Bi Bitch Baby

so this is just a blog of random imagines/fics and all my babies i love 💒🌈

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🦋Masterlist🦋

⛓🖤Billie Eilish🖤⛓

Wait Pt.1, Wait Pt.2 

Adore

Kind

Enlighten

Was that so bad?

Cry for me 

🌸Dodie🌸

Plants, and Tea, and Raspberries, oh my!

✨Casey Gardner(Atypical)✨

Full Homo

❣️Timothee Chalamet❣️

I only want to live

⚰️Zoe Benson(ahs)⚰️

Cute fic

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Omg I haven’t posted on here in sooooo long 🤠

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do you have a master list? love your writing ❤️

masterlist here you go bby!!!!

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Wait⛅️ - Billie Eilish Fic Pt.2

~this is pt.2 bbys~

It’s been a week since I completely fucked up my relationship with billie, and i’m honestly starting to think that it really is over between us.

Our relationship is, or now was, all over the internet and it was trending on twitter for a couple days, but now people have moved on to the next thing, and people are actually being very supportive.

I’ve called and texted, but she hasn’t answered anything. I miss her... I really, really miss her.

My phone starts to ring and when i see billies name pop up my eyes widen.

I quickly answer the phone.

“Um hi” i say shyly,

“Hey...” she says back, there’s silence for a few seconds, “what are you doing right now?” she asks me.

“Nothing.. uh nothing at all” I shake my head slightly, even though she can’t see me.

“Can I come over?” she asks, and my heart starts to speed up.

“Of course, are you okay?” i ask her, and she completely avoids my question

“I’ll be over in like 5 minutes.” she then hangs up, leaving me confused and nervous.

*time skip*

i hear a knock on my door, my nerves getting the best of me, the inside of my cheek is sore from me biting it constantly.

I immediately get up from my bed, and race down stairs to open the door.

I open it, and there’s billie looking back at me, my heart skips.

“H-hi” i say, my voice shaking a little.

“Hey.” she says back, she bites her lip and then scratches the back of her neck awkwardly

“Do you want to come in?” I ask her, she nods and we go into the living room to sit on the couch next to each other.

The room is silent for a little bit before i decide to talk first.

“I honestly thought we were over... i mean- i meant like over as in... you’d never want to see me ever again.. you might not still i just-“ i start to ramble, but she shakes her head and cuts me off

“No it’s not like that, i was just pissed for awhile and needed a break...” she told me

“So are you still pissed?” I ask her, my eyes looking down at my hands which are folded in my lap.

I hear her sigh and look up to see her running her hand through her hair, that’s what she usually does when she’s thinking.

She finally starts to speak.

“I know that everyone was going to find out someday... but i’m just so tired of people being in my personal space constantly and knowing every tiny detail about me, and you were the only thing that they didn’t actually get to know about me, and I don’t know it just fucking sucks.” she tells me, i nod as if i understand which i dont because i’m not her, i don’t know what it’s like to be in the spotlight 24/7

“I’m so sorry billie, I know i keep saying that, but I am. You have every right to be mad at me and I want you to know that-“ I try to explain, but she interrupts me

“You said you loved me... whenever I was being a complete asshole to you, you said you loved me.” she says, i’m taken back a little bit and furrow my brows.

“I mean yeah, i said that because it’s true, and you weren’t being an “asshole” to me bil... you were mad and had every reason to be. I fucked up our relationship.” i tell her, a smile forms on her face and she shakes her head

“You didn’t fuck up our relationship y/n, we just have to adapt to more media shit now, and it’s going to be hard as fuck. And it’s not me i’m worried about... it’s you” she says to me, i bite my lip... i didn’t think about how this would affect me.

“I could give a shit what people think about me bil, you know that” i try to laugh it off, but that’s not true at all. I constantly care what people think.

“That’s a fucking lie.” she rolls her eyes and smirks

It’s silent for a few seconds, but it’s a comfortable silence

“I love you.” she says, i look at her and shake my head

“Bil, you don’t have to say it just because i said it.” I tell her, she rolls her eyes and then kisses me softly, her hand going to the back of my neck to pull me in closer to deepen the kiss.

