the rocks underneath me are starting to become unbearable. i tried to make myself a little patch to lie on earlier but i had to duck when you stepped out to put your dog on the cable. i wish you would take him back in. its been almost an hour, my legs have gone numb. at least i can still see you from here. walking around your house completing chores. i could help you with that, you know. we could have so much fun.
i would sneak up behind you and scare you, wrapping you up in a hug. you would jump with a scream before we both start laughing. you would look at my fondly with those sparkling eyes of yours. betrayal would warp your face as i press my freezing hands into the warm soft skin under your shirt. you would wiggle out of my grasp and I would chase you through out the house laughing. such good times we could have.
I wish you could tell me where you are going. i can see you tossing things in your suitcase. how long will you be gone? who will you be with? who will you meet? will your aunt carol be staying over to watch buckley like last time? are you going to visit your sister in seattle again? or are you visiting that college you applied to? i hope you aren't planning on moving. i panic at the thought you could leave me in this miserable small town all by myself. though i suppose even if you did move i would find you again. our reunion would be romantic and cheesy like those hallmark movies where the leading lady moves back home for the holidays.
do you like hallmark movies? i don't think i have ever seen you watch one. i can't stand them.
