PSA: Important Please Read
I am not cutting this post. People don’t read them, when I cut them, and this is important.
As you all have probably noticed, I fell off the face of the Earth again. I apologize. Life became shitty - again and I am doing my best to make my way through it. My Fiance lost his job at the beginning of the month and we have been struggling to keep things afloat. This was a hard blow to us because, as some of you know, we were in a car accident last November - in which I broke my pelvis and now it is hard for me to do any kind of extensive labor for long periods of time. Thus I turned to my art for help and I started pouring my heart and soul into aquamoonstudios. Now Aqua Moon makes me happy and it pleases me to no end that my work ships all over the world but is doesn’t pull in enough to live on.
My fiance has been trying to find a job, and we’ve considered moving out of state with his mother for a short while if that’s what it comes down to - but we really don’t want to simply because she is difficult to live with and will not allow us to take our cats with us. We like where we are and are quite happy with the area we live in so we would like to avoid moving, if possible, but our lease ends July 1st and we’re running out of time.
I’ve been running around like a basket case trying to get more things done for aquamoonstudios, and get as much promotion as possible to at least get us a little more to live on than his unemployment. This has not been a good year for us. I honestly don’t know what we’re going to do, and being bipolar I am doing everything I can to not become an emotional wreck. We don’t need that right now.
So basically, I’m not asking for any kind of help - if you want to please just help spread Aqua Moon around and check me out on Facebook too. I’m simply asking for everyone to please be understanding. Life has gone to hell once again, and it’s getting harder and harder to bounce back.
I just want everyone to understand that I disappear a lot because a lot has happened. Since last September, I lost my job - after telling my employer I was bipolar for the first time in 2 years because I couldn’t handle the aggressive swearing fights that were happening in the work place, lost my best friend, got in a car accident, broke my pelvis, had our car broken into - twice, got into a financial argument with both my insurance and towing company, lost my grandmother, and almost lost my other one on Christmas and now this. It’s just that it feels like a never ending train wreck, and I swear we’re (my fiance and I ) trying so hard to get it back together. It just isn’t working. I won’t be around tomorrow because it is said grandmother’s funeral, and then it’s back to work for Aqua Moon and doing whatever we can to get money flowing.
I am stubborn. I know I could open a ‘GoFundMe’ or something like that to ask for people to help out, but I feel much better if I trade my goods and services for help instead of just asking for handouts. Thus, Aqua Moon.
But it just feels like no matter what I do, I’m just going to keep drowning. So please. I’m sorry for all of you who are waiting for replies. I am sorry for the unanswered asks. I’m sorry I’m not here. I want to be. I just don’t have the time.
I’m not a very religious person, but at this point I’ll take anything. Please just pray for me. I’m trying to hold it together. I swear. It’s just getting harder every day.
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