I am feeling very sad just now. I donāt like myself very much and Iām really struggling. And Iām scared to be struggling because Iām supposed to be progressing. I genuinely hate myself some days, I just feel like a big burden. I just want to pack a bag tonight and run off to a place with no people in the highlands and just be there and nobody has to deal with me. Iāve been isolating myself over the last few months and I just donāt ever want to see anybody. Iāve been feeling more and more anxious recently and I always feel like thereās a big weight on me. Iām struggling to talk to people. Iām not sleeping, then Iām sleeping too much, Iām eating too much, I just hate everything. Iāve been keeping this all in too because I just donāt want to give people yet another negative thing. Just really wish I wasnāt here just now or I could stop time til I felt together and everyone including myself would probably be better off for it.










