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[inneroptics]

Mlle. Fouchon-Orval Hixon

[commiebyg]

[finswish-blog]

I didn't ask you why you couldn't just stay. I guess I could've done that.

[finswish-blog]

)moses(

saltine crackers make my mouth dry

as does my nervousness when we’re getting to it

nervousness makes everything dry

and i keep my eyes wide open so i dont miss any of it

and they get all dry, too

when i cry later over some little thing you said that i’ve thought about too much since you said it,

my eyes make up for lost time

and i think about the bridge of my nose, it’s moses,

and it parts through the red-eyed sea, and splits in two

eyes that are red and tired and full of longing and salt 

they’re big, blue, white seas of salt

[finswish-blog]

all mine? not mine (at all)

please please please please F G C G

its the very first and the absolute last word

which surrounds my thoughts of you and our [whatever]-ship

with a name like yours, i should’ve guessed your blue collar

i gave you the last of my crumpled cash in exchange for alcohol

you got the better of the cheap wines for me, and didn’t drink any, and i dont know what that means, if anything at all

Does it mean anything (it doesn’t mean anything)(doesn’t mean anything)(I don’t mean anything(C))

[pissyeti]

Instead of getting one of those shitty little plastic self defense cat keychains, get one of these. It’s made of metal and can do a lot more damage, will not break or bend or snap like the plastic ones will, and lasts longer. its a hefty weight in your hands and makes you feel a lot safer. be safe, ladies.

where you can get them

[calodaemon-deactivated20170115]

"The Sandman" by Salvador Dali.

[finswish-blog]

"only fools rush in… but i can’t help falling in love with you"

like the tide, i’m at it again

and i want to hate you

(really really really do)

but you’re a good egg

you’re a quality kid

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i ain’t got nothin to do

ain’t got no one to be

ain’t got no love to find

so take your time

take your time

[(you take all my time)]

occupy me

occupy my mind

take your time

take all that time

[finswish-blog]

ticket

i'll make the move someday

probably leftward

to 

drink better wine

drink less wine lock up my bicycle be present

be good, then better;

and most of all, quake safely.

and sometimes i will stop

and pinch myself

and enjoy it

and then i'll go back

to chat and cry with whoever answers the home phone first.

then soak, simmer, and catch the second wind (repeat) and be content with routine

til I need to go away again

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Soon I'll have lived on the right side, left side, and middle

and then I'll go further north

up to canada

and push more pins into the map

and somehow

end up on the Right side,

my permanent address,

and fall asleep at last, for good

and haunt that house,

a gentle ghost,

to remind them that my love

was not a siren,

but a beacon

[pandavalkyrie]

You are good at something, stop lying to yourself. You’re good at breaking down comic book plots, cooking ramen perfectly, making your friends happy, knowing the time without looking at a clock, getting the perfect ending at RPG’s, or figuring out the twist ending to movies. Don’t let society tell you your talents are meaningless because they don’t serve an economical purpose. Your talents reflect your interests and passions, and what’s important to you is important.

[finswish-blog]

"I am young but I am so alone,"

said the young Jim Croce once.

  Sometimes I'm alone but don't want to be

(And then other times, it's exactly what I want)

#2# (good and warm)

I value peace and quiet

Quietude, solitude,

I like the quiet

(I like to swim in the silence of a blue room)

I like walking through the green shades of summer

and getting high alone, and taking my time, and getting nothing done but feeling very "one" with myself and all the little ghosts around me. Then God made the woods, and it was so very good.

#3# (good and warm; blankets and pillow puffs)

When I’m at home,

I like to stay in bed all day I'd do nothing, and just sit in bed,

if there was nothing that needed to be done.

#4# (white light, through a prism. but it made disordered colors, and ugly ones at that [1])

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#4# sometimes, when there’s no one else around,

I count the dead bugs squished onto the ceiling

and I follow the cobwebs that scale the whitewashed walls

(I'm not sure if there are spiders here or not, but i like to think there are)

And sometimes,

for no reason in particular, and as long as there's no one else around,

I like to let loose a hearty scream 

and listen to the walls quiver.

I am seen by only the attic, creaking above my head

And I am felt by only my bed…

"I am young but I am so alone"

And all I do —

all of the audible dreams that I speak,

all of the times when I let myself weep, a worm;

all of the times I hear myself talk (and listen right back)

It is all for the plaster.

There is no other audience

or gracious reception.

It’s all for the walls.

Four white walls;

they're too thin to be healthy #4 1/2#

i'm too fucking sick of thinking and feeling

and too full of chemicals taken to set my head straight

to really, truly, be anyone at all

[finswish-blog]

I followed your voice

into the fireplace

I followed your voice past the soot

I followed your recommendations

And kept on my Happy Face

I followed your suggestions

I finished the book.

#

You're the one I follow

I follow you into the middle,

and follow until the edge

When, then, I find my own way.

#

I follow my own way,

and so far it looks good

It's looking good...

(it's something worth continuing)

[finswish-blog]

You deserve to do what you love but still appreciate the rest even if it's not what you love.

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You'll never hate anything once you get to know it. Or anyone. I promise!

[dirtydaps-blog]

[courtneytychsen-blog]

[finswish-blog]

Doing this immediately.

[mesjid]

i love spring bc persephone gets to leave the underworld and be with her mom

[greelin]

and here’s a dress from 1928 designed by the boué sisters aka an actual fairy dress for an actual fairy