We Are All Made Of Stars

Leo

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Life is too boring for me not to believe in the impossible

[hereifangirl]

I’m not saying “this is Kageyama’s dance” but this is Kageyama’s dance.

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[captaincryptid]

When you read smutty fanfics

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Lllaaazzyy thinking xd

[rexisky]

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My fears

Not being enough: I've been left behind multiple times by multiple people. Feelings of hurt, pain and loneliness still reside inside me. Life long loneliness: I feel it everyday. And at least once a day I stop and ask myself if this situation will ever change. Never making a change: I want to influence this world by doing something good, gratifying, something I know I will be proud of doing for someone. If I never do that because I'm too afraid and i die without making a change, however small it may be, I may never rest in peace. Never learning how to properly love: I want to be consumed and killed by love. But I also want to consume and kill myself with love, I don't care how selfish it may seem, I know I want that. Never discovering the impossible: I know that the unknown keeps the incredible secrets of the world, and I want to embark on an adventure full of hope, danger and passion. This world seems way too boring to not hide treasures. And I'm not talking about money here. Find what I'm looking for : I still don't know what I want out of life and I could have regrets in death but I want there to be as little regrets as possible.

[22h11]

glamoxury

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:3

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Uncertainties

What I feel right now is complicated. It’s something a normal person would call hurt. But in actuality, it’s so much more then that. It’s a dark pain that crushes my heart to a pulp and it beats my mind until it it’s so painful that I can’t feel anything else. It’s something that gets me weak in the knees, and not in a good way. All this pain and these complications are cause by one thing and one only.

My fucked up love for you.

It got me here at this twisted spot in my already obnoxious life. Here. A place where I’m tortured for fun.

I just want it to end. May it be a good or bad ending, it should end….. Shouldn’t it?

I want to feel these things for someone obtainable. Not you, an emotionally unavailable guy who is much more then clueless when it comes to girls.. Or even people in general.

All you do is make me doubt. Make me screw up and trip on my own two feet. You make me feel embarrassed and exposed all the time. I can’t put my walls up in your presence. You make me scared and weak, may it be mentally or physically. But why?

Can’t you feel the same way that I do, and kiss me the way people in love kiss each other? Feel me, the same wild way passion provides you to. I’m putting myself on display here. Can’t you at lest do the same? I won’t judge you or laugh at you. I could never do that. And I won’t ever. But I just want us to be real. To start something. Even though you agreed to this with me, I haven’t seen you or heard from you. And now I regret putting myself out there…..

Because you make me uncertain of me.