DEARLY BELOVED.

i can't be your perfect angel.

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hi  so  bc  this  account  is  filled  with  inactives  and  tags  i  wanna  change  and  stuff  i  revamped  and  moved  so  xan’s  new  account  can  be  found  @loveined​  !  he’s  still  good  ol’  xan,  a  dweeb  with  a  big  heart,  just  new  url  /  aesthetic  /  and  some  small  changes  or  updates  to  his  stuff

[filmade]

hi  so  bc  this  account  is  filled  with  inactives  and  tags  i  wanna  change  and  stuff  i  revamped  and  moved  so  xan’s  new  account  can  be  found  @loveined​  !  he’s  still  good  ol’  xan,  a  dweeb  with  a  big  heart,  just  new  url  /  aesthetic  /  and  some  small  changes  or  updates  to  his  stuff

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         he’s  been  having  a  blast  with  her,  he  jumps  on  her  motel  bed  with  a  grin  spread  over  his  face.  he  bounces  in  his  place,  for  some  reason  overly  excited  already.  though,  ever  since  he  got  in  the  car  with  her  he’s  been  a  ball  of  energy.  ❛  let’s  go  do  something.  be  young  and  dumb  and  all  that  fun  shit!  ❜  it’s  almost  foreign  feeling  to  be  suggesting  something  other  than  a  party  or  a  bar.  he  has  fun  with  her  doing  anything,  though.  ❛  we  can  hit  up  an  arcade  and  i  can  kick  your  ass  at  mario  kart.  ❜

@lykanblood​

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i  might  just  do  a  blog  remake  bc  i  want  a  new  everything  anyway  and  i  changed  up  a  little  bit  of  my  boy  so  might  as  well  

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i’m  too  tired  to  do  meta  but  xan  ??  assuming  that  he’s  going  to  ruin  every  relationship  he  has  because  he’s  worried  he’s  too  damaged  and  awful  for  anyone  to  truly  like  or  love  him  ??  more  likely  than  you  think

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anyway  small  change  to  xan  but  it’s  not  going  to  be  something  that  majorly  effects  who  he  is  or  anything 

he’s  the  kid  of  cambion,  meaning  he’s  part  demon.  it’s  enough  to  give  him  a  sense  of  something  being  off  about  him,  his  teeth  are  a  little  too  pointed,  he’s  a  little  prone  to  more  chaotic  things  and  tends  to  attract  them  the  same  way.  however,  unfortunately  for  him,  that’s  the  extent  of  it.  it  doesn’t  give  him  any  neat  powers,  he’s  still  for  the  most  part  very  very  human.  he  doesn’t  even  know  what  he  is  tbh

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anyway  i’m  changing  xander’s  second  job  (  his  movie  theater  job  )  to  a  tattoo  artist  since  it’s  a  job  he  can  be  completely  tatted  up  for  and  he  also  grew  up  watching  his  dad  do  them  so  he’s  got  a  lot  of  love  for  tattoos

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metanoiahs·.

        it’s his voice that has her eyes fluttering open with a quiet sigh.   it’s not like she had just fallen asleep or anything.   her head turns, gaze falling onto him.   if it was anybody else she’d be sure to kick them out of her room.   except,  this wasn’t just any person.   it was her best friend.   the person who’s been there through it all.      “   correction.   if you’re here,   it’s to sleep.   sleeping is good.   definitely not for losers.   ”

       ❛  hmmm,  ❜  he  pretends  to  think  as  if  he  actually  considers  sleep  a  viable  option.  it’s  not.  he  has  a  bad  habit  of  talking  someone’s  ear  off  until  one  of  them  can’t  keep  their  eyes  open  anymore.  ❛  but  i  wanna  annoy  you.  i  want  attention,  ❜  he  gives  a  pout  with  his  whine,  but  it’s  quickly  replaced  with  a  smile.  he  hasn’t  seen  her  all  day,  he  blames  it  on  work,  but  he  feels  weird  going  even  a  while  without  speaking  to  her.  ❛  tell  me  about  your  day!  ❜

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      just  being  around  her  gets  his  energy  up  enough  to  have  practically  everything  make  him  laugh.   he  bounces  at  her  words,  a  little  too  overexcited  by  her  company.  ❛  oh  my  hero!  big  bad  werewolf  savin’  the  poor  defenseless  human.  sounds  like  ------  well  sorta  sounds  like  twilight.  but  like  when  bella  chilled  with  jacob.  ❜  he  doesn’t  really  know  where  he’s  going  with  the  comparison.  it  just  slipped  out  and  he  doesn’t  have  a  moral  or  a  joke  to  go  with  it.  so  he’ll  shrug  it  off  and  move  on,  ❛  can  i  feel  your  biceps  ya  strong  bitch?  ❜

@lykanblood​  asked:  ❛ I will totally protect you. Yo, I am so buff, I got you covered. ❜            /             scream  

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       the  dogs  have  kicked  him  out  of  his  own  bed  ----  again.  he  can’t  possibly  disturb  them,  though,  they  look  so  comfortable.  so  he’s  crawling  into  her  bed  again.  something  that  seems  to  happen  a  lot,  he  hopes  she  never  minds.  ❛  hiya,  wake  up.  ❜  he  lays  down,  making  himself  comfortable  on  the  pillow  next  to  her.  ❛  dogs  took  my  spot  so  i’m  here  to  bug  you.  ❜

@metanoiahs​  +  for  kat  !

