05 / SCORPIO.

my heart is gold and my hands are cold.

[fivefled]

bailey,   she / her,   23,   EST.

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other blogs:

@goldenreign​​​ :   cleiona bellos,   of the falling kingdoms series,   high activity

@pyrrhicmessiah​​​ :   clarke griffin,   of the 100,   low-medium activity

@fearconfronter​​​ :   rey,   of the star wars saga,   low activity

@starlightfreed​ :   mage ocs multi,   low activity

[fivefled]

hi friends!   life is super hectic rn and i’m really struggling to manage so many blogs.   i’ve decided to move astrid over to my multi:   @starlightfreed​!   i plan for a pretty much fresh start with this move,   but please do reach out if you’d like to keep a particular thread or plot!   i also will probably use my own discretion in answering some memes that were sent here over there!

[starlcvedarch]

🔪 to put a knife to my muse’s throat.  @fivefled​ 

perhaps  he  had  pushed  a  little  too  far,  dug  a  little  too  deep  into  things  he  was  sure  she  would  rather  forget  about.  but  he  did  not  have  the  option  to  forget,  the  day  he  learnt  of  his  mother’s  death  was  so  deeply  engrained  within  his  mind.  it  was  the  day  he  lost  the  only  person  who  really  knew  him,  the  one  person  in  the  world  who  thought  he  was  capable  of  anything.  the  cool  touch  of  metal  digging  against  his  throat  told  him  all  he  needed  to  know;  he  had  been  right  in  his  theories.  every  road  had  led  to  her,  and  it  seemed  she  was  the  answer  all  along.  hands  lift  slowly,  palms  outward,  gaze  studying  her  carefully.  “  do  you  really  want  to  do  this,  astrid  ?  ”  words  breathed  quietly,  chin  tilting  slightly  away  from  the  blade.  “  think  about  this  for  a  second.  ”  he  implores  with  her,  gaze  never  dropping  from  her  features.

[fivefled]

it’d be the easiest thing in the world to just be RID of him and his questions.   everything in her is screaming to end this in one swift motion.   the sorts of questions he was asking were grounds for immediate termination;   her reaction had been instinctual,   all the way until this final point,   with only one thing left to do.   NO WITNESSES.   he knows things he shouldn’t.   the edge of the blade pierces his skin,    red blood welling at the site.   she grits her teeth against the urge to follow through with the movement.   it would be easier to get rid of him,   but that’s what O.R.I.O.N. would want.   nausea rises in her and the pressure of the knife lessens as she forces herself to really focus on him.   he’d just wanted to know what had happened to his mom;   she’s just shown him she’s nothing more than the murderer they’d made her.   NO.   she doesn’t want to kill him.   she doesn’t want to kill anyone else for them.    but she also doesn’t want to leave him to his own devices now that he’s figured out the TRUTH of everything,   considering she’s fairly certain he’s not just going to let it go.   indecision flashes in her eyes as she considers him,   “   well what choice have you given me?   ”   she hisses.   “   what the fuck am i supposed to do with you?   ”

[fivefled]

@threefled​ said :   “   you should hydrate .   ”   //   knight and day starters.

she laughs softly,   accepting the proffered water bottle and taking a sip.   “   if you’re telling me to take care of myself,   then i must be in pretty rough shape.   ”   if she were honest,   the lack of sleep and constant movement has been wearing on her,   but they need to put as much distance between themselves and the city as they can.   and they couldn’t have risked picking up a car and being caught on any sort of traffic camera.   the mountains are still around them as she leans against a mossy tree,   taking another sip of the water before passing it back to her brother.   “   you should hydrate,   too.   we’ll probably need to sleep tonight,    so we need to get as far north as we can before it gets dark.   ”

[fivefled]

@starlcved​ said :   “   charming one minute ,   homicidal the next .   ”   from floyd   //   knight and day starters.

she glances to the rearview mirror,   not at him,   but at the road behind her.   she’s still singing along with the song,   smile fixed on her features as she sees no cars behind them.   as they pull up to the red light,   she slams on the brakes with quite a bit of force,   satisfied to hear a solid CLICK as floyd’s body slammed into the seatbelt that was the only thing preventing him from flying fully forward into backs of the front seat.  those homicidal tendencies in action.   fingers tap along to the beat on the steering wheel,   bouncing a bit in her seat as she chooses to IGNORE him rather than give him the satisfaction of any other response.   only after the song is completely over does she mutter under her breath,   “   i’m getting tape at the next rest stop.   ”

[gatorprompts]

✧ — ⋆  𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 .

from  the  2010  film .  mentions  of  violence ,  guns ,  shooting  along  with  some  nsfw  content . 

