hello

tw ed, active dec 21, minor, pro recovery . . . [hw;63 kg, lw;52.6 kg, cw;53.6, height 168cm]

[flowerkcal2]

hii!!

[flowerkcal]

hello friends! this is my backup yk just in case 

i wont post there but if i get deleted you can find me there :)

[heartgash]

[flowerkcal]

small rant

slight nsfw?? idk anyways 

so one of my very close friends is like a person i sext with, yeah coolcool and they recently got into an online relationship. theyre partner is cool with us sexting but i really.. like im jealous?? why is it ok for their partner that they have e-sex with me?? and like why do they like their partner more than me?? like no they cant like someone ore than me thats ridiculous. i feel so stupid for feeling this way, i have no right taking someone away from them esp theyre partner. but also i feel bad for sexting with them why isnt their partner jealous thats so fucked up they deserve better than that im a way better friend thats fucked up i hate this. i hate them and their partner im jealous of my nuts and AAAAAAAAAAA

[flowerkcal]

im going to try eating only food with 100 kcal/100g for one day next week and ill make a food log hehe

[flowerkcal]

im on a 69 hour fast rn and damn im tired >:(

[dr-algernop-deactivated20220313]

[flowerkcal]

guys i went craycray yesterday

probs mania or something but uhh kinda scared imma go inpatient

[flowerkcal]

update i didnt go inpatient but my parents dont trust me anymore 

[flowerkcal]

hello i know i rearly post onhere i keep forgetting i have a tumblr account 

idk why but i cant access tumblr from my phone :( anyways hello friends im a bit late but happy holidays and merry christmas !! also new year is coming and aaaaaa :))

[toastbutteregg]

[tobicorvidsapphic]

I will start a food war

[high-on-starving-deactivated202]

soup is undebatably the best food ever, there is nothing to argue

[cheshire-cat-lenalee2]

[flowerkcal]

GUYS IM GOING TO TAKE QUETIAPIN FOR MY EMOTIONAL INSTABILITY TODAY FOR THE FIRST TIME AND AAAA KINDA CARED BUT ALSO EXCITED AAAAAAAAA

[thursday]

DAY 15

GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15

[fnaf-thechoco-deactivated201503]

You can only reblog this 12 times a year

Make the most of that

[jijarugen]

Every month I reblog this and every month I’m baffled that it’s already the 15th.

[pumpkindobby-blog]

I’m scheduling this for every month

[raise-me-up-take-me-up]

IT ONLY APPEARS ON THE FIFTEENTH OF EVRY MONTH

[lisianthoma]

THIS ONLY APPEARS ON 15THS WTF

[1800-sanders-sides]

*slams reblog button*

[booknerd1642-deactivated2021122]

Fuck yeah I get to reblog this

[goresociety-deactivated20241001]

hell yea

[ipcm5]

@adultkiddo IT’S ALREADY THE 15TH!!!

[c-h-pictures]

What

[c-h-pictures]

I refuse to believe

[the-eternal-loading-screen]

why is this the first time i have seen this 

okay im going to queue it >:)

[flowerkcal]

guys i went craycray yesterday

probs mania or something but uhh kinda scared imma go inpatient

[dankmemeuniversity]

[shoujo-dreamland]

[happymealwithoutthehappy]

My brain when I eat;

[flowerkcal]

i need comfort

[flowerkcal]

lmaooo im on a fast rn and my mmom bought me almonds and guess who couldnt fucking resist 🤡🤡 

yeah i hate myself