chaos

a side blog. • i write sometimes • 20’s • she/her • 18+

[firewebwingsx]

Masterlist:

Tom Blyth

Birthday

Impromptu Gateway

No More Secrets! pt 1, pt 2, pt 3, pt4, pt5

Joseph Quinn

Beach Vacation - Moodboard

Academia - Moodboard

Joaquin Torres

You’re dating Joaquin Torres - Moodboard

Hard Launch - insta!au

[firewebwingsx]

finally finished war storm from the red queen series after being in a bad reading slump for a couple of months and OMG!!! sad with the marecal ending but I understand why mare decided to choose herself first 🥺

never thought I would end up rooting for Evangeline as well! can’t wait to read Broken Throne next!

[firewebwingsx]

Just read some girldad!Joaquín headcanons on TikTok and they’re so so precious. My heart is full 😭🥺🥺

Headcanons links here!

Pt1 > https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTjWg3efr/

TikTok - Make Your Day

Pt2 > https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTjWpM4Y7/

TikTok - Make Your Day

[firewebwingsx]

Hard Launch

Pairing: Joaquin Torres x fem!reader

Warnings: None.

Summary: The times you and Joaquin slowly soft launch your relationship vs the time you do a hard launch, except everyone kinda knows.

AN: The Joaquin moodboard I did a week ago inspired this. All pics found on Pinterest! I really enjoyed doing this! Comments and reblogs are appreciated!

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joaquintorres just made a post

liked by samwilson, buckybarnes, yourinsta, peterparker, isaiah and others

joaquintorres life recently 🫶🏼🦅

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samwilson boy put on a shirt.

↪️ yourinsta no, I like the view 🫦

*comment liked by author*

yourinsta the audacity of not giving me credits for taking some of these pics 😔 all the hard work and for what? I hate you.

↪️ joaquintorres no you don’t! me amas, lo sé! 😏

↪️ yourinsta sure Quino, lo que tú digas. 😒

buckybarnes is that? oh I see you Mr. Torres!

↪️ samwilson I know right!?? It has to be.

yourinsta just made a post

liked by joaquintorres, samwilson, peterparker, buckybarnes, yelenabelova, and others

yourinsta assigned to work with friends and love all around, I’m a lucky gal🩷

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samwilson I’m noticing something. ✍🏾

↪️ yourinsta what are you talking about? 🤨

joaquintorres and I’m the lucky guy. 😘

*comment liked by author*

↪️ buckybarnes 👀

yelenabelova you’re in loveeee. 👀

↪️ yourinsta maybe! 🤭

joaquintorres just added to their story

samwilson replied to your story: do us a favor and just announce that you and @/yourinsta are together.

↪️ joaquintorres and what if we don’t want to?

↪️ samwilson oh so “we”? okay, I see what you did there✍🏾

↪️ joaquintorres idk what you’re talking about.

yourinsta just added to their story

* few hours later *

buckybarnes replied to your story: I knew it, I knew it was Falcon boy!

↪️ yourinsta hmmm maybe! 🤭

↪️ buckybarnes Sam owns me $40

↪️ yourinsta are you guys seriously betting??? oh my god.

*buckybarnes liked your message*

yourinsta just made a post

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yourinsta boyfriend appreciation post! you make me the happiest 🩷

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joaquintorres and YOU make me the happiest, I love you. ❤️

↪️ yourinsta I love you. 🥺🩷

buckybarnes @/samwilson pay up, you own me $40!

↪️ samwilson I’m not paying anything.

↪️ joaquintorres I can’t believe you two bet over us. I didn’t bet anything when you and Sam got together! @/buckybarnes

↪️ yourinsta get him babe! @/joaquintorres

samwilson he couldn’t shut up about you already and now that you two are together is going to be worse. In all seriousness, I’m happy for both of you ❤️

↪️ joaquintorres I mean, can you blame me??? I’m a very lucky guy! Thank you, Sam! 🫶🏼

↪️ yourinsta Thank you Cap! 🩷

joaquintorres just made a post

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joaquintorres mi hermosa, me tienes tan enamorado. ❤️

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yourinsta Te amo tanto. 🥺

↪️ joaquintorres te amo, no me cansaré de decirlo.❤️

samwilson ¡ay dios mio!

buckybarnes aw that’s cute.

