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You are beautiful; there is no flaw in you.

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Inspired by this interior designing game that I play, and also a realization that it is more of a representation of the life I have dreamt and most of us are dreaming. A stable life, financial freedom, a home country you aspire to live in, and a family. https://www.instagram.com/p/CTjaZ_MgBmP/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Graduation Gift from my very supportive sister from another mother. Love you and miss you loads. Thank you for thinking of me despite all the load that you have at work. I'm always grateful for you. *She's a Nurse in New York by the way* https://www.instagram.com/p/CL5eG6vlqrEnOsol3fRlVMaJnQj5yDAK6ZzpQ40/?igshid=1ek45uh4wgqdq

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Remember the days? When it's just brick game? Life was simpler. https://www.instagram.com/p/CLA7oHrpwtjGj1dy_RjihVgzaypl0Vimm5pQlw0/?igshid=1vsw2enzlduhl

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It's still a bit messy but it's now starting to feel like home. It will never be 100% home of course because my family is not here in the Philippines but it's good enough for at least 1 - 2 years. Let's see where the wind takes me afterwards... I still need a full body mirror, a projector, a pot/pan (induction ready), window and shower curtains, and a sanitizing mat. The rest that I'll be able to think about is already a want and not a need. #humbleabode #mandaleña #plastichearts by @mileycyrus P. S. 》 Plastic Hearts is my song right now. I should make a playlist of my favorite songs soon. https://www.instagram.com/p/CKvr_U6J06Q9UbLaxamTqY4uIVaG6rdBxk9pps0/?igshid=1dbzg28qo9qh

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♧ (at San Felipe Neri Parish - Mandaluyong City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKiM4TLlp1uzgzen51KgXdCN30Dy8ddcTsL4TM0/?igshid=mre1rtblucqe

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I'm not a Catholic but there's something Catholic Churches that makes it serene and intriguing. After all, Paul spread the Gospel in Rome and in All Europe. There is Grace where Jesus is. #Ruminations #Christianity (at San Felipe Neri Parish - Mandaluyong City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKiHgAwFcJ1PZOGQvVX9vZDfpIz68oKqkRz4QY0/?igshid=10y8kjwzhqzz

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Hei Originals!

It's Music Monday and floideeoriginals is here to give you another music cover.

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Stepping Out of My Negativity Niche

For this post I am keeping it real and simple. It’s been a long while since I wrote a whole blog about how I feel and what is going on in my mind hence you are in for a ride...or are you really?

In a few hours, we are going to enter a new decade. I know I may sound like I am just following the trend but I strongly disagree if you are thinking like so. I was born in the year 1990. The last month of the 3rd quarter of that year. (Go figure the month – interactive blogging). This is why every turn of the decade is very, very significant to my own personal growth as it marks another 10 years of my existence. This year, it is more crucial. I am entering the third decade of my life soon and that means I should get my act together, have some progress in my life, and start working on what I really want my purpose to be…

Believe me when I say I attempted to do the latter for the past decade but I guess I failed to do so thus directing me to my own demise. I felt I was in a constant depression during the 2010s. Every year it just worsened to the point of hurting myself physically just to divert the pain I was experiencing. Yes, that is a whole another blog another day but yeah that happened especially during the latter part of the decade. 

But what is this blog for? It is meant to jumpstart my ultimate goal this coming decade. 

To Be Grateful…

So here are the ultimate things I am grateful for from 2010 to 2019:

2010 : I graduated from the University of Santo Tomas with a Bachelor of Science in Psychology.

2011 : My dad was able to secure a job in Singapore to provide for us because his company closed down earlier part of that year.

2012 :  I was able to follow my dad to Singapore and for the first time in my life I was able to ride an airplane.

2013 : This year was a lot to process but through it all I am thankful that I found a solid group of kingdom friends that prayed for me through and through and well I was just overwhelmed with joy when this people appreciated me even if they are not of the same nationality as I am and yet it’s when I felt most welcomed (after GLEE CLUB) compared to when I was in my own home country.

2014 : This is the year wherein I had dengue and almost needed a blood transfusion but did not have to because I survived it and even had the chance to organize my sister’s debut (Coming of Age). 

2015: Oh my gosh wow! This year was tricky but I was thankful that finally I was granted a job in Singapore after 3 years of waiting in an unexpected turn of events…

2016 : I guess I am just thankful that I survived this year. I lost weight during this year but was not thankful then because I still saw myself as unworthy and fat and all. But I guess I am thankful because I was able to travel to another country other than Singapore which is Thailand for the first time. I wish to go there again another time.

2017 : This is the year that I set foot in the “Land of the Free” wherein I had the chance to spent almost 3 weeks with my family. I never treasured my time with them until this period in the decade. Really enjoyed every bit of it.

2018 : This was a very tough year but I survived it without killing myself. But I will always be thankful for being able to love someone so deeply and being loved by that person as well. Meeting someone as genuine is something I’ll cherish my whole life. He is one of a kind and I definitely am proud to say that I have met my soulmate and our journey was not short of amazing.

2019 : The last year of the decade was just a constant reminder of my failures but at its latter part it was also a reminder of God’s Grace in my life. I survived the year without being imprisoned. Not that I did something for that to happen but because I associated myself with people I didn’t really know well and trusted them too soon, I was almost behind bars. By God’s Grace and His Amazing Love I was not. I get to continue my story.

THANK YOU JESUS!