Fitz McCoy @fitz-mccoy - Tumblr Blog

“There are two people you’ll meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that pique their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe fold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book.”

— Unknown (via wordsnquotes)

everythingfox

The best thing you will see today (🔊)

bluebandedagate

Are foxes even real

everythingfox

no, sorry.

twilightown

CAUSE EVERY TIME WE TOUCH I GET THIS FEELING

EVERY TIME WE KISS I SWEAR I COULD FLY

CAN’T U FEEL MY HEART BEAT FAST, I WANT THIS TO LAST

NEED YOU BY MY SIDE

the-husbando

This is the closest gif that can really capture the utter chaotic energy that is released when people hear this song

fitz-mccoy

This!

sheholdsyoucaptivated

fitz-mccoy

Gawd how true this is...

fitz-mccoy

its my dad’s birthday. we are out at an italian restaurant, and we are having a good time.

but then i feel the depression come over me. i feel myself slowing down. i find it harder and harder to laugh or smile. i feel really really tired and i jsut dont want to do anything. i leave in the middle of dinner and go sit outside in the cold for 30 mins before i realize i left my hoodie inside, and its freezing outside- but i dont care. i cant bring myself to care. the terrible mood lingers for hours, all the way home and into the next day. i cant sleep, i havent eaten, i cant do anything but sit in the dark and cry. my friends, some of them, try to get me to go on and play games with them, they try to cheer me up. they know whats going on but they either dont care enough or dont know how to help me fix it and so the longer i say no or ignore them they leave. and i just feel so worthless and wasted and pointless and alone…

and this scares me…

why is this happening to me?

calliestrider

I miss you so much and I hope you get better. Love you

fitz-mccoy

Jelly please respond...

fitz-mccoy

its my dad’s birthday. we are out at an italian restaurant, and we are having a good time.

but then i feel the depression come over me. i feel myself slowing down. i find it harder and harder to laugh or smile. i feel really really tired and i jsut dont want to do anything. i leave in the middle of dinner and go sit outside in the cold for 30 mins before i realize i left my hoodie inside, and its freezing outside- but i dont care. i cant bring myself to care. the terrible mood lingers for hours, all the way home and into the next day. i cant sleep, i havent eaten, i cant do anything but sit in the dark and cry. my friends, some of them, try to get me to go on and play games with them, they try to cheer me up. they know whats going on but they either dont care enough or dont know how to help me fix it and so the longer i say no or ignore them they leave. and i just feel so worthless and wasted and pointless and alone…

and this scares me…

why is this happening to me?

calliestrider

I miss you so much and I hope you get better. Love you

fitz-mccoy

Jelly??!!?

its my dad's birthday. we are out at an italian restaurant, and we are having a good time.

but then i feel the depression come over me. i feel myself slowing down. i find it harder and harder to laugh or smile. i feel really really tired and i jsut dont want to do anything. i leave in the middle of dinner and go sit outside in the cold for 30 mins before i realize i left my hoodie inside, and its freezing outside- but i dont care. i cant bring myself to care. the terrible mood lingers for hours, all the way home and into the next day. i cant sleep, i havent eaten, i cant do anything but sit in the dark and cry. my friends, some of them, try to get me to go on and play games with them, they try to cheer me up. they know whats going on but they either dont care enough or dont know how to help me fix it and so the longer i say no or ignore them they leave. and i just feel so worthless and wasted and pointless and alone...

and this scares me...

why is this happening to me?

hey

thank you. for everything.

for the late night comforting. for listening. for caring. for believing that i could get better. for being there for me. for backing me up. for wanting me around. for wanting me to smile and laugh along with you. for giving me things to occupy my mind with. for helping me.

im sorry.

im so, so sorry.

you wont have to do that any more....

thank you all for everything...

that feeling when you havent heard from your people in a long time and then you go to see whats up and they have new friends

and you just feel so pointless

cutting-will-always-be-my-life

All credit goes to - japharts

**Trigger warning**

This, literally, is dead on exactly how I feel, and probably a lot of you guys too.

clamperls

if you ever wonder why I’m surprised when you call me your friend or when you say you want to hang out or when you say you miss me

isimonito-deactivated20160805

It’s sad some people think like this I want to give them a hug

hawwwlucha

I probably handle these moments in the worst of ways possible.

fitz-mccoy

i wish this wasnt so true. but it is. every sad, sad line is oh-so true...

i just really want to say thank you to the people who have had my back. i know this is a really shitty thing i do, and i know i shouldnt. but i have issues, and im going to see a psychologist on thursday. i just want to apologize and say thank you to those who have been there to stop me from doing something stupid. thank you for the stick.