andrew ^•.•^

problematic gay loser, lover, artist. boyfailure. he/him, 8teen

[fishgirl777]

intro ;3

so like my name is andrew and i am a sexyfish boy and i love parties and hot boys and laying in bed for hours and makeup and the gross depraved nature of the internet and romance and obsession and being super beautiful and manic and pathetic and a bitch.

Photos are usually mine :3

music, interests, and sexy pic below !! welcome 🐬

I have been a tumblr girl since i was like 10 but i got kicked by a horse and lost all memory so i am starting anew ^^

here are some music people i love because i am so cute and i don’t listen to stupid ugly male shit sorry !!

i do listen to boy music but why would i advertise that, so embarrassing…

Mom

Girls Rituals

Lana Del Rey

Charli XCX

Black Dresses

$WAGGOT

Kero Kero Bonito

Yeule

Grimes

Big Thief

Arca

Azealia Banks

Caroline Polachek

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i like pokemon and league of legends and stardew valley and south park and family guy and my little pony and bayonetta and i hate my body but i love everyone ok bye i love you love me back right now like my posts like my pictures ;3 ok ok mwah

tags

#fishgirl777 art- art i make yay !!

#mybod- pics of me meow tell me i’m so brave ;3

#fishgirl loves you- answering asks !

#fishgirl get the fuck up- for all the stupid embarrassing gay shit i say :(

ENJOY AND GIVE ME ATTENTION ;3

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Frutiger Aquatic Bag by Chimera Lab

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sorry not sorry

I need to make a post where other people can write me ideas for art based on life is strange

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THEYRE SO

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I forgot to show you all, because I was busy. But one of my packages did come today! It's the lot of ponies I bought for like 20 some bucks. Sorry if the pictures are sucky... Also, ignore that some of their hair is really crazy right now.. I don't have a hair straightener to fix the frizzy hair.

(in order): Sundance, rosedust, baby firefly, beddy bye lickety split, baby moondancer, and heart throb! (btw plz correct me if I got one of their names wrong)

closeups of them!

Baby moondancer and baby firefly might be my favorite out of all of them. But, I also do really love sundance and heart throb, I've been wanting to buy them for a while. I just love the way the baby ponies look. Plus, firefly's hair is in wonderful condition. Well, they're all in pretty good condition considering that they're like 40 years old.

This lickety split is so freakish looking, but I love it tbh.

Also, I adore the shirt that came with the lot! I've never seen it before. I've seen the clothes for the ponies before, just not this particular shirt.

ANYWAYS, I AM VERY, VERY HAPPY ABOUT THIS!! I HAVE 3 MORE PONIES ON THE WAY. I AM SO GLAD I FINALLY HAVE G1 MY LITTLE PONIES. I'VE BEEN DYING TO GET MY HANDS ON SOME. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!! AGHHH PONIES MAKE ME SO HAPPYYYY

I don't really have room to put them at the moment, but I love them nonetheless. I desperately need a new shelf.

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beautiful

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What am I doing in the year of our lord 2025 drawing Junjou Romantica fanart

Goodness me, I got into JJR back in 2008 when the anime aired and then I got into the manga that same year. At the time, I wasn't really drawing people, I was drawing animals, but I was OBSESSED with this yaoi with my whole heart and wanted so badly to draw fanart for it. So now here it is! 17 years in the making! Btw, trying to interpret anime hair logic with my style is easier said than done, but I did my best lol. All just colored sketches and then some scribbles for funsies.

But I definitely have some complicated feelings about this manga/anime. More below the cut (its A LOT, I'm so sorry).

JJR was one of the first yaois I ever got into, and back in 2008 when I didn't realize being gay was an option, this silly little manga/anime felt like an escape for me. Well, it's now 17 years later and upon rereading this manga (I still have volume 1-12, I could never get rid of them, they mean to much to me) I realize that it has aged POORLY.

This yaoi is definitely a product of its time (2002/2003) and it SHOWS. I find myself disappointed in the dynamic between Usagi-san and Misaki and wish that Misaki would show Usagi-san SOME sort of affection outside of the bare minimum (cooking and cleaning for Usagi) and Usagi definitely has some... Issues of his own. Now, I'm an adult, and I can see that consensual non-consent (CNC) can be fun and exciting for a couple (you know, if agreed upon beforehand), and it can be fun for your partner to initiate things out of the blue, but Usagi definitely toes the line of what that is. Now, I know that this was the early 2000s and yaoi relationships tended to have that dynamic (One being the seme who didn't listen to "no" and the uke who said "no" constantly but actually secretly liked what was happening), like I said, this series is definitely a product of its time. But I don't know man, its not fun (for me) reading sex scenes where one of them is constantly telling the other one to stop over and over again. (I also think it'd be cute as fuck if Usagi-san asked Misaki if he could kiss him and Misaki shyly said yes instead of yelling at him like he always does).

I even went online to read up to volume 27, but all I can express is that same disappointment. Misaki rarely even likes to acknowledge that he's in love with Usagi-san, or is dating the man, or even likes him (it seems to be only under duress that he admits these things STILL. IN 2022 when that volume was released!)

I wish there had been more character development in the years since I stopped reading the manga, I wish we could see Misaki and Usagi-san acting like they actually like each other outside of when they have sex (yes there are small moments between the two, and a bickering couple can be a fun dynamic, but dear lord lets shake things up A LITTLE. I'M BEGGING).

Lets not even get started on the sketchyness that is (at the start of the manga) a 28 year old falling in love with an 18 year old (And we're not even going to TALK about Miyagi and Shinobu) -don't bring up the age of consent in Japan, I do NOT wanna hear it-.

Listen, I'm 29, and I would NEVER even DREAM about dating an 18 year old (or 19 year old) at my age. (Fuck, the youngest I'll date is MAYBE 23 but even THATS pushing it for me).

All of that to say is that I still can't help but have an extreme soft spot for this series, and there are still moments that I love from this (Volume 9, the Christmas chapter, am I right? Gets me EVERY time), and fuck, Shungiku Nakamura is probably still making bank with this series so who the fuck am I to say anything lol. I'm just a rando online with an opinion, you don't have to agree, and you can think that whatever Misaki and Usagi have is fuckin' AWESOME. I'm just an old fart

But, I dunno, I think it'd be interesting to explore Misaki's internalized homophobia, and Misaki slowly but surely growing more and more comfortable with not only accepting Usagi-san's affections and even reciprocating and initiating on his own, but also accepting HIMSELF and being happy with who he is instead of the constant self shame he puts himself through for being with a man. Let's be so real, he is gay, he can't stop looking at other attractive men and FAWNING over how hot they are (Nowaki, Todo, Injuin Sensei, the list goes on).

But who am I to complain, I went and drew fanart of these two anyway. Rock, meet glass house.

Unrelated, I love the art style in volume 3-6 a lot because its very "late 90s early 2000s" art and I think the art peaked in volume 9. And now its unpeaking. Bring back Usagi-san's yaoi chin so help me god.

I do have yaoi I prefer over this one a lot more, and involve older couples (which I find that I prefer), and have fun, cute stories. If anyone has read this far and wants those recs, lemme know (dear god I'm so sorry, this has gone on so long.)

Anyway I do want to redraw some of the sex scenes and post it to my bluesky.

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self indulgent stamp post hi

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THEYRE SO

[fishgirl777]

everyone say HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISHGIRL 🪽🐠

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WHERE ARE ALL MY FISHGIRLS AT !!!! LETS BE OURSELVES FOREVER!!!