I Tumble A Little

For men and nerdyness of the chubby variety, you can follow my other blog over @Fatants First things sorta first, you need to be 18+ to view this blog. I've been a nerd and gamer for 25 crazy years, but music is my passion. Born and raised in Syracuse, NY. I still live in NY but like 100miles WEST of SYR. In a little Podunk cow town near a city I like to refer to as the Detroit of NY. Family and friends come first above all else. But once I consider you one of those, I'm at your service till I die. I LOVE to make people laugh. I think next to sex, it's the best feeling, making someone laugh. Speaking of sex, my favorite part is actually just cuddling, don't get me wrong fucking's nice too, I guess I'm just more of a romantic guy. I'm a chubby gay Oreo, still figuring things out. My 360 and PSN tag is: HoroshaShadeIn, just meesage me if you saw my gamertag on tumblr so I know who da hell you are. Oh and PLEASE feel free to ask anything, from deep chats to just venting, don't be shy, I love meeting new people and shooting the shit. Also most of the time this will be NSFW

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So, in celebration of @detectivepikachumovie and just #pokemon in general. I bought, under ZERO duress, cause I'm A adult. @pillsbury #pokemoncookies cause I'm a basic bitch, but not enough of one to take the time to bake his OWN creations of Pinterest like I'm a desperate middle aged white lady living in Greenwich, CT. Instead, I BOUGHT them lazily, like a desperate middle aged white lady from Staten Island. No, I bought them ... from a store....with real money.... that I made.... from suckin DUCKS @ me @vancityreynolds, he thinks he can suck duck better than me cause he has what?! The love and adoration of MILLIONS?! A beautiful loving and supportive family?! Billions of dollars with a capital ∆?! His own business?! The best publicist, financial planner, agent and PR?!?! I SCOFF at you! Please butch! You know what I got? .... Depression and a G.E.D mother tucker! You WISH you had this life and these Pokemon cookies @vancityreynolds #hashtagDontDoDrugsKids #WellDontDoAlotOfDrugsButMaybeSome https://www.instagram.com/p/BudPNB0gbCF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14l656ay5lso1

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#birthdaybitch #dirty30 #🎉 #🎂 (Wanted to post this earlier but my phone was in the shop and only now do I have a moment to myself.) #chub #bearsofinstagram #superchub #imamazing #imbeautiful #imincredible #humble https://www.instagram.com/p/BrZu7zzA7Uf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=r0w2k7ng8edf

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Today's adventures include but are not limited to; a drive through the #rochesterinternationalairport for no reason other than the pretty rainbow roof, in my best attempt yet to end up on a goverment watchlist. - Some very friendly deer at #RIT - and the VERY delicious and totally customizable Sushi Burrito from #taichibubbletea (at Rochester, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq9e6u7A1ec/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11hro3bzwh3u4

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Hey guess what?! This time I had an excuse for being a terrible friend and not getting back to people! My phone's been in shattered limbo for almost two weeks and I just got it fixed. So now I can go back to being a terrible friend and person and unwillingly ignore everyone because hey-depression! YAAAAAAAAAAAAY! #channelingmyinnerEarthaKitt #bearsofinstagram #jealous? #shatteredphoneshattereddreams #awkwardbear #legday #superchub #bear (at Rochester, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq3LDS1g7jr/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=t0rmcty7g8sp

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Fuck I hate politics but I sure as hell am gonna vote, so many fought and died for me to do so! Besides, I have no right to bitch if I didn't do anything to TRY and change it! And today marks the first time my boyfriend has ever voted #soproud #squadgoals #ivoted #vote #voted #voteNY #firsttimevoter #bearsofinstagram (at Hilton, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp3OjNRAbp5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1n48ja8p00k1

