i dont know who i am

DNI: DDLG, NSFW, KINK, RACIST, ANTI-LGBT+

[filthydolly]

if your blog is nsfw and you are following me i hope both sides of your fucking pillow are warm and please unfollow me now!!!

[filthydolly]

stressed and confused and scared

[important-animal-images]

[filthydolly]

well at least i have my cat:)

[rocknrollvoice]

[mentally-ill-loser-rants]

the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy

[filthydolly]

its so bad rn i fucking cant

[condemnedbody]

[filthydolly]

fuck you and your rapist ass boyfriend

[filthydolly]

no way my friend just accused me of sleeping with her boyfriend even tho i literally told her that my therapist and i believe it was sexual abuse?????? fuck you dumb hoe

[filthydolly]

"well but you didnt say no" AND I DIDNT SAY YES EITHER

bitch just read a book find something about fawn and freeze response and leave me alone

[filthydolly]

no way my friend just accused me of sleeping with her boyfriend even tho i literally told her that my therapist and i believe it was sexual abuse?????? fuck you dumb hoe

[maxxie-or-smth]

goddddd and i just UGH but also UGHHHHH and aughhhh.... oughhhhhhhhh...... ACK !!! and.... aghhhhhhhh. ughhhhh ! UGH !!!!! and i can't even because AGHHHHHHH. UGHHH

[filthydolly]

why does this keep happening to me????????? do people see me as an easy target for sexual abuse?

[crybabydyke-deactivated20180227]

[filthydolly]

no im so fucking angry i literally told him i was raped and all he seems to care about is that he feels bad now because HE FEELS LIKE HE WAS CHEATED ON!!!!!!!!!

[unfiltereddddmess]

[filthydolly]

idk what hurts me more, the fact that i was raped again or that my boyfriend started blaming me for it at first