i am no one

30s Single Human with Surreal Dreams

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Lyrical Mix 3 (I'm Not That Girl - Wicked) - 30/11/2024

Hands touch, eyes meet Sudden silence, sudden heat Hearts leap in a giddy whirl He could be that boy But I'm not that girl

Don't dream too far Don't lose sight of who you are Don't remember that rush of joy He could be that boy I'm not that girl

Every so often we long to steal To the land of what-might-have-been But that doesn't soften the ache we feel When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb She who's winsome, she wins him Gold hair with a gentle curl That's the girl he chose And Heaven knows I'm not that girl

Don't wish, don't start Wishing only wounds the heart I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl There's a girl I know He loves her so

I'm not that girl

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Lyrical Mix 3 (玫瑰少年 - Jolin Tsai) - 30/11/2024

谁把谁的灵魂 装进谁的身体？ 谁把谁的身体 变成囹圄囚禁自己 乱世总是最 不缺耳语 哪种美丽会 唤来妒忌 你并没有罪有罪是这世界

生而为人无罪 你不需要抱歉 One day I will be you baby boyand you gon' be me

喧哗如果不停 让我陪你安静 I wish I could hug you till you're really really being free

哪朵玫瑰 没有荆棘？ 最好的 报复是 美丽 最美的 盛开是 反击

别让谁去改变了你 你是你 或是妳 都行 会有人 全心的 爱你

试著想像 you switched to his body Sexuality 当心 什么会伤你 多少次的重伤 多少次的冷语 Drowning 谁会拉你 dreaming 谁会陪你

Same shit happens every day. 你离开后 世界可改变？ 多少无知罪愆 事过不境迁 永志不忘记念 往事不如烟

生而为人无罪 你不需要抱歉 One day I will be you baby boyand you gon' be me

喧哗如果不停 让我陪你安静 I wish I could hug you till you're really really being free

哪朵玫瑰 没有荆棘？ 最好的 报复是 美丽 最美的 盛开是 反击

别让谁去 改变了你 你是你 或是妳 都行 会有人全心的 爱你

玫瑰少年 在我心里 绽放著 鲜艳的 传奇 我们都 从来没 忘记

你的控诉 没有声音 却倾诉 更多的 真理 却唤醒 无数的 真心

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Lyrical Mix 3 (我要快乐 - 张惠妹) - 30/11/2024

又被爱伤了一遍 无所谓 当作成长 刚刚走开的人 烟还点着 味道却淡了

我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有

我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳 有些人 不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍 我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声 心不是热的 全都是假的

只有眼泪是真的

把从前想了一遍 谢谢了 伤我的人 想做乐观的人 每种雨声 听了都不冷

我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳 有些人 不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍 我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声 心不是热的 全都是假的

只有眼泪是真的

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳 有些人 不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍 我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声 心不是热的 全都是假的

我的决定是 对的

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Lyrical Mix 2 (Out Of The Woods - Taylor Swift)- 27/11/2024

Looking at it now It all seems so simple

We were lying on your couch I remember You took a Polaroid of us Then discovered (Then discovered) The rest of the world was black and white But we were in screaming color And I remember thinking

Are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, in the clear yet, good

Are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, in the clear yet, good

Looking at it now Last December (Last December) We were built to fall apart Then fall back together (Back together) Oh, your necklace hanging from my neck, the night we couldn't quite forget when we decided, we decided To move the furniture so we could dance Baby, like we stood a chance Two paper airplanes flying, flying, flying And I remember thinking

Are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, in the clear yet, good

Are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, in the clear yet, good

Are out of the woods?

Remember when you hit the brakes too soon? Twenty stitches in a hospital room When you started crying, baby I did too But when the sun came up I was looking at you Remember when we couldn't take the heat? I walked out, I said, "I'm setting you free" But the monsters turned out to be just trees When the sun came up you were looking at me

You were looking at me, oh

You were looking at me

Are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods? I remember

Are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, in the clear yet, good Oh, I remember

Are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, in the clear yet, good

Are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, in the clear yet, good

Are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, in the clear yet, good

Are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods yet?, are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, are we in the clear yet?, in the clear yet, good

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Lyrical Mix 2 (No One Mourns The Wicked - Wicked)- 27/11/2024

[CITIZENS OF OZ] Good news She's dead The Witch of the West is dead The wickedest witch there ever was The enemy of all of us here in Oz Is dead! Good news Good news

[SOMEONE IN THE CROWD, spoken] Look! It's Glinda!

[GLINDA, spoken] Fellow Ozians

[GLINDA] Let us be glad Let us be grateful Let us rejoicify that goodness could subdue The wicked workings of you-know-who Isn't it nice to know? That good will conquer evil? The truth we all believe'll by and by Outlive a lie For you and— [SOMEONE IN THE CROWD] No one mourns the Wicked

[ANOTHER PERSON] No one cries, "They won't return!"