She pulls away and smirks

“I fucking love you.” she says again, i smile and bite my lip.

This time i believe her.

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🌸*my writing is: garbage*🌸

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Wait⛅️ - Billie Eilish Fic Pt.1

- there’ll be a part 2✨🥺 also should i add warnings??? idk lmao um there’s some spicy language :,) anyways enjoy babes

“Bil can you please open the door?” I ask her, I’ve been standing outside her bedroom for at least 15 minutes now, she’s pissed at me and it’s kind of my fault... okay it is completely my fault, I posted on twitter about our relationship which is a secret, or was a secret, and billie didn’t want to tell anyone about us, at least not right now anyways, so here I am trying to unfuck this situation

“Billie please? I didn’t think anyone was going to see it I mean I had like 20 followers and my account was lowkey... until claire retweeted it... billie can you plea-“ she opens the door and her face red and blotchy with tears pouring down her face

“Bil I’m-“ I try to apologize but she immediately cuts me off

“Don’t even fucking say anything.” She spits at me, I’ve never seen her this upset.

“What would make you think that was okay? Fucking posting about my personal shit online? Both of us being together was literally the only thing I had that was private and you fucked it up! It’s all over the fucking internet y/n! What the fuck is wrong with you?” She questions me, my throat burning and my eyes filling with tears

“I didn’t think anyone would even see it billie-“ I begin, she scoffs sarcastically

“Yeah you didn’t fucking think? Of course you didn’t think when do you ever think? Huh y/n when?” She asks me, ouch that one hurt

“Can you just stop? I said I was sorry! I know I’m stupid for doing what I did!” I start to cry, my hands trying to wipe the tears falling down my face, “I know i fucked up, I didn’t think and I’m so sorry billie really, I don’t know why I did that I was just wanting to tell someone other than just keeping it to myself because I just love you a lot, and I wish i had a better excuse... just please-“ she didn’t let me finish

“Just leave me alone” she says, she stares at me for a second and then shuts her bedroom door in my face.

I just stand there letting the tears fall, what do I do?

I just realized that was the first time I told her I loved her.

I start walking down the stairs and as I get to to the bottom to open the door, I see her parents and finneas sitting on the couch, they obviously heard everything, but are acting like they didn’t, great that’s fucking embarrassing.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt her...” I tell them, they just look at me.

I continue walking out their door and shut it behind me, that’s probably the last time I’ll ever see their house.

I hear the door open again and look back to see finneas coming out.

“Y/n! Wait!” He runs up to me, he looks at me sadly

“I already know I seriously fucked up you don’t have to tell me.” I tell him, he shakes his head and sighs

“No I was going to tell you that if you just give her some time she’ll come back around.” He says, I laugh a little and shake my head

“She hates me finneas, I took the last private thing she had.” I tell him

“Just give her time.” He says it again, he nods at me and runs back into the house

I bite my lip and my throat begins to burn again.

How much time?

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hey sis u alive 🥴🙈

lmaooo yes im alive💀 ive been writing and i have so many drafts but i want them to be good asf bc i don’t want to disappoint 🥺

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could you tag me to anything you write for billie please! x

ofc🥺

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i wanna make a billie fic thats multiple parts👀 watch me do it tho

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sis are you fucking kidding me🥺🥺 billie eilish if you’re reading this i am free on thursday night if you would like to hang out when i am free on thursday night pls respond if you would like to hang out on thursday night when i am free thx

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adore 🌟🍃 -Billie Eilish fic-

This was requested by @bratyee and it was such a good ass request ✨ i blow ass bc im so mfing slow I’m sorry 🥺🥺 btw lets say your ass is on stranger things and your best friend is Clairo bc i love her ass💀 basic I know but ily

New text from:

Claire🦋

Claire🦋: oh my god y/n have you fucking seen the interview where billie says your her celeb crush??? omfgggggg

Me: dude what??

