Finding Myself Again

I lost myself and now i need to find what i love

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Moments

When your entering one of those moments where your gasping loudly for air but cant get anything from the air entering you lungs, that is the scariest thing about anxiety.

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Overthinking

What is it like overthinking every situation life throws at you. Here’s a glimpse into my mind. Every time i encounter a new situation, i imagine at least 20 different outcomes that occur. I think of a contingency plan for everything. I imagine what could happen months, years down the road. But what i forget, and still dont know how to do, is interpret the situation as it happens. I create these fictional stories that almost never occur and yet, i find myself always creating them. Similar to a broken clock, i cant seem to just keep ticking, im stuck. My second hand is broken and it keeps ticking in place. Similar to over thinking everything& anything life throws at me, i live without any clue how to stop it.

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Its so fun fucking feeling like an empty shell sometimes

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Timeflies all day, everyday

Yoooo

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Anxiety

You know, living with any form of anxiety is no trek in the god damn park. Somedays you think wow, i finally have it under control and can contain myself without feeling like something is eating me from the inside out. And then the waves come. You spiral into this pit of how the fuck am i going to manage everything that i have to do, yet you keep putting it off because its only stressing you out more.

Stress will forever be the enemy in life

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Glow Blog

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Lately my happiness only feels temporary to the emptiness

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Once in a while

I thank Timeflies for putting out some of the best music

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WHEN I SEE THE BOYS IN PUBLIC AND WANT TO SAY HI

IN MY HEAD IT’S CASUALLY LIKE:

IN REAL LIFE IT’S ACTUALLY LIKE:

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when people call timeflies “timeflies tuesday”

when people only think cal is in timeflies

when people forget about the amazing fat beat producer rob

pls stop thank u

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No2. Finding what i love I adore nature. Everything about it is so fantastic. My home town has a gorgeous bluff that is beautiful to sit on during an early morning sunrise or a late night sun set. I find peace when i am able to go on a beaten down path only wide enough for my shoes because there, i loose my worries. All thoughts about life slip away as i absorb what is around me. Simplicity and diversity. I will miss my hometown as i venture off to college but Im sure i will find little nooks and crannies to find my peace of mind away from all the business that life brings.

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No.1 Finding what i love. One thing i do love is music. These two boys, cal and rez (rob) have done an incredible job of keeping me happy on my worst days. Their music fits my mood if I'm sad, happy, tired, bored, excited, or if i want to crush whatever I'm doing at life. They gave me motivation to keep going no matter what. Not only that, but they have given me some of the most amazing friends i could've asked for. The girls i have met in the Timeflies Family are the most genuine, kind, and inviting people I have ever gotten to know. I wouldn't be where i am today without them.