[ALL] No one lays a lily on their grave

[MAN] The good man scorns the Wicked

[WOMEN] Through their lives, our children learn [ALL] What we miss when we misbehave

[GLINDA] And Goodness knows the Wicked's lives are lonely Goodness knows the Wicked die alone It just shows, when you're wicked You're left only on your own

[ALL] Yes, Goodness knows the Wicked's lives are lonely Goodness knows the Wicked cry alone Nothing grows for the Wicked They reap only what they've sown

[GLINDA, spoken] Are people born Wicked? Or do they have Wickedness thrust upon them? After all, she had a father She had a mother, as so many do

[FREXSPAR] How I hate to go and leave you lonely

[MELENA] That's alright, it's only just one night

[FREXSPAR] But know that you're here in my heart While I'm out of your sight

[GLINDA, spoken] And, like every family, they had their secrets

[LOVER] Have another drink, my dark-eyed beauty I've got one more night left here in town So have another drink of green elixir And we'll have ourselves a little mixer Have another little swallow, little lady And follow me down

[GLINDA, spoken] And of course, from the moment she was born, she was Well, different

[MIDWIFE, spoken] It's coming!

[FREXSPAR, spoken] Now?

[MIDWIFE, spoken] The baby's coming!

[FREXSPAR, spoken] And how!

[MIDWIFE] I see a nose

[FREXSPAR] I see a curl [FREXSPAR & MIDWIFE] It's a healthy, perfect, lovely, little—

[MIDWIFE screams.]

[FREXSPAR, spoken] Sweet Oz!

[MELENA, spoken] What is it? What's wrong?

[MIDWIFE] How can it be?

[FREXSPAR] What does it mean?

[MIDWIFE] It's atrocious!

[FREXSPAR] It's obscene!

[MIDWIFE & FREXSPAR] Like a froggy, ferny cabbage The baby is unnaturally

[ALL] Green

[FREXSPAR, spoken] Take it away Take it away!

[GLINDA, spoken] So you see, it couldn't have been easy [ALL] No one mourns the Wicked Now, at last, she's dead and gone! Now, at last, there's joy throughout the land And Goodness knows We know what Goodness is Goodness knows The Wicked die alone

[GLINDA] She died alone

[ALL] Woe to those (Woe to those) Who spurn what Goodnesses They are shown No one mourns the Wicked

[GLINDA] Good news!

[CROWD] No one mourns the Wicked

[GLINDA] Good news

[ALL] No one mourns the Wicked Wicked Wicked

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Lyrical Mix 2 (吳青峰 (Wu Qing Feng) - 起風了 )- 27/11/2024

我曾将青春翻涌成她 也曾指尖弹出盛夏 心之所动 且就随缘去吧

这一路上走走停停 顺著少年漂流的痕迹 迈出车站的前一刻 竟有些犹豫 不禁笑这近乡情怯 仍无可避免 而长野的天 依旧那么暖 风吹起了从前

从前初识这世间 万般流连 看著天边似在眼前 也甘愿赴汤蹈火去走它一遍

如今走过这世间 万般流连 翻过岁月不同侧脸 措不及防闯入你的笑颜

我曾难自拔于世界之大 也沉溺于其中梦话 不得真假 不做挣扎 不惧笑话

我曾将青春翻涌成她 也曾指尖弹出盛夏 心之所动 且就随缘去吧

逆著光行走 任风吹雨打

短短的路走走停停 也有了几分的距离 不知抚摸的是故事 还是段心情 也许期待的不过是 与时间为敌 再次看到你 微凉晨光里 笑得很甜蜜

从前初识这世间 万般流连 看著天边似在眼前 也甘愿赴汤蹈火去走它一遍

如今走过这世间 万般流连 翻过岁月不同侧脸 措不及防闯入你的笑颜

我曾难自拔于世界之大 也沉溺于其中梦话 不得真假 不做挣扎 不惧笑话

我曾将青春翻涌成她 也曾指尖弹出盛夏 心之所动 且就随缘去吧

晚风吹起你鬓间的白发 抚平回忆留下的疤 你的眼中 明暗交杂 一笑生花

我仍感叹于世界之大 也沉醉于儿时情话 不剩真假 不做挣扎 无谓笑话

我终将青春还给了她 连同指尖弹出的盛夏 心之所动 就随风去了

以爱之名 你还愿意吗

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WICKED (2024) dir. Jon M. Chu

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#me when I drop a memory from childhood that my friends tell me was actually traumatic and not normal

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Lyrical Mix 1 (Happiness - Taylor Swift)- 24/11/2024

[Verse 1] Honey, when I'm above the trees I see this for what it is But now I'm right down in it, all the years I've given Is just shit we're dividin' up Showed you all of my hiding spots I was dancing when the music stopped And in the disbelief, I can't face reinvention I haven't met the new me yet

[Chorus] There'll be happiness after you But there was happiness because of you Both of these things can be true There is happiness

