Doodles from this week.:)
Peter Solarz

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RMH
hello vonnie
Cosmic Funnies

❣ Chile in a Photography ❣

shark vs the universe
DEAR READER

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
Claire Keane

JVL

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NASA
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
dirt enthusiast
styofa doing anything
KIROKAZE
todays bird

#extradirty
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Doodles from this week.:)
Haiku poems I wrote when I couldn’t sleep last night.
People are dumb here/
With goldfish brains everywhere/
I should’ve stayed home
Sleep is very hard/
Insomnia will follow/
Fuck this shit big time (Need melatonin!)
Pizza is great until/
It burns the roof of your mouth/
Hot! I need ice now!
I want to do all/
From writing to painting/
The world is mine
Sweating is not fun/
I stick to all things near me/
Ahh…Florida fall.
Wrote a poem tonight. It’s more of the freeform poem/song thing with some beat. I’m a noob poet, so still learning and experimenting.
We Got This!
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Us down on our luck women reporting in!
Just because we have little cents in pennies,
Doesn’t mean we don’t have common sense in dollars.
We got this — hey yeah!
Calling all the struggling girls!
Through the tough, blue times;
Enduring the hopeless, stuck periods.
We got this — hey yeah!
Behold all the strong ladies!
Fierce as iron nails, solid as oak wood;
The bad vibes hit and bounces away.
We got this — hey yeah!
C’mon all persistent gals!
Like a lithium battery, we keep on going.
A brick and mortar wall, unyielding to the storms.
We got this — hey yeah!
Holler to all the reborn chicks!
Like a phoenix rising among the dusty ashes.
We will start a new life; full of happiness.
We got this — hey yeah!
Shout out to my fellow females!
Hang in there. We got it, ladies.
One day it will change for the better.
Leaving us with power and change.
We got this — hey yeah!
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Cosmic Cliffs in Carina © JWST
I had a major panic attack yesterday. I have no idea what caused it as it came on in a Dunkin Donuts where I was getting breakfast before work. I didn’t have my rescue drug with me, so had to go back home and get it. As I drove back, it got worse and worse to the point I was in full panic mode. Crying, waiting, breathing heavy, upset stomach. The whole thing.
I ended up calling out on my job despite it being my first week. I felt horrible and that made the attack worse. My fiancé is asking me what triggered it and I didn’t know. I still don’t know. Its just so frustrating. Luckily I can keep my job.
So I called out, telling my boss I had an upset stomach. It made me feel guilty for lying. I shouldn’t have to, but I’ve learned you have to. Upset stomach ok. Panic attack, bitch you’re crazy and we don’t want you anymore.
It’s a shame in this society that people with mental health issues have to do this. Yes there’s laws against discrimination, but with so many states are at will for work, there’s no used.
In my last job, my first boss there told me I should tell my team I’m bipolar and they’ll understand more. They don’t and it just makes the situation worse. Oh she’s crying? It’s ok. It’s probably a bipolar thing. Just stay away from her. I still think that’s why I didn’t have many friends there. Who wants to associate with the office crazy person?
It hurts because I didn’t choose this. I didn’t wake up one day and say wow bipolar disorder sounds like a great thing to have. You get no choice. It comes from a mixture of nature, nurture, and bad luck.
It really hurts because no one in my family has the same illness. It often makes me think why? Why did I get this? That’s why I struggle with God. How can God give me this? Does he hate me?
All these thoughts circle in my head and hope for a better future for mental illness. I hope it gets to the point we get treated like actual people than the village idiot.
I can only dream.
Things I’ve noticed lately:
1. Don’t put discount store plastic water bottles in the dishwasher, you’ll get a baby bottle. Unless you want a baby bottle, then go for it. Also, if you want a cheap way to do shrinky-dinks with the kids, pop one of those bad boys in the machine and ta-daa! tinier plastic bottle. Warning: may or may not give you more cancer, but they were BPA free which I told my fiancé means less cancer. So, with the balance there, you may just get cancer.
2. I saw a car with a bumper sticker that said “Supreme.” Supreme what? Pizza? I have many questions.
3. My fish is a good boy. He gets happy when I tell him that. He spins around like he’s the coolest thing ever (which he is in that current moment) and does his best to look cute. Who knew that a fish brain can be so neat.
Fish Tax (Colonel Mustard):
As you probably noticed, everything is shrinking at the grocery store. My Dad calls it “shrinkflation” which I’m not sure if that’s really a word or he just pulled it from space, but hey, it works. 16oz boxes of pasta are turning to 12oz then 10oz. Soon, I expect you’ll get one whole noodle as it’s called spaghetti not spaghettis.
Still, super disappointing for someone who likes food like me and everyone else that needs food to function as the normal people I envy. I’m too fat to worry about this most of the time as I get told often hunger is a good thing; it’s burning fat.
One day, I imagine we will be expected to photosynthesize our food for ourselves daily which I’m not looking forward to as it seems like a lot of standing and sunburn. But, in a weird way, you could tell when people just ate. Like “well there’s Jerry with second degree burns, he must have had a great meal.” Maybe science should work on human photosynthesis next.
I want to write to the food companies that if they want to shrink the food, at least keep the box sizes. My cat needs them. I get amusement of her sticking her head in boxes. Maybe she’s wondering about the spaghetti problem too.
Nah, that’s silly, cats don’t like spaghetti. They do like yogurt though. Don’t trust your cat with yogurt. Even the plain stuff. They like that shit and will grab it from you when you’re not looking. Dirty thieves.
If you are wondering if I’m crazy, probably yes. The real reason I wrote this as everything is getting small. Or, maybe I’m getting too big?
Maybe I should work on my future photosynthesis poses. I was thinking like yoga poses but with the sun blinding you. I can downward dog or cat/cow my nutrients. Aw yiss.
Or, I can just suffer with tiny DollarTree pot pies that would fill a toddler. Human photosynthesis sounds easier. Just need to pack sunscreen.
Stupid shrinkflation.
Edit 1: My Mom reminded me that Garfield is a cat that likes pasta. So, maybe I’ll write to him regarding these spaghetti shenanigans then ask him to write to the President. But, it’ll be addressed from President Garfield which will confuse our current President as he’s been dead for years. I’ll add this to my to-do list.
Edit 2: I was told by my fiancé that shrinkflation is actually a word although my phone says it is not. (I blame Apple on this one for not keeping up with the news.) According to the Google, “shrinkflation is the practice of reducing the size of the product size while maintaining sticker price.” In that case, we are actually dealing with Super Saiyan-shrinkflation that punches you in the stomach twice for being smaller and costing you more. Oh fucking boy. Those yoga poses are looking better now!
BLOOM! out now :,)
catfished 🫶
Recent drawings.:)
sleep
watercolour on arches paper
flower bed
watercolour on arches paper
Poem for a dear friend.
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Taken
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You were taken to a heavenly place;
Passing through its golden gates.
Surrounded by love and delight,
Enveloped by our Father’s light.
You are floating through a sea of clouds,
Where no living being has been allowed.
Friendly faces of loved ones meet you,
Your earthly legacy will continue.
You and missed family reunite,
Within an ocean of celestial light.
They cradle and comfort you,
You take your place that was due.
You and your family reunion grows,
Seeing their faces, makes you glow.
Friend, I wish you the best,
Where you ultimately rest.
Some goauche foliage ♡
1st one is only goauche - ref source
2nd has color pencil layered on - ref source cycylittle on instagram