(2) its really hard to save such a large amount of money but its really worth it, i just stopped buying stuff on ebay and limited my spendings to almost nothing except obviously bills and stuff, some people can be rude. i dunno why people bother watching something if they dont like it!
Thank you so much! I was actually uploading once per week when I got those bad comments so it sucks! They could have at least said it when I wasn't uploading π
But it was very demotivating tbh, I have stopped uploading for now - I don't know if I will continue anymore. I want to but I have been on Youtube for 8 years and my subscriber/view count just keeps going down. It's a little soul-crushing to not be able to do what I love but tbh I just don't have time unless I get better equipment (it literally takes me days to edit one video atm).
I do hope I'll find a way to continue though, thank you so much for your kind words! π