[Post-Chorus] Past the blood and bruise Past the curses and cries Beyond the terror in the nightfall Haunted by the look in my eyes That would've loved you for a lifetime Leave it all behind And there is happiness

[Verse 2] Tell me, when did your winning smile Begin to look like a smirk? When did all our lessons start to look like weapons Pointed at my deepest hurt? I hope she'll be a beautiful fool Who takes my spot next to you No, I didn't mean that Sorry, I can't see facts through all of my fury You haven't met the new me yet

[Chorus] There'll be happiness after me But there was happiness because of me Both of these things, I believe There is happiness

[Post-Chorus] In our history, across our great divide There is a glorious sunrise Dappled with the flickers of light From the dress I wore at midnight, leave it all behind And there is happiness

[Bridge] I can't make it go away by making you a villain I guess it's the price I paid for seven years in Heaven And I pulled your body into mine Every goddamn night, now I get fake niceties No one teaches you what to do When a good man hurts you And you know you hurt him too

[Verse 3] Honey, when I'm above the trees I see it for what it is But now my eyes leak acid rain on the pillow where you used to lay your head After giving you the best I had Tell me what to give after that All you want from me now is the green light of forgiveness You haven't met the new me yet And I think she'll give you that

[Chorus] There'll be happiness after you But there was happiness because of you too Both of these things can be true There is happiness

[Post-Chorus] In our history, across our great divide There is a glorious sunrise Dappled with the flickers of light From the dress I wore at midnight, leave it all behind Oh, leave it all behind Leave it all behind And there is happiness

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Lyrical Mix 1 (勇气 - 梁静茹)- 24/11/2024

終於作了這個決定 別人怎麼說我不理 Zhong yu zuo le zhe ge jue ding bie ren zen me shuo wo bu li 只要你也一樣的肯定 Zhi yao ni ye yi yang de ken ding 我願意天涯海角都隨你去 我知道一切不容易 Wo yuan yi tian ya hai jiao dou sui ni qu wo zhi dao yi qie bu rong yi 我的心一直溫習說服自己 最怕你忽然說要放棄 Wo de xin yi zhi wen xi shui fu zi ji zui pa ni hu ran shuo yao fang qi

** 愛真的需要勇氣 來面對流言蜚語 Ai zhen de xu yao yong qi lai mian dui liu yan fei yu 只要你一個眼神肯定 我愛你的意義 Zhi yao ni ge yan shen ken ding wo ai ni de yi yi 我們都需要勇氣 去相信會在一起 Wo men dou xu yao yong qi qu xiang xin hui zai yi qi 人潮擁擠我能感覺你 放在我手心裡 你的真心 Ren chao yong ji wo neng gan jue ni fang zai wo shou xin li ni de zhen xin

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如果我的堅強任性 會不小心傷害了你 Ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xing hui bu xiao xin shang hai le ni 你能不能溫柔提醒 Ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xing 我雖然心太急 更害怕錯過你 Wo sui ran xin tai ji geng hai pa cuo guo ni

愛真的需要勇氣 來面對流言蜚語 Ai zhen de xu yao yong qi lai mian dui liu yan fei yu 只要你一個眼神肯定 我的愛就有意義 Zhi yao ni ge yan shen ken ding wo de ai jiu you yi yi 我們都需要勇氣 去相信會在一起 Wo men dou xu yao yong qi qu xiang xin hui zai yi qi 人潮擁擠我能感覺你 放在我手心裡 你的真心 Ren chao yong ji wo neng gan jue ni fang zai wo shou xin li ni de zhen xin

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Lyrical Mix 1 (Defying Gravity - Wicked)- 24/11/2024

[GLINDA, spoken] Elphaba Why couldn't you have stayed calm for once Instead of flying off the handle? I hope you’re happy

[GLINDA] I hope you're happy now I hope you're happy how you’ve hurt your cause forever I hope you think you're clever

[ELPHABA, spoken] I hope you're happy

[ELPHABA] I hope you're happy too I hope you're proud how you would Grovel in submission to feed your own ambition

[GLINDA & ELPHABA] So though I can't imagine how I hope you're happy right now

[GLINDA, spoken] Elphie, listen to me Just say you're sorry

[GLINDA] You can still be with the Wizard What you’ve worked and waited for You can have all you ever wantеd

[ELPHABA, spoken] I know

[ELPHABA] But I don’t want it No, I can't want it anymore Something has changed within mе Something is not the same I’m through with playing by The rules of someone else's game Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep It's time to trust my instincts Close my eyes and leap It's time to try defying gravity I think I’ll try defying gravity And you can't pull me down

[GLINDA] Can't I make you understand You're having delusions of grandeur?

