God the more I look the more I just feel… empty. I really thought it was all just the ship stuff, but it’s so much more than that. I can’t defend any of this, and I won’t. I just really hope KC gets some help for all this. Even if I’ve fallen out of love with this series, and have 0 plans of ever coming back, I still ultimately want them to get better and make better decisions. Still though, after reading through Headaches and Solutions myself, I… think I’m done. To see the character I saw myself in so heavily end up like that, just brings up the worst memories of what happened to Confinement. I don’t kinkshame, and part of me still wants to think that it really was just trauma coping done badly, but I’ll never be able to read that comic again. If it was JUST the incest comic, I think I’d have to take a break, but I’d be able to come back eventually, but the bits of leaked plot, and how characters dying seems more dependent on KC’s attachment rather than logical sense, it’s just… god… I’m never going to fully get over this. I’m sorry to anyone I offended for not seeing things for what they were right away. I didn’t realize the extent of how bad it was, and I’ll never forgive myself for that. KC, I really hope you actually log off and help yourself, but if you read this, I’ll never forget what very little interaction we had, and I genuinely want you to get better. Learn from this PLEASE, and better yourself for your sake.
I guess that’s it then. I wish everyone here the best, and I’ll likely be uninstalling tumblr all together, as this was the only community I was really in, and I don’t ever want to see anything SC related again. I’ll miss the good times I had here, but I’ve learned to not hold onto the past.
Hopefully we’ll meet again someday. Peace <3
