"You've that look in your eyes again, Your Grace."
Elwin's brows rose, body stiffening for but a moment in surprise at having been so easily read by his dear friend. (But then again, he would expect no less from Rodney Murdoch; the man may as well have been one half to his whole, so close had they always been.) Shifting back a step from his previous position of leaning forward on the balcony balustrade, that green-blue gaze swept over to the Lord Commander. To anyone else, his expression would have been unreadable; it was carefully shrouded in a veil of neutrality, neither too stern nor too serious, yet never relaxed enough to seem lackadaisical.
That is, unless one knew what to look for, and where to find it. Just like Rodney always did.
The blonde stepped closer, taking the spot at Elwin's side, where he too rested his forearms on the balustrade. "Out with it, then. Come on."
The Archduke's stance was broken by a deep furrowing of his brows. Fixing his gaze back downward where it had been originally, it was to watch the little boy -- six, seven summers at best -- of interest carrying his baby brother around the royal gardens. Each time they paused at one of the blooming bushes, Clive, though his exact words were inaudible to his father from this height, would presumably explain a bit about the particular flowers. And each time, one of Joshua's pudgy little hands would reach out, as if wanting to touch the petals for himself, even if he didn't understand a word of what his older brother was telling him.
To see them together filled their father with such joy, and such grief, both for many reasons he dared not disclose to anyone except perhaps Rodney and Hanna, and of course Byron.
Lips curled into a slight, gentle smile. Then he shook his head. It wasn't often enough that he was given a chance to speak candidly with anyone -- even those closest to him. The walls did, after all, have ears. Such was the price of being a central figure in political games; there was always the risk that something he said might be "accidentally overheard", and "just so happen" to wind up in the hands of someone more than happy to use it against him in whatever way they could twist together. (He and Anabella had already learned that the hardest way, hadn't they?)
"He deserves better than this."
Finally, the dark-haired man came out and said it, this heavy, deep thought that had been tormenting him for some time now. Every time he looked at Clive, it was all he could think: the boy deserves better than this life. A firstborn failing to awaken as the next Dominant of Phoenix was not abnormal, although it was by no means "ideal". And yet, through no fault of his own, Clive's very birth was being mocked and insulted by the very nobles who had, before Joshua's birth, celebrated his life. Even the Duchess herself had decided to turn her back on their son, taking up the same slings and arrows wielded by their peers -- that Clive was a "failure", that he was "unfit", "unworthy" of the throne that had been promised to him and everything pertaining to it. That he was a "disgrace" to the Rosfield name.
Like worms, the other nobles had burrowed and ate their way into the royal couple's lives. They had hollowed out the inside of Anabella's heart and left it full of holes that bled out shame, and if she had her way, she would see their beloved boy -- her boy -- secreted away to the arms of The Undying, like so many other illegitimate children that had been abandoned and hid away by their family line.
Even though she knew, better than her husband did, that Clive was not an illegitimate child of Elwin's. How could he possibly be, when she had carried him within her for so many months? It was an utterly absurd rumor.
And yet it had done its intended job, and then some.
Rodney shifted, grunting slightly as he maneuvered his chin onto the back of one gloved hand. Just as the Archduke was beginning to think that his friend was at a loss for words on the matter, the other cleared his throat and spoke again, though his voice was kept quiet for the same reason Elwin's was. "He does, aye. So you know what you must do."
The furrowing of his brows deepened further, and he shot a quizzical glance at the Lord Commander -- only to find Rodney biting back a small smile of his own. When the Lord Commander straightened up, one arm moved so that he could give Elwin a few hearty pats to his upper back. "This is not the Elwin Rosfield that I have always known -- content to brood in silence while injustices are inflicted upon the innocent. The Elwin Rosfield that I have always known would fight on behalf of those who could not fight for themselves. Just because you cannot throw a punch or two in defense of the boy doesn't mean that you are powerless to help him against them."
Elwin stood silent for several minutes. Though his gaze returned to the children below, his mind was fixated entirely upon this newest advice. Sage advice, at that. Gradually, the tension that had crept across his countenance eased up again. Rather than returning to that carefully even expression, however, it took on a more thoughtful tone, which seeped into his voice as well when he did reply: "If they will bar him from the throne and from political matters, then I will just have to find him a new place to showcase his strength and brilliance." And his compassion and devotion, most of all. "He is no Dominant, but he is no less for it, and I will make every opportunity for him to show them that."
Then Elwin turned fully towards his friend, briefly flashing him one of his nigh-on grins. "And you are going to help me do so."
The smile was, of course, reciprocated; while the Archduke's held a hint of reservedness to it, his second-in-command's held no restraint in being a grin. "Just know that I will not go easy on him, just because he's yours."
There it was; that spark of life, bright as the sun, reflecting there in Elwin's eyes. "Of course, my friend. So long as you know that I do eagerly await the day when he is able to best you -- and me."