wanting to let out ever since I was put in here, banging my head backwards into the padded walls. Making me more frustrated than before as I started to kick everything that was in my sight, which wasn't much but enough to tire me out and make me collapse on the cold floor. spreading my arms and legs out as I tried to breathe normally again, feeling a singular tear run down my cheek as I stared at the light bulb on the ceiling, making me smile and laugh hysterically out in pain. I'm now lonely, always and forever, stuck in this room with myself who lost their soul the night my special person died…I deserved to die in their place instead of them.
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notes:hope you enjoyed but please keep in mind that this is fiction and that none this happened in real life to hyunjin or anything!. well, i’ll see you sooner than later bye bye!. kisses and hugs from me :3.
you can come up with the ending yourself...whether the reader will be with the member or not is up to you!
light angst, a little fluff, uncertain relationship
Bang Chan
oh...this man talks about his feelings openly and without fear.
He literally phrases: "I'll steal and fuck your girlfriend while you're not looking."
He has a huge amount of female and male attention, but...
But it doesn't work out that way with you...
You were out of his reach.
You were too beautiful, too sweet, too good...he wasn't like that.
Chris is the one who will call you his muse and write romantic songs for you, some of which have been published.
His love is manifested in acts of care, he is always there, he is more tactile with you than with others.
He will give you whatever you want, just ask.
Chan has 8 members so he is like a dad...he protects and cares for them
And he also wants to take care of you.
He wants to love you openly.
But you didn’t notice his feelings.
Although...you loved Chris. Literally loved to the moon and back.
For some reason, it seemed to you that Chris only saw you as a friend or family member, just like his Members.
Yeah...close friends....
He will say exactly the same phrase to you:
"You came..."–"You called"
It seems you are both fools.
Maybe he's too soft with you? Maybe he needs to leave?
He won't be able to give up on you.
I will kill myself, I will destroy my soul, but I will be with you.
But i'll wait for you
I love you to the moon and back
기다려 여기 me and max
서운해해도 don't be mad
너한텐 할 수 없는 game (Bloo-But i'll wait for you)
Lee Know
How could Minho let this happen?
Lee Minho was head over heels in love with you.
No one has seen his loving eyes, no one has ever felt his gentle touch.
How did he allow himself to fall in love with you?
This is a completely crazy idea, he didn’t love to love.
But you turn his world upside down, he is literally lost in you.
You clearly feel like Minho hates you.
Minho is like cold winter, he is like snowy weather, he looks like frosty weather.
And you were in summer, you're complete opposites.
But even after the coldest winter, love comes.
He calls you the most beautiful adjectives, it’s like he’s trying to silently scream about his feelings.
He speaks directly and harshly, he loves the truth straight forward.
"And you will be obsessed with me, I will be everywhere: I will be in your favorite songs, I will be between the lines of books, I will be in every passerby... I am your addiction"
Lee Minho couldn't fall in love, but he wanted to love.
All the pretty stars shine for you, my love
Am I the girl that you dream of? (Lana Del Rey–Pretty when you cry)
Seo Changbin
He loved and hated you at the same time.
Oh.. Seo Changbin can hate?
Yes, he did it with you. He loved you so much that he hated you for it.
You were everywhere, you were ingrained in his existence and mind.
He was very sweet and friendly and loved people.
It didn’t work out that way with you, it was as if he deliberately didn’t want to have much contact with you.
He loved you silently, probably without asking for anything in return.
Before he even notices, he begins to pay attention to you... be it small acts of attention or dialogues with you.
"You can take Changbin out of first love, but not first love out of Changbin."
Again, it was like you were different, you weren’t like anyone else. He noticed you immediately when he met you.
He seems upset that you will never be his.
Oh...the boy is gloomy. The boy looks like a thunderstorm.
Conquer your lonely heart, get used to the emptiness.
When you ran your fingers over your lips
I bought it from glossy magazines
Everything you asked for and even what you didn’t ask for
How can you be so terribly beautiful? (Rocky-WITCH)
Hwang Hyunjin
Oh yes, you and Hyunjin have been friends since childhood.
It even got to the point that you are idols in the same agency. No wonder Hyunjin adores you, he's obsessed.