“ he  was  charming ! ” “ charming  one  minute ,  homicidal  the  next . ” “ no  one  follows  us  or  i  kill  myself  and  then  her . ” “ you’ve  got  skills . ” “ i  don’t  believe  in  fate .  i  believe  in  luck . ” “ sometimes  things  happen  for  a  reason . ” “ okay ,  okay ,  just  stop  shooting  people ! ” “ okay ,  relax .  i’m  just  going  to  talk  to  the  truck  drivers …   actually ,  i’m  just  gonna  go  shoot  them ,  but  you  get  the  idea . ” “ the  pilots  are  dead ? ” “ shot …  by  who ? ” “ uh ,  me .  actually ,  i  shot  the  first  pilot ,  he  shot  the  second  pilot  accidentally .  it’s  just …  one  of  those  things . ” “ with  me ,  without  me .  with  me ,  without  me .  with  me ,  without  me . ” “ someday .  that’s  a  dangerous  word .  it’s  really  just  a  code  for  ‘never’ . ” “ who’s  this ? ” “ that’s  the  guy ! ” “ i’m  the  guy ! ” “ i  think  i  feel  like  having  sex . ” “ i  think  we  would  have  really  great  sex . ” “ did  they  give  you  something ? ” “ you  should  hydrate . ” “ some  people  are  gonna  come  looking  for  you  now . ” “ they’ll  tell  you  that  i’m  mentally  unstable  and  violent  and  dangerous  and  it  will  all  sound  very  convincing . ” “ what  day  is  it  today ? ” “ i  did  warn  you  not  to  get  on  the  plane . ” “ that’s  not  a  warning ,  ( receiver name ) .  that’s  like  a saying  on  a  bumper  sticker .  next  time ,  try,  ‘ ( sender name ) ,  if  you  get  on  that  plane ,  you  will  fucking  die ! ” “ i  think  about  a  lot  of  things  i  haven’t  done . ” “ i’ve  been  trained  to  dismantle  a  bomb  in  the  pitch  black  with  nothing  but  a  safety  pin  and  a  junior  mint .  i  think  i  can  get  you  in  and  out  of  some  clothes  without  looking . ” “ i’ve  been  trained  to  rebuild  a  6  speed  transmission  with  nothing  but  a  pair  of  pliers  and  a  crescent  wrench .  i  think  i  can  get  you  into  a  pair  of  shorts  without  looking . ” “ on  the  count  of  3 .  ready ?  1 – ” “ sorry ,  i  panicked . ” “ what  number  would  you  like ? ” “ that’s  a  beautiful  dress . ” “ by  the  way ,  your  timing  on  the  door ?  sublime . ” “ i  think  i’d  get  down  now . ” “ why  am  i  in  a bikini ? ” “ how  did  i  get  into  the  bikini ? ” “ whenever  there’s  bad  guys  like  you  around ,  ( name )  isn’t  too far  away . ” “ what  kind  of  line  is  that ?  it’s –  it’s  a  good  line . ” “ they’re  all  dead  out  there . ” “ oh ,  hi .  come  in . ” “ oh  god ,  just  die . ”

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[blackcatrph]

** sour  sentence  starters.

brutal.

“  i think that i’ll die before i drink.  ”

“  i’m so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you.  ”

“  i’m so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life.  ”

“  they’d all be so disappointed  because who am I if not exploited?  ”

“  where’s my fuckin’ teenage dream?  ”

“  if someone tells me one more time “enjoy your youth,” I’m gonna cry.  ”

“  i’m anxious and nothing can help.  ”

“  i wish I’d done this before.  ”

“  i wish people liked me more.  ”

“  all I did was try my best.  ”

“  this the kind of thanks I get?  ”

“  they say these are the golden years.  ”

“  i wish I could disappear.  ”

“  god, it’s brutal out here.  ”

“  i feel like no one wants me.  ”

“  i only have two real friends.  ”

“  lately I’m a nervous wreck.  ”

“  i love people I don’t like.  ”

“  i hate every song I write.  ”

“  i’m not cool, and I’m not smart.  ”

“  i can’t even parallel park.  ”

“  got a broken ego, broken heart.  ”

“  i don’t even know where to start.  ”

traitor.

