Hello all!! Time for a proper, actual introduction (*pause for applause here*)
— My name’s Marz, he/him, adult (somehow. Still working on believing it)
— Icon by the wonderful @blood-is-compulsory
— I write whump! Some of my favorite tropes are:
Emotional manipulation
Noncon/dubcon
Pet whump
Caretaker whump
Begging
Intimate/creepy whumpers
— Hold On is my main story about a bonded pair in the BBU universe and the struggles they face together (and sometimes on their own). It deals with messy communication and how to build healthy relationships with partners and friends, all while within the confines of a system that treats them as less than human. Sunshine House is a branch-off with the caretakers from Hold On and dives into their past, and Shadow of Stars is a vampire AU of the story.
— Random facts! I have a side blog for all my anime interest (so it doesn’t clog up the main: @bsdisfreetherapy), I own a dog (who is the best love of my life and I will talk about her for hours if given the chance), and think I am hilarious
(Masterlists below the cut)
Hold On: Masterlist
Takes place in the BBU sandbox and follows Daniel and Star, a pair of bonded Romantics. Together, they think they can handle anything and anyone, but what do they do when their greatest battles are with each other? (contains NSFW)
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Sunshine House Masterlist
Robin and Thad Castillo run a pseudo-safehouse for escaped pets. For some of them, they end up becoming permanent members of their family. Their world is turned on its head when they take in two escapees who are more than they bargained for and the fallout will impact everyone.
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Shadow of Stars Masterlist
AU for Hold On. Star rules his kingdom with fear ever since he was forced onto the throne by a sudden death. Daniel is a Shadow and considered dangerous by everyone so he tries to hide his identity and fit in. When their two worlds collide, the power imbalance reveals itself for the first time and both of them face the consequences (contains NSFW/darker themes)
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Hot&Dumb Masterlist
Cameron is a spoiled Romantic who loves his master wholeheartedly. He has never considered a life apart from the one forced upon him and believes his master loves and values him, despite his master’s actions being to the contrary. The Pets that want to leave are dangerous and disobedient, two things Cameron can never contemplate being. After all, he’s perfect. Why would he want to be anything else? (contains NSFW/darker themes/unhappy ending)
Whumper saying they have a surprise for Whumpee in another room. They get there, and Whumpee doesn’t know whether to scream or collapse. In the room is an injured Caretaker, bound and gagged.
give me mean whumpees. whumpees who had an edge to them even before the whump.
now, make them more agreeable after the whump. make it so conflicting for their loved ones that, while they never wanted something so terrible to happen to someone they love, this whumpee is… better, to them
The whumper abruptly and stealthily slipping their hand down the front of their pants in the middle of a crowded place. The whumpee freezes up, desperately trying to conceal any reaction to this while hoping that no one will notice what's going on as they have no idea how the whumper will react to that.
whumpee can't breathe. they can't breathe, can't move, can't hardly think. whumper's still talking like nothing is happening, their voice casual and unaffected even as their hand is groping at the front of whumpee's groin. they're strong fingers, massaging and just grabbing, making small but insistent, hard movements.
the first thing that whumpee can manage to force their body to do is to shuffle that much closer to whumper. it's an instinct, one that they can't explain, except that they want to hide this. the closer that they are to whumper, the less likely it'll be that anyone will see. and they can't- no one can see.
as it keeps going, whumpee gets closer and closer to whumper, until they're clinging to the person assaulting them, lips pressed hard together to stifle fast breathing or building sobs. and all around them, the crowd doesn't notice. (if anyone does, for a quick moment, they glance away immediately, pretending that they didn't see. after all, what did they see but someone clinging to the person pleasuring them in public, not pushing them away, not even making a sound?)
"It's incredible how much your body can take. That's the beauty of all this, really. Every time you think it's too much, you prove yourself wrong. You're more resilient than you give yourself credit for."