[ELPHABA] I'm through accepting limits 'Cause someone says they're so Some things I cannot change But 'til I try, I'll never know Too long, I've been afraid of Losing love, I guess I've lost Well, if that's love It comes at much too high a cost I'd sooner buy defying gravity Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity And you can't pull me down

[ELPHABA, spoken] Come with me Think of what we could do together

[ELPHABA] Unlimited Together, we're unlimited Together, we'll be the greatest team there's ever been, Glinda Dreams the way we planned them

[GLINDA] If we work in tandem

[GLINDA & ELPHABA] There's no fight we cannot win Just you and I defying gravity With you and I defying gravity

[ELPHABA] They'll never bring us down

[ELPHABA, spoken] Are you coming?

[GLINDA] I hope you're happy Now that you're choosing this

[ELPHABA, spoken] You, too

[ELPHABA] I hope it brings you bliss

[GLINDA & ELPHABA] I really hope you get it And you don't live to regret it I hope you're happy in the end I hope you're happy, my friend

[ELPHABA, spoken] No, leave her alone! She hasn't done anything wrong I'm the one you want I'm the one you want It's me

[ELPHABA] It's me So if you care to find me Look to the western sky As someone told me lately "Everyone deserves the chance to fly" And if I'm flying solo At least, I'm flying free To those who'd ground me Take a message back from me Tell them how I'm defying gravity I'm flying high, defying gravity And soon, I'll match them in renown Unlimited

[GLINDA] Unlimited

[ELPHABA] Unlimited And nobody in all of Oz No wizard that there is or was Is ever gonna bring me down

[GLINDA] I hope you're happy

[CITIZENS OF OZ] Look at her! She's wicked! Get her!

[CITIZENS OF OZ & ELPHABA] No one mourns the wicked (Bring me down) So we've got to bring her

[ELPHABA] Oh

[CITIZENS OF OZ] Down Down Woah

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Lyrical Mix 1 (從未見過的海 - 告五人)- 24/11/2024

今早的鬧鐘喚醒 Jin zao de nao zhong huan xing 是對靈魂的敲擊 Shi dui ling hun de qiao ji 如常的翻來覆去 Ru chang de fan lai fu qu 是對軀體的提醒 Shi dui qu ti de ti xing

窗邊光線撲朔迷離 Chuang bian guang xian pu shuo mi li 是回憶不甘離去 Shi hui yi bu gan li qu 只能讓宿醉肆意 Zhi neng rang su zui si yi

今夜的街邊燈火 Jin ye de jie bian deng huo 是溫熱的耳語 Shi wen re de er yu 目光的到達之地 Mu guang de dao da zhi de 想著未來和過去 Xiang zhe wei lai he guo qu

冬天來臨而惆悵心情 Dong tian lai lin er chou chang xin qing 怪罪天氣不穩定 Guai zui tian qi bu wen ding 可是心裡一直 Ke shi xin li yi zhi 一直想起 Yi zhi xiang qi 想起你的雙眼 Xiang qi ni de shuang yan 我的宿命 Wo de su ming

* 從未見過的海 Cong wei jian guo de hai 在你眼裡浮現出來 Zai ni yan li fu xian chu lai 拍打著寂寞等待 Pai da zhe ji mo deng dai 變成眼淚流了下來 Bian cheng yan lei liu le xia lai

** 從未見過的海 Cong wei jian guo de hai 若是天地雲煙消散 Ruo shi tian di yun yan xiao san 悲傷與快樂並排 Bei shang yu kuai le bing pai 不分晝夜我全部都愛 Bu fen zhou ye wo quan bu dou ai

外在的慾望讓我 Wai zai de yu wang rang wo 燒傷了平靜 Shao shang le ping jing 內在的聲音是你 Nei zai de sheng yin shi ni 給我的憧憬 Gei wo de chong jing

活著的意義在於追尋 Huo zhe de yi yi zai yu zhui xun 還是聽從命運 Hai shi ting cong ming yun 如果夜裡的我 Ru guo ye li de wo 保持清醒 Bao chi qing xing 那就是對你 Na jiu shi dui ni 深深著迷 Shen shen zhe mi

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從未見過的海 Cong wei jian guo de hai 只待天地雲煙消散 Zhi dai tian di yun yan xiao san 悲傷與快樂並排 Bei shang yu kuai le bing pai 不分晝夜我全部都愛 Bu fen zhou ye wo quan bu dou ai

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從未見過的海 Cong wei jian guo de hai 在我們眼裡浮現出來 Zai wo men yan li fu xian chu lai 命運的遺憾空白 Ming yun de yi han kong bai 變成眼淚流了下來 Bian cheng yan lei liu le xia lai

從未見過的海 Cong wei jian guo de hai 茫茫天地雲煙消散 Mang mang tian di yun yan xiao san 悲傷與快樂同在 Bei shang yu kuai le tong zai 告訴我們不要再等待 Gao su wo men bu yao zai deng dai

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Lyrical Mix 1 (Popular from Wicked)- 24/11/2024

[GALINDA, spoken] Elphie, now that we're friends, I've decided to make you my new project

