fIschhIrn

🏴‍☠️19 y.o. he/him🏴‍☠️

[fischhirnn]

Welcome to the wormhole. Please remain seated and savor the aroma of my personality's decay.

Hello! My name is Zebedee (RUS/ENG), I'm a FTM mаsоchist demiromatic and pansexual, probably monogamous. I really enjoy mental and physical suffering. Unfortunately, I don’t always have the time or opportunity to respond, but I would be happy to chat! I also should note that I suffer from GAD, OCD, hypochondria and emotional lability.

I'm into: ВDSМ; boot worship; hybristоphiliа; pet play; knifе play; blооd play; аnthropоphagy/cаnnibаlism; аsphуxiа; аutoаssаssinophiliа; неmаtolagniа; sadоmаsоchism; kidnapping; Stockholm Syndrome; Lima Syndrome; Stalking, humiliation; praise; prey/hunter and villain/sidekick dynamic; sapiosexuality.

I think it might be a bit hard to list everything I like, hehe. Besides my intimate interests, I'm also interested in literature and entomology, and I really love osteology, taxidermy, and paleontology! I admire the golden age of piracy (1650-1730) and pirates in general, shipbuilding, and the sea! I'd be happy to talk about it if you'd like.

DNI: Minors.

Honestly, I don't care how bad or wrong you are, or what values ​​and views you hold, if you want to talk to me. I'd be happy to talk to you in Asks!

I have a paired profile picture with my beautiful boyfriend @d1ventus !!

[fischhirnn]

I don't have Munchausen syndrome, I'm a deeply unhappy and sick person! Can't you see how much I suffer every day? Don't you understand that I need your love and care more than air? You are a doctor, after all, we need each other.

[fischhirnn]

Kill me with the tenderness with which you pluck a plant.

[fischhirnn]

Why did you try to escape from our house? Silly, didn't you know that I don't actually go to work, I just come out of the basement and stand by the door for hours to see if you'd try to leave while I'm gone?

[fischhirnn]

You are my favorite piece of meat.

[fischhirnn]

soft as marmalade. I hardly put in any effort, but marks and bruises still remain.

[fischhirnn]

I know you love puzzles. Have you completed the puzzle using pieces of your ex's flеsh yet? I'm sure it'll be a lot of fun to put together!

[fischhirnn]

hehe, I like freaks, but just you my sweet universe! I love you my dearest <3

Hello, anon (nanon) !! Well, or not anon anymore, it doesn't matter. I love you too!

[fischhirnn]

You don't like that I'm constantly monitoring your accounts and have already figured out your location from a five-year-old photo on your mom's account? But you told me you like freaks!

[fischhirnn]

I won't let you leave me after you die. Have you ever heard of Bryukhonenko's experiments? The same thing will happen to you, so don't even think about dying first!

[fischhirnn]

woaaah hey its been a while since we last interacted w/ eachother,, you have a partner now? congrats man! best wishes!

Hello!

Yes, it's been quite a while, hehe.

Thank you so much!! I'm dating my pretty little stalker for a 40-43 days now? I don't really remember when exactly we start dating. I'm ashamed of this, perhaps I should have remembered such an important date...

[fischhirnn]

No, I don't sеlf-hаrm, I'm just a flagellant! Ah, can't you see the difference between flogging yourself for a higher purpose and doing it for releasing your feelings? In fact, I'm just a pathetic mаsосhist, but let's leave that aside okay

[fischhirnn]

Hello, I am sorry if this has been asked before, but does the character you have in your pfp has any importance to u or did just picked it bc it looks pretty? I wanted to ask since he looks like Lawremce Oleander from btd but my brain might be clogged - 🐛

Hello, 🐛!

My profile picture is a couple with my romantic partner, but no, it's not Lawrence. I know and love Lawrence (and Gato games in general), but my pfp is Russia from Hetalia, and my partner's is Lithuania from Hetalia!

Unfortunately, I don't know who exactly is the author (I can't find their social media account), so I'll just leave the drawing itself!

[fischhirnn]

You will love me. You no longer have a choice. I will not wait for you to come to this conclusion yourself.

[fischhirnn]

When my bad thoughts become too intrusive, you can just hit me and bring me back to normal for a while. The main thing is to be attentive.

[fischhirnn]

You'll never, ever leave, will you? You'll be with me even when I'm lying on the floor begging you to cure me of a non-existent illness? Even when you wake up to me hovering over you at night, making sure you don't stop breathing?

[fischhirnn]

y did u remove viastophilia from hr intro

Hello, anon!

I still consider myself a biаstорhilе, but since my partner had a bad experience with this topic, I removed it from my list. I was afraid it might trigger him.