Infinity of Our Love

Hope / Mid 20s / Info

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Hope / Late 20s / She or No Pronouns / Carrd

Beautiful yet neurotic wife of AZ (pkmn) (non-sharing) 🌾 very fond of ancient kings, old anime, and historical romance. Interacts from @snowbellecity

Expect suggestive content and some "mature" themes; please be 18+ to follow.

I ship AZ with 2 different sonas; Nerine, who is more of an OC, and Dysa, who is meant to represent me as I am irl. I think of them as two sides of the same coin 🌸🌻 right now, I am focusing more on azdysa / faeriekingshipping.

"Archived" ships are Diathesterius (Dianthus x Theseus x Asterius (Hades Game)) and Flavispera (Flavio x Prospera T. (Paper Mario)). This doesn't mean I'll never bring them up or draw them, just that it'll be pretty rare!

I may not follow back people who are close mutuals with other AZ selfshippers (current mutuals excluded of course... I will never try to control who you can and can't follow, I'm just insane 🙇🏾‍♀️), or people who ship an oc/sona with him / are just generally horny about him (I don't mind the occasional pervy comment though. I'm also a pervert). However, I don't mind being followed by people who have romantic ships with him if we've interacted before, just please respect that I may keep a certain level of distance.

I'm also currently focused on my OC x Canon ship, Paleflameshipping ( L x Otanes ), I consider myself okay ~ selective sharing for them!

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Consequences of having a crush on a forgetful fujoshi .... 💔

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Paleflame ship intro I never posted....... Please ignore the typo if you spot it, I can't fix it right this second 💔 [ template ]

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Today is the first anniversary of AZ and Nerine getting married 🥺 I don't have anything new to post today, but here's a comm from last year I never posted (by @/miyabau !)

If I can figure it out, I may stream the movie millennium actress -- it's something I wanted to do last year but didn't get around to ^.^

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Anyways. Speaking of my nonbinary yaoi #NonbinaryYaoi here's some ship charts :~) I already posted them to main but I want them here too 🙏🏾

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It's really funny how different the experience of commissioning art of my selfship vs. commissioning art of my OC x canon is ... when it comes to my selfship first I gotta make sure they draw black ppl then I gotta make sure they draw fat ppl then I gotta make sure they can draw old ass folks then I gotta double check their examples to make sure they don't make brown characters too ashy or too light. And then having an oc x canon with two fairly conventionally attractive (for the most part...) "men" (it's nonbinary yaoi), all I need to do is see if they can draw facial hair and make sure they don't mind drawing the smallest bit of wrinkles and That's It 🥹 it's reminding of how why from 2017 ~ 2019 or so my main sona was a skinny woman Just to make it easier to find ppl who could draw her

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I've been working on a sideblog specifically for my paper mario ships but I've been hesitating on sharing it cuz I dunno if I'll actually use it at all 😭

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🎉Birthday Promo for your local weirdo sapphic selfshipper! 🎉

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🌟✨ Hi I’m Alli! I’m an artist, writer, and blorbo enthusiast. She/her, sapphic (bi)

I just turned 28 today and I would love to have more selfship mutuals :] play toys with me

My F/Os are ♦️Shadow Queen♦️from Paper Mario: TTYD and 💤Hypnos💤 from Hades!

This blog is dedicated to my Paper Mario shenanigans, you can find my Hades blog over here: @bottlednectar

Any follow backs will come from my main blog: @primordial0riginator so keep an eye out for that

Ok that’s all bye ^_^/ ✨🌟

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Recently finished commission for Fairune in Vgen! 🌹

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Rambling about things that don't really matter....

I admit I have been feeling a little insecure lately.... Though I try my best to avoid them, it's been difficult not to come across other AZ ships while just trying to look for fanart of him ... and I notice that a lot of dynamics tend to be on the fluffy side, with maybe a little bit of angst involving the canon storyline. And it does make me feel a little bad that I choose to explore a dynamic that's more toxic, where even at their best it's hard to say if they're truly good for one another. And while I do love these dynamics (even my healthier couples will have a very rough start), it's hard not to feel a little Off about it 🥹 like I'm doing it wrong somehow.