Claire🦋: here I’ll send you the link you’re gonna flip tf out (link)

I open the link which takes me to a video of billie and an interviewer from teen vogue

It starts out with her answering questions about her music and what she plans on doing in the future and then it gets to more personal questions

“So we really want to know... who is your celebrity crush?” The interviewer asks her, Billie starts to blush and smirks a little

“Um y/n y/l/n no cap I’m serious I’ve had a crush on her ass since the very beginning of stranger things ugh she could GEETTT ITTTT” she starts laughing

“Oh my god” I say out loud, is she actually serious?

For a couple of months now, ever since ST3 came out, she’s been subtweeting/not so subtweeting about her crush on me which I’ve completely returned the favor too, I mean she’s billie fucking eilish and she’s hot as fuck of course I’m going to flirt back with her even if it’s on public social media

We haven’t talked or anything, I’ve wanted to reach out and say something but my shy ass could never

Some fans have caught on, but some haven’t, and of course the ones who haven’t certainly know now

I immediately close the video and go onto twitter to see if there is any commentary about the interview.. and of course... there is

‘Billie x y/n’ is trending on twitter, shit

I bite my lip and decide to message Claire back

Me: is this shit for real?

Claire🦋: i know it’s crazy asf you two HAVE to meet

Me: are you shitting me? how??

Claire🦋: message her on insta?? duh??

Me: oh shit lmao you right

I quickly go to Instagram but then stop myself, wait what the fuck do I even say? I don’t want to sound weird. What if I say something creepy and then she thinks I’m-

*ding*

Oh shit

billieeilish: hi... so you have probably seen the interview and we are trending rn im sorry if that shit made you uncomfortable

Me: omfg no actually I’m not uncomfortable at all, I’m flattered babe really

billieeilish: are you sure?

Me: very! tbh I’ve had a crush on you since your first album came out 🥺

billieeilish: deadass? you should have said something dude!

Me: ME? omfg im shy asfff and I saw you posting shit about me why didn’t YOU say something?

billieeilish: ...lmao i was scared you’re pretty as fuck

Me: we should like go on a date or some cute shit like that... jk unlessssss

billieeilish: oh my fuck yesssss we definitely should go on a date what are you doing tomorrow??

Me: literally nothing omfg am I actually going to see your ass tomorrow?

billieeilish: do you like coffee shops? let’s go to civil coffee their shit is soooo good and no one ever goes there

Me: adore them

billieeilish: then yeah tf you are seeing my ass tomorrow im about to fall the fuck over i can’t believe I’m going to meet you

Me: aww omfg same 🥰🥰🥰 give me a time and I’ll be there babe

billieeilish: is 10am okay?

Me: it’s perfect I’ll see you there yeah?

billieeilish: of course 🖤

Holy shit this is actually happening, I’m actually going to see her

I text Claire screenshots of the chat and she is legit flipping her shit but then again so am I.

This will be very interesting

*next day*

I drive to the little coffee shop in the lowkey part of town and park in a little parking spot in front of the shop there is hardly anybody here except like 2 old peop- oh my fuck I see her, she’s in the back and she’s sitting alone, aww she looks nervous ugh and I’m already shaking, why am I shaking? She’s a human just like I am... a really cute human, who I happen to have a massive crush on shit okay just chill the fuck out, take a deep breath... let’s go

I get out of my car and take another very shaky breath

I open the shop door and hear a little ding as it opens basically telling everyone I’m here.

Billie looks up when she hears the ding, our eyes meet and she smiles really big, I smile back and wave

I quickly walk over to the table and sit across from her

She’s even prettier in person, her eyes are the most gorgeous shade of blue and she has such a calm yet bold presence, it’s hard to explain but I’m already catching major feels and we haven’t even spoken yet

“Hi i was wondering if i could get your autograph I’m a huge fan” I say jokingly, my cheeks hurt so bad from trying not to smile too hard

She bites her lip, I can see she’s also trying not to smile like a crazy person either

“I can’t believe I’m actually in front of you right now I mean shit oh my god you’re real.” She said laughing, I can see her checking me out, in a flattering way and in an analyzing way

“I hope I didn’t disappoint.” I say and wink, she shakes her head and smirks

“You’re pretty as fuck like my heart hurts oh my god I know that sounds fucking corny.” She says, she smiles and rolls her eyes

“Shush stop you’re gonna make me blush and then I’m going to get really red and ew.” I say with a smile and look away from her for a moment

We talk about a bunch of different things, her music, what she did when she was little, what I did when I was little, why I got into acting, what I think about social media, what she likes and dislikes and a bunch of other random topics. It doesn’t hit me that we’ve been talking for legit hours until I hear a phone.