[ELPHABA, spoken] Oh, you really don't have to do that

[GALINDA, spoken] I know! That's what makes me so nice

[GALINDA] Whenever I see someone less fortunate than I And let's face it, right? Who isn't less fortunate than I? My tender heart tends to start to bleed And when someone needs a makeover, I simply have to take over I know, I know exactly what they need And even in your case Though it's the toughest case I've yet to face Don't worry, I'm determined to succeed Follow my lead And yes, indeed You will be Popular You're gonna be popular I'll teach you the proper ploys when you talk to boys Little ways to flirt and flounce, ooh! I'll show you what shoes to wear, how to fix your hair Everything that really counts to be Popular I'll help you be popular You'll hang with the right cohorts, you'll be good at sports Know the slang you've got to know So let's start 'cause you've got an awfully long way to go Don't be offended by my frank analysis Think of it as personality dialysis Now that I've chosen to become a pal A sister and adviser, there's nobody wiser Not when it comes to Popular I know about popular And with an assist from me to be who you'll be Instead of dreary who-you-were

[GALINDA, spoken] Well, are!

[GALINDA] There's nothing that can stop you from becoming populer… —lar!

[GALINDA] La-la, la-la We're gonna make you popular When I see depressing creatures With unprepossessing features I remind them on their own behalf to think of Celebrated heads of state Or especially great communicators Did they have brains or knowledge? Don't make me laugh They were

[ELPHABA, spoken] Popular

[GALINDA, spoken] Right!

[GALINDA] It's all about popular It's not about aptitude, it's the way you're viewed So it's very shrewd to be Very, very popular like me, me And though you protest Your disinterest I know clandestinely You're gonna grin and bear it, your newfound popularity Woo! La-la, la-la La-la, la-la La-la, ooh You'll be popular Just not quite as popular as me

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Stockpiling for Utada Hikaru's Science Fiction Tour - Michi道

I can feel the morning beyond the black waves 黒い波の向こうに朝の気配がする

A star that won't disappear shines in my heart 消えない星が私の胸に輝き出す

Even sad songs will someday become nostalgic songs. 悲しい歌もいつか懐かしい歌になる

Invisible scars color my soul 見えない傷が私の魂彩る

Get up even if you fall 転んでも起き上がる

When in doubt, stop. 迷ったら立ち止まる

And ask if it's you そして問う あなたなら

What do you do in a situation like this? こんな時どうする

you are in my heart 私の心の中にあなたがいる

At any time いつ如何なる時も

Even on the road I thought I was walking alone 一人で歩いたつもりの道でも

It started with you 始まりはあなただった

It's a lonely road It's a lonely road

But I'm not alone But I'm not alone

That's how I feel そんな気分

I think there was a time when I was getting carried away. 調子に乗ってた時期もあると思います

People are not just alive, they are being kept alive. 人は皆生きてるんじゃなく生かされてる

only what you can see 目に見えるものだけを

don't believe it 信じてはいけないよ

The sign that stands at the crossroads of life 人生の岐路に立つ標識は

It can't exist 在りゃせぬ

No matter what I do or who I'm with どんなことをして誰といても

this body is with you この身はあなたと共にある

Even on the road I have to walk alone 一人で歩まねばならぬ道でも

I hear your voice あなたの声が聞こえる

It's a lonely road It's a lonely road

You are every song You are every song

this is a fact これは事実

you are in my heart 私の心の中にあなたがいる

At any time いつ如何なる時も

Even if I don't know where it will lead yet どこへ続くかまだ分からぬ道でも

I'm sure you'll be there きっとそこにあなたがいる

It's a lonely road It's a lonely road

But I'm not alone But I'm not alone

That's how I feel そんな気分

It's a lonely road It's a lonely road

But I'm not alone But I'm not alone

That's how I feel そんな気分

Kuroi nami no mukou ni asa no kehai ga suru Kienai hoshi ga watashi no mune ni kagayakidasu Kanashii uta mo itsuka natsukashii uta ni naru Mienai kizu ga watashi no tamashii irodoru

Korondemo okiagaru Mayottara tachidomaru Soshite tou anata nara Konna toki dou suru

[Chorus 1] Watashi no kokoro no naka ni anata ga iru Itsuikanaru toki mo Hitori de aruita tsumori no michi demo Hajimari wa anata datta It's a lonely road, but I'm not alone Sonna kibun

Choushi ni notteta jiki mo aru to omoimasu Hito wa mina ikiterunjanaku ikasareteru

Me ni mieru mono dake o Shinjite wa ikenai yo Jinsei wa kiro nitaku joushiki wa Arya senu

[Chorus 2] Donna koto o shite dare to itemo Kono mi wa anata to tomo ni aru Hitori de ayumanebanaranu michi demo Anata no koe ga kikoeru It's a lonely road, you are every song Kore wa jijitsu

[Chorus 3] Watashi no kokoro no nake ni anata ga iru Itsuikanaru toki mo Doko e tsudzuku ka mada wakaranu michi demo Kitto soko ni anata ga iru It's a lonely road, but I'm not alone Sonna kibun