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I didn't know I could possibly be this happy at any point in my life. Whether it be in my entire lifetime or my wildest dreams. And this pride month, I plan on being REALLY gay with him and shoving it down your throats! (Btdubs, this was a accidental pic I took and might be my most favorite I've ever taken) #gay #🏳️‍🌈 #omgimlikesogoodattakingpicsofus #flyingfeteusesbushdid911 #pride #dodrugskids #bearsofinstagram #chubbylove #picsbybears #911wasaninsidejob #love #lovewins #jetfuelcantmeltstealbeams

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I didn't know I could possibly be this happy at any point in my life. Whether it be in my entire lifetime or my wildest dreams. And this pride month, I plan on being REALLY gay with him and shoving it down your throats! (Btdubs, this was a accidental pic I took and might be my most favorite I've ever taken) #gay #🏳️‍🌈 #omgimlikesogoodattakingpicsofus #flyingfeteusesbushdid911 #pride #dodrugskids #bearsofinstagram #chubbylove #picsbybears #911wasaninsidejob #love #lovewins #jetfuelcantmeltstealbeams

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Happy Pride Month🏳️‍🌈 from me and my better half. I've realized over these last few months, how, together, we ALMOST make a full adult! #pride #pridemonth #gay #gaybears #naragansett #coastguardhouse #bearsofinstagram #wearesofuckingtotesadorbs #youwishyouwerethisgay (at Narragansett, Rhode Island)

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I made this quick little edit cuz I was mostly bored but I wanted to to show what my depression and Social Anxiety kind of looks like through pictures. One picture shows how broken you can feel but the other shows how it can feel like you're being drowned by your demons. #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #emotions ( I wish I had real software for editing but I like the things I could achieve just with two apps Snapchat and ToolWiz) ( I had to use friends faces for this😅 I also couldn't settle on a design😅. )

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Retreated to the mountains for the holiday weekend. Much needed, much enjoyed, probably didn't deserve, but much appreciated...what am I saying? Of COURSE I deserved it, I'm fucking AWESOME #humble #mountains #bearsofinstagram #bear #superchub #chubbymeditation #chubby (at Tupper Lake, New York)

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I haven't posted my face for a while. Also my attempt at a quick photoshop, I've never seen a meme like this so I made one. I'll probably try again later. And lastly, Hilton was a fucking ghost town the other night, so I felt compelled to stand in the middle of the road and snap a pic cause it sure lurked pritty

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I miss spoke in my previous post. There was not two but SEVEN awesome steps closer towards a beautiful and inclusive world for all people. #transrightsarehumanrights #vote #transgender #transrightsmatter #sohappy #transidentity

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(just realized I never posted this yesterday) Congrats to Virginia and Minneapolis, for electing the FIRST openly transgender woman, the gorgeous Ms. Danica Roem and shortly after Minneapolis elected the first openly trans-identified woman of color the beautiful Ms. Andrea Jenkins. I loved her speech after she won: “As an African American trans-identified woman, I know firsthand the feeling of being marginalized, left out, thrown under the bus. Those days are over. We don't just want a seat at the table, we want to set the table!” #yasqueens #vote #2018willbetheyeartodecidethefateofthecountry And last minute congrats to New Jersey for getting rid of that fuckhead #chrischristie #chrischristiesucks (at Hilton Fireman's Exempt)

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😇Penny for your thoughts and 20 for my silence😈 Taken on Halloween night #bearsofinstagram #halloween #halloweenisgaysuperbowl #chub #chublife #bear🐻 #bringingsmokeyeyerealness

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The world's sweetest and bravest pupper is no longer with us😔 He was SOOOOO incredible and awesome and an all around good boy. I loved that dog unbelievably and he made Florida WAAAY more pawesome than it really is🤣 We love you Chet and I'm bummed I won't get to see you ever again😢💔 #rippupper

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💔even though I'm heartbroken, it's hard to not laugh at the memories of the world's best dog😢😂🤗 #rippupper

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I definitely found my drag persona thanks to this Snapchat filter. Like I good in anything but DAMN I look. GOOOOOD #bearsofinstagram #drag #dragperfection #fullofmyself #feelinit #damnilookgood #chubby #bodylove #plussizemodel #narcissist