↪️ yourinsta bucky being soft wasn’t on my bingo card.

↪️ buckybarnes shut up.

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Translation

“me amas, lo sé 😏” - you love me, i know it.

“lo que digas.” - whatever you say.

“mi hermosa, me tienes tan enamorado.” - my beautiful, you got me so in love.

“Te amo tanto.” - I love you so much.

“Te amo, no me cansaré de decirlo.” - I love you, I won’t get tired of saying it.

[firewebwingsx]

started war storm, book 4 of red queen. Let’s see how long it takes me to finish it 🫡

[firewebwingsx]

Pov: You’re dating Joaquín Torres

Joaquin Torres x female!reader

AN: Just a little moodboard.

(Pics found on Pinterest)

If you want me to do more of these, let me know!!

[firewebwingsx]

soooo, im currently reading the seven year slip by Ashley Poston, im going into chapter 13 and I like it so far. However, I know Iwan, the main male lead, is described with certain features and all, but idc! I can’t stop picturing Danny Ramirez instead as Iwan so there’s that!🫦

going to need Danny Ramirez to do another romcom.

[firewebwingsx]

finished Sunrise on the reaping last night and I’m a mess still. How am I supposed to recover now????

[strangermurdock]

no matter what this will always hold true in a daredevil series:

[rylandsgrace]

Spider-Man : No Way Home (2021) // Daredevil: Born Again (2025 - )

[nicolethered]

Danny Ramirez Press for Captain America: Brave New World (February 2025)

[firewebwingsx]

I need to try and be more active on this acc while I can lol . Currently back on my reading era. Finishing king’s cage tonight and tomorrow I finally get my hands on Sunrise on the Reaping!!!😭

[abitchyouadore-deactivated20250]

Eddie kissing your soft thighs, nipping lightly at them as he takes pleasure being between them. He rests his head on your thigh and takes a moment to enjoy being able to be like this with you.

"So soft." He murmurs, "You're so beautiful, baby."

He kisses his way back up to your neck, sucking lightly to create a hickey.

"You're perfect." He leans up to capture your lips in a soft kiss, full of love and admiration.

[ceriseheaven]

aw he looks so much like my future husband in these :,)

[firewebwingsx]

this is very random but I wanted to say that I’m currently reading the red queen series, I’m close to finishing kings cage, book 3 of the series and marecal are everything to me!!! 🤍

[firewebwingsx]

might’ve started writing something about Joaquin Torres x fem!reader 🤭 let’s see if I actually finish it and post it.

[ijenoyou]

A new day to love.

Joaquín Torres x StarkF!Reader

warnings: not really i think ? lol just fluff and a bit of angst

note: yay another follow up of Ojos lindos !! i’m glad yall like it :3 if anyone has a suggestion for this storyline or if it’s a suggestions for another quino work im all earsssaa!!, remember english isn’t my first language so yeah if there’s any mistakes plz don’t mind them hahaha

It’s been a few weeks since you’ve seen Joaquín. His mother and grandmother took him away on a short vacation after he was discharged from the hospital. But it’s also been a while since the two of you have had a chat. You couldn’t face him, a part of you still angry at yourself for not being in full control of your own powers.

It felt all too overwhelming.

You lost sleep over it, training hard late at night until your body gave up.

“Why so quiet, uh?” Sam’s voice full with curiosity brought you back to reality.

You shifted on your seat at the kitchen aisle and sighed. You tried to avoid Sam’s eyes that seemed to follow every move you make, feeling your body start to feel physically uncomfortable at the question.

“Oh, it’s nothing really.” You spoke, your voice came out with difficulty. “I was just dissociated, that’s all.” You tried to give him a smile but failed.

Sam lifted one of his eyebrows, giving you a questioning look. You hated when he did that, because at the end of the day, that would make you crack under pressure and tell him everything each time he did that.

“Is it Joaquín?”

“No.”

“Are you sure?” His eyes found yours.

“No.”

