Writing is the Soul on Paper

[oh-teen-posts]

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So true

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To completely lose yourself in somebody else

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Gone and Back Again

After 2 years the day had finally arrived. Being away from home, in another country, another world, unconnected. The first day I didnt think about you arrived. It felt great, no strings attached. But wait... this dosent end here. How did I realize? Easy. I had to think about you again to do so. You talked to me. YOU HAVE GOT TO ME KIDING ME. Its like you have an alarm set in my head. If I ever stop thinking about you, the alarm goes on and you find a way to appear right back in my mind. Why?. 

So now Im back in square one. Thinking about you, in every way. I was supposed to have an awesome season, away from home, where I could completely stop thinking about you. But no. 

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Music, beer, warm stary night. Perfect night.

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I can´t hold my feelings much longer. I just hope you feel the same way. I feel like I´m about to explote in any second. I need you, I know i´ll miss you and I don´t want to lose you. Please stay close, no matter what happens.

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My lack of posts reflect my transitional lack of thoughts about you.

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Daria lo que sea porque que estes aca ahora conmigo

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And suddenly I missed your smell

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Its not YOU cause its you, its you because of everything I lived with you.

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Sometimes I cant help it and want to blurt out the feelings, the thoughts. I want you to know and want you to do something about it. It would be amazing if it went both ways.

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Sometimes im fine with knowing you are not part of my life anymore…but sometimes it hurts, I miss you and hope for you to come back.

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It astounds me, that when ever Im not thinking about you, fore some reason you are. I like it.

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Goodbye again, but now for real Disappointments and countless sorrows to peal, You lied again and I can’t erase My naivety of thinking you would fall back into place

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Goodbye FOREVER

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You´re online … that sucks, it means you´re talking with her. You´re not online … that sucks even more, it means you are with her.