This room is empty now

I'll leave this blog as a graveyard, dont disturb the dead Follow me again as boo-hoo-another-starving-artist

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2012 vs 2016

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i’m uploading more frequently than ever yo, come and follow me on my new art blog ~

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IMPORTANT!!!!!¡

I havent been able to update this blog since my hotmail account for whatever reason wont let me log in anymore = cant access this blog on my pc anymore, only on mobile,which sucks balls real hard My new blog is already up tho, so if u guys wanna marry me again, meet me in the pit, fresh and clean boo-hoo-another-starving-artist

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I like my men like I like my maple syrup 

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Bad news

for some reason my e-mail adress, which i use for tumblr is blocked and i can't unblock it no matter what so i can only use this blog on mobile from now ob which sucks ass for an art blog^^ I'm gonna make a new blog today or tomorrow with my other e-mail and let you know as soon as I'm done This is such a bad moment also since today I wanted to start uploading like a price list for commissions

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color and color 28089 - #84b3f2 and #dad5bd

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hey look

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boi

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doodle and wip

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hey look it’s not a person

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when someone says they listen to “everything”, or even better “i dont rly listen to music”

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listening to antony hegarty

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she’s beauty she’s grace

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will i ever learn to draw a character having the same figure and not like fluctuate 100 pounds 

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When your OC’s wait for you to finish their story. .  .

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And then there’s those other things

which for several reasons we wont mention

everything about them is a little bit stranger, a little but harder, a little more deadly for me

Discovered this song today and holy shit it’s perfect for alec

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all i need now is a milkshake

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honestly tho "amphetamines" sounds so evil but at every techno or whatever party i can guarantee you 80% of people have speed on them and i am grateful for that

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Like, at least 2/3 of my followers (who are even interested in my oc’s) dont know anything at this point i think (?) so i’m gonna post a lil of the basic story from time to time starting with francis’ and alec’s childhood

basically they met in 3rd grade and about that time also francis started getting bullied first for 1. his weight 2. his weird parent situation (dad almost never there, mom heavily medicated since he was 2 years old so she’s not really functional) and later on also for his sexuality

he did have a few friends but not very close ones, alec seemed to be kinda the only one left on most days. At this point Alec was living a care-free childhood. Seeing francis being bullied was the first situation where he ever witnessed people being cuel others, seemingly without a reason.

Francis also has an older brother, Damien. He used to hang out with him a lot when he was at home, since he had a habit of disappearing for days at a time. Even if Damien was only 4 years older he raised Francis, or at least cared for him most of the time