Fans loved your interactions, they were sure there was something between you and Hyunjin.
Hyunjin wants to get into your soul, he wants to take your heart into his cold hands.
You were the forbidden fruit, and forbidden fruit is always sweet.
It’s as if you’re chasing him, you’re everywhere, he feels you everywhere.
But you're just his friend, his sweet best friend.
It was normal for you to peck Hyunjin on the lips, naturally in private or during greetings (while no one was looking). Hyunjin feels addicted.
You are worse than drugs, you cause an addictive effect. You are his absolute delight.
The boy will paint your portraits, he will exalt you like a goddess.
So why do you only see him as a friend?
Hwang Hyunjin doesn't deserve to be your friend, he wants to be your boyfriend.
The boy loves to hurt himself, he loves hardcore. He loves pain and whines a lot.
He just replaces you with pain, it helps.
Touch me, yeah
I want you to touch me there
Make me feel like I am breathing
Feel like I am human (The neighbourhood–A little death)
Han Jisung
You never paid attention to Jisung.
But Jisung was so loud and cheerful that he started to annoy you.
Jisung did this on purpose, he liked you.
The boy will notice you immediately, you immediately fell into his soul. So cold and inaccessible.
He wants to melt the ice on your heart, he wants to become your sun.
Every day he fell more in love with you, the cold intensifying his desire.
“Your love is addictive” – your words
He is very kind and cheerful with you, he is so easy to talk to.
He won't give up to get you. Even when you send him the rudest obscenities
I'm your boy.
He will sing to you, and you will ask him to shut up. You secretly love it, his voice is so beautiful.
But you should hate Han Jisung because it's the right thing to do.
You would get closer to him, but...
No.
"Is it fashionable to jerk off to him?"
"hit of the season"
Lee Felix
It was impossible not to fall in love with Felix.
everyone loves Felix!
And he loves you.
This sunny boy literally drowned in his love for you, it completely absorbed him and did not allow other feelings to pass through.
But you don't seem to notice him.
Felix dreamed about you, you are in his thoughts. The first thought in the morning, a relieving thought when he is busy and the last thought before going to bed.
He's trying to get as close to you as possible
He will become your best friend.
Felix is too good, he is an angel in a human body.
The world is not worthy of Felix, so why did he love you?
Every day, like a painful melody, this unrequited love sounded in his heart. He experienced all emotions - from boundless happiness to deep sadness - alone
He couldn't imagine life without you
If you leave, there will be no point in living.
He writes you poems, he gives you the most expensive gifts, he just wants you to love him. Love him at least a little.
Perhaps his efforts will remain irretrievably lost in time. But one thing is certain: he will continue to love you, deeply and truly, even if he never hears your answer.
Come on scratch my back
So as to reach the heart
Both you and I want this (ЩЕНКИ–dirt)
Kim Seungmin
It's like he's afraid to get close to you.
On the contrary, he moves away. Every day it gets stronger, he loves you so much and doesn’t want to see you so much.
Seungmin took this step not because of a lack of love; in fact, on the contrary, he was struck by this love.
In every breath you took, every word you said, he found the perfect embodiment of his dreams. You were his sun, his muse, his everything.
But he knew he couldn't be with you. He saw how disappointed you were in your past love, how your trust and heart were damaged. He couldn't afford to repeat the same mistake. He couldn't risk their relationship knowing that the end could only be pain and disappointment.
It hurts so much to give up on someone you love.
He deserved happiness, he deserved love, but he couldn't have it with you.
He didn't want to ruin your life or be the source of your pain.
He will go away and it will be easier for everyone.
He will disappear from your life as suddenly as he appeared.
He will never forget you, he will never stop loving you. But he knows that sometimes the best decision is to let go of the one you love. This is exactly what he did because to him, your happiness was much more important than his own.
He looks at the dawn and remembers you.
Your nose is covered in cocaine, you can barely stand
I am the secret that you cannot hide
I think about you too much (Pharaoh-unplugged 2)
Yang Jeongin
You are his first love.
He sees a future with you, he sees stars in you.
It was the first time he felt such strong feelings for someone.
Oh, he is just learning about love, but it can hurt or beat sometimes. Love can completely break the psyche.
