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just a S U C K E R for P A I N .
ind. axel . pre / post!DDD . r-rated. private.
just a S U C K E R for P A I N .
ind. axel . pre / post!DDD . r-rated. private.
just a S U C K E R for P A I N .
ind. axel . pre / post!DDD . r-rated. private.
just a S U C K E R for P A I N .
ind. axel . pre / post!DDD . r-rated. private.
an official note from me to you, those who are old and those who are NEW; for am i will gone for a little longer. . . at least until my determination grows stronger. axel is great and so are you, just so you all know, i miss you all too. . .
time fragile and so is lea he’s just not in the place i need him to be; flickering from left and appearing from right, i wanna make sure that i do him right, justice and patience are two things i crave so for now i am just not that b r a v e . . .
fear not, my friends, for we all know this story goes. . . one door opens , while some others close. . . xoxo quinn author of flammera
to be continued. . .
haven’t even been here for an hour and axel has already received his first burn
blog dropped dead; author is still alive
alright alright alright time for a tiny spec of honesty form my side here; this blog dropped dead due to a lot of stress from college -- a n d in addition i managed to get myself into a spiral of having many active blogs at once ( all which got way too active for me to keep up several ones ). that was stupid, it really was, because it ate up my energy for my blogs in general, something which resulted in a very sudden HIATUS from my side ( i apologize about that, oops, i hate going MIA without giving a notice of some kind ), but HEY -- I am actually NOT dead !!
lately i have been quietly thinking about trying to pick this blog up again because i love writing as axel and the ? ? ? community is really nice too? ? ? but i am still sort of uncertain, so we’ll have to see !! for now i just wanna let those of you who recall my url to know that i am, in fact, still breathing and doing very well !!
i hope things are going well for ya’ all and that you’re taking care of yourselves !! i’ll see if i come back into this character or not with time !!
pats the mic, pat pat pat ---
So this is where it’ll end, Right in the middle. You loving me and me loving you With all those miles in between And unspoken goodbyes
-our ending (201 out of 365)
— kICKS OVER A TABLE, FLIPS ONTO THE DASH, YELLS ABOUT THESE TWO ASSHOLES
wE DESERVE ANSWERS FOR GODS SAKE i just !! need to know okay!!! did they lose their hearts at the same time, did one of them fall first and the other had to watch, how did they recover, when did they start going from best friends to barely knowing each other at all, hO W DID TH EY GET BA CK INT O THE C AS TL E ??? IM GONNA PUNCH A MAN IF WE DON’T GET THIS SHIT
BUT THERE IS ALSO MORE -- I MEAN THINK ABOUT IT. HOW COME SAÏX BECAME A VESSEL BEFORE AXEL? HOW COME THEIR DESTINIES TURNED OUT SO DIFFERENT? Yes, I am aware that Roxas had a decent amount of influence on that part but I am sure that this has gone on for way longer than what we are let in on, lbr. We are talking about best friends who turned to complete strangers after all...
AND WHY. JUST WHY DID SAÏX END UP AS ONE OF THE VESSELS!? WHAT ON EARTH CAUSED HIM TO FALL SO FAR INTO DARKNESS THAT HE BASICALLY LOST H I M S E L F -- God fucking darn it, there is so much I n e e d to KNOW.
Mm, listening to Six degrees of separation and getting into a sad AkuRoku mood.
Who would you rather save Lea, Isa or Roxas?
“ i think the question answers itself – roxas , the one i know, is long gone… if i understood this correctly roxas is safe within sora, so you could already consider him saved , however, if i had the opportunity to go back i would have tried even better save him… but right now isa is the one who needs saving, so my heart and will is burning for him all in hope to see his azure eyes again. roxas… he… he always managed somehow, he was strong, stronger than any of us, but isa – he is a different kind. he is like me, he is someone i drove away and therefore someone i have to bring back no matter what . “
“ – besides, who says that i can’t save’em BOTH. “
"Wow! Are you some kind of giant two legged porcupine thing?" Yes the cub knew that he was a two legged something. But what exactly? Most of the animals walked on all fours, unless this thing was standing on its back legs then that would explain part of it. As for the porcupine thing...well the hair was pretty self explanatory.
“ e h – ? “ the redhead tilted his head to the side, emerald optics narrowing as the feline spoke to him. what was this? some kind of catnap gone wrong at some point? sure enough, axel had run into strange beings that talked before, but this – this was something entirely different (and what was this about him looking like a porcupine).
“… what are ya’ – ? some kind of mutant cat , or ?”