Embrace the Vanity

she/her lil bit of vanity and tidbits from my life

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Doot

DOOT DOOT DOOT

[cyberwitchlexi-deactivated20181]

queer witch here to tell you the moon loves you~

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Oh dear

My mother called my ultimate obsession crap and then proceeded to tell me that I was filling my head with shit and now I feel like crap and I'm sad.....

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the rain makes me breathe

The rain let's me see. The rain is my only hope.

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[schizoalienboy]

I’m constantly torn between thinking I’m strong because I’m still alive, despite all the horror and the shit, and thinking I’m weak because I can’t do what neurotypicals find easy.

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process your feelings – it is healthier to cry when you are sad than to try to smile all day, every day

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Well fuck I sure am crying pretty fucking hard right fucking now my beans Plez help me

[ponateoe]

Reblog if you’re Neurodivergent and Left-Handed.

I’m conducting a study due to the fact that all the peeps I know in real life who are Autistic are also left-handed.

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you’re not selfish for wanting to be treated well

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I think this is something I may need to learn

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Nom nom

Eat all the foods.

[autismtypes]

Autism Type # 510

Stimpunk autism

[hsprowpkdkdjd-deactivated202401]

I recall you used to self harm a lot and was very depressed. What helped you out of that?

Treatment. eventually things got so bad that I ended up in a hospital (thank god), and after that i got placed at the treatment facility that I have now lived in/within for five years. Treatment, DBT, rutines, support from adults around me, therapy etc made it all better for me. the Life i had lived, and the dark path i had been on made me strong, very strong. I found strength where i had been empty and weak, flowers started growing from my wounds and i started to Believe in myself and i started to love the life i was living even if it had been horrible, somehow, i made it trough the worst days of my life, and it made  me strong as hell. I don’t really know if this is good advice really, what i’m trying to say is…it does get better. I Think you should reach out to whoever you’re supposed to reach out for in the country you live in, a doctor, a therapist, , a psychologist, all three, a teacher, anyone. Reach out and try to get help. I would not be where i am today if it wasn’t for the athourities placing me in a treatment facility. If i had been sent home again after being at the hospital, i would probably still be starving myself, laying in a bed all night and day, with self harm wounds on my arms and puke in my trashcan and with little to no lust for life whatsoever. help changed my Life completely and forever, i would strongly reccomend you to reach out to someone. I promise you, it won’t be easy, but it is possibly to get help and it is possible for things to get better. Things can get better. As i said, it won’t be easy to recover, and depression is actually something you might never recover from completely,(I Think i will be on anti-depressents all my life) however it is possible to recover from and either way getting help and support and learning new ways to cope with your depression, such as therapy, DBT and medication, could really change your life for the better. Reaching out to someone is a good way to start, so do that, you’ll might even end up with a diagnosis that would explain why these things are happening to you. Things can get better, i promise. It isn’t easy but it is possible. Life will get better with the right help and support. Stay strong, try to believe that life can get better, that happy days are ahead, try your best to believe in your self and the Life you’re living, however that ain’t easy so be patient with yourself okay? Also i want you to know that this isn’t your fault and you are not weak for where you are in life right now. Every Breathe you take is a Breathe of strength. You can do this, I Believe in you, completely. Try to be gentle and soft towards yourself okay? You deserve Everything good and Bright in this universe, you deserve happy days and love. I wish you all the best in this World…i really do. I’m sending sooo many hugs (if you want them) and kisses and light and strength your way! by the way, you reached out to me and that was very brave of you, that is def one big step towards the right direction! try to be proud of yourself for doing so okay? ily and good luck with Everything <3

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Life is strange and I guess sometimes that means you just have to be stranger

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Mutuals?

Don't you mean... .. .... ....... .... .... my BEANS????

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To all those peeps out there

Who are having a tough day, year, life or even a tough moment. It's gonna be chill, yeah?

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I'm so tired of trying so hard and never getting any better. I'm sorry, beans - this human here is falling too

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Hey, Tumblr.

Today is May 1. The first day of Mental Health Month. This entire month we want to nudge all of you to celebrate triumphs, acknowledge struggles, and just come together. Let other people know they’re not alone. Feel less alone yourself. It’s what Post it Forward is all about.

One of the incredible ways you—all of you—have helped shape Tumblr is with your ability to be open and honest.  It was you that turned this platform into a community, one based on genuine expression, creativity, and acceptance.

Neat. How can I participate?

Glad you asked! Each week, for all four weeks, we’ll be giving you ideas for ways to Post it Forward.

Week 1—Post it for you: How you practice self-care and personal well-being.

Week 2—Post it for each other: Ways you can be there for each other.

Week 3—Post it for reflection: Sharing stories of personal growth and development.

Week 4—Post it for the future: Committing to continuous reflection and improvement.

This week is all about posting for you. Acts of self-care. Here are some places to start:

Post an emoji spell for self-care and positivity. 🌈 🔮 💕 🌱

Share a photo or GIF of something that calms you down. Don’t have one? Here’s one.

What’s the one thing that always cheers you up? Post a photo of it, take a GIF, or illustrate it. Toss a sticker on it, if you’d like.

Never forget that you are valid! Post a selfie with “valid” sticker (see below).

Make a list of things you like about yourself.

Make a checklist of 5 acts of self-care you promise to do for yourself this week.

Make an audio post with a song that helps you zone out and re-energize.

Don’t forget to tag all your posts with #postitforward this month! It makes it easier for everyone to find each other’s contributions.

What else?

We’ve asked our pal Tumblrbot (@tumblrbot) to help out with any extra encouragement you might need. Try sending them messages like “tell me about Mental Health Month” or “what’s this week’s prompt?” Tumblrbot will let you know what’s up, because Tumblrbot is a friend to all of us.

We got Answer Times, all of them taking place right here on Post it Forward unless indicated otherwise:

5/4—Utkarsh Ambudkar, NAMI (@namiorg) ambassador, Pitch Perfect actor, and member of hip-hop improv group, Freestyle Love Supreme.

5/8—AJ Mendez Brooks, NAMI (@namiorg) ambassador, former pro wrestler, and author of Crazy Is My Superpower, a memoir about her experiences with bipolar disorder.

5/9—Brittany Snow and Courtney Knowles, co-founders of Love is Louder, from their official blog (@loveislouderofficial).

5/10—Kelly Williams Brown, New York Times best-selling author, from her official blog (@adulting).

5/15—Cynthia Germanotta, Lady Gaga’s mother and co-founder of the Born This Way Foundation.

5/16—Shannon Beveridge (@now-this-is-living), 25-year-old YouTube star. She’ll be partnering with It Gets Better (@itgetsbetterproject).

5/23—The creators of #TheBlackout movement, from their official blog (@theblackoutofficial).

5/25—Anna Akana, YouTuber, writer, director, and activist, from her official blog (@annaakana).

5/26—Mental health advocates Patrick and Amy Kennedy.

We even have some limited edition stickers ready for you in the Tumblr app right now:

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