He sighed. His own mind coming to terms about the fact that you were too stubborn to understand none of Joaquín’s accident was your fault. Or anyone’s for that matter.

“The kid’s coming back today. Did you know?”

Your whole body tensed up, your attention directed towards Sam, who was in front of you while holding an iced glass of water.

You nodded. “He texted me.” Your eyes traveled down Sam’s frame, letting them rest on his hands, following the droplets of water on his glass making your throat burn with thirst.

“A little birdie told me you’ve been avoiding him.”

You scoff after hearing him and stood up.

“Is that little birdie Redwing? You know how I feel about that thing.” You heard Sam laugh at your words.

“Joaquín himself told me, he said you’ve been ignoring every text he sends, I just wanted to know why.”

But, did you fully know why? The first thing that made your brain turn into a fuss was the accident but deep down you knew there’s more to it. And at that exact moment it all came crashing down to you.

What if your power got out of control and you ended up hurt them both?

Hurting Joaquín.

The thought sent a chill down your spine, making your skin explode with a coldness sensation all over it. Sam took notice of that, he saw the way your arms filled up with goosebumps.

“I can’t face him.” A second passed.

“Why?”

“W-What if I hurt him? What if I hurt you?” Distress plastered on your face. “I’m weak and to make things worse I can’t fully control what I do— it was me who failed Joaquín!”

He shook his head and stood up from his seat and walked towards you, he held your forearms in his palms and gave you a little squish for reassurance.

“You didn’t fail him— you won’t hurt us, you won’t hurt him.”

“You don’t know that.” You said in a whisper, instant tears filling your eyes up. “I don’t even know why am I so scared of myself. Before meeting him I didn’t even care of what had become of me after Tony’s death.”

Sam couldn’t believe your words, too stunned at them. The only thing he could do was offer you some sense of comfort, so that’s what he did. He gave you the tightness hug you’ve had since meeting him.

You didn’t know how to react.

You were used to people feeling sorry for you, a situation that became a routine after your father’s funeral. So it wasn’t exactly new what was happening but it felt nice. Sam was a new father figure to you, and you were grateful because if it wasn’t for him you would be living a very unhappy life under Pepper’s roof, living a foreign life with her and your half sister.

“Hey guys, I’m back!” Joaquín’s voice appeared from behind you and Sam. “Oh! And my family is here too!” Before you could leave Sam’s hold, two more voices began talking.

“Capitán América! Es un placer volvernos a ver.” An elderly woman spoke up and you finally let go of Sam.

Sam smiled and nodded. “The pleasure is mine, how was Las Vegas?”

“We loved it! isn’t that right mom?” She turned to another woman. After a few seconds they noticed you standing behind Sam, almost as if you were hiding from them— from Joaquín.

“Ms. Stark, right?” You nodded. “Oh! Mi Quino no ha dejado de hablar de ti” She began walking towards you and gave you a very tight hug that caused you to lose air in your chest. Assuming that’s Joaquín’s mother and grandmother, your mind began spiraling. Was he really telling them about you? Did they know you were avoiding him?

“Okay mom, let her go.” Joaquín said while gently taking his mother away from you.

You were about to speak when Sam clapped his hands loudly and smiled.

“Why don’t I take mom and grands on a tour around the base?” He asked them, making the two women smile with joy. Joaquín’s grandmother interlinked her arm with Sam’s and began walking away.

“So…” Joaquín trailed off. “Why are you avoiding me?”

You bit your lip and sighed.

It was sudden, the way you lost the ability to speak what was on your mind, it made you feel crazy. Why did Joaquín made you feel that way? You didn’t like him like that.

Right?

You felt him shift next to you. You ran your fingers through your hair to try grounding yourself.

“I’m sorry.” You finally dared to look at him in the eyes. “I’ve been overthinking a lot of things these days you were gone.” He softly nodded and you continued. “You make me feel a lot of new things and it scares me.”

He dared to step closer to you.

You could feel his warmth the way you did when you first met him.

“Why?”

“What I hurt you? What if one day my powers overtake me? Quino I’ve grown used to this, to us but I don’t what you to end up getting hurt because of me.”

