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First time in a long time

Much like Stella, ya girl tryna get her groove back! I was sorta reluctant at first to go out on a date with this guy who showed interest in me like a month prior but didn’t act on it. On the 6th he picks me up for our first date. I’m walking to the car I think to myself “he not gon open he door?!” Anyways as I open the door I see a bouquet of flowers in the passenger seat. Immediately I’m impressed. Smiling hard af I’m like “awwwww thank youuuu!!” I get my happy go lucky ass in the seat and he passes me a backwood he pre rolled, at this point my night lowkey made tbh. We get to the bowling alley he order shots, drinks and appetizers. We bowl for 3 games. He wins twice I win once. We end up leaving and went to go smoke hookah and like a gentleman after that was over he took me home.

I woke up on cloud 9 the next day, so I decided to text him a pic of my flowers in a vase on my living room table to let him know that I enjoyed myself and to thank him again. From that conversation he plans another date a few days later.

Tuesday we go out to eat at Maggiano’s and it was a cute lil date. At times he seemed shy but I could tell that he was enjoying my company. After dinner he drops me back off at home.

Thursday he ask me if I wanna get a pedicure with him, of course I say yes! We didn’t talk much, just relaxed while sipping on our drinks. Afterwards I asked him if he’d like to come up to my place and finish smoking, so we did.

Yesterday (Friday) I didn’t have the best day so I was texting back slow and I told him that. He asked if I wanted him to come over and I did so we somewhat talked about it but really I was beating around the bush. Watched a lil Netflix, had wine and weed then he fell asleep while I was laying on him rubbing his stomach. Eventually he got up and went home, but not before confirming with me that we’re still on for Saturday.

Proof of desire is in the pursuit!

I’m enjoying this. I feel wanted. I’m smitten.

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*UPDATE

Okay so boom, we’re still dating! :)

Here’s a 10 month synopsis

February - went over his place for the first time and while we were having sex a girl he use to mess with came banging on the door after her friends seen him and I out at the club that night. Long story short, he made her leave and we finished what we started, went to go eat Waffle House. This situation was the first time I was reassured in regards to his intentions with me.

March- at the beginning of the month we went to the rodeo and I was very cute experience, like out of a teen rom-com movie. Towards the end of the month he went to jail lol I was soooooo fucked up bout it when he called me from jail the first time I wanted to cry y’all.

April- he was locked up the entire month and we pretty much talked every single day. He never needed me for anything while in there but conversation. I didn’t pay for not 1 collect call ever, in fact he sent me money a few times and made sure I had weed to smoke.

May- he got out of jail and playing pool became our thing. This month was filled with a whole lot of drinking and sex lmao.

June- we went grocery shopping together and I really like it.. hahaha fr tho, it was cute! Celebrated my birthday together and he met my mom, uncle and a couple friends.

July- I took him on a ride ATV’s in the safari for the first time to celebrate his birthday. We also attended his brothers wedding and I met his family (it didn’t go how I’d imagined due to his lack of efforts but it wasn’t completely horrible lol.

August- don’t really remember anything of significance during this time. Just dates and me spending the night at his place.

September- we was beefed up damn near majority of the month lol smh. I unintentionally pissed him off with something I accidentally did and bcus it made him feel a way he did some that pissed me off and we didn’t really talk for like 2 weeks within this lil issue.

October- (currently) nothing to report lol we went to the movies the other day.. that’s about it. 17 days into the month and it’s been mid lol. I may plan a date for us to go ballroom dancing or some.

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November- I’ve now decided that I will no longer invest my time energy and emotions into getting to know this man any further. Our communication dynamics is an issue for me. There has been a couple situations that indicated to me based on the way we communicate and comprehend one another, that we aren’t in alignment. The “last straw” that “broke the camels back” was 11 days ago. I was at his house I see makeup on the pillow case and sheets and see an eyelash on the floor. I ask him “what u got going on?” Y’all he said it was chocolate ice cream and the lash could be from his cousin, sister, or mom.. lololol I laugh and say there is no reason to lie (alluding to the fact that we have no commitment) we go back and forth for a bit. He walks out the room and like 40mins later I left the house and that was our last conversation outside of his sending a mfkn thanksgiving text.