It’s her phone that starts to ring, she looks at the the screen and then to me

“Oh shit it’s finneas um can you give me a second babe?” She asks me, my heart does a little jump at the nickname

“Of course.” I say with a nod and smile, she smiles back then gets up to go to the bathroom.

I wait there for a couple minutes before she comes back, she doesn’t sit down tho

“I’m so sorry but I have to go, finneas just told me that I have some dumb ass interview tomorrow and I totally forgot about it.” She tells me, my smile drops

I get up from the chair I was in so we are now a little bit closer and face to face

“Okay um do you maybe want to get together again someti-“ she cuts me off before I can finish my sentence

“Uh Fuck yessss” she says, I laugh and nod

“Okay just text me yeah.” I tell her, she nods and bites her lip

I’ve been staring at her lips the entire time we’ve been here, am I honestly THAT whipped already? It’s only been 3 hours

She notices me staring and smirks a bit

“Follow me.” She says, she grabs my hand and our fingers interlock, I follow her as we go out the back door of the coffee shop and we stop at her car

“Get in babe.” She says, I smile and feel my heart start to beat a little faster

I get inside the car and start to laugh a little “What about finneas and your interview?” I ask her still giggling

She also starts to laugh and rolls her eyes

“He’ll have to come find my ass I guess and honestly fuck that interview they just ask you the same shit over and over.” She jokes

After we both got done laughing and calmed down we then sat in a comfortable silence

I can feel the tension growing a little

I look over a little to see her hand resting on her thigh, the rings on her fingers look so good... she looks so good, I bite my lip and start feeling bold

“I honestly really like you.” I say with a slight laugh, the laugh gets cut short because I can feel her hand gently turn my face to hers, our eyes meeting, and I can feel the coldness of her rings, oh shit I’m catching fucking feelings, she rubs my cheek with her thumb and smiles

“Kiss me.. I dare you.” She teases, she licks her lips and pulls her bottom lip between her teeth

My heart is beating fast and I smirk

“And if I don’t?” I ask, she leans in to me, our lips only centimeters apart

“Pussy.” She whispers jokingly, she presses her lips to mine and starts to kiss me softly

She’s so warm and soft, my heart melts and I’m on cloud 9, I’m way too soft for her

She pulls away, both of us a little breathless

She starts to smile which causes me to also smirk a bit

“Wow I guess I really can get it huh.” I say my breath still shaking a bit

“Oh my fucking god shut up, put your seatbelt on we are going on a fucking adventure.” She starts to laugh, she sits back in her seat and turns on the car.

My cheeks are burning and I can’t stop from smiling. She gets on the road and puts on music, she turns it up as loud as she can.

I get my phone from my back pocket and video her and I singing and acting like dumb asses and post it on my insta story and tagging her.... billie x y/n is going to be trending for awhile.

im sorry if this was bad 🥴 ew and I’m so slow lmao okay anyways 💞✨✨💞💞 😌oof and she’s(the story) also long tho

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Heyy. I just came across ur blog and I’m already obsessed. I haven’t seen a lot of Billie fan accounts on here. But if ur still taking requests, could u do an imagine where Y/ns famous and Billie talks about how much she likes her online and maybe they meet in person?

Hi!!! Yessss i still take requests, and I love this one sm, I’m gonna start on this RN🥺🥺

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Kind ✨🦋 - Billie Eilish Fic

*billie coming out*

lmao i honestly suck because this took me way to mfing long to write and imma clown🥺 also this is like a bff fic✨ but issa lil fluff at the end ya know.... a lil hand holding business

This was requested by @lightswriting 💕💜💖

It’s been 6 days since I’ve talked or even seen billie, she’s been ignoring my texts, and every time I try to call her she doesn’t pick up. I decide to go over to her house to see what happened for her to shut me out like this, I knock on the front door, but finneas answers the door. He looks a little surprised and tenses up a bit.