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xander  may  look  intimidating  but  it’s  only  bc  he  thinks  it  looks  cool  but  he’s  a  ray  of  sunshine  and  he  loves  making  people  happy.

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exlovr·.

“  my family loves me  ,  but they all tell me they don’t understand me.  so i don’t see the point.  that’s the whole point of love  ,  isn’t it  ?  to be understood and seen.  ”

@filmade·, i have never felt a closeness like that.

        he  gets  it.  maybe  not  in  exactly  the  same  way,  but  he  knows  what  it’s  like  to  not  be  understood  by  people  who  are  supposed  to  love  you.  ❛  i  mean  do  they  make  an  effort  to  try  to?  ‘cause  if  they’re  trying,  that’s  good,  but  if  not  that’s  messed  up.  ❜  he  gently  bites  down  on  his  lower  lip  before  continuing,  ❛  and  have  ya  tried  explaining  it  already?  might  be  a  dumb  question,  but  gotta  ask.  ❜

[vaememes]

*     SCREAM     FILM     FRANCHISE     PROMPTS   .

SCREAM   :

❛ Would you settle for a PG-13 relationship? ❜

❛ I’m sorry if my traumatized life is an inconvenience to your perfect existence. ❜

❛ You sick fucks. You’ve seen one too many movies! ❜

❛ Are you alone in the house? ❜

❛ We’re gonna play a little game. ❜

❛ My mom and dad are gonna be so mad at me! ❜

❛ When do we see breasts? I wanna see Jamie Lee’s breasts. ❜

❛ You cut me too deep. I think I’m dying here, man. ❜

❛ You take a knife and you slit ‘em from groin to sternum. ❜

❛ I will totally protect you. Yo, I am so buff, I got you covered, girl. ❜

❛ We ask you questions and if you get one wrong, boo-gah, you die. ❜

❛ What do I have to do to prove to you that I’m not a killer? ❜

❛ We already played that game, remember? ❜

❛ I mean did Norman Bates have a motive?  Don’t think so! ❜

❛ See, it’s a lot scarier when there’s no motive. ❜

❛ Oh, you wanna play psycho killer? ❜

❛ Oh, please don’t kill me, Mr. Ghostface.  I wanna be in the sequel! ❜

❛ Well, you’re not going to be alone any more, right? ❜

❛ There’s always some stupid bullshit reason to kill your girlfriend. ❜

❛ I never thought I’d be so happy to be a virgin. ❜

❛ What’s your favorite scary movie?  What comes to mind? ❜

❛ You hang up on me again and I’ll gut you like a fish, you understand? ❜

❛ Tell me something.  Did you really put her liver in the mailbox?  ❜

❛ This is the moment when the supposedly dead killer comes back to life, for one last scare. ❜

SCREAM   2   :    

❛ I’m not interrupting anything, am I?  ❜

❛ Have you ever felt a knife cut through human flesh and scrape the bone beneath? ❜

❛ You should really deal with your trust issues. ❜

❛ This is just the kind of guy you’d love to bring home to mom… if… you had… a mom. ❜

❛ I was just reading in your book about your last cameraman, the guy got gutted. ❜

❛ First of all: he wasn’t gutted. I made it up. His throat was slashed. ❜

❛ You know, you must be getting quite a lot of flak on that, right? ❜

❛ Your flattering remarks are both desperate and obvious. ❜

❛ Well, I was hoping I might get just a few words with you. ❜

❛ Tell us everything that’s happened, looking back on the last two years? ❜

❛ Whoa, Hey, hey, hey hey, Deep breaths, Lot of deep breaths. ❜

❛ Why do you always answer a question with a question? ❜

❛ Yeah, and I’m impatient. Look, do you want to leave a message for someone? ❜

❛ So, why don’t you show your face, you fucking coward? ❜

❛ The killer is trying to finish what was started. ❜

❛ If the killer is following a pattern, maybe we can figure out who’s next. ❜

❛ So what do you wanna do, bonehead? Sit here, wait and see who drops next? ❜

❛ Don’t you know history repeats itself? Hm? ❜

❛ I thought I was gonna be up there until opening night. ❜

❛ So, uh… what’s your favorite scary movie? ❜

❛ Is that the best you can do?  ❜

❛ “Drink with your brain.” That’s our motto.  ❜

❛ That shit only calls you when he’s drunk. Don’t go over there. ❜

❛ No matter how hard you try, you’ll never be the hero and you’ll never, ever get the girl. ❜

SCREAM   3   :