Honestly speaking, my feelings have been deeply hurt by the entire situation. Didn’t expect this outcome to say the least. I can discern when I’m liked and not valued. This is that, and therefore I take the lesson this experience has taught me and go on with life.

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SERIES FINALLY:

Let me wrap up this shit up for y’all lol bcus I should’ve left the mf in November when he hurt my mf feelings real bad and had me fucked up.

Anywaysssss, we have a conversation about everything and I expressed everything I felt and it was received well, he expressed himself to me and we decided to continue to move forward.

So boom, on NYE we go to his mom’s “church” (lol I use the wyd church lightly bcus it was giving cult with no real depth) after church we go to his best friend mama house. We get out the car but he is a few feet ahead me so when I turn right to walk towards the house front door, a bitch in a cheap green dress is like trying to hug him kinda flirty like and he’s like stopping here with his hand. They both looked my direction as he was doing that and I made a face like “tf” soon as she sees me she is like “omg your so pretty, u look good, nice body” and some more bullshit. Ol girl kept complimenting me throughout the night. So come to find out she’s his bestfriend sister.. he had two more that I ended up talking to throughout the night and they were all on the same shit, blowing smoke up my ass going hard on the compliments. At one point I say to them plus they mama, I said “uhhh okay I’m not that cute I’m starting to think y’all being funny” kinda jokingly but dead-tf-ass. We were there for like a hr or two fyi. So green dress start asking about me teaching yoga and other lil stuff, we chopping it up. One of the other sisters came and sat by me on the other side so green dress gets up and go sit back on the couch then decide to outside. As soon l the hoe in green went outside her ol hating ass sister whispers in my ear “ My sister is a hoe! Gabe and my sister be fucking.” BIIIIIITCH -______- so I say “this year?!” She said “oh I don’t know” I say “u know so fucking much but you don’t know that?!” She paused, looked at me and could visibly tell I was pissed tffff off. She then says “I’m sorry, I talk too much.” And I said “yes tf u do” rolled my eyes and tbh I started zoned out scanning the room for weapons in the house because I’m not wrapped too tight and was ready to cuss them hoes all the way out and ready to beat the dog shit out a bitch bcus I’m feeling like mfs thought shit was sweet. My ego’s relationship with confrontation is toxic to say the least. So everyone comes back in the house lol and I mean mug green dress and I’m sitting on ready lmao bitch I was boilingggg. He ask me if I’m ok and if I’m ready to go, I answer yes to both. We leaving and I give a general and very goodbye to the collective. The messy sister gon get up and say “ohhh I wanna give u hug” I said “girl don’t come hug me” as I looked back just to roll my eyes. He laugh and was like damn. She still followed us outside to try and hug me and I said “girl I’m not giving yo messy ass no hug” and kept walking he said some idk and I said “she just told me some boy u” he asked “do I wanna know?” I said no but I’m going to tell u anyway. We get in the car and his friend laying down in the back like he drunk or some. For some reason that pmo even more. So I tell him what she told me…. Y’ALL why this mf said “you sound like a stupid ass bitch”

🗣️Never in my life has a man ever spoken to me so disrespectfully. So my response was just like the gif above. I literally jumped back, grabbed my chest and gasped then I said “that’s what she told me” as I gently tried to touch his wrist. He snatched his arm away and said the shit again.. mf stood on it!

when I say a switch flipped inside of me and I went theeee fuuuuuuck offfff!!!!! Baby I can’t even remember half of the shit I said but I called him a bitch every other word. Told him I’d fuck him up. I was rushing him to get me back home. Told him I’d have him in this bitch leaking if he breathes wrong (and I would have without a doubt picked up the liquor bottle on the floor and broke it on his face and stabbed him and his friend up with what would’ve been left in my hand after busting his shit open.. ON GOD) so yeah I’m mugging tf outta him talking shit he didn’t say a mf thing fr he was acting like a lame ass bitch that underestimated who tf he was dealing with. Finally got to my spot, and after trying out the car I left the door open because had I slammed it I know I would’ve broke some and told him to get his bitchass out and close yo own shit ..lol babyyy that was the last time I ever saw or spoken to him. His goofy ass liked one of my TikTok’s the other day but other than that, that’s the only time I’ve seen his name on my phone since and that would be the only was I would everrrrrrrrr!