I Think You Need A Fix

   "I'll drink what you leak     And I'll smoke what you sigh      Straight across the room with       a look in your eye." (indie rp blog; will rp with anyone) tracking: fixatedaddict

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I MOVED!!!

I moved all my muses to one blog.

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I MOVED!!!

I moved all my muses to one blog.

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I MOVED!!!

I moved all my muses to one blog.

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I MOVED!!!

I moved all my muses to one blog.

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I MOVED!!!

I moved all my muses to one blog.

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So this is way, way overdue, but I just wanted to apologize for always taking forever to reply to threads and going on hiatus a lot and forgetting to answer asks and posts. You guys don’t know the amount of threads I’ve dropped and I do it with all the guilt and regret in the world. Unfortunately I tend to get very overwhelmed and stressed and so this is what often causes me to go on hiatus. The real life tends to drain my energy most days, especially when I’m in school and stuff, so by the time I can settle down and relax I can’t write anything decent. 

I would like to thank all of you who have stuck around even though I go through long periods of inactivity. I have met some of the most wonderful and talented people though rping, and I just wanted you guys to know that I love you all to death. It has been an incredible experience to write with you and I hope we can continue doing it for a very long time. 

Thanks for all the love an support <3 

Special shoutout to these people for being my friends despite my suckiness

sacrillege

periierat

thedangersofdeath

reveurx

midwinterfears

siincerus

thegrimsoldier

ohnxmacht 

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i’ll drink what you leak, and i’ll smoke what you sigh. straight across the room with a look in your eye, i got a man to the left and a girl to the right. start to sweat, so hold me tight.

somebody mixed my medicine ; i don’t know what i’m on. somebody mixed my medicine, but, baby, it’s all gone. somebody mixed my medicine ; somebody’s in my head again. somebody mixed my medicine again, again.

there’s a tiger in the room, and a baby in the closet. pour another drink, mom ; i don’t even want it, then i turn around and think i see someone that looks like you.

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someone should do a Panic in Needle Park AU with me 

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My life has become a series of twisted, broken branches curled and woven together around my lungs. 

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Kat Zhang, Once We Were

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Jack O’Connell in the Unbroken trailer [x]

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White Lights || Lenore & William

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All she wants is to pay for her stuff and go but as he holds on to the bag her grip tightens around the roll of bills in her hand. Suddenly self conscious she can feel his eyes watching her.

                                “———Other what?”

Brown eyes look up at the stranger letting an awkward silence stretch out between them. Of course she’s done other drugs — her ex boyfriend was a dealer after all and she cooked meth so doing other drugs was kind of apart of the job description. But she stopped doing all of them with the exception of cocaine. There was just something about that white substance that kept her coming back, kept her needing to snort a little more than the last time.&nbsp

                                “Yeah, why?”

Oh she already knows about the problems cocaine brings. She’s nearly died multiple times because of it but that never mattered, she could live with death but she couldn’t live without her addiction.

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                                        "I've just had bad experiences with coke, that's all."

The addict shifted uncomfortably in place, rolling his head slightly until he heard the bones in his neck groan and crack. He could've gone for a brief shot of crystal right about then, but the girl in front was staring at him with big empty eyes that resembled those of his mother. And he couldn't look away. 

Suddenly the girl's dark orbs transported him to an open field. There was a body lying in to middle of it, snow circling the space around it. As William stepped closer, feet sinking into the cold powder, his heart stopped as he gazed upon the face of his mother. Her skin was pale and ashen, dark eyes staring unseeingly at the gray sky above. Will reached out, fingers curious to feel the her cold face. But just as his digits were about to touch her, the addict was snatched back into reality. 

His own eyes suddenly turning cold, he met the gaze of the dark-haired girl, reaching into his pocket for a cigarette. 

         "So what's it gonna be, princess? Pay up.  I don't have all day."     

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               No one has ever thought to love and care for Leah. She was just something that was there one second and gone the next. Most of the time she thought that the world just past right by her without even a second glance. But right now, in this moment, she finally felt as if someone was looking directly at her telling her that she mattered. Maybe that’s what she needed this whole time, to count, to a person that someone would miss. Yes, the drugs would be a problem and of course they would come to yelling about it in the future but in her mind that wasn’t a reason to let him walk away. They’d deal with it together one way or another because Leah isn’t this go not anytime soon.  The tip of her button nose will nuzzle up against his like their tiny woodland creatures but for her it’s a sign of terrible affection while his words again make the girl light up in happiness and eagerly take in their second kiss.