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Stockpiling for Utada Hikaru's Science Fiction Tour - Addicted To You

There's no need to meet again 別に会う必要なんて無い

There are so many things I have to do しなきゃいけないこと沢山あるし

There's no need to talk every day 毎日話す必要なんて無い

I'm having trouble with the phone bill. 電話代かさんで迷惑してるんだ

There is no unchanging love 変わらない愛情なんて無い

Anxiety makes me stronger 不安があるから強くなるし

I won't tell anyone about the two of you. 二人のこと誰にも言わない

Because I'm not a child 子供じゃないんだから

It's not a road that goes on forever どこまでも続く道じゃない

If so, I should choose something else. だったら他を選べばいいのに

funny story 笑える話

Even if I get hurt, I'm back for more 傷つけられても I'm back for more

I might be addicted to you 君にaddictedかも

Just because I can't see you 会えないからって

It's not like I'm going to die. 死ぬわけじゃないし

We understand each other's circumstances お互いの事情分かってる

But that's painful だけどそれじゃ苦しくて

I want to see you every day 毎日会いたくて

What should I do about this feeling? この気持ちどうすればいいの

I want to be an adult now 今おとなになりたくて

Suddenly I can't get used to it いきなりなれなくて

oh baby(oh baby) oh baby(oh baby)

I might be addicted to you 君にaddictedかも

There's no reason to seek each other out 求め合う理由なんて無い

Beautiful things are also necessary キレイ事も必要さ

In the middle of the night when the answering machine is on 留守電になってる夜中

I want to call again to hear the message. メッセージ聞きにもう一度かけたい

I'm in love with you I'm in love with you

I know you want me too I know you want me too

I can't say it, so I won't say it. 言えないから言わないんじゃない

A story that makes you cry 泣けるストーリー

Every time I doubt you, I love you more 疑われる度に I love you more

I might be addicted to you 君にaddictedかも

Everyone around me too まわりのみんなも

excuses are similar 言い訳は似てる

I think I need a reason 理由が必要だって思ってる

But that's painful だけどそれじゃ苦しくて

I want to see you every day 毎日会いたくて

Can I tell you how I feel? この気持ち伝えてもいいの?

Hug me more than kiss me キスより抱きしめて

Don't stop suddenly いきなりやめないで

oh baby(oh baby) oh baby(oh baby)

I might be addicted to you 君にaddictedかも

I also miss the days when we can't meet 会えない日の恋しさも

The love that is by my side 側にいる愛しさも

It's just as addictive 同じくらいクセになるんだ

Hug me more than kiss me キスより抱きしめて

Don't stop suddenly いきなりやめないで

oh baby oh baby

(baby yeah but that's it) (baby yeah だけどそれじゃ)

But that's painful だけどそれじゃ苦しくて

I want to see you every day 毎日会いたくて

What should I do about this feeling? この気持ちどうすればいいの

I want to be an adult now 今おとなになりたくて

Suddenly I can't get used to it いきなりなれなくて

oh baby(oh baby) oh baby(oh baby)

I might be addicted to you 君にaddictedかも

Hug me more than kiss me キスより抱きしめて

Don't stop suddenly いきなりやめないで

oh baby(oh baby) oh baby(oh baby)

I think I'm addicted to you I think I'm addicted to you

betsu ni au hitsuyou nante nai  shinakya ikenai koto takusan aru shi  mainichi hanasu hitsuyou nante nai  denwadai kasan de meiwaku shite'ru ‘n da

kawaranai aijou nante nai  fuan ga aru kara tsuyoku naru shi  futari no koto dare ni mo iwanai  kodomo janai ‘n dakara

dokomademo tsudzuku michi janai  dakara hoka wo erabeba ii noni

waraeru hanashi  kizutsukeraretemo I’m back for more  kimi ni addicted kamo  aenai kara tte shinu wake janai shi  otagai no jijou wakatte'ru

dakedo sore ja kurushikute mainichi aitakute  kono kimochi dou sureba ii no  ima otona ni naritakute ikinari narenakute  Oh baby (oh baby) kimi ni addicted kamo

motome-au riyuu nante nai  kireigoto mo hitsuyou sa  rusuden ni natte'ru yonaka  messe-ji kiki ni mou ichidou kaketai

I’m in love with you  I know you want me too  ienai kara iwanai ‘n janai

nakeru sutori- utagawareru tabi ni I love you more  kimi ni addicted kamo  mawari no minna mo iiwake wa nite'ru  riyuu ga hitsuyou da tte omotte'ru

dakedo sore ja kurushikute mainichi aitakute  kono kimochi tsutaetemo ii no?  kisu yori dakishimete ikinari yamenaide  Oh baby (oh baby) kimi ni addicted kamo

aenai hi no koishisa mo soba ni iru itoshisa mo  onaji kurai kuse ni naru ‘n da  kisu yori dakishimete ikinari yamenaide  Oh baby (oh baby)

dakedo sore ja kurushikute mainichi aitakute  kono kimochi dou sureba ii no  ima otona ni naritakute ikinari narenakute  Oh baby (oh baby) kimi ni addicted kamo

kisu yori dakishimete ikinari yamenaide  Oh baby (oh baby)  I think I’m addicted to you

