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[firsttimesugarbaby]

Final note

This life is poison. Destructive. Evil. I fully advise against it and instead for seeking truth, righteousness, humility, virtue and love. There is no price to be set upon you, your soul, your temple of a body and your dignity. It is not empowering. It is not worth a cent. Look elsewhere.

It fuels lust, greed, lies and self-destruction and a warped version of self-hate under multiple guises and a veil of independence and freedom. Psyches are warped; we lie to ourselves. It will not bring you meaning or happiness. No matter what you believe, it will eat your soul alive. Rot you. Corrupt you. It will separate you from God and from love and in the end it will all catch up to you in a barrage of suffering, no matter the high, no matter what you tell yourself.

I love you— my fellow imperfect women, sisters in this life, the younger and less wise— and so I speak the truth and hope you will never learn the hard way through experience.

[firsttimesugarbaby]

$420 from the Debater because I’m depressed and he wanted to pay my rent And a new used iPhone because mine is ancient More big info to come... I’m done with this life.

[firsttimesugarbaby]

1,000$ from the Debater. It’s been almost three months since I was in the bowl. He noticed my depression. He also noticed I lost ten pounds from my already small frame. I’m wasting away but numb to it all.

I honestly met him impulsively tonight as a form of self harm.

[firsttimesugarbaby]

Another garter/panties/bra Agent Provocateur lingerie set from The Debater. Black lace with pink details.

[firsttimesugarbaby]

1,000$ from the Debater Ughhh I hate myself but love myself. Does that make any sense?

[firsttimesugarbaby]

ALCOHOL MAKES THE TIME SPENT IN THE SUGAR BOWL SO MUCH EASIER GOD BLESS ALCOHOL

Amen

[firsttimesugarbaby]

1,000$ for tonight's 4 hour meet with The Debater <3

[firsttimesugarbaby]

Gifts tonight from The Debater: a really beautiful dress that fits me really well, Agent Provocateur stockings and black lace bustier and thong, a white schoolgirl blouse and this really wellmade schoolgirl skirt that isn't fetishy-- I can wear it out in public too. He loves fashion and the clothing from some boutique out in LA.

[firsttimesugarbaby]

I'm back 😏 1,500$ from tonight's reunion with The Debater. Details to come. Stay strong my sisters, these rich men fucking suck 99% of the time. Hold your noses, but don't take any disrespect. Keep your dignity, use your charm, stroke their lame egos, play the role and the balance the game, get what you deserve and (most importantly) MAKE THAT MONEY to get where you want to be.

Now excuse me while I ride the money high. I need some fucking carbs.

[firsttimesugarbaby]

Remember me?

It’s been a year and a half. I may be heading back into the bowl.

[firsttimesugarbaby]

I am not okay. I haven’t been for a while. Taking a break from life and this blog and hoping I don’t sink further. I wish you all the best my loves.

[fhenty]

Can’t help but get pissed off when people belittle sex workers/sugar babies/strippers/etc. Girls will fuck for free their whole lives but once they add business to the mix, men can’t seem to wrap their tiny little brains around it.

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480$ at last night’s date with The Debater. Wasn’t expecting anything since he wrote me that check last time.

[firsttimesugarbaby]

It’s July 1st and I far surpassed June’s goal

I made 8,300$ sugaring in June. Had sex 5 times. I made 2,425$ working my butt off at my other jobs. And I tried my best to live minimally. I spent 1,937$ during the month, which is more than usual but I had to buy 2 flight tickets, book future accommodation and pay a large doctor’s bill along with my regular rent and other expenses. But that means I banked 8,788$ this month!

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1,000$ from Southern Gent for June's date

[firsttimesugarbaby]

Meeting with Southern Gent tonight and The Debater tomorrow. I honestly wanna get really high and just be the fuck alone with my thoughts but the hustling must go on despite a woman’s mood. Thank God we are going to see a movie so I don’t have to extrovert myself too much. I’m so in my head right now.