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i always got something to say

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i want to try to use this as an outlet and keep track of things. key word is want. i will probably forget.

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how do you know when it’s time to leave? what if i just can’t do much here even when i try?

what if that’s just the way life is and i’m stressing myself out for nothing? its not supposed to be easy and not everyone needs something big! what if thinking that ^^ is dismissing valid thoughts and blocking me from growing?

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every dating app, ozempic, and gambling ad that shows up makes me more of a threat to society

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girl.

don’t piss me off…

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i’m too proud of myself to let this fucking woman get me down. idk what the problem is. and sure it hurts but i can’t lay down and take it.

i hope her guilt haunts her in her sleep.

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im thinking of joining roller derby. im not that bad at skating but for some reason i always feel like i cant move my feet once im in an open space. like practicing at home is one thing but damn…. my feet are glued once im at a rink.

[bananaslamcakes]

DO IT!!! Your local derby team most likely has a ‘boot camp’ where you solidify the basics and learn the ropes of derby. I started only knowing how to move forward (kind of) and stay standing. Within two months I was a blocker and my confidence on and off skates SOARED.

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i think im gonna do it!! ive been wanting to skate more and push myself to do more social things so this is kinda perfect. i have a month to bulletproof my ankles before they start intake. wish me luck 🫡

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yall i did it

it was so much fun a little nervous bc i’m not that confident on wheels even after knowing so many of the moves taught

i can’t really feel my legs rn…. and i have a little walk to do on my way to work….

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watched the amazing digital circus because i was super into the pomni cosplays.

i should have known better than to have gone through the tag while at work…. what do you mean suggestive!

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just got told i strut around work.

do i strut ??? am i a strutter ????

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love untangled (2025)

oh fucking congratulations you mother fuckers got me. it was so cute and sweet in the beginning and hurt every time she said she hated her hair. but he liked it and he liked HER. i know the beauty standard for a movie in the late 90s in going to emphasize straight hair but like…. ms. girl just needed conditioner.

multiple times in the first half, i would say ow out loud because it was so sweet it gave me cavity pain.

then the second half…. i didnt realize it would take that turn. so i started to say ow because i was taking damage. but! cute resolution! loved the mcs and the friend group was fucking adorable. UGH

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im thinking of joining roller derby. im not that bad at skating but for some reason i always feel like i cant move my feet once im in an open space. like practicing at home is one thing but damn…. my feet are glued once im at a rink.

[bananaslamcakes]

DO IT!!! Your local derby team most likely has a ‘boot camp’ where you solidify the basics and learn the ropes of derby. I started only knowing how to move forward (kind of) and stay standing. Within two months I was a blocker and my confidence on and off skates SOARED.

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i think im gonna do it!! ive been wanting to skate more and push myself to do more social things so this is kinda perfect. i have a month to bulletproof my ankles before they start intake. wish me luck 🫡

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everyday is the same day.

over and

over

and over

again

ive memorized the script atp and started mouthing my coworkers next thoughts because its the same day. everyday.

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im thinking of joining roller derby. im not that bad at skating but for some reason i always feel like i cant move my feet once im in an open space. like practicing at home is one thing but damn…. my feet are glued once im at a rink.

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imaginal disk - magdalena bay (2024)

i never brought it up but i listened to imaginal disk for the first time a couple weeks ago. i played it maybe 10x a day for a week. its such a fun and an exciting listening experience.

there are some albums that you like but ultimately, you find a couple songs to put in a playlist and thats it. if i hear any song from imaginal disk on a random playlist, i will start the entire album from the top to go through the whole story. i like alot of albums but i only really do the start to finish think for renaissance and nfr!

im so excited to see them in october

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i found some old tik tok drafts of me cosplaying yukako from jojo and theyre so silly and cute. why did i never post them. i miss cosplaying on tik tok.

it was cringe but i was free :(

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so what i started blushing at the end of cinderella closet!!! dont look at me like that!!!

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no parasocial… but i love drawfee so much.