But he doesn't care as long as you exist.
Jeongin will turn to the Hyuns for advice. how to get your attention and make you fall in love.
He will be so romantic...he will be so gentle with you.
He is afraid to do something wrong so as not to scare you away
He will be a gentleman and will wait for the moment until you fall in love, he will do everything for this!
He will wait for you all his life if necessary, but I am sure that you will fall in love faster.
“He replaced my home, love and friends. He is my everything.”
Jeongin is like warm weather, everyone is waiting for him and wants him.
Feeling so lonely, 'cause it's not enough
Missin' you only ever since we fell in love (Ciggarets after sex–Touch)
. But you discover that the slightest size difference can get him riled up
. Loves maneuvering your body so he can have you pinned down
. Will slowly put it in to watch it stretch you out
. Grinding into your core until you're screaming his name and soaked within second
The stretch of his cock has you moaning uncontrollably as he slowly slides it into you , filling you up inch by delicious inch. Your walls clench around him, gripping him like a vice, and he groans in deep satisfaction at the sensation.
He grips your hips, fingers digging into your skin as he holds you prisoner beneath him, owning every part of you in this moment.
"Damn, you feel so good," he pants out, his breath hot against your ear. "So tight and wet for me." His words fan the flames of your arousal even more, and you arch your back, silently begging for more.
He chuckles, a low rumbling sound that vibrates through both of you as he obliges, sliding in to the hilt with one smooth thrust.
You whimper, the sensation of being so full, of being so completely and utterly claimed by him, sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body.
He begins to move then, slowly at first, as if savoring every single thrust. Your nails dig into the sheets, leaving behind shallow imprints as you fight to stay grounded in this realm of pleasure.
"That's it," he growls, his voice a dark whisper in your ear. "Let me hear you scream for me."
Minho
. Has a thing for when it hurts
. Seeing you struggle to take it is such a turn on for him
. It’s even better when you try to stop him from skinning his cock deeper into you
. Has no shame when it comes to degrading you from how easily you cum from him splitting you open
“Poor baby does it hurt “,he coos as he continues to relentlessly pound into you. His hips colliding with your ass cheeks with a ‘smack every time he slams back in. You moan out, your eyes water up from the immense pleasure and pain shooting up your spine.
“You were begging for it earlier”, he reminds you with a smug smile on his face. You gasp, trying to ignore the sting and the ache of your inner walls stretching to accommodate his length. But it only seems to fuel his need, his desire to make you feel every inch of his girth.
You can feel the head hit that sweet spot inside you with every thrust, sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body.
“Minho, it’s too much” you whine out you whine out , your nails digging into his sheets. Minho slaps your cunt hard, making you yelp in pleasure. “ That’s not what your pussy is saying ”, he growls lowly.
You bite your lip to stop yourself from screaming out profanity at him. He chuckles lowly, as if he can read your mind. “ Go ahead, scream for me, let it out .” You tense up, but the pleasure is too much , the agony and pleasure coiling inside you unraveling.
“Fuck Minho , fuck me harder !!”Minho's smirk widens at your plea, and he delivers. He angles his hips to hit that sweet spot inside you even harder, driving you both further and further into the abyss of pleasure “That's it baby, cum for me.”
Changbin
. This mf has a fuckin thick cock
. Always will take his time to prep you for his cock
. Sliding it in hurts every time
. Doesn’t like to see you in pain, he’ll kiss you to distract you from feeling pain
. Lots and lots of praise
“Bin…“, you whine , your nails digging into his back as he slowly slides his thickened length inch by inch into your aching core.
He kisses your neck, sucking the sting away as he bottoms out inside you, stretching you further than you ever thought possible.“Shhh , it’s okay baby , I got you” he soothes, his hands roaming up and down your spine , trying to calm you down .
“You’re doing so well he praises, his voice laced with pride and lust as he begins to move , rocking his hips in a slow, motion.
His grip on your hips tightens as he picks up the pace , your moans spurring him on.
"You feel so good, baby," he moans against your ear, his breath hot and erratic. "So fucking tight." His praises send a shiver down your spine , your walls clenching around him in response ."That's it," he groans, dropping kisses along your jawline. "Tell me how good it feels."