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Stockpiling for Utada Hikaru's Science Fiction Tour - One Last Kiss

[ヴァース 1] 初めてのルーブルは なんてことは無かったわ 私だけのモナリザ もうとっくに出会ってたから 初めてあなたを見た あの日動き出した歯車 止められない喪失の予感

[プリコーラス] もういっぱいあるけど もひとつ増やしましょう Can you give me one last kiss? 忘れたくないこと

[コーラス] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, ooh-woah Oh-oh-oh-oh, 忘れたくないこと Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-ooh (Oh-oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you'll ever know, oh

[ヴァース 2] 「写真は苦手なんだ」 でもそんなものはいらないわ あなたが焼きついたまま 私の心のプロジェクター 寂しくないふりしてた まあ、そんなのお互い様か 誰かを求めることは 即ち傷つくことだった

[プリコーラス] Oh, can you give me one last kiss? 燃えるようなキスをしよう (Ooh) 忘れたくても 忘れられないほど

[コーラス] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, ooh-woah Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you'll ever know Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-ooh (Oh-oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you'll ever know, oh I love you more than you'll ever know

[ブリッジ] もう分かっているよ この世の終わりでも 年をとっても

[リフレイン] 忘れられない人 (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, ooh-woah) 忘れられない人 忘れられない人 忘れられない人 (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-ooh, oh-oh) 忘れられない人 I love you more than you'll ever know

[コーラス] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, ooh-woah (忘れられな 忘れられな) Oh-oh-oh-oh, 忘れられない人 Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-ooh (Oh-oh) (忘れられない人) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you'll ever know

[ポスト・コーラス] 忘れられな 忘れられな 忘れられな 忘れられない人 忘れられな 忘れられな 忘れられな 忘れられない人 I love you more than you'll ever know

[アウトロ] Ooh 吹いていった風の後を 追いかけた眩しい午後

[Verse 1] Hajimete no ruuburu wa Nante koto wa nakatta wa Watashi dake no Monariza Mou tokkuni deattetakara Hajimete anata wo mita Ano hi ugokidashita haguruma Tomerarenai soushitsu no yokan

[Pre-Chorus] Mou ippai arukedo Mou hitotsu fuyashimashou Can you give me one last kiss? Wasuretakunai koto

[Chorus] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, oh-woah Oh-oh-oh-oh, wasuretakunai koto Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh (Oh-oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you'll ever know, oh

[Verse 2] Shashin wa nigate nan da Demo sonna mono wa iranai wa Anata ga yakitsuita mama Watashi no kokoro no purojekutaa Sabishikunai furi shiteta Maa, sonna no otagaisama ka Dareka wo motomeru koto wa Sunawachi kizutsuku koto datta

[Pre-Chorus] Oh, can you give me one last kiss? Moeru you na kisu wo shiyou (Ooh) Wasuretakutemo (Oh) Wasurerarenai hodo

[Chorus] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, oh-woah Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you'll ever know Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh (Oh-oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you'll ever know, oh I lovе you more than you'll ever know

[Bridge] Mou wakatеiru yo Kono yo no owaride mo Toshi wo tottemo

[Post-Bridge] Wasurerarenai hito (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, oh-woah) Wasurerarenaihito wasurerarenaihito Wasurerarenai hito (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh (Oh-oh)) Wasurerarenai hito I love you more than you’ll ever know

[Chorus] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, oh-woah (Wasurerarenai wasurerarenai) Oh-oh-oh-oh, wasurerarenai hito Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh (Oh-oh) (Wasurerarenai hito) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you'll ever know

[Post-Chorus] Wasurerarenai wasurerarenai Wasurerarenai wasurerarenai hito Wasurerarenai wasurerarenai Wasurerarenai wasurerarenai hito I love you more than you'll ever know

[Outro] Ooh, fuite itta kaze no ato wo Oikaketa mabushii gogo

[Verse 1] Despite being my first visit to the Louvre It didn't surprise me Because a long time ago I found my very own Mona Lisa Since the day I met you, the heart began to turn its gears I can't help but have a hunch, that I will lose you

[Pre-Chorus] Oh, although you have given me a lot But please give me one more Can you give me one last kiss? It's something that I don’t want to forget

[Chorus] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, oh-woah Oh-oh-oh-oh, it's something that I don’t want to forget Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh (Oh-oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you’ll ever know Oh

[Verse 2] "I don't like being photographed" That's okay For you have already imprinted in The projector in my heart I was pretending I don't miss you Well, I guess that makes the two of us Yearning for someone Came hand in hand with heartache

