honestly struggling w when am i ready to be in a relationship again?? it kinda terrifies me opening up to someone again and then not being enough and then they leave dhdjsk i know that it’s a risk every time but still i am Scared LMAO and also like i wanna develop myself bc i feel like i’m at least a little codependent but at what point is it Enough?? i am worthy and deserving of love but when am i Enough and Healthy for another person?? also ppl are like you shouldnt want a r/s it’ll come when you don’t want it and when you least expect but at the same time they’re like if you want something you should go get it like WHICH IS IT??? and how much of my wanting a r/s is based in my own insecurities and society’s message that romantic love is the most important love idk just a lot of thoughts tonite my single neuron is firing 😌✌🏼