"Fuck, Binnie," you moan, unable to form coherent words as he picks up the pace. "It feels so fucking good ."He growls in response, his hips slamming into yours with more force. "That's it, baby. Take it all."
Hyunjin
. Doesn’t even know he has the kink until he met you
. Loves to get your cunt nice and wet to make it easier to slide in
. Gets off on your whines and whimpers you make when you take his cock
. When he goes deep and you spasm around him he goes insane
“Hyunnie... too deep!” You whine out, your voice hoarse from the intensity of his thrusts, his cock filling you to the brim. “ pretty I’m sorry you feel to good, you can take it baby. I’ll go easy I promise “ he panted out , his thrusts slowing down but still emphasizing his girth.
He angles his hips , finding that spot inside you that has you seeing stars.“Hyunjin!” you scream , your cunt clenching around his length.
“Fuck me baby, show me how much you love it” he growls , his grip on your hips tightening as he plunges even further into you. His cock hitting every part of you , his thickness stretching out your walls, making room for him and only him.
“Baby ! oh god !” You scream out as waves of pleasure crash over you, your orgasm ripping through your body like a tidal wave. Hyunjin doesn’t stop however, he continues to pound into you , chasing his own release . “ Fuck baby, you feel so good, how does it feel to have me splitting you?”
“I- it feels so good Hyunnie , I never knew I needed this”, you panted out as he continued to thrust into you . “God, your cock feel so damn good and big inside me”
“You’re so wet , you love it don’t you? Taking my dick inside that tight pussy”.
If it's not too much to ask but my birthday is on 14th March so can you write a yandere hyunjin x f reader smut where the reader who is already held hostage is given a gift by hyunjin (just surprise me with your writing girl)?
I would seriously appreciate it from my heart ❤️
Wanna see a manipulative, toxic and delusional hyunjin in love with me 😩
It’s been two months. Two months since you lost your freedom. Hyunjin was obsessed. He wants you to keep you in his home forever. If he goes out, he handcuffed you to the bed frame. Although lately he hasn’t done that. Probably because now you don’t move. You seemed to have given up on trying.
The days blended together so you didn’t even realize that today was your birthday. You stayed in bed until noon, only waking when some light from the window hit your face. You sat up, only to see Hyunjin standing at the door. Watching.
“Good morning, my love.” He said with a soft smile. “Today is a special day!”
“What….?” You mumbled.
“How could you forget?! It’s your birthday, silly!” He chuckled while going to you and leaning in to kiss you.
You were silent, actually surprised that you forgot your own birthday.
The man stroked your hair as he waited for your kiss although you didn’t budge. This seemed to frustrate him and he pulled your hair so your lips touch his. “Y/n!” He whined.
Reluctantly, you kiss him. He bit your lip and kissed you with lots of passion.
Sure you kissed back but not with as much vigor as him. This only hurts his heart.
“Y/n! I don’t understand…” he whined. “why…? Why won’t you love me like I love you!”
“Hyunjin, you kidnapped me!”
“Because I love you!”
“This isn’t love!!” You interrupted. “This… this is hell!”
“No no no… i-I’m sorry! It shouldn’t be!” Hyunjin frowned and dropped to his knees while holding your hand. “I only wanted to show you love and cherish you. I want to spoil you!”
“Hyunjin—”
“I’m sorry, y/n…” He pouts, giving you sad eyes, “I-i never meant to hurt you…”
“Hyunjin… you—!”
“No no I'm awful!” He interrupted while starting to cry. “I-I just want someone to love… I-I’ve never had someone love and care like you do. You’re so genuine and kind…”
He continued rambling. From his rough upbringing to his desire for love. He’s all alone in this world and it had your heart breaking for him.
“I-I have a gift for you…” he said softly. “Please. I worked so hard on it.”
“O-okay…” you nodded reluctantly.
Joy lit up his face and he quickly left the room. As soon as he left, the tears were gone. It was as if he flipped off the emotion like a light switch. Instead, he smiled to himself.
Hyunjin came back in the bedroom with a canvas. You were a bit confused until he turned it around. It was you. A painted picture of you sleeping. The style made you look angelic.