[Pre-Chorus] Can you give me one last kiss? I'll give you a fiery kiss (Ooh) Even if I wanted to forget But I can't

[Chorus] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, oh-woah Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you’ll ever know Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh (Oh-oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you’ll ever know Oh

[Bridge] Oh, I really do understand That even til' the end of time That even when I grow old

[Refrain] There's someone I won't be able to forget (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, oh-woah) Someone I can't forget, someone I can't forget (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh (Oh-oh)) Someone I can't forget I love you more than you'll ever know

[Chorus] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh, oh-woah (Unforgettable, unforgettable) Oh-oh-oh-oh, you'll never be forgotten Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-woah, oh-oh-oh (Oh-oh) (Someone I can't forget) Oh-oh-oh-oh, I love you more than you'll ever know

[Post-Chorus] Unforgettable, unforgettable Unforgettable, an unforgettable person Unforgettable, unforgettable Unforgettable, an unforgettable person (I love you more than you'll ever know)

[Outro] Ooh On that dazzling afternoon I chase after, the breezy wind that blew across my face

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Stockpiling for Utada Hikaru's Science Fiction Tour - 光 (Hikari)

Donna toki datte Tatta hitori de Unmei wasurete Ikite kita no ni Totsuzen no hikari no naka, me ga sameru Mayonaka ni

Shizuka ni deguchi ni tatte Kurayami ni hikari wo ute

Imadoki yakusoku nante fuan ni saseru dake ka na Negai wo kuchi ni shitai dake sa Kazoku ni mo shoukai suru yo Kitto umaku iku yo

Donna toki datte Zutto futari de Donna toki datte Soba ni iru kara Kimi to iu hikari ga watashi wo mitsukeru Mayonaka ni

Urusai toori ni haitte Unmei no kamen wo tore

Sakiyomi no shisugi nante imi no nai koto wa yamete Kyou wa oishii mono wo tabeyou yo Mirai wa zutto saki da yo Boku ni mo wakaranai

Kansei sasenaide Motto yoku shite Wan shiin zutsu totte Ikeba ii kara Kimi to iu hikari ga watashi no shinario Utsushidasu

Motto hanasou yo Mokuzen no ashita no koto mo Terebi keshite Watashi no koto dake wo miteite yo

Donna ni yoku ttatte Shinjikirenai ne Sonna toki datte Soba ni iru kara Kimi to iu hikari ga watashi wo mitsukeru Mayonaka ni

Motto hanasou yo Mokuzen no ashita no koto mo Terebi keshite Watashi no koto dake wo miteite yo

Always I’d been on my own Living Forgetting my destiny And suddenly, I awaken in a stream of light In the middle of the night

Stand quietly at the exit And shoot a ray of light into the darkness

In this day and age, promises probably make you even more doubtful But I’m just saying my wishes out loud Let me introduce you to my family It’s going to work out well

Always The two of us Always I will be by your side The light that is you, finds me In the middle of the night

Enter a noisy street Take off the mask of destiny

Let’s stop the pointless exercise of trying to prеdict where this is heading And еat something delicious tonight The future is so far away I really don’t know either

Don’t complete it Keep improving on it We can go One scene at a time The light that is you Projects my scenario

Let’s talk more About the imminent future Turn the TV off And just look at me

No matter how good it gets We still can’t trust it Even at times like this I will be by your side The light that is you, finds me In the middle of the night

Let’s talk more About the imminent future Turn the TV off And just look at me

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Who's Afraid Of Little Old Me? (The Tortured Poets Department) - So I lеap from the gallows and I levitate down your street

So I leap from the gallows and I levitate down your street Crash the party like a record scratch as I scream "Who's afraid of little old me?"

No, this is not my topmost favourite song from TTPD but boy, that chorus just rings in my head to a crescendo every single fucking day as we . Everytime she starts singing the chorus, my brain leaps into Roald Dahlesque - Mary Poppins imagery where Taylor or some random gal gliding down one of these chimmys while belting out "WHO'S AFRAID OF LITTLE OLLLDDDD MEEEEE".

There's a lot of sardonic self-loathing churning in that song and I am all for it because hey, in times like these, I just want to drown in this seething cauldron of dissatisfaction and simmering rage.

I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

Sometimes people just don't really *listen* when you are trying to convey a specific trauma or simply a bad day, and they proceed to say they have no words in response and PROCEED to *share* their friend's, partner's and their own shit as if it has any relation to you and almost sidelines the confiding you attempted. So tell me everything is not about me But what if it is? Then say they didn't do it to hurt me But what if they did?

Getting quite incessantly self-indulgent in the writing but hey, isn't this in line with the thematic thread of TTPD? Putting narcotics into all of my songs And that's why you're still singing along

So Taylor supposedly has been casting spells over her songs, so thats why the fans just cannot stop consuming her music and are endlessly worshipping her? I should tell you the derogatory names I have been called for defending this artist :D I'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said?

7.5/10 (That genius chorus and self-hating essence of it all)