in the end, it doesnt even matter

25 – 5’ 7” sw: 210 cw: 165. gw1: 170 ✔️gw2: 140 ugw: 120 I DO NOT PROMOTE EATING DISORDERS. this is my journal and emotional outlet. it’s how i manages my illness. please be SAFE and SMART

[wantssstobeskinny-deactivated20]

me: *almost faints while going down the stairs*

my ED: congratulations!

me: what the fuck

[thinslxx]

Bitches with an eating disorder be like "I know a place" and then take you on a 3 hour walk

[frachella]

bellamichlo

[a-starving]

I swear I will hit my lowest weight this year.

[patheticuncultured]

[wanting-petite]

[sadnsxinny]

[fiftythreekgs]

i’m drunk again. literally went 2 days being sober and i couldn’t handle it. i need to leave, go somewhere new. but i can’t leave my babies. i should get my lisence so i can just drive away from here.

[chloskisses]

[fiftythreekgs]

i am on my 2nd day bender...

my stomach isn’t acting up anymore and i started taking advantage of that and have been eating more than i want to, and i’ve gained about 3-4.5 pounds. i feel like shot. i’m bloated. i just want to feel numb and go to sleep forever.

i think i’m disguising self harm as tattooing... it hurts so bad but it’s not a bad outcome, so i get to hurt myself without anybody thinking anything other than a tattoo.

[dropovers]

[ludzki-szkielett]

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

[sinnlose-existenzz]

[makeuphall]

[lezbianhorcruxx]

[sadbab6]