cleanin' the dead ain't easy.
gendry has never expected it to be. though, to be frank, there's a lot o' things he wouldn't have expected : to be alive, for once. to be called out o' his lineage in front of so many others, for another. and that night was– was torturous. nerve-wreckin' as anythin'. the dragon queen and him 'ave never even talked, and she'd looked to him as though they were so much in cahoots. gendry remembers jon snow's eyes flittin' away while in the corner, davos' own complexion pales. most o' them, though shocked, had raised their glasses. under the queen's order, they cheered.
gendry remembers pukin', so horrendous the turn o' event was. so sudden. then he remembers arya. brave, stubborn arya with her stupid lil' list, refusing to stay. ( and gendry knows, he knows, the list is far from stupid. he'd heard it a million times b'fore, when she thought none o' them would ever heard her mutter them under her breath, right before she sleeps. and gendry knows s' important, but it's preposterous t' him that she'd ever want to leave after tryin' to make her way back for s' long. ) ser davos had caught him later, his face grim, but endlessly concerned.
i never- i didn't tell anyone, 'cept jon snow– he had tried telling him, panicked. and ser davos had nodded, solemn but understanding. i know. i know. good lad. i know. it'll work out.
and that was that.
ser davos had explained t' him later that the process of legitimisin' ain't easy. there are still factions back home, branches from older generations o' baratheons before, that might not fully approve, for not all of them had knelt to the queen, would even properly recognise her decree unless she is to fully seat the iron throne. so we wait, says ser davos, we wait until she does – though letters, gendry knows soon enough, are still being sent. and now the stormlands know, so does the rest of the north and whatever bannermen jon snow has gathered here.
gendry distracts 'imself, 'course he does. he cleans where he can, and thankfully, there's much t' clean. until news came: the dragon queen is dead, killed by jon snow's hands.
the news is equally devastatin' as it is shocking. gendry isn't sure what t' make of it. there are noises then, quickly, talkin' of what will happen next. will jon snow rise as the conquerer, and would the rest o' the seven kingdoms acknowledge them so ? – or what of robert's bastard ? hasn't he been legitimised ? what was the lad's name again ? it won't be too bad, will it, t'have a common folk, for once, be our king. he's still got robert's blood in 'im. much better than a foreigner's, i'd say. and gendry—
runs. or at least, he finds 'imself in the godswoods, heavin', his chest suddenly contractin' the way it did whenever he remembers how the red lady touched him. it is the sound of a fallen branch breaking that has gendry turn, high on alert, expecting davos, when– ❛⠀m'lady. ❜ he takes in the sight of her, relieved that it's her at all, and gendry's shoulder loses a little of its tension, though not completely. ❛⠀ye've heard the news, then ? bloody nonsense, s' all are. they– they wouldn't put a bastard on a throne, would they ? ❜
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