❛ Not only did they-did they kill the film, but they killed my cast.. ❜

❛ Variety called me a “pariah”. I don’t even know what a “pariah” is. ❜

❛ Oh, it’s hard being friends with you, [Name].  ❜

❛ When you’re friends with [Name], you die. ❜

❛ It’s time you came to terms with me and with mother! ❜

❛ I had no idea they were going to make a film of their own.  ❜

❛ Fucking kill me! You can’t fucking kill me! ❜

❛ So, why don’t you tell me, who you are? ❜

❛ Answer right, your girlfriend lives. ❜

❛ I’m sorry I’m running late. I’m still on the 405. I’m about 10 minutes away. ❜

❛ Uh, look, since I got you on the phone, let’s talk about your character, okay? ❜

❛ See? I don’t understand why I have to start the scene in the shower. ❜

❛ When it’s a threat, you’ll know it. ❜

❛ The killer is in the house and he’s upstairs! ❜

❛ The question isn’t who I am. The question is: Who’s with me? ❜

❛ Now, do you have somewhere we can be… alone? ❜

❛ If you do one thing to attract attention to yourself, one thing, I’ll kill them both. ❜

❛ I don’t want them. I want you. It’s simple. You show yourself, they survive. ❜

❛ I’ll call you when you’re on your way. ❜

❛ How do I know they’re not dead already? ❜

❛ What’s the matter? What are you staring at? ❜

❛ You’re gonna pay for the life you stole from me, [Name]. ❜

❛ You did it all. You did it! You call them all, even your closest… friends. ❜

❛ How do you know you’re not hearing things? How do you know I’m not someone in your head? ❜

SCREAM   4   :

❛ You forgot the first rule of remakes: “Don’t fuck with the original”. ❜

❛ Oh, my God, I love it. I’ve seen it five times and still gets me every time. ❜

❛ Am I, or did whoever make it just underthink it? ❜

❛ Don’t we hear enough of this story every year? ❜

❛ I’m not trying to scare you.. ❜

❛ This is the last person you’re ever gonna see alive.  ❜

❛ You’re in my movie, you got a fun part, so don’t blow it. ❜

❛ People live and people die, and you’d better start running! ❜

❛ And I like him - To tease, to torment, to make him squirm! ❜

❛ Sorry about that. Just… making around before taking off. ❜

❛ It’s okay. I mean, you had… a lot of stuff… going on back then. ❜

❛ I think I have just enough time to slice someone open! ❜

❛ You do know there are cops all over the house? ❜

❛ You think this is all about you? You think you’re still the star? ❜

❛ You’ve done very well by all this bloodshed, haven’t you? ❜

❛ Well, how about the town you left behind? ❜

❛ I’m gonna slit your eyelids in half so you don’t blink when I stab you in the face. ❜

❛ But if you wanna be in the hospital, I’d be happy to put you there - in the morgue! ❜

❛ It’s kind of the one component the killer is missing. ❜

❛ You film your entire high school experience, and, what, post it on the 'net? ❜

❛ Well, if you wanna be the new, new version, the killer should be filming the murders. ❜

❛ Working on less of a Shrequel and more of a Screamake. ❜

❛ Ah, friends count, but it’s the family ties that cut deep. Am I right? ❜

❛ The ones you care about most. And what’s closer than family? The bond of blood. ❜

[itsyearning]

Goodbyes - Post Malone ft. Young Thug

I want you out of my head I want you out of my bedroom tonight (bedroom) There’s no way I can save you (save you) ‘Cause I need to be saved, too I’m no good at goodbyes

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i  wanna  incorporate  more  horror  into  xan’s  story  but  i  gotta  figure  out  how  to  do  that  while  keeping  him  human  🤔

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           he  nods,  listening  to  her  words.  he  gets  her  point.  ❛  maybe,  ❜  his  voice  is  gentle  and  understanding.  he  gives  a  light  shrug,  ❛  if  you  let  the  fear  or  anxiety  of  all  that  get  to  you,  then  you’re  forgetting  to  live  in  the  moment.  and  if  you  can’t  live  in  the  moment  you’re  not  ever  really  just  enjoying  life.  easier  said  than  done,  i  know,  but  i  think  life’s  all  about  the  now,  ya  know?  even  when  there’s  shitty  things  happening,  it’s  about  the  good  things  you  got  now.  even  if  there’s  only  a  few  things.  ❜  that’s  how  he’s  come  to  see  it  anyway.  it’s  a  mentality  that’s  seemed  to  help  him.  

          ❛  i  can’t  say  that  you’ll  never  feel  loss  or  hurt  again,  that  everyone’s  gonna  stay  in  your  life,  that  no  one’s  gonna  die  ---  hell  i’m  human  i’ll  kill  over  eventually.  ❜  a  light  laugh  to  try  and  make  it  seem  a  little  less  heavy.  he  doesn’t  know  how  he  got  to  the  point  of  befriending  immortals,  but  here  he  is.  ❛  but  i  can  say  i’ll  be  here  to  bug  you  for  as  long  as  possible.  and  don’t  let  waiting  for  the  other  shoe  to  drop  keep  you  from  enjoying  things.  you  deserve  to  enjoy  shit,  kenzi.  ❜

@lykanblood​  asked   “ everyone leaves, eventually. either they move on or they die. they leave and i’m left behind. ”               /               misc.