“Hey y/n um what-“ I cut him off

“Is billie here?” I ask him quickly, he nods his head and lets me in.

I bolt up the stairs, go straight to her room, and open her bedroom door to reveal her in her bed with the covers over her entire body and face.

What is happening right now.

“Bil.... billie.” I say agitated.

“Why are you here?” She asks me annoyed, I am shocked.

“Excuse me? You haven’t spoken to me in almost a week... am I not allowed to be worried? Bil what the fuck?” I ask her, I try to hold back the burning sensation in the back of my throat.

“Bil what’s going on with you? Are you mad at me or something? I just would like to know why you’re shutting me out-“ she cuts me off mid sentence

“Can you just drop it please?” She says with an attitude, she sits up on the bed, her eyes avoiding mine.

I stare at her for a moment

“Please tell me what’s going on? Maybe I could help? I just don’t like seeing you like this I thought we told each other everything....” I tell her, she still won’t look at me.

“I don’t want to tell you because I don’t want it to change anything, you might think of me different and I.... i don’t want it to totally fuck up our friendship.” She tells me, I can see the tears welling up in her eyes. She’s worrying me, I’ve never seen her like this.

I throw my things on the floor and climb on to the bed to sit next to her.

“Billie I promise you, you could never ruin our friendship I love you just please tell me what’s wrong.” I say, I scoot closer to her and push little wisps of her baby hairs behind her ear.

She looks at me and her cheeks are already wet with tears.

“I’m gay y/n” she tells me, more tears stream down her face.

I quickly hug her tightly, petting her head softly as she sniffs into my neck

“Bil it’s okay, I’m so proud of you, why would you think this could ever ruin our relationship babe?” I ask her, pulling away and taking her face in my hands, my thumbs wiping away her tears.

She shakes her head

“I don’t know, it’s scary as fuck telling anyone... you’re my best friend and I didn’t want-“ I cut her off

“I know it’s scary telling people, love. I’m sorry for pushing you to tell me that was really stupid of me.” I say to her, she shrugs with a light smirk, and shoves me gently with her shoulder.

“I was going to tell you soon anyways i just- I don’t know... I’m sorry I was so distant and shit I just didn’t know how to tell you and ughhhhhh” she groans, and lays back on the bed.

“I get it, and don’t be afraid to tell me anything...you know I’ll always love you right?” I tell her, I lay next to her on the bed.

She looks at me and starts to laugh a little, still sniffling from the slight cry earlier.

“This shit is getting too sappy for me.... but I know, and I’ll always love you too.” She says, she takes my hand and we intertwine fingers, we both stare at the ceiling on her bed, holding hands, in comfortable silence.

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hi, i love ur billie imagines so much🥺 do you take requests?

yessss babes I do!!🌸✨

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Hi lovely!!!! 4 things! 1) I really can't believe there are no Billie fanfics untill you did God's work for all us bi girls 2) I love the Billie fics, like I really needed some of that and you did that. Plus the three little imagines captures her personality & essence so well 3) Like I I said in #1 you really took one for the team & thank you for your services❤️ I see you doing God's work to the gay community #4) we stan 💖💖💖

🥺 omfg ily ✨💜❤️ you’re so sweet babe this made my whole ass YEAR💕 oml and i knowww there are basically no Billie fics anywhere which is surprising so I was just like “shit I’ll do it myself tf” AND IM GLAD YOU LIKE THEM BBY im def gonna write more too❤️💖💕✨💜

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Enlighten - Billie Eilish fic🍁🌻

~lmao hi... so I wrote this and it’s 4am, it’s a shorty but it’s cute ig~ 💕💜

“Can we talk about this please?” She desperately tries to plead with me as I walk away from her.

I honestly can’t believe she would invite her over when she knows how much it annoys me that they are even still friends... what does she not understand?

