I’m actually doing pretty good. I just miss him. well I miss what he used to be. he used to be beautiful and amazing. he used to treat me so well. but he hurt me. no he didn’t just hurt me, he broke me. I have never loved someone so much. the way I loved him was magical. the way I looked into his eyes. I felt so peaceful, in love, and happy. yes we had so many issues but I loved him regardless. no ones kisses are the same. I tried. but none compare. I wish he didn’t break me because then we could be together again some day. but I won’t allow myself to be with someone who has hurt me and manipulated me so much. I love him. I always will. I will always love and care about him. to the day I die. I can’t wait till the day we can be friends. when all the hurt is gone and I am with someone who never makes me feel worthless and always makes me feel like the most important person in their life. I can’t wait till I am someone’s priority. I deserve that. but I do love him, I do.