Of course I don't want to change anything... I don't have any desire to fit into a mold, and all I can really ever do is be Myself. And myself is someone who likes messy, complicated, imperfect love, even if it's not the most common or conventional thing. And while I certainly know better than to compare.... It's just a bit difficult recently 💔

Anyways 😭 just thinking out loud 💔 part of why I'm focused on nerizas rn (which exists in a weird in-between of "OCsona x canon" and "OCsona x OC") is because I don't have to worry about any of this in that specific context ...😭 But also I just really like the concept of Nerine falling for a clone of her dead husband. 🫶🏾

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Nerizas sketches I posted to main 🥺 acting weird towards them ....

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Trying to set aside my Personal feelings about wanting Aznerine to #Win and focus on giving Nerine what she actually needs which is a chance to move on ......... Even if I'm going about it in a messy and convoluted way 🙂‍↕️

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This is also a way for me to deal with some weird feelings I've been having lately 🙇🏾‍♀️ gomenasorry

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Bluebeard's wife

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you read the caption right! i know this is sudden, but my drawing tablet's wire isnt functioning anymore... i'm now planning to buy one, but i don't have a comfortable amount to spend on immediately... which is why i'm opening a donation pool here!

if you're able to, please help me get at least around $60! i imagine this price seems a bit small for dollars, but this is a very big amount in pesos, and it covers both the base price and possible shipping funds incurred since i will be ordering this online!

donations can be sent on ko-fi! however, if you prefer to opt for paypal- DM me!! it's for privacy reasons ^u^

if you're in no shape to donate, consider reblogging instead! if you reached the end of this post, thank you so much!!

for full transparency, i will update this post occasionally, and i will close reblogs once ive reached enough!

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The thing that makes Nerine feel softer towards Zas / """get over""" her initial Horror is that Zas reminded her so much of herself. Wanting to be close to someone who was unwilling to meet you in the middle, and feeling them pull away at every turn... and of course the fear of being forgotten, left behind, tossed aside... she knows it all too well. She hated the idea of putting them in that same position, even if the situation was not ideal. She knows the circumstances are not their fault, just the meddling of gods who do not understand what it means to be "human" (even if immortality turns you into something Other...)

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Trying to set aside my Personal feelings about wanting Aznerine to #Win and focus on giving Nerine what she actually needs which is a chance to move on ......... Even if I'm going about it in a messy and convoluted way 🙂‍↕️

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I've been really obsessed with the idea of Nerine getting romantically involved with a guy who (physically) looks just like AZ, coping bad style and all that. I've explored different avenues for this but none of them really stuck (or I ended up doing something different with the concept 💔).

Of course the biggest issue is that no one looks like AZ, even if you ignore him being 9ft tall. They'd have to have something Crazy going on to manage it 😭 anyways. My point is a few days ago I had the idea of Yveltal (Nerine's deadbeat ancestral deity) finally trying to Do Something but of course being a giant bird/moth/dragon death god she doesn't really understand what humans need when they're grieving. And so her idea is to just replace what was lost. And Yveltal does this by taking its own empty husk from a previous cocoon and (perhaps with a little help from Xerneas) creates a "clone" of AZ.

There is no one in the world like AZ nor will there ever be anyone else like him, for better and for worse. It is impossible to truly replicate him. And so while this clone resembles him, sounds like him, and even physically resembles him (with some major differences), it is of course Not AZ.

Nerine is a little horrified by this gift she did Not ask for. The clone (who is given the name Zas) doesn't quite understand, because even with knowledge planted in his head about the man he is supposed to resemble, it is vastly different from actually having those experiences. And so he wanders a bit in his own way, wanting to learn more about the man who came before him... but also wondering how to make Nerine see him for him, and not as a copy of someone who is no longer around.

Because, though he feels some strange longing that is undoubtedly a result of how he was made... he is certain his feelings for Nerine are genuine.

Zas btw ⤵️ they have 4 arms but put 2 each inside their coat sleeves