                                          “Stay. Stay with me.”

         It’s a slight mumble since their lips are still pressed together but she has to say it. She wants him here. She wants people to think they’re crazy for even having a second thought that they could work. They’d prove everyone wrong.

                             ”Be with me.” 

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        A soft chuckle escaped him as the addict rested his forehead against hers. He closed his eyes for a second, one hand reaching for hers as his fingers silently slithered in between the nooks in her palm. Will had never felt like this before. His stomach was all tied up in knots, making it hard for him to suck any air into his lungs. 

                 "You say that now. Give it a few weeks and you'll be dying to get rid of me."

       The smile lingered on his lips, but the words that came out of his mouth held a hint of apprehension. The truth was that he didn't want her to leave him, not the way he left everyone he could ever possibly care about. It was a strange feeling, a sense of helpless vulnerability. He didn't like it at all. Because in that moment Will remembered why he never let himself get close to anyone. There were always too many complications, too many weaknesses that he had to carry around with him. And in the end, his cold crystals always reminded him that there wasn't any room in his life for love.

        The thought only made him hug her close to him to, arms wrapped around her body so tightly that it must've been hard fr her to breathe.

              "But don't worry, princess. As long as you want me I'll be right here with you." 

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                              Is it supposed to make me f e e l better?                                         This hollowness in my chest.

                            I thought it brought the promise of ignorance                             But instead I feel e v e r y t h i n g  at once.

                                   I see the world for what it truly is                          And a numbing pain settles in my empty ribcage,

             Destined to stay there until I snatch my decaying heart from my body                                                   and B U R N it                                                                            to                                                                                 the                                                                                                                     ground.

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Hey, guess who got 250 followers at like the beginnning of this week?

This one bitch!

I was going to post this earlier but my muse went insane on me. But hey….at least I did it? Yeah?

Before I get to the list and stuff let’s talk about this one girl cruentiis

The girl who got me into rping. Yeah, she’s crazy cool and very persausive. She is the only person Drake listens to and I’m slightly jealous about that man. Seriously when I see this girl at her school we just sit around and talk about people from tumblr and the shit going down on tumblr. She’s super duperly cool and her muses are awesome as hell. I know she never stops talking about them. :3 (I love them to bits though)

Kay, my mushy feels is over. Moving on! First we have my buddies!

Buddies!

These are people that I talk to OOC and that Drake (and Sage) bother me to rp with; all the time.

jamie-bennett, thenightsplutoniumshore, inopsetsola, insufficientiia, tailorofmiddleearth, raziel-the-abandoned-one, xrevenant, fixatedaddict, cruentiis, bellefleurir, lamourhaine, 5x5slayer, roleplayingmollyhooper, fatherhelpme

Senpais!

More often than not, these are people I don’t talk to and adrmire (and stalk) from afar. Sometimes they talk to me and I die off happiness.

lamourhaine, detrimental-soul, ohnxmacht, cruentiis, fatherhelpme, feuerdove, chenaultlemieux, aisling-mainear, caughtintheinstant, fallenxtemptation, somefucked-upkid, doctorothredson, timiidus, ourdefiler, noctuamplumis, alazarusx, aequiilibrium, ignemxopificem, thenightsplutoniumshore, thexotherxsummers, pueriile, whiskeredclandestine, malevolentiia, burningdownrome

The Inbetweens!

These people are quality like my senpais. And Drake sort of interacted with the characters but I wanna them to interact more.

yourgood-old-fashionedvillain, gemellimorti, concealdontfeelletitgo, waywerust, shadowsuspended, tricksterwithasweettooth, creedofsilenceclawsandblood, ignemxopificem, 5x5slayer, detrimental-soul

I wasn’t able to put everyone on this list and if you look closely people were repeated and if you squint I tagged the same person on all their differnt blogs. Why? Cause I can bitch!

BUt hey thanks for following me. Thanks for staying; especially the people who stayed this last week. You guys are soilders to stick around after the shit Drake did. Love you all!

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