It was beautiful but also unnerving. When did he paint this? Was he watching you while sleeping? Every minuet detail of your features was there. Every mole and blemish was painted in great detail.
“Wow, Hyunjin… it’s very nice.” You said slowly while studying it. You couldn’t lie, it really was an amazing painting.
“Oh, my love. I’m glad you love it!” He smiled. “I worked so hard to capture your essence! You truly are a work of art!”
You couldn’t help blushing. You’ve never had a compliment like that and it was giving you butterflies in your stomach.
“Thank you, Hyunjin… I-I really do love it…”
“Oh good!” He was excited as he leaned in close. “Please, my love. May I kiss you?”
There was a moment of silence before you nod.
———— 💞
Dinner was a bit awkward. You sat in silence as he fed you.
“Do you like it?” He said suddenly.
“I do but… Hyunjin I can feed myself.”
“No darling. Don’t worry about that.” He said while putting more meat on the fork.
“No really—…” you grab the fork from him, about to raise it to your mouth before he suddenly slapped it away.
“Hyunjin—!”
Before you could finish, there was a swift slap to your face.
“No! Only I can feed you!” Hyunjin yelled suddenly.
You held your cheek in shock, too stunned to speak.
“Oh I’m so sorry!! My love, I'm sorry!!” He suddenly switched up and got to his knees, dropping the bowl of food to the ground, but he didn’t seem to care.
“No! Don’t cry! Don’t be mad!” He begged while grabbing into each side of your hair and pulling you close. “Please forgive me! I love you!”
“A-agh! Hyunjin!” You whimpered as he tugged harder.
“My darling. My sweet girl, please!”
He pulled harder, making you drop from your seat to the floor.
“J-Jinnie! You’re hurting me!!”
“W-what?!” He paused, still holding onto your hair. “No! No im not!!”
“Jinnie stop!”
“No you stop!” He yelled. “I love you! I’m just trying to love you!!” His voice broke as tears formed and it made you stop dead in your tracks.
“Hyunjin…”
“No! You don’t love me!” He sobbed. “I-I thought I finally found my soulmate… one that will love me as much as I love her!” Hyunjin wiped some tears while looking at you. “I-I’ve never had that kind of love. My M-mother left! A-And father would beat me! I-I only wish you give the love I never received!”
Whether this story was true or not -it’s not-, you wouldn’t be able to tell. But his vulnerability and tears tugged at your heartstrings.
“Hyunjin….”
“No! Just go!” He cried. “Just leave me! Leave me all alone! I’m used to it!” He pulled some keys from his pocket and threw them in front of you.
You were frozen in place. You felt awful. Pure guilt. How could you hurt him like this?? All he wanted was love. You felt like a monster.
Without much thinking, you hugged him tight. “I-I’m sorry, Jinnie.”
Hyunjin leaned into your hug, making himself look as small and vulnerable as possible while continuing to weep.
“It’s okay… it’s okay…” you whispered while rubbing his back.
“C-can I… can I give you a bath?” He asked softly. “I-I wanted to spoil you with a little… at home spa…”
You pulled away and looked at him. Here he was crying and expressing his deepest emotions and traumas, and yet he was still thinking of you. He was still wanting to spoil and shower you with love.
You only nodded and Hyunjin smiles before kissing your forehead and leaving to the restroom, getting some of the soaps and candles ready.
It made you feel guilty. Perhaps you have this all wrong. He really does have a good heart. Perhaps you’ve never experienced real love. Maybe… this is what true love is.
Hyunjin had no more tears. This face had cleared up so fast as soon as he entered the restroom. In fact he had a smile. A satisfied one, like a spoiled child that got his way. It was just too easy.
Hyunjin walked to the bedroom, grabbing a robe for you, stopping by the painting. He took a deep breath while running his fingers along your painted nude body.
He turned back to the restroom, mustering up some tears red cheeks before calling out to you.
genre: angst
au: non idol au
warnings: none
word count: 0.3k
pairing: gn!reader x hwang hyunjin
song: love is embarrassing by olivia rodrigo
Laughter. Doorbell chime. Silence.
