Week 15, December 4th, 2024
This was our final performance. We performed a multi-modal piece about a failed final performance. It’s aim was to convince the audience that the performance was real, as in, that everything we did was genuine and not in performance. The concept was aiming to be meta. We first had myself come in late to create tensions and frusturation within the group. Then, as me and my groupmate enact a (failed) puppet show, we get exasperated with our groupmates who are conducting the visual and audio effects because they’re not “what we rehearsed”. This then breaks out into bickering and fighting, and we all, out of frustration, break off and go to our individual stations. One of the group mates makes a rallying call to get us back together, trying to create cohesion again. We all somewhat ignore them and start making audio/visual effects at our stations. Another groupmate makes it known that, hey, we still need to figure out this group performance, so we start to brainstorm at the whiteboard. We use the whiteboard as an audio sound board, clicking and banging on the board as we draw and write. After some time, a groupmate sort of has a epiphany and proposes that we do a group performance on a failed group performance. And this queues the end of the performance.
The performance itself went according to plan. We rehearsed it once before this, just a couple hours prior to the final performance. If im being honest, I wasn’t very proud of this performance. I don’t think it showcased the full extent of abilities, which I am bummed about, but can only blame myself for. But I also acknowledge that this idea came from an earnest place, and that this is where me and my group mates were at in this time and place in our lives. We were hoping to capture the frustration we felt weeks up to the final performance—having constant scheduling issues, having some group mates put in more effort than others, everyone having a hard time coming up with a vision, apathy, hesitation, and just the end of the semester fatigue. I think this performance is unique considering these conditions. I’m proud of it in that regard, that we were all able to come together and perform something in earnest, not in jest.
Link to the full video: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1NP4bYZeLLBaq9DXS5B_DNKvBDhT1QbVo/view?usp=drivesdk
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1NP4bYZeLLBaq9DXS5B_DNKvBDhT1QbVo/view?usp=drivesdk