✨SENSITIVE as FUCK✨

Gotta date with death

[idkpleasekillme]

sorry for short answers i don’t necessarily want to be alive right now

[feelingsoftheday]

heavy heart and tired eyes.

[comfxrtless-deactivated20190316]

[destroyymee]

I wish no one knows me, so I can die in peace without hurting anybody

[slwtforb4rbiturates]

[missinyouiskillingme]

it’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were

[fucklife101]

This moment.

[eus-deactivated20150315]

[leonardospoetry]

Can you remember who you were, before the world told you who you should be?

Charles Bukowski

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[birdandmoon]

A snake story, based on an experience I had while I was in Florida.

[ladyorlandodream]

Yes, Spain!!!!

[quetiapine19-deactivated2024011]

Suicide attempts are traumatic

I don't hear anyone talking about this. But attempting to take your own life is traumatic.

The moments before the attempt are the most heartbreaking. The planning of it. Writing the suicide notes. You imagine all the pain will stop, but you wake up in the morning in your bed/floor/hospital bed/after a coma. Still alive. The ambulance rides. Your friends/family yelling/crying/asking questions. Trying to find the words to doctors why you did it. All you wanted was for it all to stop, but it was the most heartbreaking, painful both mentally and physically, draining thing you went through. Maybe you woke up with regret, maybe with relief.

But after you get back out in the real world, you have to act like nothing happened. You have to keep living surviving after something so traumatic. You still think about that event over and over. What would it be like if it worked? Why didn't it work? The way you did it, triggers you every time you see that thing/place. You get flashbacks. Ambulances make you re-remember everything all over again.

If you've survived, I'm proud you're still here. You're a survivor. Life might not look like it's worth it sometimes, but your future holds something amazing for you, I promise it does get better. Little by little. Don't give up just yet.

[barelyliving-barelybreathing]

After 10 years I still struggle to take tablets and if I do have to, I can't use juice to wash them down cause it floods my memory to when I attempted the first time

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[yourworstnightmare8-deactivated]

I want to claw off my own skin and rip out my own hair, I hate myself that much.

[lovelornstorm]

i wanna fucking slam my head against a concrete wall

[mjulmjul]

friend!

[ladyshinga]

touching grass is not enough i must psychically connect to a mushroom colony