“No” I simply say, I’m pissed. Billies ex is a fucking nightmare and she honestly wants to hang around her? And with me present? Wow.

“It’s honestly not that big of a deal you are being dramatic and fucking childish really.” She says, she tried to mutter the last part, but of course I heard it.

“Childish? Wha- how am I childish bill? Please enlighten me! She is your ex. Ex! I am your girlfriend! She has been known to talk about me and you behind our backs! Why is me not liking the fact you invited her over to your house while I’m here acting ‘childish’?” I scoff, she is really pushing it right now.

“If you don’t like me inviting my friends over while you are here then you can leave.” She says back to me.

I stare at her in shock. She looked a little guilty while she said it. She knows what she’s saying though. I laugh a little and shake my head.

“Fine.” I say, I push past her, she wouldn’t even look me in the face, i pick up my bag and put on my vans and give her one last glance before I walk out of her room and down the stairs.

“Hey y/n where are you going I thought you and billie had-“ i cut finneas off before he could finish.

“Um yeah I just realized I have chores to do so I’m gonna go.” My voice cracking, he looks at me worried but decides not to push it. So he just nods.

I walk out to my car, get in, and cry. I can’t lose my only friend... my best friend, but she obviously doesn’t care that much anymore.

Maybe I was childish. But the stories bil has told me about how her ex treated her... I don’t understand how she could stand to be around her. It doesn’t matter anymore I guess.

*a day later”

2am

bil🖤: hey. can we talk??

me: i’m sleeping rn

bil🖤: please

me: what is it?

bil🖤: come outside

I get up from my bed, pulling my oversized tee down to cover my underwear, and go to my window. she’s standing out there... it’s raining too. God me and my guilt. I walk down the stairs and open the door for her. Shes soaking and it looks like she’s been crying.

“Bil it’s fucking raining and freezing out here what are you doing?” I ask her, I take her hand and pull her inside. I shut the door, I wipe her face a bit... I was right shes been crying.

“I-I’m so sorry. I don’t know what I was thinking... honestly I’m stupid and... she came over, but then she started talking shit about you and I couldn’t stand that shit so I kicked her out and I just- I don’t know what I was doing” She tells me, she looks at me with sadness and guilt. I push some of her hair behind her ear.

“Shhhh it’s okay babe. Come on” I lead her upstairs towards my bedroom, we walk inside and I grab her a change of clothes.

“Here, put these on so you don’t catch a cold” I tell her, she takes them from me and starts changing. She then starts to giggle a bit. Which makes me start to laugh.

“What?” I ask her, still laughing.

“You sound like my mom dude” she says, I roll my eyes and giggle a bit. She finishes changing and looks at me with a smile.

“I really am sorry. You honestly should be pissed” she tells me, she grabs my hand and leads me to the bed, we both lay down face to face.

“Bil I was... I just... I don’t know. I don’t want to talk about it anymore yeah?” I say, she nods and kisses my nose, I laugh and start to play with the strands of hair by the sides of her face, while her hand rests on my hip.

“Kiss me?” She says, I smile and nod.

We both lean in and our lips collide, it’s warm and loving, she climbs on top of me and settles between my thighs.

My hand finds it’s way to the back of her neck and I gently intertwine my fingers into her soft hair. She grabs at thighs and hips, softly caressing them. My heart is beating really fast and I have a feeling at the pit of my stomach. I missed her... even though it’s been not even 24 hours.... I really missed her. I pull away to catch a breath.

“By the way you owe me.” I tell her teasingly, I’m panting a bit and so is she. She laughs and then smirks.

“Oh god and what is it I owe you?” She smirks, one eyebrow lifted. I think for a moment then start to giggle. I lean in, my lips barely touching her ear. I whisper something sinister.

She laughs and rolls her eyes.

“You’re fucking wild.” She tells me, we both crack the fuck up.

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this is it... this is the whole post thank you

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Gimmie prompts lovelies!!!!💜💖💓

so i’m on a billie eilish binge and probably always will be because she’s hot asf lmao so send me prompts and requests for billie fics!!🥰✨