He let a tiny gasp out of lips and got even closer to you. Joaquín thought he was turning crazy, because in what universe would Y/N Stark be confessing she cared about him— the way he cares about her.

“I don’t believe for any second that you would hurt anyone, or me.” He softly spoke as he reached for your hands. “You have the most beautiful soul anyone has, don’t even doubt it for a moment.”

His hands traveled up your arms just for them to rest at your jawline, he was holding your face in place with a steady grip. That action made your cheeks start filling up with color.

“I know what I’m getting into if that’s what you’re worried about.” He spoke while getting even closer to you, to your face. “Desde la primera vez que te ví, supe que yo sería para ti y tú para mí.” You laugh at his words and nod.

Because it was true.

When you saw him for the first time, you could already tell you would become very fond of him really fast. And that thought became even stronger when he was at the hospital with you taking care of him. You wouldn’t trust another person to help him heal. Even the doctor thought the same, he surprisingly gained his strength back in an incredible speed.

It was quiet for a few moments.

If you focused enough, you could feel his heart beating right through his palm, letting the beat sting your skin. As if that was your way of know he was alive.

With pleading eyes, his own face began reaching for yours.

“Stop me if you don’t—“

Right as you were on verge of kissing him, his mother’s voice appeared again.

“Mijo! Mira la foto que le tomé a tu abuela.” She said excitedly while looking down at her phone.

She then lifted her gaze from the device and saw the way Joaquín held your face with gentle hands.

“Mom!” He separated from you with a huff. “We were in the middle of a conversation.”

She laughed at his son and shook her head. “Right. What a lovely conversation.”

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You were now walking towards the exit next to the Torres’s family and Sam after you offered to make dinner for all of them. Sam was chatting with both women behind you and Joaquín while he stood at your side, leading the way.

His grandmother took notice of the way his hand would brush yours while walking, too shy to fully hold it. She smiled and prayed for his grandson to have the courage to do it and when he finally did take your hand in his she celebrated inside her own mind.

When all of you reached the Torres’s car, Joaquín turned around still holding your hand.

“Quino, please call if anything happens.” His grandmother took a step forward and smiled, he nodded his head while letting go of you for a brief moment to give her a very tight hug.

“And you, Mija, take care.” She gently said while tucking a strand of hair away from your face. “Mi Quino nunca dejo de hablar de ti, y espero que siga así por un buen rato.” A smile appeared on your face, Joaquín’s grandmother gave you a wink and hugged you.

After you and Sam said your goodbye’s to them, the both of you decided to step away from the Torres family for a moment to let them have a chat before they leave back home.

“I assume you and pretty boy are okay now, uhm?” Sam said with that cheeky smile of his.

You blushed at the same time your head turned towards him and laughed.

“Yeah, you could say that.”

He tilted his head to the side and pushed you with his shoulder.

“I heard his grandma gave you the bendición.”

Now your face felt hotter.

“Stop it.”

“I’m just pointing out the obvious.”

“Alright Captain obvious, stop that or I’ll paint Redwing pink.” You said while fixing your gaze on Joaquín.

“Do it.” Sam simply said and shrugs. “Ladies like pink, you’ll be doing me a favor.” Now it was your turn to push Sam, but you did it with too much force you didn’t know you had, causing him to loose his balance and land on a bush that was next to him.

“Torres get your girl!” He shouted from the bushes.

But Joaquín, instead of helping him, only took out his phone and captured a picture of the way Sam’s feet could be the only thing seen in the bushes. You were captured laughing on the ground, noticing the struggle Sam had while trying to get up.

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Es un placer volvernos a ver - It’s a pleasure to see you again.

Mi Quino no ha dejado de hablar de ti - My Quino wouldn’t stop talking about you.

Desde la primera vez que te ví, supe que yo sería para ti y tú para mí. - Since the first time I saw you, I knew you were made for me and I was made for you.

Mira la foto que le tomé a tu abuela - Look at the picture I took of your grandma.

Mi Quino nunca dejo de hablar de ti, y espero que siga así por un buen rato - My Quino never stoped talking about you, and I hope it stays that way for a long time.