A half-open window can tell so many things, and everything it’s saying to Hyunjin is bad. When you answer the door with Felix standing behind you, the can of paint in Hyunjin’s hand feels even heavier.
“Hey, you brought it, thanks!" you say, not sounding shy at all. Dusty blue handprints adorn your white shirt, climbing down and around to your back. “You want to come in? It’s pretty messy, but Felix made a cake.”
“Blueberry lemon,” he adds as if that little detail will convince him.
Hyunjin doesn’t need see to Felix’s palms to know they’re blue. Everything besides your kitchen cabinets are probably blue.
“Sorry,” Hyunjin finally says. He sets down the paint can on your doorstep, taking care not to pay attention to the tiny rose he drew on the rubber tip of your sneaker. Even though the tip is crowded with countless doodles, his is still front and center. “I gotta go to the store before they close.”
“You sure? You don’t wanna make sure my painting’s up to code?” you tease.
He squeezes a laugh from his chest. “Nothing you do is ever up to code. Felix, you should be careful.”
“Ruined my favorite hoodie already,” Felix replies, half-smiling. He plucks at his tank top. Of course there’s blue staining the collar. “This one’s probably next. Thanks for the warning though.”
“Yeah, see you around.”
“Bye," you say. You pick up the can, and your eyes flick to his lips for a second. Hyunjin thinks you’re going to plead him to stay a little longer, change your mind about the last two weeks. “Eggs are on sale this week, by the way, so stock up.”
“Good to know.”
He raises his arm the same moment you choose to shut the door. His goodbye hangs limply in the air, unanswered. When he begins walking back to his car, your voice—too loud, too matter-of-fact—drifts through the window.
“See, nothing to worry about. Told you he was chill.”
pairing : minho x reader (bitch and princess r used so fem reader if u will)
requested = no
warnings: very suggestive, cursing, friends w benefits relationship w minho, minhos mean LIKE MEAN but incredibly down bad. hes also possesive asf. reader and minho are both being difficult. minhos cocky asf. mention of fucking.upset reader both minho and mc are in college.
A/N : got back from the 🇵🇭 so im lowkey just gonna start posting again. I also have no motivation rn, spare me. also i know the times the texts were made for are very specific, dont ask.
summary : your date didnt go so well, and now all you want is minho to fuck the sadness out of you but hes being a bit difficult.
theres also just different scenarios for different days.
saturday night after ur incredibly embarrassing date
monday afternoon, after you fucked up one of tests for the semester
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I dont know if you do smut but here’s a request since you asked
SKZ (Felix, Chan, Binnie, and Hyunjin specifically) Smut after a seriously heated argument?
yes i do!!!! hehehe i hope you enjoy!!! i wanted to do hyunjin first<3 thank you for your request!!!
make up
જ⁀➴. hwang hyunjin
✼ pairing- established relationship, meanishdom!hyunjin x sub!reader, non!idol hyunnie
✼ warnings- arguing( they don’t say anything bad to each other), kissing, unprotected sex, creampie, fingering, roughish sex, overstimulation, pet names, lmk if i missed anything!!!
✼ a/n- hi hi hiii im so happy with this actually <3 i hope u guys like it!!!
you and hyunjin rarely fight, especially like this. you two got into a heated fight because of your relationship. hyunjin stated he wasn’t ready to tell all your friends and family about your relationship.
you two have been dating for almost 4 months and hyunjin still feels the need to hide your relationship. you have had enough. you weren’t sure why he wanted to do this. it was eating away at you so you confronted him. he didn’t receive it well.
“hyunjin i’m so tired of not being able to post my boyfriend, i want everyone to know im with you! wh-why don’t you want that too?” you aren’t trying to yell but that’s how it came out with how upset you are.
“y/n why can’t you just wait until im ready? i just want to make sure we are together for awhile. i want to make sure it’s going good- i know it is! but i just don’t want to jump into this so fast.”
he sighs as stands up from where he was sitting to stand by you. “you want to make sure we are together for awhile. okay. i get that okay! but can at least understand where i’m coming from!”
you are trying to control your emotions as long as possible. all of your built up emotions pouring out of you. “y/n- no no no i understand you- i swear i just don’t appreciate how you are going on about this.” his gaze is fixed on you.