“  brown guilty eyes and little white lies.  ”

“  i played dumb but I always knew.  ”

“  i kept quiet so I could keep you.  ”

“  ain’t it funny how you ran to her the second that we called it quits?  ”

“  ain’t it funny how you said you were friends?  ”

“  it sure as hell don’t look like it.  ”

“  you betrayed me.  ”

“  i know that you’ll never feel sorry for the way I hurt.  ”

“  loved you at your worst but that didn’t matter.  ”

“  guess you didn’t cheat, but you’re still a traitor.  ”

“  there’s no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly.  ”

“  ain’t it funny, all the twisted games, all the questions you used to avoid?  ”

“  remember I brought her up and you told me I was paranoid?  ”

“  i wish that you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you.  ”

“  you gave me your word but that didn’t matter.  ”

drivers  license. 

“  i got my driver’s license last week.  ”

“  just like we always talked about.  ”

“  today I drove through the suburbs crying ‘cause you weren’t around.  ”

“  you’re probably with that blonde girl.  ”

“  she’s so much older than me.  ” 

“  she’s everything I’m insecure about.  ”

“  how could I ever love someone else?   “

“  i know we weren’t perfect but I’ve never felt this way for no one.  ”

“  i just can’t imagine how you could be so okay now that I’m gone.  ”

“  guess you didn’t mean what you wrote in that song about me.  ”

“  all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you.  ”

“  I kinda feel sorry for them because they’ll never know you the way that I do.  ”

“  i still see your face in the white cars, front yards.  ”

“  can’t drive past the places we used to go to because I still fuckin’ love you.  ”

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[acecroft]

“Don’t get me wrong. I want to stop running.”

[sabotagcd-deactivated20210729]

a   starter   for   @fivefled​   /   astrid   !!

𝐋𝐔𝐊𝐀𝐒   𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐒   𝐀𝐓   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑   𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇   disbelief   .   “   what   do   you   mean   you’ve   never   played   a   video   game   before   ??   ”   even   with   his   attrocious   upbringing   he’d   managed   to   get   his   hands   on   a   few   consoles   .   he   remembers   bonding   with   a   few   of   the   other   gang   members   over   a   beat   up   atari   .   “   not   one   ??   ”   well   ,   they’re   sitting   in   a   bar   surrounded   by   consoles   ;   that   has   to   change   .

[fivefled]

she shrugs,   gaze traveling around the room at the various glowing screens and beeping machines with some interest.   “   never had the time for it,   i guess.   ”   when her gaze settles on him again,   her brows raise.   “   is there one you’d recommend?   ”   it’s probably best if she at least makes an attempt to blend with the crowd after making a statement that seems to have taken him by surprise.

[fivefled]

@frcznreign​​ said :   🔪 from felix   //   send 🔪to hold a knife to astrid’s throat.

sparring with felix is always interesting.   she has to give him credit for his persistence,   if nothing else.   despite knowing that he’s outmatched in nearly every way,   he still gives it every effort.   she’s come to admire that about him,   and perhaps today she simply wants to reward his efforts.   so,   as subtly as she can,   she lets her guard down,   slowing her movements further than she normally does just to prevent causing him serious harm.   trying not to smile as he presses his advantage,   she takes a couple of stumbling steps backwards,   until her back hits a wall.   the cool touch of the knife at her throat prompts the small smile to break through,    one hand coming to his waist as her head tilts slightly.   “   nicely done.   ”

[jicknoncs]

ZOEY DEUTCH on The Tonight Show

[fivefled]

my heart is gold,   but my hands are cold.

ASTRID.   EXPERIMENT 05   /   SCORPIO. mcu based supersoldier OC loved by bailey.

[fivefled]

I have a major test that I’m about to take for admission into my teaching certificate program and would appreciate all the good vibes! Cross your fingers for me!

[fivefled]

I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[fivefled]

I have a major test that I’m about to take for admission into my teaching certificate program and would appreciate all the good vibes! Cross your fingers for me!

[kestrelreiniciada]

O.R.I.O.N. FILES :// PROJECT PHOENIX.

            Generation Kestrel.                     Experiment PK-94  / Camila.

age at death:   19. duration of rest:   94 min. abilities:   after death,   rest, and   reboot,   all reboots possess enhanced healing,   speed,   agility,   strength,   durability,   stamina, and   reflexes.   these qualities are further enhanced if the reboot has been at   “   rest   ”   for longer.   PK-94 was at   “   rest   ”   for 94 minutes before coming back to life. current age:   23.

indie enhanced soldier oc.    rebooted by bailey. mcu based with original lore,  adapted from the novel reboot with @threefled​ / @starlcved. tw for heavy themes of death,   drowning,   &    violence.

[fivefled]

you ever make an oc so sad that you question your life choices?