“how else was i supposed to do this? you never fucking bring it up and it’s like you don’t even care!” he scoffs at your words.
“like i don’t care? fuck y/n i care more than you think if you would just stop.” he sighs as he grabs your hand. “just come here.” he says again.
you deadpan for a moment then you move closer to him. you sigh into his touch as you try to calm down. his touch distracting you for a moment.
“hyunjin-“ you are cut off by a kiss. you want to fight his touch but you know how bad you just want him close to you. you deepen the kiss. hyunjin keeps kissing you as he lift’s you in his arms holding you against him.
you wrap your legs around his torso as you sloppily make out with him. he backs you against the wall. “baby- “ he sets you down to stand again. you leaning against the wall.
“shh want me to take care of you? fuck that little attitude out of you.” his eyes darkening as he wraps his hand around your neck gently to pull your face to kiss him.
“jinnie… touch me please.” you sigh as you look up to face him. “want me to take you right here?” his teasing voice along with his smirk. you just want to kiss his smirk right off his face.
“just fuck me jinnie. no more talking.” you mumble out as you pull his hoodie off of him seeing he doesn’t have anything under. your immediately pulling him to kiss you by his chain. making out with him against the wall.
you feel his hand start to unravel your pants causing them to fall to the floor. he rubs his fingers over your clothed folds to tease at you. kissing your jaw to your cheek. “so wet like a good girl huh?” he teases as your feel two of his fingers slide into your underwear to rub your clit.
your legs immediately buckling slightly at the pressure. “jinnie- m-more.” he just rubs your clit at an aching pace to tease you more.
he pushes his fingers inside of you. “o-oh please.” your eyes rolls back as starts to pump them a couple times inside of you.
he pulls them out without warning to bring them up to his mouth. sucking on them a little. “my good girl always taste so good. all for me.” he kisses your lips as you watch him pull his dick out of his shorts.
him stroking himself with a hiss as he turns his attention back to you. your gaze is fixed on your boyfriend as he moves your panties to the side.
“you think you can take it baby?” he taunts as he rubs his dick over your slit. you nod as you moan at the feeling. “p-please.” you cry out as you feel him slowly push into you.
his arm grabbing your leg to wrap around his waist. “f-uuck you’re such a good girl.” he bottoms out, waiting for the ok from you to move so he doesn’t hurt you. “let me know when darling.” he kisses your lips gently.
“m-move jinnie please.” you beg him and he doesn’t need to be told another time. hyunjin is roughly fucking you into the wall. “so f-fucking good shit.”
he groans as he continues to fuck you. you leaning up to kiss him in between your moans. “jinnie- want you- l-love you.” you blurt out the last part at how deep he is fucking you.
he just has a smirk on his face as he makes you fall apart on his dick. “i love you more.” he groans after as he sees you going to rub your clit. “feel good baby?” he asks teasing you, already knowing your answer to his question.
all you can do is nod at his question. “good girl.” he smiles as he quickens his pace. “jin-jinnie too m-much!” your hand neglecting your clit as hyunjin notices.
he replaces your hands old place with his own. him rubbing your clit for you now. your legs shaking as he doesn’t slow his pace.
“gonna cum like a good girl?” he breathes into you neck as his hips lose its rhythm as he gets closer to his high. you dumbly nod at your boyfriend and he just smiles at you, moving some of the hair out of your face.
“cum for me pretty. gonna make you mine.” he groans as he sees your face contort in pleasure. you come undone hard on his dick. his hips still fucking into you as you come down from your high.
“jinnie- i can’t!” you cry at the overstimulation. “i know i know pretty girl. just a little- fuck a little longer.” his hips are desperate as your feel them stuttering against you as he cums inside you.
him fucking you slow as he comes down from his orgasm. “so pretty for me.” he takes in your appearance as he pulls his dick out. he looks at his and your cum mixed with your arousal oozing out of you. “so filthy baby.” you blush trying to not seem embarrassed.
“let me clean you up then we are gonna have a civil conversation okay? i hate fighting with you.” he sighs as he pulls you to hug him. “i love you so much.” he kisses your cheek. “i love you more jinnie.”
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